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Presumed beta Ilya Rozanov unexpectedly goes into his first heat at age seventeen, forcing him into a life of hiding in order to be able to play the sport he’d built his life around; the sport that could be his ticket out of Russia and away from his family that hates him. When he meets the Canadian draft favorite, beta Shane Hollander, Ilya assumes that the only obstacles this Hollander guy will be able to throw at him will be dealt with on the ice. But the two rivals find themselves inexplicably drawn to one another, both on and off the ice, entering into a dangerous game of attraction and secrets that neither of them ever expected to play, and one that neither will ever be able to forfeit.
TW: suicidal thoughts/ideation
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- 199,768
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- 19/22
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13 Jun 2026
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Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.
Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.
His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.
But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"
By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.
But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…
Shane says yes.
And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.
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- English
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- 94,928
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- 19/?
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07 Jun 2026
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Future Tense by alidesidero, Rebo758
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jun 2026
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"After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:
want:
Ilya
Stanley Cups
Awardsnot doing:
Dissociating
Making myself small to make others comfortable
Waiting ten fucking yearsWatching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.
Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."
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In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.
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- Part 1 of Inspired By... Hollanov
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- English
- Words:
- 71,855
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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- 6
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- 1,425
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03 Jun 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 222,222
- Chapters:
- 28/28
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18 May 2026
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„Señor Ellis, this is Viktor, you remember me? Señor Ellis?”
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.The loss of Teddy has struck down Jonathan Pine. He is but a shell of a man - until a fateful phonecall promises him the impossible.
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- Part 1 of De Perros y Hombres
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29 Mar 2026
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ART and Murderbot wanted to spend more time together, so they do. They spend it watching media in ways humans and augmented humans don't understand, and aren't capable of.
Having real feelings about fake things together is one thing.
Having real feelings about real things (like each other) and being expected to talk about them (with each other) is something very else.Bookmarked by Ajayd
29 Mar 2026
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A typical night of fighting crime in Hell’s Kitchen quickly spirals into something more as The Daredevil crosses paths with The Punisher once again.
(Takes place a while after Daredevil: Born Again S1)
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30 Jan 2026
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they say that the world was built for two by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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A series of canon-compliant Hollanov oneshots that (mostly) take place post The Long Game. Mostly lighthearted, with a variety of different stories from both Shane and Ilya's POV. They all take place in the same universe; however they all are written to work as standalones. Read them in any order you like. They are ordered in chronological order. Posted order is as follows:
1. Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite/Another Home (Another Home is a PBUF rewrite)
2. Absolutely Not
3. A Full Night's Rest
4. Newlywed Games
5. The Other Side of the Road
6. One Unending Fight
7. Shots
8. Invisible String
9. The Best Thing- Words:
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Bookmarked by Ajayd
25 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov isn't complicated. He likes hockey, nice clothes, fast cars, and women (and the occasional man). He's intent on enjoying his new life in North America as a high profile hockey star, but his family and a certain dark haired, freckled rival player, seem to have other plans...
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 61,422
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Comments:
- 341
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- 1,098
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- 44,427
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25 Jan 2026
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A series of fics that follow Shane and Ilya over the course of the last year that Ilya is in Boston
- Words:
- 51,165
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- 6
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- 456
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25 Jan 2026
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perfect from now on by Anonymous
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Jun 2026
- Words:
- 251,760
- Works:
- 12
- Bookmarks:
- 1,547
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24 Jan 2026
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The Void Behind His Eyes by Queen_Calanthe
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
19 Jun 2025
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When Bucky Barnes reverts to the Winter Soldier after a battle in New York with The Void he is captured and sent to the Raft. The Winter Soldier cannot be caged - even there. He escapes and he takes Helmut Zemo with him - without explanation. The mission, it seems, was given years ago - Zemo barely remembers issuing the order. But the Soldier does. Now, Zemo has been dragged into a perilous game with a HYDRA loyal Winter Soldier while trying to subtly bring forward James - Bucky - back to the surface.
Bookmarked by Ajayd
25 Oct 2025
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Handle with Care : in which Zemo really isn't happy about the Winter Soldier's re-emergence...until he really, really is by Leaves_of_Autumn
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
19 Jul 2025
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In the midst of a fight, Hydra manages to retrigger the Winter Soldier, but it doesn’t go as expected because the Winter Soldier only recognizes one handler.
His last handler - aka, Baron Zemo.Now Zemo is stuck trying to undo the Winter Soldier re-emergence but, to add more surprises to the mix, it turns out that Bucky has been hiding something from Sam and Zemo. The fact that the Winter Soldier isn’t just a ‘mode’ to make Bucky biddable.
No, the Winter Soldier is, in fact, his own person. An alter that very rarely comes out to play and, now that he's out, doesn’t really want to go back into the box.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 98,866
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 534
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- 649
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- 120
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25 Oct 2025
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Let Freedom Ring by apolesen
Fandoms: X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom, X-Men (Movies)
24 Feb 2012
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Two arrivals to Xavier’s School for Gifted Youngsters coincide - Jason Stryker, a child branded a freak because of his psychic powers, and Erik Lehnsherr, wanted terrorist and old friend of the professor. Jason is there as his father wants him cured - Erik claims that he has gone rogue from his own renegades. As tensions rise between mutants and humans, as well as between the suddenly reunited friends, who can truly be trusted?
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07 Sep 2025
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“We’re both disasters,” Erik states quietly. “In all likelihood, this will end in disaster.”
“You love me,” Charles says simply, “as much as I love you. That has to count for something.”
It doesn't end on the beach in Cuba, but that doesn't mean it's going to be easy as Erik tries to repair his relationship with Charles.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 39,759
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 65
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07 Sep 2025
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Forward Momentum by AsYouWish
Fandoms: X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom, The Avengers (2012)
12 Dec 2012
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Six months after Cuba, Charles and Erik find themselves thrown fifty years into the future, where they meet their older selves, the Avengers, and a world that's very different from their own. Faced with the pieces of their broken relationship, an unparalleled adversary, and dealing with Tony Stark on a daily basis, Charles and Erik do their best to adapt while trying to find a way back home -- and to each other.
- Language:
- English
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- 47,008
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- 8/8
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- 207
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Bookmarked by Ajayd
31 Aug 2025
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“He’s been gone a long time,” Aaron said, after a long moment had passed.
“He always comes back,” Michonne said, her voice so gentle it hurt.
Aaron closed his eyes, letting out a small sigh, his arms moving to cross over his chest. The strange weight of the prosthesis still made the movement awkward, despite the months he’d had to grow more accustomed to it.
“He comes back to Rick,” Aaron corrected. “That’s why he’s out there right now.”
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25 Aug 2025
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Bookmarked by Ajayd
19 Jul 2025
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The one where Theo reluctantly helps the pack capture Monroe, deals with the aftermath of his upbringing with the Dread Doctors, saves the lives of not so few people (despite the will to deny it until his dying breath), practically adopts Alec and pulls his head out of his ass.
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(*In the middle of yet another edit as of Sept 2024. Will not alter the storyline, just clean up the writing the tiniest bit.)
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- Part 1 of Trust fall
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 177,851
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 343
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25 Jun 2025
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Scott’s attempt to tell Liam that he can’t join the hunt for Monroe starts strong, goes downhill quickly, and ends predictably. Theo could have—and did—tell him so.
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- Part 1 of patchwork quilts like a patchwork land
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 93,108
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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Bookmarked by Ajayd
23 Jun 2025