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  1. Public Bookmark 99

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    ‘Hello, my name is Shane. Can you see this?’

    ‘What is this?’

    ‘I think we are connected. Everything on your skin appears on mine.’

     

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    For as long as Shane can remember, he skin has been littered with marks he is sure he didn't create. Cuts, bruises, and pen stains that he has no memory of. Yuna is the one to investigate the rare phenomenon of soulmates- people linked together with their skin. Everything that happens to one person marks the other.

    Follow Shane and Ilya as they meet in an unconventional way as children and learn and grow together.

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    26 May 2026

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    At twelve, Ilya Rozanov is sent to Canada to be trained by the best of the best.
    He lives with the Hollanders for the next three years, until he suddenly goes back to Russia.
    They meet again in 2008.
    Things have changed.

    OR
    Childhood Hollanov AU with a lot of focus on them growing up together and then them finding their way back to each other.

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    18 May 2026

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    After stopping Ilya from jumping off a bridge, Scott and Kip take him in. Over the next couple of weeks, they learn about the horrors Ilya has had to endure and hopefully, they can give him the safety he needs.

    *This fic is a standalone, and you don't need to read the other fics in this series

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    18 May 2026

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    Luca Haas has never wanted anyone. Sebastian Rambeau has wanted Luca since he was seventeen. An All-Star Weekend drinking game cracks Luca open in front of a dozen players, and the loudest mouth in the league follows him onto a dark balcony and turns out to be someone else entirely. Twelve days later, Ottawa plays New York. They collide on the boards and kiss in a hallway and learn that wanting someone you compete against is its own kind of sport.

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    17 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Today Shane Hollander turns 17. Shane knows that this means getting “a talk” from his parents that he has been dreading. He can’t hold it against Rin as she is literally the physical manifestation of his own soul; Why blame his best friend in the whole world when he can blame himself directly as he does every time he lets himself have enough down time to actually think? He knows that it doesn’t impact his game --he is the top prospect in the whole country for fuck’s sake-- but the hockey world will not see it that way.

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    The story of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fighting for love in a world where humans have animal representations of their soul. Romance, hockey, fluff, smut, with a sprinkling of magical mystery and corporate espionage.

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    16 May 2026

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    "I don't mean to come here and freak you out," Scott said, though he knew there was no avoiding it. He'd been where they were before. It had felt like he was dying, back then. "I just don't want you to think you're the only ones, okay? There's lots of us."

    Their eyes snapped to him in unison, startled and intense. Hollander croaked, "What?"

    "There's over sixteen hundred guys in the MLH and AHL," he reminded them, because it had felt improbable to him when he first heard until he remembered the sheer size of the hockey world. "There's — well, we don't know how many of us there are, but there's at least seventeen of us that know each other. Plus you two. We watch out for each other."

    His eyes enormous, Hollander asked, "There's, what? A secret underground gay hockey network?"

    Scott shrugged. "Yeah, basically."

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    Ilya and Shane find their way into The Tennis Club, a network of closeted hockey players that hook up - so long as everyone keeps it casual. Which is no problem! They can do casual, right?

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    16 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 74

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    Shane says no in the middle of sex, and then gets confused about why Ilya has stopped.

    OR Hollanov engage in some impromptu CNC. Shane gets exactly what he wants.

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    16 May 2026

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    There are so many things these days that Nikolai Petrov can’t believe. He can’t believe he’s actually going to get to play professional hockey. Can’t believe he isn’t going to be relegated to some second rate Russian league in Moscow. But most of all, he can’t believe that he’s standing on Ilya Rozanov’s doorstep. 

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    The Ottawa Centaurs have a new Russian rookie - the first Russian rookie Ilya's ever had, and Ilya is determined to make him feel welcome. Petrov finds that Rozanov and Hollander aren't at all what he expected (Hollander is somehow even more Canadian than he thought possible), but they somehow make him feel just a little more at home in this strange new country.

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    12 May 2026

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    “Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”

    “How bad is it?”

    “Shane, please.”

    “Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”

    He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”

     

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    After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?

     

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    10 May 2026

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    Hang it in the Louvre

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    Shane didn't hear the rest of Ilya's question. It happened so fast, in the span of a blink. One minute he was staring at his husband and the next he was in a hallway, the momentum of whatever that had moved him causing him to stumble forward. His body collided with the door in front of him, the thud of the impact ringing out into the hallway. 

    "Ow, fuck, what the fuck?" He groaned, steadying himself. "What the hell was that?" 

    A lock clicked, the door in front of him swung open. 

    "Sasha, ya ne khochu..." A voice, so familiar even without the rasp Shane knew it would gain in time that he recognized it instantly, stopped. "Who are you?" 

    "Oh." Shane gasped, his eyes growing wide. There, in front of him, was his husband. Only it wasn't his Ilya, as in the one he was just talking to, the one he woke up next to every morning. This Ilya was a bit smaller, his curls a bit bigger and more wild, younger. His eyes more guarded than the open, adoring blue Shane was used to now. "Oh my god."

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    08 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 67

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    An omegaverse torture chamber for Hayden Pike. Join him as he we put him through The Horrors!

     
    Hayden Pike knew he was on Shane Hollander's emergency contact list. He just never expected to get the call.

    Now he's at the cottage, and Shane and Ilya are in the middle of a heat and rut so intense that neither of them remembers how to be human. There are letters on the fridge, a Reddit thread about "omega heat retention," and a trash can with Hayden's name on it.

    Jackie's heats were never like this.

    He's definitely sending them his therapy bills.

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    08 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    But this was left open for him to find… he felt the heat pooling low in his groin. He palmed at himself through his pants. His husband wanted him to find this… it’s a hard conversation to bring up. Shane probably couldn’t find the words, but he had been thinking about it. How long has his husband been thinking about it?

    Shane, Ilya and Hayden have a threesome

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    08 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 51

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    "The rest of his trip to the hospital was fractured into half-remembered blurs. A woman told him to try to move his toes; either he didn’t catch her reaction or she didn’t give one. The sirens of the ambulance swooped over him in undulating waves of pain; too-bright lights and too-loud noises weren’t unfamiliar territory, but this was something amplified. He felt like an ant under a magnifying glass, frying. Every medic he passed through the hands of told him to keep his eyes open. He was so tired. He just wanted to rest.

    Eventually, finally, they let him. The world faded to black, blissful. He still couldn’t remember what he had been planning to ask Ilya."

    Or, the timeline where Marlow's check on Shane is a career ending injury, and both Shane and Ilya have to grapple with the effects.

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    07 May 2026

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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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    07 May 2026

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    “What videos, Ilya?” David asked, his tone laced with concern, but Ilya couldn’t deal with that right now. He was never putting his phone on Do Not Disturb again.

    He had more notifications than when he’d checked it at the gym. Transactions made with the card from their shared account, alerts to change Shane's email passwords. Shit, shit, shit.

    “Ilya…” David said again, more demanding this time, making him finally look up.

    Videos of us that are going to make you look at me differently. Videos that might make you hate me. Videos that could ruin everything.

    His throat went dry.

    And maybe… send me to prison.

     

    or When Shane’s phone is stolen and he ends up in the hospital, Ilya has to deal with his severely injured husband, and with videos that could leak and change their lives forever. The video Pike had accidentally leaked years ago would be child’s play in comparison.

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    06 May 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are hockey’s power couple. They’re unstoppable on the ice, darlings in the press, icons of the newly inclusive NHL.

    Ilya still isn’t satisfied. He needs the world to know Shane Hollander is his.

    -OR-

    Ilya takes Shane to a gay club and edges him within an inch of his life.

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    06 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 58

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    Shane should have shut it down in the locker room.
    Or at dinner.
    Or in the Uber.
    Instead, Ilya keeps making it worse, Scott keeps looking, and suddenly there are two too many witnesses to what should absolutely not be a spectator sport.
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    Ilya Rozanov is a menace in every locker room confirmed.

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    05 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 95

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    June 25, 2026 — Sir George-Étienne Cartier Parkway, somewhere off Rothwell Drive

    Shane Hollander opened his eyes and felt relief.

    I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

    What don't I know?

    It didn't matter. He just needed to not remember.

    And he didn't.

    Good.

    Then everything was black.

    or: a married Hollanov amnesia fic

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    03 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 32

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    Some say falling in love is like having a sickening case of Deja Vu.

    If you had asked Shane Hollander at 10 years old who he thought he'd be in love with. Who he'd spend the rest of his life with, he'd probably make up an answer to hide the fact he had more pressing things to worry about.

    If you had asked Ilya Rozanov the same question he'd give you a simple answer. "Easy. Svetlana."

    Luca Haas on the other hand? He knew who loved. He dreamed about a certain Russian hockey player and was stubborn enough to say that if he couldn't have him, then he just wouldn't marry anybody.

    It's funny how some things work out exactly as you hope, and others take a turn down a road you never knew existed.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Since the death of his mother, Ilya has never had anyone in his corner. He spirals, seeks out the worst ways to fill the void in his soul, but sometimes there is someone to pull him away from the edge.

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    5 Times Someone Cared for Ilya +1 time it was Shane

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    27 Apr 2026

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