20 Bookmarks by witchaj

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    They have spent ten years keeping their relationship a secret.

    They’re careful about it.
    They follow the rules.
    They never let it slip.

    Or so they think.

    And then the Centaurs' plane crashes and suddenly the secrets don't really matter.

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    04 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    “I think you might benefit from taking an autism assessment.”
    Shane wasn’t sure he understood the words at first. Why would he benefit from being assessed for something so random? Like being checked if he had red hair.

    Shane Hollander gets a late autism diagnosis. It's surprising to him, but apparently not to anyone else. Slowly, he realises how his friends and family have already helped him.

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    03 May 2026

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    “Mm, not stuff his pockets with the drug everyone thinks makes you gay right before a press conference? Maybe!” Ilya’s voice chimed happily from the phone.

    “You wanna tell us why you’re so acquainted with Rush that you can identify it in 780p, Ilya?” Kip asked.

    “…I have so much leather to deodorize, Kip Grady. So many sports cars, you know.”

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    Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions.

    Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.

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    02 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fantastic Skip and Hollanov friendship <3

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Freshly drafted rookies hold hands with their girlfriends in the center of Shane's slightly blurry sight line. His fingers flex. When he turns, the veteran players gather with their wives near the boards to watch their children scramble across the ice. With each loop around the rink, Shane gets different bits of conversations about dinner plans, upcoming backyard barbecues, and memories from previous seasons. Shane is still somehow part of the group that plans vacations and socializes on weekends to seek out a specific type of debauchery deemed "for the boys" and not for the members of their team that have been "chained up."

    Although Shane is not married, he most certainly—and very happily—is chained up. His teammates can never know that.

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    Or; an exploration of Shane and Ilya's first year as a couple while Ilya finishes out his final season in Boston.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    “I am out for the season?”

    “Probably."

    “Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”

    “Ilya.”

    “Yes? No?”

    “It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.

    or, you know what they say about the best laid plans

    ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike

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    18 Apr 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    202,340
    Chapters:
    12/?
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    1,561
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    17 Apr 2026

  7. Rec *

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    There hadn’t been a whole lot of tape, back then, not on a bunch of kids who were likely to get chewed up and spit out by the KHL, but Rozanov was a special case – his agent had clearly known his aim was for North American leagues, and there’d been a few tapes leaked here and there of the fourteen, fifteen, sixteen year old phenom who had more trick plays up his sleeve than Yuna, personally, thought was true hockey. The video of his spin on the Michigan had made the rounds in David’s McGill email chain, and Yuna had tipped her chin up and sworn up and down he’d be a one-trick pony who’d be flat on his ass the first time he tried that shit in the pros.

    Shane had downloaded the video to his desktop and studied the tape like he did old games of Scott Hunter.

     

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    Yuna Hollander works through years of memories in attempt to discover when she should have known her son didn't trust her with all of himself.

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    23 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    10/10 Yuna loving her boys

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    “I wondered if you might be able to… hint that Rozanov and I are friends. On my Instagram and other social media. So, once we announce it, the fans won’t be as shocked,” Shane said.

    Nicole blinked. “You want me to soft launch that you and Ilya Rozanov are friends?”

    “Soft launch?”

    What was this life Nicole had found herself in? About to explain a soft launch to two-time MHL MVP Shane Hollander?

    Rose tells Shane to hire her friend Nicole as his social media manager. Over many months, Nicole starts to notice that Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov might be a little bit more than rivals and friends.

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    15 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Very cute. Read when you want to smile fondly. 😊

  9. Rec *

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    “I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”

    Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”

    “First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).

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    28 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    10/10 no notes

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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    19 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 4

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    “Barret might kill me, you know, if I break your heart.”

    Biggs always has plans A-Z, at minimum, with branching-sub-plans.

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    55
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    21 May 2020

  12. Rec *

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    In which Bucky is a sign language interpreter and has to handle the most unexpected call he's ever had to make. Based on the clip from the movie 'The Little Death'.

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    28,689

    11 May 2015

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    05 May 2015

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    James Barnes leads a busy life as a single working father in New York. But when his childhood best friend Steve Rogers falls back into his life, James will have to re-learn what love, friendship and family are really all about.

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    Chapters:
    37/37
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    5
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    2,596
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    237,205

    05 May 2015

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    Bucky doesn't consider his Steve Rogers problem as a problem so much as the solution he hadn't realized he was hoping for to help him through the transition from the Bucky Barnes he'd been before his accident to the new, shiny version of himself.

    No, the problem isn't with Captain America and The Howling Commandos fandom.

    The problem is the amount of porn Bucky managed to write and draw about Captain America before finding out that he's less than one degree of separation away from Steve Rogers. 'Less than' as in he's sitting across the table from him.

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    Comments:
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    1,707
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    119,874

    30 Mar 2015

  16. Rec *

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    When the House of Barnes is left in massive debt after the death of George Barnes, their oldest son and heir, Bucky, is forced to sacrifice his own hopes and dreams by entering an arranged married to Steve Rogers. Steve seems kind enough, has a prominent job in the government, and was even voted Society's Best Catch. But the House Rogers is significantly higher in status than Bucky's family, which means Bucky is marrying up in Society, and marrying up doesn't only come with rewards, it also comes with certain...expectations and losses--some of which Bucky might be willing to do anything to avoid. And those opportunities might come his way.

    Unless, of course, he actually starts falling in love with his new husband...

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    Chapters:
    36/36
    Comments:
    2,744
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    4,842
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    1,587
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    250,275

    03 Mar 2015

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    Hey friend of Sam’s can I get an opinion on this outfit? Bucky texted, attaching the selfie taken in Sam’s bathroom mirror.

    He received an answer almost immediately. Bucky was almost expecting a lecture, or at least a concerned question about who had stolen Sam’s phone.

    He got neither.

    New text from Steve:
    What do you want it to say?

    Or: Bucky strikes up a flirtation with a stranger over text message in the month leading up to Valentine's Day.

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    English
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    6,654
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    307
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    13,638
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    2,479
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    134,127

    22 Feb 2015

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    Steve's just moved back to Brooklyn after spending ten years in California trying to make a life for himself as an artist right after high school. Having escaped to the other side of the country following the sudden death of his mother, Steve feels guilty about abruptly leaving all his friends for so long, unfulfilled, scared and nervous about started college at his age, and unbelievably lonely. So when he meets Bucky Barnes, a young sex-worker, at a bar the night before his first day of classes, temptations might be too high to resist.

    One night paying for sex with the most sinfully gorgeous guy is nothing to brag to the papers about, huh?

    S'not like he'll ever see him again anyway...

    ...Right?

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    2,531
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    5,270
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    1,740
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    206,573

    21 Feb 2015

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    "Look, if they catch me," Bucky muttered, "they're either going to kill me or they're going to put me in a box with a little window and—Steve, I can't."

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    24,127
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    20
    Comments:
    1,722
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    17,461
    Bookmarks:
    5,416
    Hits:
    341,672

    18 Feb 2015

  20. Rec *

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    “You have never once been careful in your entire life.” Bucky huffs out a laugh. He looks away. “Maybe I’m offended you didn’t think to ask me.” He says it like a joke, but he can’t bring himself to laugh again.

    “Bucky,” Steve says, scandalized. “You’re my friend. I’m not gonna use you to experiment sexually.”

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    Words:
    66,593
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Collections:
    6
    Comments:
    1,587
    Kudos:
    10,425
    Bookmarks:
    2,762
    Hits:
    197,389

    18 Feb 2015

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