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After doing some perfunctory waving and smiling for the crowd, he turns to Chuuya and elbows him in the arm, too high above to reach his waist. “Aren’t you tired yet of always losing to me?”
“I hope you fall off the podium and die,” Chuuya says without breaking his awkward camera grin.
Dazai mock gasps. “Now what would your fans say if they knew the vile things that come out of your mouth when no one’s looking?”
— or, the figure skating AU in which Dazai and Chuuya are forced to become rink mates when they are teenagers, sparking a rivalry that is as catastrophic as it is epic. A story about obsessions.
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10 Nov 2025
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“You know where the bandages are,” Chuuya continued. “I want to finish this episode, and then I’m going to bed.”
“I left the port mafia.”
“I know. You ditching Mori’s coat was a pretty big giveaway. You can crash on the couch, the extra blankets are in the linen closet in the hall, but I’m going to need you gone in the morning-”
“I'm leaving the country, and I want you to come with me.”
A pause.
“What?”
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- Part 1 of En Un Autre Vie
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- 13/18
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07 Oct 2025
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When Chuuya agreed to dating his ex-partner on a whim—random, non serious—he’d figured that if Dazai had suggested it just because he was bored, then of course Chuuya had to play along, otherwise it would seem like he had something to hide.
He’d never thought the feelings he’d skillfully suppressed for four years would ever get in the way.
Now he’s stuck in this friends with benefits who may be fake or real dating but not really thing, and it just so happens that Chuuya gets entangled in an incident in New York, and that bastard Dazai may or may not have just flown halfway across the world to him, what the fuck is happening.
(An incident that occurs in New York, and everything that unravels along with it.)
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- 9/9
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07 Oct 2025
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Dazai left four years ago with two promises: Chuuya and he could keep texting and he would come back soon. He didn't keep any of his promises. Now that he's out of the mafia, he wants to be in Chuuya's life (again), but Chuuya doesn't.
So he has to make his way into it. At all costs
Why?
Oh well...
Or Kidnapping me?'s sequel, in which Dazai tries to be Chuuya's 'friend' again. It takes a lot, but he's obsessed.
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- Part 3 of Takes One To Love One🌸
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- 413,505
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- 40/40
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Bookmarked by HumanO2consumer
25 Sep 2025
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Nikolai is dying, and Fyodor knows why.
The hanahaki came without warning—petals blooming in his lungs, soft and crimson and merciless. The cure? Unrequited love returned. The problem? Nikolai doesn’t even remember being in love.
Then Fyodor appears—calm, elegant, and disturbingly familiar. He speaks like they’ve met. Smiles like he knows how this ends. And lies through his teeth with every word he doesn’t say.
As the flowers spread and the past unravels, Nikolai is left grasping at memories just out of reach—and a man who may hold the key to both his salvation and his undoing.
A journey through forgotten love, buried truths, and the kind of heartbreak that blooms from the inside out.
Fyolai. Hanahaki. Slow descent. Sharp teeth under soft petals.STATUS: COMPLETED
Bookmarked by HumanO2consumer
25 Sep 2025
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Leather, Smoke and You by Tandil (DancingFaerie)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Aug 2025
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Chūya Nakahara is used to being looked at.
But not like this.
Not by someone who keeps showing up, who slips him filthy polaroids and cocky notes, who kneels like he belongs there.
The worst part? He can’t stop looking back.Bookmarked by HumanO2consumer
25 Sep 2025
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Seven years ago, Dazai dared Chūya into a blood pact—just a game between angry teenagers with too much power and too little sense.
It was supposed to fade.
But blood remembers.
Now Dazai is unraveling—unstable, half-dead, and calling for the one person who should’ve let him rot. The moment Chūya steps into that hospital room, something ancient reignites: pain, memory, magic.
The bond wakes.
And it wants everything back.
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25 Sep 2025
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For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.
Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?
At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
"What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
"One question,"
"And why did you miss it?"
"I misunderstood—"
"You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
"No, sir."
"Then do better."That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.
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25 Sep 2025
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“And why would he be safer in your care than his family for the past seven years? Why would he choose you, someone who abandoned him and the Mafia four years ago, over the organisation with more resources to ensure his safety and full recovery?”
Dazai smirked cruelly. “Who said I left him?”
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The one where Dazai keeps in contact with Chuuya even after his defection. When Chuuya gets tortured and Dazai takes care of him four years later, things get messy.
Life isn’t always good, but they get through it together.
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25 Sep 2025
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“I don’t want to be here.”
But the reply was cold, unyielding.
“You don’t have a choice.”Conflicted, trembling, he asked,
“Why me? Why this?”The answer came like a quiet curse,
“Because only you can keep me sane.”“I’m not yours.”
“You already belong to me, whether you like it or not.” He stepped closer.
He pleaded, voice raw with pain,
“Stop pretending like this is some twisted game.”But desire twisted into madness.
“Isn’t it? Every moment with you is a battle I’m willing to lose.”Exhaustion threatened to swallow him whole.
“I’m tired—tired of your control, your obsession.”Yet the truth remained undeniable.
“But you’re still here. You never leave.”A desperate question, barely a whisper.
“Do you even see me as a person?”The answer, sharp and haunting.
“I see you as everything I crave, everything I can’t have.”His voice broke, a final surrender.
“You’re breaking me.”
__OR: In a world where soukoku can't be together until a certain shadow is dealt with.
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- Part 1 of Wreckage Verse
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- 277,324
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- 36/36
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Bookmarked by HumanO2consumer
25 Sep 2025
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"forgive me father, for I have sinned"
In which sinners and saints live separately in diffrent parts of the town, Fyodor finds himself curious to know more about the so called "sinners".
Fyodor who goes to church everyday.
Fyodor who prays every night.
Fyodor who is faithful to his god.Or so he thought.
That is until he meets Nikolai, the sinner.
PODFIC BY: AnxTheTrashDemon: https://youtu.be/5VASfQt48y4?feature=shared
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25 Sep 2025
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If I Wasn’t Me - The Weight Of The World by immorallyambiguous
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
16 Apr 2022
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Sakaguchi, Ango was nineteen when he 'joined' the Port Mafia as an informant for the government.
Sakaguchi, Ango is now twenty-five, and he's lost everything.
. . . .
The fic I wrote because we don't talk about Ango's pain enough
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25 Sep 2025
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Chuuya Nakahara is new in town and before he even has his first day of school he stops a boy from jumping from a bridge.
He quickly discovers that Dazai Osamu is an enigma most likely hiding a dark secret and Chuuya is determined to find out what it is.
This will contain some scenes of rape/non con, between a child and adult nothing too explicit but if you’re uncomfortable don’t read.
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25 Sep 2025
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if you were here, i'd never have a fear by orphan_account
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
14 Aug 2024
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There’s peace in Yokohama, and a fragile truce between the Armed Detective Agency and the Port Mafia. Unfortunately, neither side is at ease, so a plan must be implemented. One member of each organisation will stay at the others’ headquarters, and report on their movements.
This deal will put Dazai back under Mori’s thumb, and directly in the middle of a sinister plot he’s been planning for longer than anyone could’ve guessed.
It’s up to Chuuya and the Agency to save Dazai, if that's even possible...
[Title from the lyrics of Give 'Em Hell, Kid by My Chemical Romance]
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25 Sep 2025
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On and on we will run (until we touch the horizon) by Izu (soaringivy)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Mar 2025
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Dazai was seven when the world ended. A child trapped in the apocalypse after a force of pure calamity destroyed a government facility and unleashed hundreds of highly dangerous individuals. Superhumans, now out for vengeance for being kept contained.
Dazai is 15 now. Everything is destroyed. There's not much left but the remaining humans' will to survive.
Dazai is 15 when he meets Chuuya. And suddenly he finds out that nothing about the world he's gotten used to is as it seems.
After a tragic incident, the two boys set out to find the true villains of the story and hold them accountable.
Government Secrets. Forgotten Memories. Past, Present and Future on the line.
And while their entire world might be a mess, they're more than ready to face it all together and fix what they've broken when their lives broke them.Or:
A post-apocalyptic Soukoku AU where two 15 year olds take on the government to hold them accountable for the truths they deny.
And maybe they also save the world along the way.Series
- Part 10 of Izu's soft Soukoku collection
- Part 1 of On and on -verse
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- English
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- 177,615
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- 38/38
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25 Sep 2025
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One single thread of gold (tying me to you) by Writing_Bumblebee
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Oct 2025
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“Open up!”
“I'm naked!” He bit his tongue right away. He shouldn't have confirmed somebody was inside.
“I don't give a shit! This is the Fire Department! There's a fucking fire in the building!”
“I'm okay!” He tried. “I'll come out shortly! You go ahead!”
“What the hell?!”
“I promise!”
“I can't believe it!” He heard noises outside, the same person cursing loudly. “Tachihara! The axe!”
What the fuck?!(Or: Dazai has done everything he can to avoid meeting his soulmate. The Universe doesn't agree. Enter Chuuya, the fireman that saved him.)
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- Part 2 of Soulmates trilogy (Soukoku edition)
- Part 10 of (I knew) You'd haunt all of my what-ifs - Skk AUs Collection Vers.
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- 11/11
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25 Sep 2025
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It's been four months since Cardan Greenbriar banished his wife, Jude Duarte. And he feels as if enough is enough.
It is high time for him to venture into the mortal world and bring her - or, rather, convince her - back to his side.
But what he finds there will force Cardan to reflect on their relationship; and not in a good way.* ~ Reminder: ~ *
PG-13: lotss of angst, hurt feelings and emotions are high, some mild language, and brief
mentions/references to sexual themes. If you are not comfortable with any of the following; please stop
reading now. Otherwise, enjoy!Series
- Part 1 of The Music Library of Elfhame
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19 Dec 2024
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Loss of my life by ShelvesHalfEmpty
Fandoms: The Cruel Prince, The Folk of the Air - Holly Black
12 Dec 2024
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Jude is unbelievably embarrassed when her boyfriend Locke announces his engagement to Jude's twin sister Taryn but really, that pain is nothing on the heartbreak she endured at the hands of the beautiful Cardan Greenbriar in her youth. The only issue is that Cardan is invited to the wedding and seems dead set on helping her out of the tricky situation that is securing a date to this wedding to prevent further humiliation in front of her family.
Can Jude fake date her first love? Or is their carefully created facade cracking to reveal the ugly and honest truth under the surface? Because Jude has always loved Cardan, and she's not sure she'll ever be able to stop.
(Jurdan modern AU)
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- Part 1 of Loss of my life (The Cruel Prince)
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19 Dec 2024
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Diphylleia Grayi (Skeleton Flower) by blossomwritesthings
Fandoms: The Folk of the Air - Holly Black
08 Nov 2022
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Worries are mounting,
Among the people of Elfhame. Three years have passed since the start of Jude Duarte’s reign as High Queen of Elfhame, but even still- unrest is brewing deep within the North of Faerieland. There are rumors that a mysterious group of Unseelie Fae are beginning to start an uprising against the royal crown.And within the thick of all the chaos,
Jude Greenbriar finds out that she is with child. The world of Faerieland as she knows it seems to be ending right in front of her eyes, as the conflict ensues. Burdened with severe pregnancy symptoms, Jude struggles to balance all of her courtly - and wifely - duties, without completely losing it.But everything will change,
When tragedy strikes its cruel blow between the young Greenbriar couple. And in the wake of such anguish, Jude will have to pick between the two life paths presented to her; will she continue to live in sorrow over the great disaster? Or, will she overcome such heartbreak and grow stronger because of it?Only time will tell...
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- Part 4 of The Music Library of Elfhame
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19 Dec 2024
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Discovered by the High King, Jude must strike a deal with Cardan in exchange for her life. Now bound to him, she must keep herself together as the hate she feels for him fights against her true feelings. This is an alternative storyline to The Queen of Nothing by Holly Black. Picks up right when Cardan takes Jude to his chambers after she takes Taryn's place at the trial. It is a different version of the story with more Jurdan time (and more spice).
All characters belong to Holly Black.
Bookmarked by HumanO2consumer
19 Dec 2024