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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    “GIVE ME THE FUCKING KEYS JACK”

    Abbot didn’t flinch.

    “I told Ahmad to give me 10 minutes out here and if you didn’t walk back through those doors willingly, he’s coming out here to help me drag you inside”

    “He wouldn’t do that”

    “He would if he has a 302 order”

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    19 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Robby stands in the dark with baby Jane Doe for a long time.

    She stopped crying almost immediately; all she wanted was a little care and attention. He knows the feeling. Her little head is still warm against the bare skin of his neck, with tiny puffs of air exhaling slowly against his skin, and it feels like somebody put the world in his hands.

    She’s so small.
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    Robby, Jack, and post-season 2 finale

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    19 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Robby and Jack have been blowing off steam in each other's beds for years.

    Set just before season 2

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Samira and Jack had sex at medical conference in New York almost four years ago. They did not exchange last names, or indeed any other pertinent biographical information.

    Dr Samira Mohan, intern, has a three year old daughter.

    Unsurprisingly, these two facts are connected.

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    16 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 88

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    The first time Jack Abbot meets Emery Walsh she’s thirteen, with a violet streak in her hair and a cast on her wrist that she got trying to do an ollie on her friend’s skateboard.

    Or, Emery Walsh is Jack Abbot’s sister-in-law for two years and also for the rest of their lives.

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    16 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 19

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    Jack Abbot/Emery Walsh co-parents to lovers

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    16 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 16

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    It's a widely known fact among the PTMC emergency medicine department that Jack Abbot and Emery Walsh can't stand each other. Or at the very least they can't stand each other at work. Their personal lives, as it turns out, are a whole other matter.

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    08 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 41

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    "Everything is going to be fine, McKay."

    He doesn't know that, of course. He has no possible way of knowing that. McKay is so tired at this point that she couldn't care less about professionalism when she finally snaps, "With all due respect, Dr. Abbot, that's pretty hard to believe coming from the guy sitting in jail next to me."

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    08 Apr 2026

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    He mutters, "I'm not letting go until you tell me what you're going to do when you've crossed state lines."

    "I told you," Robby huffs, "Beer. Hot apple cider. Maybe a chicken pot pie on the porch of some good Samaritan who takes pity on me."

    "Yeah? Chicken pot pie?" Jack hums, raising his eyebrows, receiving an affirming nod from the other. "Gonna go on a stereotypical-ass spirit journey? That's what you're going to do, Michael? That's the reason you hugged me like that? Like you were savoring it?"

    /

    And Michael Robinavitch would have gotten away with it, too, if it weren't for Jack Abbot.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    The good thing about working in such a chaotic environment is that no one notices when you’ve skipped meals. Langdon’s always eaten like a bird, was always teased for it by family and friends. He prefers quick snacks to big meals, and that’s how it’s always been. That’s why he works so well in the Pitt. He shoves a protein bar in his scrub pocket, knowing full well he won’t eat it later. But it makes him feel like his old self, the one before the benzos, when he pretends he still has an appetite.

    Langdon has a problem with food.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    07 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 44

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Mel King was a creature of habit.

    There was a specific sort of choreography to her life beyond the chaos of the Emergency Department. A carefully controlled routine, a color-coded calendar, a rigid set of rituals that kept her grounded enough to keep showing up day after day, to keep on doing the work that was required of her to save lives.

    Everything was going fine for Mel. Her personal life was predictable, unexciting, and perfectly fulfilling, thank you very much.

    Enter Frank Langdon, agent of chaos.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    It didn't take Robby (or really, any of the doctors in the ED) long to figure out Langdon's diagnosis, even though he'd never said anything about it. It was pretty obvious, to be honest, and he didn't really care if they knew. Their reactions, however, he was more worried about.

    OR: Five times Langdon discusses (or is forced to discuss, in certain situations) his ADHD with a coworker

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Hardly anyone at PTMC knows they’re married. That is until Jack shows up unannounced one evening. On a stretcher.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Your secrets don't stay hidden forever in the fishbowl that is the ER. It's only a matter of time until someone figures them out, but sometimes it takes a while to see what's hidden in plain sight.

    (Five times no one figured out what's going on between Robby & Abbot, and the one time someone did)

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    05 Apr 2026

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane chokes, closing his eyes. Rozanov draws his hand, pulling Shane’s with it, to his face and wipes his cheeks.

    “There is nothing to be sorry for, любовь моя, it is okay,” Rozanov murmurs, tugging at Shane’s hair again. Shane exhales, letting him clean his cheeks. “You got overwhelmed, yes? It happens.”

    “I can’t be fucking normal,” Shane says quietly, whining, head falling back, pressing into Rozanov’s hand.

    “No, if you were fucking normal, you would not be my Shane.”

    // shane is a liar, and he's tired of it all. his life falls apart, and he finds that he doesn't actually mind.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    512,302

    22 Feb 2026

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