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Only You (Could Ruin Me Like This) by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jan 2026
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That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.
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A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.
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- English
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- 35,729
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- 3/3
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06 Apr 2026
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The one where Ilya is Shane's TA for Intro to Russian Literature and Shane is still a hockey boy.
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- English
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- 46,366
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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06 Apr 2026
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a sound is still a sound around no one by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”
Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”
“You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”
The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.
In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.
There’s a lot to get used to.
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- English
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- 43,230
- Chapters:
- 9/9
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06 Apr 2026
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Concussion Protocol by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.
In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.
But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.
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A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.
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- Part 1 of Return-to-Play
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- English
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- 49,003
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- 20/20
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- 18
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- 5,529
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06 Apr 2026
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Fanning the Flames by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)
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- English
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- 21,185
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- 3/3
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06 Apr 2026
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Find What You Need by thinkpink20
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Apr 2026
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**COMPLETE!**
“Then I’d suggest an alpha assist,” Shah had told him, handing across some pamphlet with a company logo on, “It’s the safest option.”
She’d said it like it was commonplace, normal. Maybe it was, for other people.
“Can’t I just... wait it out, like I normally do?”
Shah had sighed at that, her cool, medical professionalism being tested by the limits of Shane’s stubbornness. “You train, right? You do macrobiotic with high protein? This is the same thing – keeping your body in peak physical condition.”
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Shane has been sitting out his heats alone for years, denying himself. Then the Metros medic suggests an alpha to assist him...
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- English
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- 45,447
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- 10/10
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06 Apr 2026
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Selfish Desires by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is legally Shane Rozanov now. Another name transferred, another omega absorbed into an alpha's holdings.
He's waiting for the moment Ilya drops the act. Wondering if the alpha really is patient, or maybe just strategic. Gentle? Or waiting?
With their first mated sync cycle looming and the bond beginning to demand more than either of them is ready to give, time may be the one thing they don't have
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- Part 2 of Selfish Creatures
- Part 2 of Marzo Anon Hollanov Works
- Language:
- English
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- 23,618
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 1
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06 Apr 2026
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The sound Shane makes now is not a whine or a whimper. It’s the sound of an omega. It’s the sound of an omega in distress.
“Did he just—” someone says from behind him.
“Shit, Marleau, did you just bitch Shane Hollander?”
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Shane gets hit hard enough to trigger a traumatic omegatisation, which sends an entire stadium of alphas into frenzy. Ilya needs to get him off the ice, away from the danger, and onto his knot.
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- English
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- 3/3
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06 Apr 2026
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Will You Love Me (At My Worst) by boredatuni
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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When Shane’s insecurities escalate after giving birth, Ilya decides to fuck him in front of the mirror.
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- English
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- 11/11
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06 Apr 2026
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The diet helps. Shane has always been particular about food—apparently there was a lengthy phase in his childhood where all he ever wanted for breakfast was plain Cheerios with a glass of 1% milk, and would cry ceaselessly when it was something different—but now it feels justified. Necessary, even. His parents are on board with it, too, which is nice. (Well, his mom moreso than his dad, because he doesn't get it and keeps telling Shane shit like just give yourself a treat, which is stupid because the treat is when he wins a game because of how hard he's working. But his mom understands, knows what to order for Shane at restaurants, what to keep stocked when he visits home so there are no temptations.)
A lot of the stuff he's eating now is really gross, actually, but that makes it even better, somehow. If he enjoyed it then it would be too easy. This way he knows he's actually sacrificing something for the success he wants so badly.
He likes the control, over what he eats and how he works out. Likes to know that the tool of his body is being properly handled, so that if something goes wrong, on the ice, he has nobody to blame but himself.
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06 Apr 2026
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With You and Us by cowgvrly
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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Over the course of three centuries, vampire nobleman Ilya Rozanov has survived the rise and fall of kingdoms and covens alike.
He does not know if he can survive Shane Hollander's stupid fucking smoothies.
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- English
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- 16/16
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06 Apr 2026
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Anyway, he thought as he drove to the rink. We were never together, and we’re extra not together now. He would not be letting that man see every inch of him and carry him to bed from his shower floor. He would not let him kiss his earlobe, which he liked to do every time for some reason. He was certainly not going to let him scan every inch of his body anymore. So whether there was something under the surface, spilled out messy guts getting stains on everything, Ilya wouldn’t know about it.
CONTENT WARNING:
Strong CW for eating disorder behavior and description. Content is of someone in active disorder and not in recovery, and specific behaviors and routines are mentioned.
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- English
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06 Apr 2026
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Control Yourself by butteredsideup
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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Part of Shane’s brain knew this slight fear in his mind wasn’t grounded in reality. He was one of, if not the best player in the league right now. It was hardly even a controversial opinion. But he knew he could do better. He wasn’t pushing himself enough. Hell, he was more drained after a summer with Ilya than he was when he left the rink.
That wasn’t good enough. His efforts weren’t good enough. He wasn’t good enough.
Or: Shane's control issues reach a breaking point as he develops an eating disorder disguised as a performance diet. Ilya tries his best.
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- English
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- 6/6
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06 Apr 2026
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i eat healthy carbs, you eat nothing by kitabf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Mar 2026
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Shane keeps it in mind, to press his lips together and not be so open about his eating habits. It’s all people seem to notice about him as soon as he lets it slip out. He dislikes it. In fact, he hates it.
Shane would really like it if everyone stopped talking about his diet.
or — A dive into Shane Hollander’s eating disorder. What happens when Ilya helps Shane open his eyes and realize something is wrong?
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06 Apr 2026
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After Eight by carnationhes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander counts his steps. Counts carefully to eight and then back down again every morning before he gets out of bed. He’s 5’11”. 208 lbs. 211, actually, the last time he’d measured himself on the biometric scale at the arena, which had bothered him a little, if he was being honest with himself. He preferred even numbers. In any case, he knows his body, knows his BMI, knows his BMR, knows his muscle and body fat percentage, knows exactly how many grams of protein and how many minutes of cardio he needs every day to keep up with himself.
All of that to say, Shane doesn’t have a problem.
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06 Apr 2026
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Shane finds a new family in Ottawa. It just takes him a bit.
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- Part 2 of like a bright new dream
- Language:
- English
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- 21,714
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- 4/4
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- 560
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06 Apr 2026
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Before I'm someone you leave behind (I'll break your heart so you don’t break mine) by unlikelychild
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Feb 2026
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What if Shane never got injured?
What if Ilya decided to finally take a step back?
What if the 5th best player of MLH was suddenly spotted hanging out hockey's golden boy Shane Hollander?
What if Ilya had a few feelings about it?—×—
Ilya is aware of Sebastian Hawthorne like he's aware of all the top 10 players of the league. Though he knows no one can come close to him and Hollander, he still likes to keep an eye out for them.
Hawthorne, or as his teammates call him, Hawk, joined the Toronto Guardians during his Rookie season and has been there for the past six seasons. He's the assistant captain.
“It's like he’s already seen the play unfold five seconds ahead,” Shane had once complained to Ilya over the phone after a particularly nasty loss against the Guardians some seasons back. Ilya then got the impression that Shane didn't like him either.
So imagine his surprise when the picture of Hollander and Hawk shows up on his feed: laughing and practically having the time of their lives while leaving a high-end bakery.
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- Part 3 of Jealous Hollanov
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06 Apr 2026
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i've been waiting my whole life to know i wanted you by literaryashtray
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Shane liked being good at things, and Shane was good at hockey. His mom loved hockey. His friends and classmates had always loved hockey. Hell, Canada loved hockey. Being good at hockey was like being good at being Canadian boy and being the best at something was like being good at being Asian.
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heavily exploring the pressure shane hollander’s under—undereating, overexercising, missing home, being a baby-faced teenage phenom, and, of course, being mixed with an asian mom :p basically a character study into shane’s habits of restriction and self-punishment. he has denied himself every pleasure in life… up until ilya rozanov. he’s the one thing he can’t refuse.
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- English
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- 35/35
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- 324
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- 1,100
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06 Apr 2026
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I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.
Grey.
Empty.
Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.
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After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.
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- Part 1 of finally yours
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 65,368
- Chapters:
- 15/25
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- 1,299
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06 Apr 2026
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change, like the sky by cupocoffee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it.
He thinks, Ilya.
He doesn’t remember much after that.
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SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY
The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to…Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.