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    “What did you mean?” Ilya finally asked, dragging his dirty hand over his dirty skin, feeling the tingle deep in his belly. He couldn’t get hard again so soon if he tried, but damn would he love to try.

    Hollander made a sleepy noise next to him, but didn’t actually answer, so Ilya continued. “Carrier, Hollander. What this mean?”

    He thought he understood the English word, but it’s clear that Ilya is missing something the way Hollander goes bright red under his arm. Between one blink and the next Hollander’s sitting up in the bed, back turned to Ilya, and Ilya felt his whole world tilt and he doesn’t know why.

    “Some… my dad’s family has this recessive trait. Very rare. Like super rare.” Hollander took a shaky breath, letting it out almost immediately. “There’s a low, really low, chance that I could get pregnant. If we have, you know, anal sex.”

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Shane doesn’t know what it feels like to meet your soulmate. What’s it like to meet the person the universe has picked out for you and fall instantly, hopelessly in love with them? He hasn’t met his soulmate yet. Sure, it would be nice to have someone to share his life with, someone special. He has his new friend Ilya Rozanov though, and he doesn’t have a soulmate yet either, so maybe they could just be with each other? While they wait?

    or Shane Hollander proves that he can be more stubborn than Ilya Rozanov when it comes to love.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    There’s a single tear slowly rolling down the smooth face. That alone is fucking impossible, but it’s not all.

    The tear doesn’t leave a wet trail on the white cheek but instead reveals something living.

    Human skin, soft and warm, almost golden, kissed by the ancient Mediterranean sun.

    Shane’s hands rise to cover his mouth as his mind tries to understand what he is seeing, trying to find the correct words. But in the end he just says the words that come first.

    “Holy shit,” he croaks. “You are really there. You are really there.”

    Yes, the voice says. Nothing else, but that’s enough.

    OR: Ilya goes against his father's wishes, and his revenge is unimaginable. But Ilya knows the one who he's meant to be with is somewhere out in the world, looking for him.

    He just has to believe and wait, even if it takes thousands of years

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    11 Sep 2026

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    Shane has a lot of responsibility on his back.

    He has a duty to this land and its people, a promise he made to his mother when she moved on from her role and passed it into his care.

    “You are the best witch I’ve ever seen, Shane. You protect these people from the dangers that lurk beyond. There are monsters out there, scarier than any human, and it's your duty to keep them out.”

    So Shane has a routine. A routine that involves magic and spellbooks and potions all lined up within certain parts of his day to ensure his home and the towns around it are free from the dangers of the supernatural.

    But Shane’s strict, unwavering system is disrupted when he finds a large blonde wolf left for dead deep within his woods. Wolves are rare, he hasn’t seen a wolf in years.

    However this break in his schedule has also brought on something even more rare than a blonde wolf, something Shane hasn’t seen within his own lifetime, something his mother warned him about.

    His runes are breaking, and someone - or something - is doing it. They are after him.

    And somehow this wolf is the key to everything.
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    Fantasy AU with Witch!Shane and Familiar!Ilya

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander has made all the right decisions. Putting hockey above everything, abstaining from cake and lemonade, and never kissing boys, especially Russian boys with crooked grins who always saw right through him. This restraint has secured Shane a legacy as one of the greatest players of all time. Everything he ever wanted, and somehow never enough.

    Ilya Rozanov is long dead, lost to fire and water in a plane crash half a century ago. But at the end of his carefully controlled life, Shane can’t stop dreaming about him, haunted by echoes of what might have been.

    Given a chance to change the past, Shane has to decide what really matters: hockey, or the only bad decision he was ever tempted to make.

    or: fate and Irina Rozanov have unexpectedly romantic sensibilities, and some lovers (no, Ilya that’s gross) are meant to find each other in every universe.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Alpha Ilya Rozanov is part of an elite space mission organised by the Russian government to look
    for other hospitable planets. When he wakes up, a strange sickness has taken out the rest of his crew.
    Deep in space and desperate to complete the mission on his own, nothing will stop him from making his country and father proud.

    When scientists discover that the sun is dying, Omega Shane Hollander signs up to be one of the astronauts sent into space in a final effort to save Earth.
    He wakes up lightyears away from home to find that the rest of his crew are dead.
    Shane has to face the fact that he will need to complete his mission alone... that is until a Russian space ship pulls up beside his and a terribly clever, and extremely irritating, Alpha is trying to send him a message.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are soulmates. They just don’t know it yet.

    For ten years they have been the NHL’s most legendary rivals. They have spent a decade convinced that they are opposites, destined to collide but never to connect. But what if the universe, tired of waiting for them to take the leap, decided to intervene?

    It starts with a shared dream. A blue-lit, empty arena where the noise of the fans and the weight of their reputations finally fall away. In this silent sanctuary, Shane and Ilya are stripped of their armor, and in the soft glow of a world that doesn't exist, they do the impossible: they fall in love.

    But the dream world cannot protect them from the waking one. When a devastating accident on the ice leaves Shane’s career, and his life, hanging by a thread, their romance is thrust into the brutal light of reality. No longer shielded by dreams, they must navigate a world of traumatic recovery and public scandal.

    Shane and Ilya must discover if the bond they forged in the stars can survive the gravity of the real world.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    At twenty-five, Shane works from home in cyber security. He gets all his groceries delivered. He avoids the outside world whenever possible. Finally—finally—he caves to his parents’ insistence that it’s time to purchase an omega.

    Ilya is supposed to be difficult. That’s what the auction house warned him, anyway. They aren’t wrong. Between the language barrier, the violent mood swings, incessant noise, and feral behaviors, Ilya is nothing like the obedient omegas Shane is raised to expect. Half the time, Shane can’t tell if the man hates him, fears him, or is losing his damn mind. Probably all of them, all the time. The other half of the time, Ilya watches him like he’s waiting for Shane to spring a trap. News flash: there isn’t one.

    Shane doesn't have any inkling of what he’s doing. He’s never shared space with another human being before. Let alone an omega who doesn't understand personal space. As the walls crack between them, Shane notices things he never questioned before. He realizes there is something deeply troubling in the world he grew up in.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    In part one of this series, Language Barrier, Shane and Ilya met in Russia the summer before their rookie year, when Shane was tutoring English at a summer hockey camp. They fell hard and came into the draft with full intentions of continuing to hook up at every opportunity.

    This story picks up where Language Barrier left off. Ilya's in America now, and the hockey world knows they're friends, not rivals. But there's still a gaping chasm between what they want, and what they're allowed. They're in their rookie years and trying to juggle this secret desperate lust of theirs while doing this incredibly difficult thing, miles apart, and Ilya is no longer in his familiar milieu, and that shit is HARD, y'all.

    Luckily for the boys, the author is very much on their side.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    “Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”

    “How bad is it?”

    “Shane, please.”

    “Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”

    He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”

     

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    After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?

     

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    07 Sep 2026

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    The ritual is simple: morning skate, home for a protein shake, then Shane strips to his briefs, lies in bed, and starts scrolling.

    Or, a Grindr AU

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander is good at hiding his emotions. He’s good at tamping down big feelings. Until he meets Ilya Rozanov. And now even if his mouth is shut, the objects moving around the room will gladly do the talking.

    or,

    “I will knock all this shit over.”- Shane Hollander

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    07 Sep 2026

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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

    * * *

    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    06 Sep 2026

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    Ilya avoids skin contact with known sentinels as much as he can. It’s unlikely for compatibility to be high enough for a physical reaction. Ilya’s already managed to be a difficult guide. He can’t risk exposing his secret for the sake of camaraderie. But Hollander is pretty, and Ilya is not thinking about him being a sentinel, or the danger, or the pull he’s felt since he laid eyes on Hollander in person. He’s just thinking that he wants to touch him.

    So he does.

    And the touch sparks, bright and instant.

    OR

    Shane is a sentinel and Ilya is a guide. For the sake of their secrets, they should keep their distance. They don't.

    It saves both their lives (and ruins them)

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a gift.

    He can speak to animals, which has earned him an incredibly successful career as a pet psychic, and far too much information about what people do when they think their pets aren’t watching.

    Shane Hollander has a problem.

    His cat, Pork, is permanently miserable. After exhausting every sensible option, Shane turns to the supernatural for assistance.

    After their first appointment, Pork grows visibly happier - his cat’s found a hobby and renewed sense of purpose for achieving his only goal: to destroy Ilya for good.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    The man doesn’t look phased. On the contrary, he’s acting like it’s completely normal to talk about sex with a stranger.

    “Well, my wife wants me to…” David hesitates, but what damage could it do? Tomorrow, he’ll be on a plane back to Ottawa and he’ll never see this man again. “She wants me to try being more dominant.”

    The Russian grins. “Oh, you have met the right person.”

    Or: In 2014, David and Ilya become friends and start swapping sex advice. It's too bad they don't recognize each other.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov was used to first days at work. Having immigrated to Canada just two years ago, he was often in and out of new jobs. Line cook, club bouncer, clothing clerk. He’d done it all.

    Security at an all-man strip club called “The Centaur Lounge” was a new venture however. But with his tall broad frame, he was confident he could intimidate anyone who tried to mess with the dancers.

    All was well until he saw a beautiful muscular freckled man walk on stage in a matching pink set of panties and top. He knew in that moment, he was truly fucked.

     

    Or, Club security Ilya meets Stripper Shane and falls in love with him hard.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    “I always want to be fucking you,” Ilya continued as he pressed a finger deep into Shane. “It has taken over my brain. My life. When I am not with you, I am thinking of you.” He added another finger easily, pushing deep. “If I could have my way, you would never wear clothes again. You would simply recline on a throne of furs and softness, where I would fuck you at your leisure.”

    Or: Pregnant omega Shane is feeling insecure about his expanding body. Ilya will make him feel better.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov bares his soul to Shane Hollander, while crouched in a tunnel in Moscow after he buries his father. Words spoken knowing the person on the other end can't possibly understand them.

    Little does he know there is someone listening who can.

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    13,279

    04 Sep 2026

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