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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    If Shane’s honest, he doesn’t want to choke down ground beef and brown rice tonight. He’s had a shitty fucking day. His fridge is fucked, his team hates him, and his boyfriend is hours away, and fuck it, he wants to eat something he actually wants to eat for once.

    With this in mind, Shane opens UberEats. 

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    Shane has a bad day and orders a little too much food. He eats a lot too much. He likes it a little too much, too.

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    11 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    Shane discovers that the way to a quiet mind is a (very) full stomach.

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 58

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    25 Jun 2026

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    13 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Lucretia stops dead in the doorway when she sees it. The letters are six feet high, charcoal black; the edges of the "P" are still smoldering. For a moment she is completely empty. She can't form a single thought, she can't breathe, she's fairly certain her heart stops beating.

    And when her brain restarts, all she can think is: no one here knows Lup's name.

    Lup has been erased, as thoroughly as Brian or Bain or any of the other fallen Bureau employees--more so, because she’s been erased by Fisher’s child, too. No one here should know Lup's name.

    So how can it be here?

    --

    When Lucretia finds Lup's name burned into the wall of the Bureau of Balance, it doesn't take her long to connect the dots. And once she knows where Lup is, she can't just leave her there. She has to find a way to get her out.

    AU where Lucretia frees Lup early, and they team up to try to fix their mistakes, reunite their family, and save the world in the process.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    He has this problem. Things catch his eye. He had to take the air freshener off the rearview mirror of his car. The little silver bead drove him fucking crazy to the point he thought it was becoming a traffic hazard. He has to divert his eye when he steps into the lobby of the rink because of that one time the sun shone through the window and hit the glass of the vending machine in a way that made him squint and lose his breath. Light catching the plastic yellow wrapper of some snack bar he can’t even watch Hayden eat anymore.

    Some moments in Shane Hollanders life between 2013 and 2017.

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    25 May 2026

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    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
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    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

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    16 May 2026

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    Svetlana and Yuna meet at a dinner party, at a wedding, at a hotel.

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    13 May 2026

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    It's the Metros' season; Shane knows it. And no matter how many hits he takes, Shane's always been good at getting back on the ice.

    Letting Ilya Rozanov touch his bruised body when he comes off the ice doesn't change anything. It can't; Shane knows that, too.

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    13 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 56

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    09 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 4

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    18 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 7

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    After Enjolras confesses to Grantaire about his preferences, Grantaire is more than willing to go along with them. Also, it seems that a whole cake has gone missing from the dining hall. Unapologetically fluffy feedist smut with chubby!grantaire and feeder/admirer!Enjolras. Originally posted as a drabble on Tumblr.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Coming this fall to ABC… MLH star Shane Hollander is The Bachelor!

    Bachelor Nation, we have one question: will you accept this rose?

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    10 Apr 2026

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    “Are you going insane? What’s happening?”

    Ilya lays a palm over the side of his face, clawing thumb into soft after Hollander tries to swat him off. “You’re at my house and you came here to get fucked. Then you will leave, after. Do you forget more? Your name is Shane Hollander and you pretend to love hockey but your real love is taking it up the ass. You cry, most of the time. But you like crying, too.”

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    or: Instead of going to the cottage, Ilya moves to Florida.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Shane never had any vices until he met Ilya Rozanov.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Shane doesn’t know exactly when he decided he was done hiding and bending over backwards to make other people comfortable. Sometime between going to bed last night and heading to the rink this morning, something in him just gave out.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Domesticating Shane over the course of six months wasn't actually Ilya's plan, believe it or not. His plan was actually to fuck his husband in as many countries and cities as possible in as many positions as he could think of. The fact that Shane seemed determined to eat his way around the world was merely the cherry on top of what was already a fantastic situation for Ilya.

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    or, Shane gains quite a bit of weight post-retirement and continues gaining quite a bit of weight onward. Heed the tags. I'm coming out of WG fic retirement.

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    24 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 10

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    There were rumors about Gansey and Ronan, of course, but Adam didn’t put much stock in rumors. He relied on what he could see. What he could hear. 

    What he saw was a flurry of fleeting moments of casual intimacy—a hand pressed to the small of a back and a whisper in the ear, touches that could have been romantic or platonic, both or neither. Space shared with ease. Eyes drawn to each other more than anyone else. 

    What he heard were snatches of whispered conversation—as if they were in their own world, and not a lecture hall full of a hundred other people. Every word was laced in hidden meaning and inside references and whole knowledge of the other. 

    It wasn’t exactly a stretch to imagine that the rumors were true. 

    Adam thought about that, too. The two of them, together. The picture they would make. Sometimes he was even desperate enough to include himself in the fantasy. He wondered what it would be like to be the subject of their undivided attention. He wondered if such a thing would be survivable. 

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    23 Mar 2026

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    none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    15 Mar 2026

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