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    He couldn’t help the way his thoughts wandered, fixating on how it had felt to be good for Shane. It had felt perfect—felt right, like Ilya had been born for the express purpose of rolling over for Shane Hollander.

    Or: Shane Hollander’s guide on training your husband

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    04 Oct 2026

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    needdddd omg so good!!!!

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    butcherbf

    Posts about #snuff and #forcemasc

    24sbug: Hi! Sorry if this is weird, I’m new to using tumblr like this. I’m not sure if it’s okay to message people, but you follow me back so I figured it’s probably okay. Please tell me if it’s not! Or don’t reply. Whichever. Sorry again if this is weird I just wanted to say hi

    24sbug: I really like your blog

    24sbug: I’m not sure if that’s like weird to say haha

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    22 Sep 2026

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    "Very bad idea, Shane."

    He turned to look at Shane, his gaze trailing from the heavy bags under Shane's eyes to his slightly agape mouth, then down to the subtle tremble in his knee as he stepped over some uneven terrain.

    "Very bad for you, but very, very good for your monster."

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Shane needs to give Ilya something if he wants him to stay. It’s the only way he could also keep Ilya to be with him.

    “What if I let you continue?” Shane says after a while, suddenly glad to be facing away from Ilya.

    “Continue what?”

    “Uh, continue jerking off,” Shane stammers out, gripping his pillow tightly to suppress his embarrassment. “You’re still hard, right?”

    Ilya stays silent.

    “Don’t offer me things you are going to regret, Shane.” Ilya warns him, but the breathlessness in his tone betrays him. “That would be cruel. To me and to yourself,”

    “I won’t regret anything,” Shane promises. “It’s.. the least I could do,”

    Shane does the craziest thing before he can talk himself out of it; he shoves the blanket down his body, exposing himself once again, then subtly shifts and arches his back so that his ass juts out. “Please?”

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    Shane decides he wants to be a virgin again and his husband obliges.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Liliya whimpers, just a little bit, so quiet she prays Jane can’t hear it, but loud enough that she knows she does. Jane’s fingers loosen in her hair as her mouth ticks up in a smirk, and her posture straightens just a little bit more with confidence that tells Liliya she is already pathetic.

    “Please, Miss Hollander,” Liliya pleads, already feeling herself sink below the waves of desire. She's watched Jane ride this current so many times, watched Jane float away and leave behind a version of herself gauzy and needy, but never until now has Liliya fully understood the feeling. Now, she understands it perfectly. Her thoughts move as if through syrup, the only clear sensations being the heat beneath her skin where Jane—where Miss Hollander—touches her.

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    or: liliya bites off more than she can chew, and miss hollander puts her in her place <3

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    08 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Luke were highschool sweethearts, they had plans to go into the NHL together, play alongside each other, start to really plan their future as a couple.

    But when an injury crushes Shane's only dream, he's forced to sit back and watch as his boyfriend goes onto do everything that should've been his.

    Everything except beating the best player in the entire NHL league.

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    Shane had grown tired of his boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to give him an upgrade.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    Prompt from Twitter: Boston raiders once used akinator to figure out who montreal jane is and it kept telling them it was shane hollander and they kept thinking it was the weirdest bug

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Shane stares down at the top of Ilya’s head. He wonders if this is what wakes up in Ilya when the lights go out and when the armor comes off. Maybe the arrogance, the control and the rough dominance, it’s all just a suit he wears to get through the day. And underneath, waiting for the right trigger, is this.
    A needy obedient slut who gets off on being put in his place.

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    Ilya loses his fucking mind because Shane called him a Good Boy.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    “Daddy, please I miss you,” he whines, big brown puppy eyes on display, deceptively wet and hazy. If Shane hadn’t forced Ilya to become a stronger man after years of his endless antics, Ilya would have folded.

    “No, I'm not doing this with you,” Ilya said harshly, pushing Shane’s arm off him “Get out.”

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    Shane and Ilya have been in a toxic on again off again relationship for four years. Shane plays mind games, Ilya falls for them willing. At the end of the day, he still has to show Shane who he belongs to.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    ===
    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
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    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

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    17 Jul 2026

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    r/hockeyplayers

    u/holl_s_24

    Recently made Captain for my team. Advice?

    Message request from ilyushka3020

    Shane posts online seeking advice. Ilya has some tips for him.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Stranger: u play hockey?
    You: Yes. You?
    Stranger: ya
    Stranger: what level?
    You: University, what about you?
    Stranger: mlh
    You: Yeah, sure lol
    Stranger: am serious
    You: Okay, well I don’t believe you. Why would an MLH player be on Omegle to talk about hockey lol
    Stranger: maybe i like to inspire people

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    12 Jul 2026

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    "I have an idea," Shane says, out of nowhere, which is how most of the best sexual experiences of Ilya's entire life have started.

    Ilya isn't really in the mood to try something new. He's feeling mopey and sorry for himself and his broken dick and he doesn't want to let himself and Shane down, again. He was already depressed, anyways, and he doesn't know how many more failures he can take. But Shane looks so bright and hopeful and excited, like he's come up with a thrilling little secret, and Ilya can never say no to him when he makes that particular face. "Go on."

    "I know you don't want to have sex because you feel bad that you can't get hard. But. What if you made me feel bad instead?"

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    Ilya has sexual side effects from his SSRIs. Shane wonders if a little roleplay can make him feel better.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    "That was a nasty punch," Shane says.

    "That was a nasty hit," Ilya says.

    Three weeks, they haven't seen each other in person, and this is what Shane chooses to do tonight.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Asking for it is what feels impossible. He’s spent more than half of his life loving Shane Hollander, and he knows that there’s nothing he could do that would make Shane judge him. They’ve blurred the lines between who controls who, but giving up power to this level is new to both of them. He’s Ilya Rozanov, one of the most fearsome players in the league. He’s not supposed to want to crawl and kneel for his husband.

    After Vegas, Ilya wonders what it might feel like to be in Shane's place.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Several MLH players have their phones hacked.

    Most people find embarrassing photos.

    Ilya Rozanov accidentally leaks five years' worth of sex reviews.

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    You know that TikTok trend where people rate how good the sex was in front of their partner?

    Yeah. It's that.

     

    UPDATED: (second chapter) July 12, 2026

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Holly
    @iknowpuck
    shane hollander is standing in front of me at the coffee shop

    Holly @iknowpuck · Replying to @iknowpuck
    oooh he's texting a girl named lily

    Holly
    @iknowpuck
    he's kind of an asshole… no man is safe really

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    A chat between Shane and a certain "Lily" gets exposed. Cue misunderstandings and chaos.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    FUNNIEST HOCKEY TWT FIC EVER 😭

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander invents Total Power Exchange out of his own beautiful mind. He and Ilya figure out what it means for Shane to belong to him completely.

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    31 May 2026

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    “You fucking should be. Almost a decade, fucking with me. I risked my career. Watched you fuck your way through Omegas. Tolerated your hot and cold bullshit. Kept it casual. Held you when you cried about your bitch father. You tugged my Omega back up to the surface, and when I’m about to offer you my heat, you break up with me?”

    It hurts to hear - it's agonising, really. Ilya has never felt more like a piece of shit. This is why he left when he could. Before he shackled himself to Shane’s leg and dragged him down into the pits of hell. He’d done it now. Broken something in Shane.

    “I am not a good Alpha,” Ilya whispers, utterly gutted.

    “No, you aren’t.” Shane agrees. It’s like a knife to the chest.

    “But you’re mine,” Shane whispers, “So I’ll fix you.”

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    30 May 2026

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