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    Something was weird about this. There’s no way Ilya is dead. He can’t be. Shane can feel it. He’s not. He thinks he’d be telling himself that either way, there would be no reasonable explanation for his 29 year old boyfriend to die randomly. But this. Shane isn't just telling himself this in denial, he’s not doing it as some form of grief. He knows it. “There’s no fucking way he’s dead, Hayden. There’s no way.”

    or: alternative version of the long game, the centaurs plane crashes, the world thinks they’re dead. but they’re not. they’re alive, shane is the only one who doesn’t give up on them.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    01 Mar 2026

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Hindsight often brought things into perspective. Shane believed that if he were ever handed the keys to a time machine, he wouldn’t change anything about his life. But now that he was metaphorically sitting in the driver’s seat, keys in the ignition, he realized that was a fucking lie.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov find themselves back in 2017.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Ilya and Shane celebrate their first Christmas together as a couple

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    He goes to the fridge to look for the bell peppers, and while he’s in there, he says, “It was a good first kiss. As far as I could tell. I hadn’t really kissed anyone before.” He takes an orange bell pepper from the bag his mom brought over and brings it over to the counter. “Not anyone I really wanted to kiss anyway.” He cuts the top and bottom off the pepper and then works on cutting out the seeds. “Ilya’s a good kisser,” he adds. And he can’t believe he’s just said that out loud to his mom.

    Shane and Ilya's dinner with Shane's parents at his house following the end of episode six.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    When Shane Hollander stormed out of Ilya Rozanov’s Massachusetts house (deep in the boondocks, of course), he hadn’t quite premeditated that his rival-slash-situationship-to-end-all-situationships’ home would come with a few… logistical challenges.

    Namely, not a single rideshare within a twenty-minute radius.

    Because of course Rozanov—not exactly one for subtlety—would live on a fucking compound in the middle of nowhere.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    In late 2013 Ilya Rozanov had been unceremoniously outed when some guy came forward about sleeping with him and had the pictures to prove it.

    After some time had passed and the whole scandal had blown over, Rozanov continued on as he normally did. He openly never shied away from the fact that he slept with men, alongside women, and had officially come out as bisexual in his very cocky self-assured way.

    “I am very good looking man. Why deny anyone chance to sleep with me.”

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    or, a different get together for our favourite rivals if they never had that join commercial together in 2010

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?

    Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.

    +Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa

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    23 Feb 2026

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    One day, Shane will learn not to take the “you are scared.” bait from Ilya. 

    Today is not that day. 

    ****

    From Jane: I’m just saying it doesn’t sound real. Sounds like exaggerated porn stuff. 

    From Lily: You don’t think I could make you cum with remote control vibrator in your ass.

    From Jane: Wearing one of those in public wouldn’t be a turn on, it would be too stressful. Can’t relax enough to get off if you’re worried about someone noticing or figuring it out or whatever. 

    From Lily: Only one way to find out.

    From Jane: What, you’re gonna buy one of those things and have me wear it in public and try to make me cum? 

    From Lily: Is okay. You are scared to try.

    From Jane: I’m not scared!

    From Lily: Prove it.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    After spending a night tied to Ilya Rozanov's bed being his good boy, all Shane Hollander can think about is getting back there, but Ilya is one step ahead of him, ready to put Shane through new paces, applying pressure to an already tenuous bond.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Ilya bit the inside of his cheek, but smiled. He threw up a ‘so-so’ shaky hand signal and a few men laughed.
    “Damn, Roz can get anyone he wants, she was smoking hot and he doesn’t even think so!”
    “No one’s going to impress Roz, especially some club h*e.”
    “Well he has Montreal Jane though!”
    “Yeah but even she gets stringed along, this guy will never settle down! He won’t have to!”

    Wyatt hasn’t added anything to this conversation and all the players who were talking were not met with Ilya’s eyes. He looked as though he wasn’t even paying attention to them, but he was listening. Wyatt noticed that too.

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    Ilya Rozanov is going to party hard with the Centaur's tonight after a winning game in this club. Problem: He can't stop thinking about Shane Hollander. Ilya cannot ever stop thinking about Shane Hollander.

    or...Ilya gets very drunk and Shane gets a phone call to rescue his very sad and drunk boyfriend from a club.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “You’re fucking lucky.” Wyatt says, drawing his cigarette. “He’s way f*cking nicer to you than us.” He exhales his smoke.

    Shane doesn’t know how to explain that, so he pivots.

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    Maybe there's a world where Shane Hollander isn't so scared of being seen with Ilya Rozanov. After all, they didn't start this charity for nothing. So when Ilya tries to get Shane to come to his Halloween party, Shane reluctantly agrees. The Centaurs get to see Ilya and Shane are actually friends. Is that all they see?

    or...Watch Shane and Ilya at a party be super super not suspicious.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    A little frantic, she grabbed a knife off the chopping block. Yes, she was aware this was a somewhat dramatic reaction to what she was sure was just her son cancelling his plans, but she wasn't going to find out empty handed like a fool from some budget slasher movie.

    She yanked open the door to find… Ilya Rozanov?

    He was naked.

    She screamed.

    “Ah!” Rozanov screamed back, grabbing a pillow from the bed and holding it to his crotch. “Blyat!”

    Ilya Rozanov was in Shane’s bedroom. In Shane's apartment. Naked. Wearing nothing. Naked.

    “Err-“ Rozanov broke the silence.

    “Erm-” Yuna repeated, suddenly feeling flustered.

    Burglars she could handle. Ilya Rozanov naked? Not so much.

    (yuna goes to shane's apartment and gets the shock of her life)

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    17 Feb 2026

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    He was just confused at this point. Was there a problem or not? Why on earth was the school where Hayden Pike sent his children calling him?

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    Ilya Rozanov realizes he's an emergency contact in the exact moment he needs to act like an emergency contact. Hayden Pike has to release a statement about it.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    12 Feb 2026

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    “Good Morning, Mr. Rosanov.” He mumbled his greetings back.

    He placed the file folder down on the desk, two hands placed on top, as if to stop Ilya from reaching out and opening the file to find the results himself. “I hope you had some good rest last night.” Ilya wanted to reach across and shake the man. Instead he just made a face of agreement. “I have your results now if you’re ready.”

    Ilya wanted to scream. “Yes. I am ready,” he said in a managed voice instead.

    Mr. Carter, sighed, then opened up the file. “Mr. Rosanov, the results yesterday concluded with 99.99 percent certainty that you are in fact the father."

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    11 Feb 2026

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    After six years of marriage, Shane and Ilya enter the next chapter of their life together... parenthood.

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    11 Feb 2026

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