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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    "Frank wasn't looking for answers. He was just looking for Gerard."

     

    Gerard goes missing for three days while the band is recording.

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    10 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    "What if I like, make it fun or something?"

    "That sounds... kinda gay," Gerard said breathlessly, no hint of malice as he cocked his eyebrow in intrigue.

    "God, yea, maybe a little," Ray palmed at his face and rubbed hard, "what if we make it like a little spa day? I'll buy you room service after, we'll make a whole thing of it."

    Gerard shimmied his shoulders into the comforter, "ooh, Spa A La Toro."

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    You know that one show where Gerard's hair looks suspiciously clean? Somebody got him into that tub somehow.

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    10 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Mike has finally made it as an author. But writing about your own past can get complicated, especially when fans start to draw conclusions that point Mike in the direction of the person he's been writing about all along.

    And living life is hard. Especially when you're doing it all on your own. But grief and love are a lot more similar than you might realise. They both tend to wake us up from the monotony of our lives.

    OR: Mike has a horrible time, which somewhere along the way turns into a wonderful time.

    //Updates every few days, tags updated as the story goes on.//

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    08 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    “I’m so tired, Frankie. I feel like I’m a million years old.”
     
    Without thinking, Frank starts running his fingers through his wet hair. “I know, pal. Me too.”

    They already lost Mikey, so Frank isn’t going to lose Gerard too.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Something ticked in Paul’s mind as the familiar words washed through him. When he looked at John, his friend was already looking at him. And suddenly, it all became clear: He remembered having that conversation more than 50 years ago. He remembered it too well.

    He had been thinking about it for years, wondering what he should have understood, how he should have reacted. If it was as meaningful as it had felt or if his memory had just romanticized it.

    “I don’t think a love like that obeys to any rules,” John went on, unaware of Paul’s agitation. “It’s not something that humans have created, not like a societal thing. It’s deeper than that, and that’s what some people are afraid of I guess, because they can’t control it. Whatever laws they create, they can never control it. A white lad will fall in love with a black girl.” He paused. “A lad with another lad. You know.”

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    Summer 2019, 77-year-old Paul wakes up feeling surprisingly good. One tiny problem: he is back in December 1965.

    PLEASE DO NOT SHARE THIS FIC ON ANY PLATFORM. DO NOT PUT IT ON GOODREADS, OR ON ANOTHER FANFICTION PLATFORM, PLEASE.
    NO TRANSLATIONS EITHER, SORRY.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    If you asked most people of Daniel J. Howell’s lot in life, they’d tell you it was pretty good. A small career writing for a fashionable magazine, the heir to one of New York’s most prestigious hotels, the convenience of youth and an ailing millionaire father… what more could an 18-year-old ask for?

    So when a night at the symphony turns into the start of a whole new double life in the city’s queer underworld, the heir to New York’s most fashionable hotel will have to learn what is what when you're dating a cabaret singer, and who is who when that singer becomes a troubled star.

    So it’s nothing but fate to blame when things start to fall apart. The catch? It’s the last half of the 1920s—

    And this romance is illegal.

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    11 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 13

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    Phil, an ordinary 15-year-old from Manchester, is being evacuated to some tiny place down south to avoid getting blown up by a German bomb.

    Dan works on his dad’s farm down south and is not too happy that he is going to have to share his room with a northern evacuee. That's only until he meets the boy though.

    (fun fact: the keep calm and carry on poster was never actually released during the war. they tried to get rid of every copy but then some guy just found one and it became the face of 'blitz spirit' in england)

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Anonymous asked: Maybe for a prompt, Will sees how confident hanging out with Steve has made Dustin and all the advice Steve gives him, so Will goes to Steve and asks how to tell Mike he likes him?

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    02 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 36

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    A teenage Frank Iero is sent to a group home for troubled youth after multiple tragic events make him unfit to live at home. Will being surrounded by other people like him help? Or will the quiet and mysterious boy he meets there finally be the end of him?

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    30 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 36

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    Phil works in his aunt’s bookshop and lives life on his own terms: free, untethered, and content with fleeting romances. His dreams may not have turned out the way he planned, but he’s made peace with that.

    Then he meets Dan, a young single father who believes in nothing and carries the weight of every mistake he’s ever made. From the moment they cross paths, Phil knows his life is about to unravel.

     

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    Phil is an optimist who believes that everything will eventually work out; Dan believes in nothing and is in constant self-punishing despair
    Drawn together despite their differences, they must face an impossible question: can love survive when two people are moving in opposite directions?

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    30 Dec 2025

  11. Rec 9

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    There was a growing population of suicides in Caneshead. Adolescent suicides, specifically. They had all traced back to the old baptist church— Reverie Baptist Church. Or, so they said. In the horror that the church would kill their kids, the world around Pastor McNeil has crumbled. The church has lost its workers, the people of the church have left due to its reputation, the kids are dying, the parents are on crime sprees out of the pure anguish of losing their kids, and Caneshead is poisoned by a city of ghosts. As the town sees the moving of its people and rots from the inside out, the pastor is on one mission: be rid of the rumors plaguing the town and the church, interview the only 8 teens who haven't died, and take them on cross country interviews to vouch for him.

    Caneshead, South Texas — 1979. Population; 1,945.

    Or,

    The story of how eight teenagers try to leave the hands of a mentally destructed pastor.

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    17 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 9

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    "He met a boy. That boy had honey brown eyes and freckles like sprinkles of cinnamon. He looked at Phil like he hung the stars in the sky and said he couldn't live without him. He touched Phil like a precious thing worth taking care of. And when Phil broke in front of him, his seams too weak to hold up even under the touch of someone so reverent, that boy only held him tighter squeezed him together and then stuck around to continue the awful job of making sure Phil stays together.
    And Phil loves that boy, he loves him more than he ever thought possible.
    So it was such an excruciating thing to fall apart again and again in front of him. At the start, the first time they ever touched in a sexual way, Dan could tell. He knew that Phil saw something else, went some place else. He accepted it when Phil said not yet, and stayed put when Phil failed to go through the next time."

     

    A fic about dissociative flashbacks, guiding stars and...Dan's freckles oddly enough.

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    12 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 29

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    They're on holiday, they're in love, and Fi wants Dani all to herself.

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    12 Dec 2025

  14. Rec 17

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    Above her, with those feather-light fingers brushing sweaty hair away from Thirteen’s forehead, Allison Cameron stared back. Her pupils were blown wide.

    “How did I do?” she asked breathlessly.

    Or, Cameron is one of Thirteen's hookups in early season 5. Pining, self-destruction, and lesbianism ensues.

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    21 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    LETS GO LESBIANS RUNNING DOWN THE STREETS OF NEW JERSEY

  15. Rec 3

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    Sometimes, Cecelia thinks it wasn't just the gouges in her wrists that would've killed her.

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    Cecelia Lisborn is said to be many things. A blonde Lisborn sister, an obedient daughter, a religious member, an attention seeker, a dreamer.

     


    Some days Cecelia Lisborn wanted to be a person.

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    08 Aug 2025

  16. Rec 2

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    Mary Lisbon muses over the past and the present, having outlived her sisters.

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    07 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 18

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    I have no mouth and I must scream is a very serious horrifying tale. this isn't. this is a brainrot parody of the award winning short story by Harlon Ellison, who is surely turning in his grave right now. Follow the last 5 humans alive as they travel through the sapient internet to find a waffle house.

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    15 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yes.

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    Religion! Horror! Exorcisms! Piercings! And Gerard is a priest.

    Disclaimer: I stole frequently and unrepentantly from Joss Whedon and the makers of various horror movies throughout this whole series. Also I am not an expert on the Vatican or medical-type things, so please accept my apologies in advance for all the wild inaccuracies I am sure you are about to encounter. If everyone could just assume this is the Magical Made-Up Vatican, you know, like the religious institution version of those tour buses that drive themselves and don't carry anyone but the band, that would be awesome.

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    06 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    back on my bullshit

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