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  1. Public Bookmark 57

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    Three years ago, a mysterious accident ended Ilya Rozanov’s hockey career and left the world believing they knew what happened to him.

    They didn’t.

    Shane Hollander has spent the last year learning that almost everything he believed about the world was incomplete. Magic is real. His mother has secrets. And the hockey career he lost is proving much harder to leave behind than he’d like to admit.

    When a dangerous new threat brings two former rivals back into each other’s lives, old attraction resurfaces alongside questions neither of them is prepared to answer.

    Ilya has spent years learning how to live as a monster.

    Shane is only beginning to discover what he is capable of.

    And apparently, neither of them ever really got over that snowstorm.

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    25 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    Then he smiled and thought about Shane Hollander, how he moaned and jerked and came untouched, only from Ilya’s cock in his ass—and how incredible that feeling had been around him and how badly he had wanted it to be good for Shane.

    That is the moment Ilya thinks back to as he writhes in pain on the cold tile floor of a team locker room in Pyeongchang.

    “Stop!” Snarok shouts.

    The Russian national coach, for whom Ilya has just won Olympic gold as captain.

    The game of his life—literally!

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    Chapters:
    8/15
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    25 Aug 2026

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    Fresh off a breakup with movie star Rose Landry, two-time Stanley Cup champion and Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander is desperate for a way to get everyone off his back. His solution? An international matchmaking website and a marriage of convenience.

    When Shane agrees to rescue “Lily,” a bisexual Russian woman desperate to escape Moscow, he thinks he’s found the perfect way out of his own romantic mess.

    In Moscow, Ilya Rozanov has been fighting for a way out of Russia since his mother’s death. When he discovers that “Jane,” a high-profile closeted lesbian, needs a husband to protect secret, Ilya sees his ticket out, and agrees to move to Montreal to marry her.

    There’s just one problem.

    Shane isn’t Jane.
    Ilya isn’t Lily.

    Was everything tragically lost in translation?

    Or has the red thread of fate been pulling Shane and Ilya together all along?

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    Chapters:
    2/30
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    11
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    62
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    24 Aug 2026

  4. Rec *

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    Seeking experienced sexual partner (male) to take my virginity (also male). I know a lot about sex, I just haven’t had it. 514-555-1410

    It’s the craziest piece of bathroom graffiti Ilya has ever seen.

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    2/?
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    23 Aug 2026

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    "If this is it," Shane whispered, so quietly only Ilya could hear, "you won't face a single second of it alone."

    Ilya closed his eyes. His fingers tightened around Shane's hand with everything he had left.

    He saw the fear in Ilya’s eyes.

    Then he saw nothing.

    *******

    It was supposed to be an ordinary flight. Instead, it becomes the worst day of their lives.

    They were never meant to be on the same plane. Then the unthinkable happens. It goes down.

    As terrified passengers flee the wreckage, Shane refuses to abandon the man he loves, even as rescuers and survivors alike order him to get out. Trapped beneath twisted metal, Ilya is running out of time. And while they wait for help, the secret they've spent years protecting slips into the hands of strangers with phones.

    In an instant, the whole world is watching. Hockey can burn. The headlines can wait.

    Shane Hollander has exactly one job: keep Ilya alive.

    Because if they survive this, he'll have to protect more than Ilya's life. He'll have to protect everything they've built together against impossible odds.

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    Chapters:
    16/25
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    1,874
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    3,915
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    139,472

    21 Aug 2026

  6. Rec *

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been best friends since they were twelve. They were attached at the hip, as much as two straight guys could be.
    Everyone accepted that Shane and Ilya were just being Shane and Ilya.

    Or: Shane and Ilya think they know where to draw the line between straight best friends and whatever the hell they keep doing.

    Language:
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    45,201
    Chapters:
    5/6
    Comments:
    877
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    3,747
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    1,802
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    124,829

    16 Aug 2026

  7. Rec *

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    So what is the plan now, Mr. Spreadsheet?

    “Honestly I was kind of hoping your consciousness would just click back into your body once I touched you.” Shane scratches the back of his head.

    You treat me like slap bracelet, Ilya complains.

    After a bad hit knocks Ilya’s consciousness out of his body — literally — Shane finds himself sheltering the soul of his decade-long situationship in the back of his head. Turns out it’s a lot harder to keep secrets when you share a body.

    (They definitely still try, though.)

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    Chapters:
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    16 Aug 2026

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    Luca "the future of hockey" Haas has a meltdown on the ice in the final five minutes of the game.

    So naturally, the best way Luca thought to rebrand was by throwing himself into a summer athlete campaign with the Centaurs, in hope to outrun the fear that he’ll never be as skilled, confident, or sexually expressive as Ilya Rozanov was at his age.

    But when the harmless Luca Haas snaps and shocks everyone by fistfighting with Filipino-Canadian youth athlete Angelo Perez, summer quickly derails into a dilemma to be seen as mature, living up to the expectations of the team, and these newfound, guilty urges for the very guy he fought on day one.

    Centaur matchmaking. Missing home. A messy summer fling. A mean article. An exploration of what sparks are supposed to feel like. And Ilya catches Luca buying condoms.

    And a “bad influence” that makes Luca feel—maybe for just one summer—that it's okay to be a little selfish.

    OR; Practically a character study of Luca Haas' insecurities + his foil to Rozanov disguised as me trying to revive the scrapped Haas book

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    Chapters:
    15/25
    Comments:
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    16 Aug 2026

  9. Rec *

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    Ilya is an asshole to Shane in Sochi. He's an asshole again in Vegas.

    Shane decides he doesn't hate himself enough to put up with this shit.

    It takes everything he has, but he ends it with Ilya.

    Ilya isn't having it.

    OR: What does Ilya Rozanov look like on his (figurative) knees?

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    Chapters:
    3/4
    Comments:
    552
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    1,529
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    77,726

    10 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Everyone always thought that Shane Hollander was boring. Turns out, when he's got no hockey career to lose, the media trained filter comes off, and he turns into a fan-favorite commentator - he's brutal, funny and knows every stat in MLH history.

    AU where Shane and Ilya never got together and have been rivals the whole time. It's 2017 and Shane's injury during the Metros v Raiders game ends his career. So, the question is, what's next?

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    435
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    10 Aug 2026

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    "So what?" Shane huffs. "I start dating some random guy and bring him to my ex's wedding? That's so weird."

    "Or you find perfect, fake boyfriend who will act like total asshole to Matt."

    Shane snorts. But then he stops laughing.

    It's not… the worst idea. It's kind of a bad one. And chances are Matt is happily involved with whoever this Ian guy is, so he won't even care. Shane would have to find a fake boyfriend that's either so unworldly perfect, everyone in the room will be jealous; or someone who has a special talent for pissing people off.

    Shane sits up, his eyes finding Ilya's.

    "What if I bring you?"

    - or, Shane needs a date for his ex's wedding, and who better to bring than his best friend, Ilya? (You know, the one who is secretly in love with Shane.)

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    07 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up in a future where he is openly bisexual and married. This would be great news, except for the part where moments ago he was in 2014 where he was many things: recent Stanley Cup champion, star of the Raiders, the sluttiest man in Boston, a Russian citizen with a father who is alive, and also absolutely, definitely, 100% not in love with Shane Hollander.

    And why the hell is he wearing a Centaurs jersey?

    Ilya Hollander-Rozanov wakes up in the past, and he really, really would like to go home to his husband.

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    Chapters:
    4/8
    Comments:
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    74,936

    06 Aug 2026

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    At twenty-five, Shane works from home in cyber security. He gets all his groceries delivered. He avoids the outside world whenever possible. Finally—finally—he caves to his parents’ insistence that it’s time to purchase an omega.

    Ilya is supposed to be difficult. That’s what the auction house warned him, anyway. They aren’t wrong. Between the language barrier, the violent mood swings, incessant noise, and feral behaviors, Ilya is nothing like the obedient omegas Shane is raised to expect. Half the time, Shane can’t tell if the man hates him, fears him, or is losing his damn mind. Probably all of them, all the time. The other half of the time, Ilya watches him like he’s waiting for Shane to spring a trap. News flash: there isn’t one.

    Shane doesn't have any inkling of what he’s doing. He’s never shared space with another human being before. Let alone an omega who doesn't understand personal space. As the walls crack between them, Shane notices things he never questioned before. He realizes there is something deeply troubling in the world he grew up in.

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    Chapters:
    23/26
    Comments:
    1,506
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    78,267

    05 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 1

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    April, 2003.
    Shane and Ilya are almost 12 years old and the world is ending.
    aka Hollanov apocalypse fic.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    4
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    6
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    05 Aug 2026

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    After months of being ghosted by Ilya, Shane gets horrible news about his health. At the age of 23 he gets diagnosed with Stage 4 Hodgkin's Lymphoma. He is supported by his friends and family and yet he cannot stop thinking of his rival. But he and Ilya have never been more disconnected, so he resigns himself to fighting this without Ilya in his life.

    Ilya knows he was an asshole last Spring. Shane has been ignoring him all summer. But he figures that once he's back in North America and the season starts, he'll be able to get back in Shane's good graces. And then Montreal announces that they have placed Shane Hollander on Long Term Injured Reserve and he panics.

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    Canon Divergence after Episode 2.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    835
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    98,780

    03 Aug 2026

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    I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”

    “Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.

    He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still. 

    Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.

    shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.

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    Chapters:
    10/11
    Comments:
    881
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    2,650
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    980
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    71,781

    03 Aug 2026

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    3,833
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    24,772
    Bookmarks:
    7,624
    Hits:
    704,850

    03 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 25

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    Sometimes Shane thinks love is made from the ordinary things.

    Coffee bought on the way home. A hand finding his in crowded rooms. The familiar sound of Ilya’s keys in the front door every evening just before eight.

    The ordinary things are the first to disappear.

    When grief leaves Shane with an impossible choice, he reaches backwards into the only place he believes any of it can still be fixed. He tells himself that if he can save the beginning, he can save the ending.

    He is wrong.

    Because history remembers facts.

    Love remembers people.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    38
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    25
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    807

    02 Aug 2026

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    On a lonely night, Ilya starts texting his mother's old Russian phone number. He isn't expecting a reply.

    (or a texting fic where Ilya doesn't realize the number he's been writing to shares an area code with a particular canadian city...)

    Language:
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    Words:
    12,497
    Chapters:
    6/10
    Comments:
    158
    Kudos:
    872
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    229
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    8,891

    02 Aug 2026

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    “Just one more question, Mr. Rozanov.”

    “How were you able to stay focused tonight after learning of your father's passing?”

    Ilya stood frozen, eyes glued to the camera. Jaw locked. On the screen, his chest barely moved, each breath turning dangerously shallow.

    Shane didn't realize what he was doing until he was already shoving the heavy conference room doors open.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov learns of his father's death during a live press conference and has a panic attack. Shane goes to him. In front of everyone.

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    29,064
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    486
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    4,571
    Bookmarks:
    1,389
    Hits:
    73,887

    01 Aug 2026

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