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Sieun looked at the compass. Its needle was sharp, easily piercing holes in the paper whenever he used it. Suddenly, he felt the strange urge to test it on his own skin. He brushed it off initially as something ridiculous. Why would he even do such a thing?
But that thought kept coming to him over and over as he worked on his assignments. Eventually, the boy gave in, pressing the compass against his hand. The sharp pain flashed through his hand as the needle slowly sank into the soft flesh, but Sieun didn't stop. He just looked, somewhat fascinated, as a single drop of blood trickled down his skin.
He didn't know why, but the sight, along with the sharp sting in his hand, helped him clear his mind. For the first time in many days, Sieun thought maybe he did have control over something.
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Sieun struggles with self-harming and Suho refuses to pretend he doesn't see
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15 Mar 2026
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Sieun’s stomach flips curiously. He ignores it. “I don’t really have a big appetite,” he says, a well-practiced lie.
or: wanting is wanting, and having is having, and Sieun has learned a long time ago that for him there will never be much of an overlap.
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24 Feb 2026
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If Q's not mentally prepared to go undercover as Bond's husband and Bond is in love with Q, then who's driving the bus?!
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An international threat forces Q into the field undercover with James Bond...as his husband. A few problems: they're stuck in wine country France, an amateur is running Q-Branch, and Q cannot tolerate James Bond if his life depended on it. Which – unfortunately – it really does.
completed fic, updates twice (???) a week
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22 Jan 2026
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This Hollow In My Chest by mushroomwizzard157
Fandoms: How to Train Your Dragon (Animated Movies), DreamWorks Dragons (Cartoon)
30 Oct 2025
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At first, Viggo's new power seems to be nothing more than a blast of red light and momentary pain. But as the days go by, a sensation grows in Hiccup: the feeling that his chest is hollow and nothing, not food, nor water, nor sleep, can fill it. Day by day, the chasm grows deeper and Hiccup weakens. Gothi's magic is useless against the curse that is eating Hiccup from the inside out, but there is one thing that could fix it: he must go back to Viggo and beg him to lift the curse.
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- Part 1 of Hiccup's Curse
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14 Nov 2025
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"Tim doesn’t step around Jason like he’s fielding landmines and he laughs at Jason’s jokes instead of flinching. Which Jason finds interesting, given that he’s definitely tried to kill the kid a couple times."
Tim and Jason have a bad fight, and then Tim gets really hurt on his way home right afterward.
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- Part 1 of Jason likes one (1) bat
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20 Sep 2025
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it feels like we were built from the same dirt by cyanica
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
15 Feb 2025
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“‘s the drugs. I did drugs,” Dick slurs, and then collapses to the ground.
Jason pulls up the collar of Dick’s uniform, exposing the familiar skin Jason can’t ever seem to run far enough from. Track marks, a blown vein, ecchymosis. Needles.
And just like that, everything comes back to a bathroom in Crime Alley. Jason has been here before, and he doesn’t ever want to do this again. He knows what this is. He fucking knows.
or Robin!Jason rescues Nightwing after Blockbuster’s murder, crashes the getaway car, and then has to keep them both alive as Dick overdoses on whatever-the-fuck those bad guys gave him. Given Jason’s history with drugs (and with Dick revealing things he wouldn’t willingly reveal about the Blockbuster incident), things go to shit pretty quickly.
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26 Aug 2025
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“Stay on the line,” Bruce says, like it’s easy. “Tell me.”
Dick looks at the phone and he can’t get the word out. Words like, Hey. Um. I'm a little scared. I can't stop, and there’s this sick-feeling here, basking against all my organs that will never be small enough. It’s in every thought, every mouthful.
Or instead, he says, “I can't eat.”
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24 Aug 2025
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Tim has been hiding his mental health problems from Kon. Kon can tell something is wrong when it starts affecting their relationship. He may be out of his depth, but he’ll do whatever he can to make his boyfriend happy.
Sequel to “Take a Hint” but can be read as a standalone.
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- Part 2 of Take Cover
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07 Aug 2025
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I will hold them for you by valkyriered
Fandoms: Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics), DCU (Comics), Batman (Comics)
12 Jan 2023
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Bruce always keeps an eye on his children when they host galas.
It’s a little harder, now that there’s more of them, now that they’re older and agile and tend to slip off with whoever they’re dating at the moment. But he does keep an eye on them.
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Jason has a bad reaction at a gala. Bruce tries to take care of it.
Warning for fairly explicit self-harm.
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04 Aug 2025
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Spencer Reid grew up believing love was sacrifice. So when Ryan lashes out, belittles, and dominates, Spencer doesn’t flee. He convinces himself it’s just part of love—that this is what it means to be chosen.
To the BAU, Ryan is perfect: supportive, charming, everything Spencer deserves. So when Spencer pulls away—lashing out, crumbling apart—they assume he’s falling back in old habits. No one asks. No one sees.
Bruised, isolated, and breaking, Spencer still believes in one thing: Love demands pain. And Ryan agrees.
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05 May 2025
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Spencer wishes they’d searched him. He wishes they’d found the bottles during his intake, tossed them in an autoclave bag, reported it to the psych team.
“Reid's thrown off his game if we use his mug. What the hell kind of things do you think are going through his head after being tortured?”
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- Part 4 of Spencer
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05 May 2025
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Trust Fall (And Welcoming Arms) by SpangleBangle
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
24 Sep 2017
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Life goes on after the Foxes win the championship, and for Andrew and Neil it's uncharted territory with only each other for guides. Maybe it's time to put away some of those hard edges, and learn how to touch more softly, and speak more honestly. And if they falter, they have their family to help them get back on their feet.
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- Part 1 of In Gravity's Thrall
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28 Feb 2025
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Roughness was necessary between them. Andrew deserved this. He deserved Neil. That panic rising at the back of Neil’s heart wasn’t panic, it was the devil's cocktail and it was just as dangerous as it was delicious.
"Neil," Andrew said.
He could hear his blood pulsing in his ears. Somewhere, somewhere along the line, someone had hit him, and a few more times and a few more times after that and slowly, something got knocked loose. Did Neil like this, or did he convince himself he wanted it because to survive, he needed to contort his mind? To love, he had to be damaged.
“No,” he said.
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It's not yes. Not this time.
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16 Feb 2025
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A continuation of the Neil and Aaron fight, Aaron walks in on Andreil and things blow up. Aaron still doesn’t trust Neil, he probably never will, but he’s learning to trust Andrew. With the help of both katelyn and surprisingly, Neil, he learns to talk to Andrew and let him in. One step at a time.
Aaron and Neil fight. Katelyn and Aaron talk. Andrew and Aaron talk. Aaron and Neil talk. Matt and Neil talk. A lot of talking goes on. In this fic. Hashing things out. And then Neil’s pov of being walked in on and how Andrew and Neil deal with it.
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13 Feb 2025
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“Christ, Kevin, would you just calm down?” she said, exasperated. “I mean, God, do you have a crush on him or something?”
She did not expect Kevin to stare back at her, again, as if she were an idiot.
“What?” she demanded.
Kevin visibly hesitated. “They didn’t tell you?” he asked dubiously.
“Tell me what? That you’re a bloody psycho?”
Kevin stared at her some more. He flicked his gaze over her shoulder, to where she knew Andrew and Neil still were. When he looked at her again, a flush had begun to crawl up his neck. He cleared his throat. His lips parted on words that would not come.
She stared back at him. “Oh my god, have you actually got a crush on Andrew?”
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Five times the Foxes find out Neil has two boyfriends, plus one other time.
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22 Dec 2024
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It never really helped, he thought. It calmed him down for an hour, a day maybe. But it was addicting. The rush, the crash, the wind-up. Everything about it was intoxicating.
Andrew was fucked up, he knew that. For once in his life, he finally had things to hold onto and yet, still, he was tearing himself to shreds to be able to make it through the day. Like he was a fucking teenager again. Shouldn't he have grown out of this by now?
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Andrew relapses. Neil finds him and helps him put his pieces back together.
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01 Oct 2024
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When he ends up ditched in Atlanta after a fight with his dad, Tim decides to do the only sensible thing: Tell no one and make the 800 mile journey back to Gotham on his own.
Because the "call Batman when you're in trouble" rule only applies when he's Robin, right?
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31 Aug 2024
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When the press publishes an article about Andrew’s affair with a female teammate, Nicky’s the one to call him in the middle of the night to yell at him to fix the blasphemy. The only reason Andrew, exy pro player, single, at all entertains him, is because if there’s one thing he likes more than nothing, it’s a good opportunity to screw with the press.
A disastrous first blind date and a few phone-calls later, Andrew finds himself falling headfirst into a relationship — you know, the fake kind. For his image.
But his marvelous plan seems to fall apart at the seams when he meets the disorientingly familiar rookie on one of the rival teams, who seems to be doing his absolute best to avoid him.
Business Proposal AU.
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07 Aug 2024
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'“You were dreaming. You’re awake now.” Neil said when he’d caught his breath. His reassurance landed like a blow to Andrew’s chest. Neil was trying to comfort him. Andrew just had his hand around his throat, and Neil wasted his first breath trying to bring Andrew back to himself.'
Neil wakes Andrew up from a nightmare. It goes about as well as expected.
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- Part 1 of not to blame for falling
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22 Jun 2024
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There Is No Fully Recovered by stuck_in_between_two_worlds
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Jul 2022
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TW: self-harm relapse
Andrew relapses unexpectedly, and spends the next few hours wondering how on Earth he is supposed to tell Neil.
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22 Jun 2024