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    Shane stands in the elevator, pulse beating in his ears that are stained red from embarrassment. He stares down at the text, a million thoughts racing through his head.

    We didn’t even kiss.

    He wants to hit send, but he knows better. He knows that telling Rozanov this will not get him anywhere. He won’t get what he wants. He isn’t even really sure what he wants right now.
    Six months of silence. Six months of absolutely nothing. He should have never walked into that bathroom at the award ceremony. He should have sat down in his seat in the audience and just let it be.
    Why can he never let things be?
    Shane hits send without thinking.

    ______________________

     

    After the Major League Hockey Award show in Vegas, Shane hits send on the 'we didn't even kiss' texts rather than deleting it. It turns out better than he could have hoped for, and he gets the aftercare he deserves.

    Episode 2 Las Vegas fix-it fic.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not the easiest person to love.

    As Ottawa’s captain, he’s busy. He’s particular. But he manages it. He’s always managed it. Shane makes sure his anxiety never becomes anyone else’s problem.

    And he’s lucky—his boyfriend Clayton is willing to put up with him just fine.

    Clayton isn’t always perfect, but he’s a great guy. Shane knows how lucky he is to have someone like him.

    Even if it hurts sometimes.

    Ilya Rozanov has just been drafted, and he’s ready to prove to the league that it’s his year. He’s played against Shane Hollander for years. He knows exactly how good Ottawa’s captain is on the ice.

    But the more Ilya sees of Shane off the ice, the more something starts to feel wrong.

    Because Shane Hollander might be the perfect captain.

    But his life doesn’t look anything like Ilya imagined.

    And seriously—who the fuck is Clayton?
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    Or, Shane thinks he's hard to love. Ilya violently disagrees.

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    30 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 62

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    Shane experiences an anxiety attack in the elevator after the Las Vegas scene. An unlikely man comes to his rescue and brings him back to Ilya.

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    23 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 76

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    Shane wins his first game on his new team and the Centaurs being amazing people decided to throw him a surprise party.

    Shane has a battle with his increasingly strict diet as he tries to enjoy the celebration.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it.

    He thinks, Ilya.

    He doesn’t remember much after that.

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    SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY
    The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to…

    Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Shane has a migraine before the game. He thinks he is good enough to play up until the second when he throws up all over Ilya Rozanov’s jersey. Yes, on the ice.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    shane and ilya try bdsm for the first time after their cottage getaway, and it doesn’t exactly go as shane had thought it would.

    (google didn't tell him he would sub-drop on their first try).

    canon universe hollanov, post-cottage and episode 6, subdrop!shane, dom!ilya

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    20 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 28

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    Everyone is so used to watching Nico to make sure he's eating and taking care of himself. No one notices that Will has fallen apart.

    {Also on Wattpad - JemmaJ2020}

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    15 Aug 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 70

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    His first marshmallow caught on fire, and burnt into a black sticky mess, his second was slightly edible; his third he dropped on the dirt, but by his eleventh marshmallow Nico Di-Angelo was actually trying. With his tongue pressed into his teeth, and his eyes peering through the blaze, trying to find the perfect spot, he wasn’t even paying attention to the fact that Will was watching him, a quiet smile on his face.

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    “I’m not against happiness I don’t know why people think that,” Nico muttered, “I just don’t know how to be happy, not anymore.”

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    “Nico.” The dark haired boy turned, his face flushed deep red. “I doubt the wall is very comforting, come here.” He held open his arms, and to his honest surprise, Nico slid into them burying his head in the crook of Will’s neck.

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    18 Jun 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 46

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    It's like, as if like somebody was gripping my-

     

    “You’re not sick,” Nico murmurs, pressing the back of his hand to Will’s forehead. Will mutters something about bliss, leaning into Nico’s hand; he smiles again, but it is strained, and at odds with the glassy look in his eyes. The sharp, rapid breaths.

     

    -throat and squeezing, and I feel like-

     

    “Just don’t — feel good.”

     

    -I'm being choked, and I can't breathe, and I shake, and-

     

    “You’re having a panic attack, Will."

     

    -I convulse, and sometimes-

     

    Will shrugs. He gags again, but clamps his mouth shut before it goes anywhere, breathing deeply and carefully through clenched teeth, squeezing his eyes shut. His heart pounds faster, and the rapid movement of his chest grows shallow, but he manages to choke back his bile, swallow down whatever nausea is plaguing him.

     

    -when I'm trying to sleep, and-

     

    “I’m — fine.” His laboured breathing is the loudest sound in the cabin. In the camp. “I’m handling it.”

     

    -I have these, these waking, uh, dreams..."

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    18 Jun 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    Will had a hard day and slipped into a bad habit. How will Will and Nico handle it?

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    Will's drug problem & self-harm have come back to haunt him. He isn't the only one with a bad coping mechanism trying to get through. Join Will, Nico, Jason, & Percy as they try to navigate the fallout from their individual traumatic pasts.

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    15 Jun 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 12

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    What was Nico thinking during "Running as Fast as You Can Away From Your Problems".

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    10 Jun 2024

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    Will was having a good day until he wasn't.

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    04 Jun 2024

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    Just as the title says, A bunch of Percy Jackson and the olympians one shots. Also set with Heroes of olympus. If you see me use a ship that's probably the ship I'll stick with.

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    05 May 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 73

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    You guys know what time of year it is...Welcome to Kinktober 2023! Warnings will always be listed at the beginning of each chapter to specify the content contained in it, and I'll make sure to update the tags as I go. Like last year, the first two chapters won't be content related, but will instead list some general information and the prompt list. I really hope you guys enjoy and thank you so much for reading!

    Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters. All credit goes to Rick Riordan.

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    14 Oct 2023

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    “I keep forgettin’ you don’t know,” Will started. “I’ve been here so long that basically e’ryone does.”

    Nico nodded, waiting for Will to continue.

    “Fuck…How do I…” Will waved his hand—the one with the tank top—in a circle. “How do I put this in a way you’ll understand?”

    There was another pause. This one stretched out a little longer than before.

    “I’m trans, Nico.”

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    08 Feb 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 62

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    Where there is light, there is darkness. Now that the war with the Earth Mother and her Giants is over, and the jubilation of victory is wearing thin, the damage must be assessed. Without celebration, and without adrenaline, there is nothing left to hold back the tide of nightmares and pain that Nico di Angelo pushed aside so that he might help complete the quest of the Seven, and save the world. Three days in the infirmary were what he promised to Will Solace, but as he will find out, a lot can happen in those three days. A lot of old wounds can be torn open. A lot of dark secrets can be revealed.

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    08 Feb 2023

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    “I couldn’t save Lee. I couldn’t save Michael. I couldn’t save Silena.”

    “You saved Annabeth when she was stabbed, right? And Annabeth was kind of imperative to the whole saving the world effort. The people you save go on to do things and help people and save people. When you lose someone, you lose them. But when you save someone, you save a dozen more people.”

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    08 Feb 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 54

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    Welcome back to a brand new year of Kinktober! This year is full of new prompts and I hope you enjoy. As always, I'll leave a warning at the beginning of each chapter to specify the content in it, and I'll also be adding an introduction, so be sure to check that out.

    Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters, all credit goes to Rick Riordan.
    Warnings: All warnings will be listed at the beginner of every chapter, and this is obviously Kinktober so lots of sexual content is involved.

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    06 Nov 2022

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    This is a series of unrelated PJatO oneshots.

    All oneshots are set in partially differing versions of the ABO-verse - some might include shifters, others may feature different views on alphas and/or omegas.

    Every single one of them will focus on omega!Percy getting the love he deserves.

    I'm also attempting to feature all of my favorite Percy-centric OTPs and OT3s in this series!

    For the time being, this series will be updated every Monday. Let's see how long I'll be able to keep that schedule up ;)

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    30 Sep 2022

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