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Love, it stings and then it laughs by basicallymonsters
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
21 Feb 2025
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“Come here,” Sand says, kissing him chastely. “My Ray.”
“It’s happening again,” Ray whispers. “All the bad stuff with the good stuff.”
Sand kisses the salt from his cheeks, looking him over so gently, as if he’s checking for physical injuries. “I think that’s just life, when you decide to actually live it.”
“That would make a good lyric, Sand,” Ray says earnestly, smiling through his tears. “You make ugly things beautiful, you know? Maybe that’s how I got better.”
Ray learns how to be loved.
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04 Mar 2026
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touch me slow, feel my heart bleed by basicallymonsters
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
05 Mar 2024
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“If I’m going to say goodbye to you, I’m going to do it properly.” He tries to put real intention into it, fooling them both into believing that he has some kind of upper hand here.
“Okay,” Ray agrees immediately. “Anything, I’m yours.”
It’s not a confession. He knows it’s not. Still, overwhelmed, Sand bites down on the fresh mark he’s left under Ray’s jawline, loving the unresisting way he sways up into him, loving his shockingly tender hand on his neck, loving the way he knows his body, loving everything about him.
Closing his eyes, he eases himself down into this bad decision like he’s crawling into his own grave. Mine, he thinks.
After Halloween mistakes, half-baked apologies, and helpless reconnections, Sand struggles to untangle himself from Ray's life, and ends up back in his bed.
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27 Oct 2025
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Write Me A Better Love Story by lucabee
Fandoms: 成化十四年 | The Sleuth of the Ming Dynasty (TV)
18 Jul 2020
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Tang Fan writes a new romance novel that reaches new heights of obvious pining, Wang Zhi takes matters into his own hands, a guest comes to stay, and Sui Zhou continues to be a irresponsible combination of jealous and oblivious.
(This takes place somewhere nebulously in the middle of the series, but really it could happen at any point, no spoilers)Bookmarked by fadelgender
25 Sep 2025
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The Process of Elimination by zoicite
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Trilogy | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
13 Nov 2022
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The Emperor calls for eligible heirs to compete for a chance to marry his treasured progeny, Her Divine Highness, First Born of the First Reborn. Each week one House will be sent home until only one remains and the winning heir shall ascend to stand beside Her Divine Highness, hand in hand, with House replenished and legacy secured.
Harrow does not intend to compete.
Note: This story contains spoilers for Harrow the Ninth.
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29 Dec 2022
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see you yesterday by glyphic
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
13 Feb 2022
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On Halloween night, an exiled demonic cultivator and a Lan disciple get stuck in a time-loop, find each other, and try to figure it all out.
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- 138,053
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- 9/?
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09 Dec 2020
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A great calamity fell upon Qishan Wen. It's said that some of the Wens still live, surviving on turnips and raw hope, but Jiang Cheng has not thought of Qishan Wen in years. He has enough on his mind with securing a lecture for Yunmeng Jiang, and somehow, dealing with Wei Wuxian's nauseating affection for Lan Wangji.
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23 Aug 2020
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the only way out by cafecliche
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
25 Mar 2020
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“Just do what you can, Senior Wei!” Sizhui whispers. “We’ll be right here!”
“Yeah!” Jingyi says. “And just remember: it’s going to be a disaster either way, so it’s not like there’s much you can do about it!”
(Or: Lan Wangji and Jiang Cheng plan a discussion conference together. It goes about as well as Wei Wuxian expects.)
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- Part 3 of the yunmeng accords
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30 Jun 2020
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He doesn’t want to tell Lan Jingyi that he cannot remember when he last laughed as sincerely and freely as this.
(Spin-Off of Cotton Wool CH 3 and sequel/accompaniment to Wisdom Tooth)
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- Part 13 of Resolutions
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02 Jun 2020
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after night by detention_notes
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 Mar 2022
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And Lan Zhan looks at Wei Ying. Still the same as ever, he thinks. A couple hard-earned grays finally twine around his face. Faint scars etch here and there, one under an eyebrow where the hair sprouts white. He has a bruised shoulder. Summer-chapped mouth. Hands re-callused, smile unchanged.
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years fold between one summer morning and one summer night. wei ying and lan zhan learn how to move forward.
the final installment of from season to season
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- Part 5 of from season to season
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07 May 2020
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and so my heart beats wildly by lily_winterwood
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
13 May 2019
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“You know, you’re the one to beat this year,” Jiang Cheng offers helpfully, having seen the glare from right next to him. “Hanguang-jun’s been through juniors with the rest of us, he knows all of our tics. You’re an unknown variable, since he’s never competed against you before.”
“Thanks,” says Wei Wuxian drily. “That’s very comforting.”
Or: five nighthunting competitions where Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji were rivals, and one where they weren't.
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- Part 1 of and so my heart beats wildly
- Part 10 of the lily winterwood cinematic multiverse
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- 19/19
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01 May 2020
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请兔子吃晚饭; treating a bunny to dinner by yiqie
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
22 Mar 2020
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It’s not really about the food. Being able to share it in the same space is its own kind of magic.
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24 Apr 2020
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the earth remembered me by remux
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
12 Apr 2020
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All around him, summer throbs like a heartbeat, undeniably alive. Wounds begin to heal.
And Wei Wuxian, with sweat on his brow, feels ripe. Wei Wuxian, with his hands deep in the soil and mud between his toes, remembers something simple and primitive and utterly transformative:
It feels good to make things grow.OR:
Wei Wuxian's travel guide to finding your place in the world.
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22 Apr 2020
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It's kind of about fake dating and it's kind of about friendship and it's mostly about casual revelations that I spent time in Los Angeles, because that's my wheelhouse. Some day there will be a Sarchengsey installment, probably.
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30 Mar 2020
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Nureyev drinks nothing but black coffee for breakfast, favors silver jewelry, sleeps with one eye open, and is glad to let Buddy take the lead in their criminal overtures. His tongue is sharp, his silence sharper. He wears tailored A-line suits, slim silver glasses, garçon-style culottes, and once, notably, a smoking-jacket embroidered in white roses, which Juno hates to look at. And always, always, heels—practical suede boots, red-soled pumps, piercing stilettos. Legs for days.
Or: sharing a spaceship with a master thief who's a) extremely hurt, b) very bitter, and c) really fucking sexy is ... a challenge.
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- Part 2 of The New Normal
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19 Oct 2019
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You Made a Monster Out of Me by basicallymonsters
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
13 Mar 2025
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He realizes that everyone feels exactly the same way he does, filthy and buzzed and understood and angry. His eyes find Andrew again, sober but animated like the drums are a live wire and he’s electric.
He thinks, if he could be part of this, if he could stand in the middle of the stage in a garden full of monsters, and sing the audience’s veins open, he would never need another drink, or another moment on court.
Prompt: Andreil in a rock band setting – tattoos, harsh lighting, calloused fingers, Andrew’s sweaty arms, Neil’s striking blue eyes, someone’s excellent voice, an uncomfortable undercurrent of drug abuse.
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26 Nov 2018
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It felt irresponsible to leave.
He had willed the thought away, and breathed in the sleep-sweat of Ronan’s neck instead. He thought about the scratch of Ronan’s jaw, and the soft fury of his mouth. He thought about how far into the drive his first exit would be. He thought about Opal, who had hidden herself in the enthusiastic buttonbush that grew alongside the house; she had taken to crouching there whenever it looked like Adam and Ronan were doing things related to Leaving, and had gnawed an entire branch clean. She watched them as they swayed and whispered, and Adam had thought she would stay in the bush and not come see him at all, but he was wrong: at the last minute she had been unable to stand it, and had burst out to wrap herself around his legs.
It was impossible to leave them.
He had gotten in the car.
Adam leaves for college, and realizes he has no idea what comes next.
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06 Jul 2018
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No one was paying any attention at all to Alec, so Alec kept paying attention to Magnus.
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21 Jul 2017
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new worlds for the weary, new lands for the living by shinealightonme
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
22 May 2017
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Pulling off a long distance relationship shouldn't be that hard, after everything else Adam and Ronan have been through.
Not that anything in Adam's life goes the way it should.
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24 May 2017
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who burns like fire on the rushing sea by asael
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
03 Jul 2017
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When Adam Parrish attends the Royal Academy, he doesn't expect to get tangled up with the nobility - and he especially does not anticipate Ronan Lynch. As he finds his place in the world, they grow closer, but nothing is ever easy. (Fantasy/Medieval AU)
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- 15/15
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13 Apr 2017
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“I need to get out sometimes. To breathe,” says Dizzee.
“You can breathe in here,” says Ra-Ra.
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27 Jan 2017