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  1. Public Bookmark 75

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    Percy and Vex have a little pastime.

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    27 Apr 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    Things go a little differently after Percy escapes Whitestone. He finds Ripley earlier, before he even has time to forge the weapon that haunts his dreams. He still gets caught, that part doesn't change, but no one comes to his rescue this time and after becoming tired of caring for his prisoner, his jailer sells him off as a slave for a tidy profit. Exhausted from the manual labor and rough treatment, Percy wakes up one morning to find he had been purchased by a new master - one Syldor Vessar.

    Tasked with serving Syldor's twin children, who still reside in the city of Syngorn with him, Percy forms a new path to his destiny and learns that perhaps even as broken as he is, love can still fill in the cracks.

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    14 Jan 2025

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    Astarion: HAHA! I manipulated and tricked you all into liking me and never abandoning me!

    The Party: By making well-balanced decisions that met the needs of the group while helping us accomplish our short-term goals and listening to us talk when we were upset and stuff? Despite the fact you didn't always want to do that?

    Astarion: Wait....

    The Party: That's just friendship, stupid.

    AKA: A collection of things that ostensibly happen in the same little mental universe. Loosely based on the events of an Origin Astarion run and the various questions it inspired. Not published in sequential order, but ordered somewhat by the narrative timeline.

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    21 Aug 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Tony has been getting kinda used to having people around.  He’s become accustomed to Nat and Clint, to Thor and Steve, to Bruce... to sharing meals and laughter, in and around his home. 

    When the dust settles after Loki's defeat, however, it looks like their time as a Team is coming to its end. Thor announces, "Loki shall return to Asgard," and Tony's new normal feels like it's slipping away.

    But then an unexpected rampage leads the Avengers to use Bruce's last-resort formula on Hulk as a first line of defense, and Tony witnesses the team fracture in worse ways than he imagined.

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    22 Jun 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    In exchange for a military contract that would save his family from financial ruin, Tony Stark is forced to abandon his desire for love. But the reclusive scientist to whom Tony is promised is far from the army grunt he imagined. And maybe love isn't really out of reach.

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    21 Jun 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 39

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    Others do not touch him.

    It is a simple fact of existence, as so many things are, and Thanatos doesn’t think much of it. Mother Nyx has never been one for physical affection, and once his domain properly took shape, he quickly stopped being close to his twin as well. Up on the surface, mortals run from his approach, do not wish him anywhere near their person; even the butterflies that form once Thanatos has taken their souls do not land on his skin, as if the mere contact could kill them a second time.

    Others do not touch him. It is a simple fact of existence. He doesn’t think much of it.

    Until someone does touch him.

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    15 Mar 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 26

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    War is… loud.

    She does not mean the skirmish itself, though that, too, is loud. She means the trampling of grass, the uprooting of flowers, the burning of trees. The end of lives, so many lives, growth cut short by the sharp edge of a blade. Her domain dies on the battlefield, again and again and again.

    Lord Ares, beside her, is vibrant.

    He thrives where she wilts, bloodlust and violence and death his sustenance and her inanition. War and Verdure do not – cannot – coexist.

    Yet even here, growth has its place.

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    15 Mar 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 44

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    It's worth remembering death means something different to the gods. They're called immortal, after all, though mortals have a tendency to think this means they cannot experience death. If that were true, Thanatos supposes they might not dislike him so much.

    Well, most of them.

    Zagreus dies and turns red and watery as the blood of his domain, runs back to the Styx that feeds the Underworld; Ares, being War, leaves a body.

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    15 Mar 2024

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    “I have never witnessed a prayer to Death before,” Ares says. “I wished to observe.”

    “Merely observe?” Aphrodite asks, her smile sly.

    “For now.”

    “I rather think he’ll be here sooner if you let your heart sing, dearest,” she hums, ever knowing. “You love very loudly.”

    “Dite,” he says, warningly.

    “Merely a suggestion, darling.”

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    15 Mar 2024

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    In the shadowlands, with nothing alive for miles, Astarion is becoming reacquainted with hunger. He doesn't like it.

    Halsin makes an offer.

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    29 Oct 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 37

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    On the night after their brother’s would-be twentieth birthday, Percy and Cassandra sit down and- for once- talk about it.

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    06 Oct 2023

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    Little drabbles about my personal Tav, a tiefling druid named Briar, and his relationship with Astarion. Almost exclusively Astarion-centric.

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    29 Sep 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 37

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    The wizard takes a slow, deep breath. "I've made a rather large amount of assumptions about you and your character, most of which were unfounded.

    Astarion feels his brows raise. "Like what?"

    "I—assumed you didn't care about people, in a way you clearly do. I actually warned Briar that I thought you were taking advantage of him, a couple times."

    "Yes, and thank the gods you did. I was starting to think that nobody would say anything. It isn't your fault he didn't listen to you." He looks down at his hands, idly picking at some dirt stuck under the edge of a fingernail. 

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    29 Sep 2023

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    After an impossibly long three days, most choose the privacy of their tents over a group dinner. It doesn't escape Astarion what effect this seems to have on Gale. However, the effect Gale has on him escapes Astarion entirely.

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    or: Astarion dodges ten million mental hoops to admit he cares and then gets walloped by ten BILLION bats when someone else cares about him so very much. 

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    29 Sep 2023

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    "If you even attempt to bite me, you die immediately."

    "Bite."

    "No."

    "No bite." It swayed slightly, attempting to maintain its balance. Its head must be quite heavy.

    Astarion grabbed it under its armpits, surprisingly heavy for a creature of it's size, and lifted it from the ornate chest, placing it gingerly on the ground.

    It scampered barefoot across the grimy floor with quiet plaps. Arriving at Tav—Gods, it was only as tall as her hip—it gripped the hem of her tunic. It spun around on one heel, nearly toppling over with the inertia, to address Astarion. It removed the fingers from its mouth with a horrible wet sound and took a deep breath, or what must be deep for something so tiny.

    “Go go?”

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    the "you're gonna walk in the sun if its the last thing i do" kidfic absolutely no one asked for, least of all from me.

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    28 Sep 2023

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    He watches, his thoughts a jumbled mess of malice and mirth, as the poor vendor sweats and stammers.

    Every needle and thread he ever owned he did unspeakable acts for, just to keep the clothes on his back from fraying, from flaying the way his skin so often did.

    He sees as his companion lowballs the merchant and yet the trade is made, and the fine satin fabric is hers for the taking.

    She gifts it to him with a smile, and he knows not how to react.

     ~*~

    Or: Five times Astarion is reminded of owning nothing, and five times his traveling companion gifts him trinkets to change that.

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    17 Sep 2023

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    "Your heart cracks in your chest as you finally recognise what that look in his eyes is.

     

    Understanding. He understands.

     

    It’s a relief, terrifying and dizzying in its way. You don’t know what he understands about it, what experience of his own he sees in you, but it’s that soft empathy in his eyes that lets you sigh softly, dropping your head to your knees once more as you speak that terrible hope you’ve clung to since the day you woke on that nautiloid.

     

    “I want to be good.” "

     

    a written account of how the dark urge's blackened heart learned to feel and, later, love again, while somehow dragging along astarion's own undead heart for the ride.

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    a retelling of BG3 storylines ft. the dark urge sorcerer tiefling tav. no use of y/n / tav / placeholder names.

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    17 Sep 2023

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    You know you should be studying, but when you're in a house full of attractive demons, staying focused isn't the only thing you're finding hard. But while romance and desire bloom around you, life in the Devildom is far from perfect.

    Lots of smut, with plenty of angst and fluff to keep things interesting.

    See series notes for further details.

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    24 Jun 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 16

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    Being touched by the Beckoning Death has more effects on Xenk than longevity. He is neither living nor undead, something between or other. This series explores what it means to be "pseudo-undead," especially now that Xenk has friends who are unwilling to let him die alone.

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    03 Jun 2023

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    “You know, it was kind of interesting, seeing where you’d been before. Like…footprints, maybe. Or reading an old journal, I guess. I don’t know.”

    “I have an imperfect memory,” Xenk confessed. “It is sometimes hard to recall certain events.”

    Edgin smiled. “That’s okay,” he said. “They’ve all been remembering it for you.”

    or: xenk's past deeds have present day consequences. edgin meets them in the wild.

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    03 Jun 2023

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