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    Team management e-mails him early in the afternoon, but it’s just after helping Jackie feed Ruby and Jade dinner, when Hayden has the chance to go to the bedroom and sit against the bed headboard, that he manages to see and read it. The language is polite but friendly, and the person writing it actually identifies herself as the lady from the team’s media relationship, Nathaly, which immediately makes the exchange feel more real. She calls Hayden by his first name too, which also helps. Hayden has read some official communication before, but they addressed the team as a whole, so he knows this is different. Nathaly is talking to him to know if there’s any way he might billet for next season.

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    Alternate universe where Hayden was drafted two seasons before Shane and is three years older than him. He's not quite a veteran, but, somehow, he still gets picked by the Metros to house hockey's second coming of christ, Shane Hollander, during his rookie season. Shane never really leaves.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Cliff Marlow is done with the homophobic dicks in Boston, so he heads to Ottawa. He learns just how much the Bears locker room sucked, and how amazing the Centaurs are.

    Or - Cliff Marlow gets traded to Ottawa and Ilya Rozanov better be ready to run it back

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    Chapters:
    14/?
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    711
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    23 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    Shane came out on his own terms. He’s living as an out, proud gay man in Montreal. Playing against Ottawa, he notices a familiar face in new colors—Troy Barrett, freshly traded from Toronto after standing up to his once-best friend. Shane Hollander had been named Cosmo’s Hottest Man in the MLH, but Troy Barrett was high in the rankings as well. It’s something about those piercing eyes and a jaw sharp enough to cut glass. Where did that come from? No, no, Troy is just objectively handsome in that way people talk about Cary Grant or Idris Elba. That’s all it is.

    Or,

    Sometimes the path to love isn’t straight but winds and curves organically until you reach your destination.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    A series of standalone texting fics about Shane and Ilya <3

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    21 Apr 2026

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    21 Apr 2026

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    All it takes is one principled stand for Shane Hollander's life to completely unravel.

    As he tries to untangle the thread, he finds that every end leads back to Ilya Rozanov.

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    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
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    25,558

    20 Apr 2026

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    A butterfly flapping its wings in one part of the world may cause a hurricane somewhere else.

    A conversation with Rose Landry leads Shane Hollander to make a decision that he may ultimately live to regret. Far from the eye of the storm, he crashes along the waves, beaten down by wind and rain.

    Ilya Rozanov lies in the eye of a hurricane. Sometimes he drifts just close enough to the horizon to get into trouble. Just dangerous enough to keep life interesting - enough to remind himself that he's still alive.

    A safe harbor can be found for both, if they can only get there.

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    Or, Post Tuna-Meltdown but before All-Stars in Tampa, Shane comes out to the Metros and it does not go well. He comes up for air in Boston.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander thought he’d retire a Metro.

    Instead, he gets a phone call about cap space, strategic realignment, and how loyalty looks great in a press release but terrible on a spreadsheet.

    Montreal trades him.

    Ottawa waits with the porch light on.

    Between a late-night highway drive, a captain with pale curls and a competitive streak a mile wide, and a press conference full of carefully polished lies, Shane discovers that maybe losing a franchise means finally finding a home.

    Also, he is absolutely not getting first line centre without a fight.

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    5/?
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    16 Apr 2026

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    After the All-Star game in Tampa, Ilya flies home to deal with his father’s death; Alexei is arrested, and Ilya assumes custody of his niece. After months away from the NHL, Ilya returns to Boston with a child, and Shane hears rumors of Ilya with Svetlana and a 3-year-old with curly hair.

    Or: Ilya doesn’t communicate, Shane makes assumptions, and they’re both idiots. Featuring brattiness, pining, and second chances.

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    15 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 6

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    The year Shane and Ilya get married (remixed by a bad romantic)

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    11 Apr 2026

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    10 Apr 2026

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    The Boston Bears group chat had sixty-three new messages in the span of three minutes.

    His coffee forgotten, Ilya swiped open the chat, scrolling quickly to find the source of the commotion. A link to The Athletic, posted by Jensen, their captain, followed by a string of exclamation points. Ilya tapped it, the headline materializing on his screen like a blow to the chest:

    BREAKING: MONTREAL VOYAGEURS’ SECOND DRAFT SHANE HOLLANDER ANNOUNCES RETIREMENT

    Ilya's pulse jumped, hard and sudden in his throat. The mug slipped from his hand, not falling but landing too heavily on the counter, coffee slopping over the rim. He set it down properly, his movements mechanical, and forced himself to read the rest of the headline:

    20-YEAR-OLD ROOKIE OF THE YEAR STEPPING AWAY TO PURSUE HARVARD BUSINESS DEGREE

    Or

    Shane Hollander has spent his entire life living and breathing hockey. At twenty, at the height of his career, he makes an unthinkable choice: he walks away to discover who he is beyond the ice.

    But some things don’t stay behind.

    What happens when the rivalry between him and Rozanov ends, but the pull doesn’t?

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Bood: We are coming up with a rotational system so it’s fair and square

    Bood: That way no one has to be subjected to the sounds more than once or twice during away games

    Or,

    The fic where the Centaurs create a separate group chat to decide who rooms next to Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov on away trips.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
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    10 Apr 2026

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    Blueberry
    -So I got a boyfriend

    Harris Drover
    -OMG!
    -CONGRATS!
    -THAT’S AWESOME

    Nobody
    -congrats man

    Bi-King
    -Is he hot?

    Or

    Ilya makes a group chat for queer players in 2017, will that be big enough change?

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    Chapters:
    22/?
    Comments:
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    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    92,327

    10 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 35

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    Carter wants to protect Shane Hollander from his team. Cliff wants to protect Roz from Russia. A little bit of chaos comes next.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    09 Apr 2026

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    In a hotel room in Tampa in 2017, Shane and Ilya make the mature decision. The safe one. The one that means they have to say goodbye.

    Neither one of them knows it’s something they can take back. If they want to.

    Because sometimes things have to fall apart to come together in the end.

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    Comments:
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    08 Apr 2026

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    While out at a club in New York to celebrate Pike and Jackie's joint bachelor/bachelorette party Shane runs into someone unexpected, Cliff Marleau. Feeling hurt and petty after having been ghosted by Ilya for the past six months Shane decides to hook up with Marleau.

    Ilya is back in Russia and regrets having ghosted Shane. He thinks he will have time to fix things, to make things right, once he returns to Boston in the fall. What Ilya doesn't expect is to return only to find out Shane and Marleau are now in a relationship.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    4,935
    Bookmarks:
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    144,738

    08 Apr 2026

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    05 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 9

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    He’s jolted out of his quasi-meditation by the clatter of a case beside him. He cracks an eye open, squinting up at the figure towering over him.

    “Oh good,” the boy says, cocking his head to one side. “You are not dead. I was going to call police.”

    Shane blinks, then blinks again. He knows that face, that curly hair, that accent. He’s seen it plastered over boards in Montreal, watched videos of it on YouTube when he can’t sleep at night. Ilya Rozanov. Shane shuffles his feet, then freezes, not knowing whether to stand up and shake his hand or if that will make it weird. Instead, he just blinks at him as Ilya’s smirk widens. Shit. Now he’s definitely made it weird.

    “Oh,” Ilya nods knowingly. “You are one of these…how you say?…idiot savants, yes? I know. Is hard to have conversation when your head is so full of boring.”

    or; the music college au that nobody asked for but me

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    20
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    319

    05 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 3

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    It's 2025. The Women's Professional Hockey league is about to start its third season, but Sonia Salah can't stop thinking about her disaster playoff night years ago. The league is too little late.
    But this isn't what shakes her. It's what Fabian says to her at Amy's graduation dinner that does that.
    A story of hurt, regret, and healing a fucked up sibling relationship.

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    3,019
    Chapters:
    1/4
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    14
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    3
    Hits:
    100

    05 Apr 2026

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