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The tuxedo was midnight blue. It was an aggressive choice, a subtle deviation from the standard black-tie uniform that signaled, "I am no longer one of you." Rafael Barba attends the Winter Gala wearing the mask of Denial, but the layer of dust on his console table reveals the stagnation hiding beneath the performance.
When we played our charade
We were like children posing
Playing at games, acting out names
Guessing the parts we played
–’Charade’Series
- Part 26 of Dreadfully Depressing December
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Rafael Barba has accrued 200 vacation days. Olivia Benson has been ordered to take a break. For the eight days between Christmas and New Year's, they lock their phones away and attempt the impossible: a normal life.
"And now we welcome the new year, full of things that have never been." — Rainer Maria Rilke
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- Part 13 of 12 Days of Fluffmas
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To expose a human trafficking ring disguised as a high-end wellness cult, Rafael Barba and Olivia Benson go undercover as a troubled engaged couple, only to find the forced proximity of their rustic cabin blurring the lines between their cover story and reality. When the defense attorney weaponizes silent surveillance footage of their intimacy to claim prosecutorial misconduct, the pair must fight a high-stakes legal battle to preserve the case and their careers.
Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep
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In 1989, "Livie" and "Mateo" created a pocket universe under a Daytona pier, promising to exchange real names at noon of the last day. Twenty-three years later, Detective Benson and ADA Barba meet in a Manhattan courtroom and realize they’ve been having the same argument for two decades—they just didn't know who they were arguing with.
Meet me at the bottom of the ocean
Where the time is frozen
Where all the universe is open
Love isn't random, we are chosen
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The sedan was parked on a side street in the Meatpacking District, idling. Inside, the climate control was set to eighty degrees. Outside, the temperature was twenty-two. Rafael watches the physics take hold as the windows fog from the inside, creating a white capsule where he can deconstruct the law, his legacy, and the bottle of bourbon in his hand.
A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal
You look so tired, unhappy
–’No Suprises’Series
- Part 25 of Dreadfully Depressing December
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Iowa provided the silence, but New York provided the clarity: the space he left behind can no longer be filled by the man he has become.
A collection of 31 not directly connected vignettes that coalesced into a portrait of a man dismantling himself. Rafael Barba returns to the city not to reclaim his life, but to haunt it. From the "flat, horizontal purgatory" of the Midwest to the 3:17 A.M. silence of an Upper West Side apartment, this is a chronicle of entropy, shadows, and the terrifying realization that love isn't a cure—it's an infestation.
He thought he was "High Noon, Gary Cooper." He found out he was just a man bleeding in the dark.
(A month-long prompt challenge exploring depression, dissociation, and the slow road to letting someone else carry the weight.)
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This is a series of fics in which Stabler's presence/return causes a fracture in the established relationship between Rafael Barba and Olivia Benson. The stories will be, for the most part, unrelated past the theme.
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After Rollins urges her not to postpone joy, Olivia reaches out to Rafael Barba—unaware of how deeply that choice will change everything. As their relationship grows, Elliot Stabler spirals, crossing a line Olivia never imagined. Filing charges forces her to confront the past, reclaim her voice, and choose a future built on peace, healing, and long-overdue love.
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26 Nov 2025
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In his dream, she’d been alive.
But she was gone.
[Post S8 Finale Fix-it, short-ish chapters]
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- Part 1 of Keening
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07 Feb 2022
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Set post Luther Braxton - Liz feels betrayed by Red and ashamed of her growing feelings for him. She pushes him away only to find herself in great danger with only him to help her. If they want to be together, they will have to fight their enemies but also themselves. Multi-chapter fic, Final Chapter up now!
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09 Dec 2021
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Liz and Dembe race to save Reddington from the clutches of the Cabal, while Liz fights her own demons and revelations about the Concierge of Crime.
Sequel to She Put Her Scar Upon My Skin.
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- Part 2 of It's Empty In The Valley Of Your Heart
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10 May 2019
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Elizabeth Keen, a fledgling FBI Agent, stumbles upon the Concierge of Crime, Raymond Reddington.
An AU in which Liz finds Reddington before he surrenders himself to the FBI, spiraling his plans out of control and forming an entirely new relationship with Elizabeth.
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- Part 1 of It's Empty In The Valley Of Your Heart
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05 May 2019