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    The Centaurs have a temp coach while Weibe is out on medical leave. The new coach isn't a big Luca Haas fan and Ilya will not stand for that

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    23 Sep 2026

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    Shane is left with a spinal cord injury after a catastrophic team event, and now he is left to rebuild a life that he hadn't really even started to begin with.

    Told through Shane’s therapy sessions and the memories he refuses to face, the story follows grief, survivor’s guilt, rehab, and the slow realization that finding a way forward into his new reality may also mean finding a way back to Ilya—even when neither of them knows what that path is supposed to look like anymore.

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    16 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    After the dust settles a little from winning their second cup in 2 years, Shane gets a diagnosis he never expected. Now he has to consider his career might be over alongside his arrangement with Ilya. But, the funny thing about a health crisis is it forces people to step up when you least expect it.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    The first bruise doesn’t mean anything. Neither does the second, really.

    Shane is a hockey player. He’s tired because the season’s just ended, he’s aching because he’s spent the better half of it getting slammed into boards and putting up with Ilya’s suicide drills, and his fever is probably just a summer cold he’s picked up from one of teammates kids along the way.

    At least, that’s what they tell themselves.

    or: Ilya starts to think that there might actually be something wrong with his husband.

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    10 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Born with a rare genetic illness, routine and responsibility are disability advocate Shane Hollander's personal anchor.
    Ilya Rozanov has the same diagnosis, a competing follower count, and a slightly different strategy for survival.

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    5/?
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    01 Sep 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

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    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    25 Aug 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 40

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    After thirteen years of being rivals, Shane and Ilya finally get to play on the same team. They’re married, they’re happier than they’ve ever been, and everything feels perfect—until one brutal hit changes the game in an instant.

    Now Ilya is forced to confront the one thing he’s spent years trying not to think about: losing the person he loves most.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    Shane is nineteen and straight in a dick-loving way (obviously), until Ilya finds a gift on his left nut... leading him to lose a ball, and in turn, gain an Ilya so much earlier in life. Be warned, this is tough subject matter delivered with the utmost respect... but also a hell of a lot of humor and laughs.

    Come for a ride and see where life could have taken Shane and Ilya if they had figured their shit out at nineteen, and not twenty-six, with a supportive cast of characters and teammates. It will make you laugh, and cry... and get a little gooey.

    PS: Check your balls if you've got 'em

     

    David had refused to let Ilya take an Uber back to the hotel, so now Ilya was trapped in a small SUV, with his blowjob-buddy’s dad, after not only revealing to the poor guy that his son had an appreciation for Russian cock, but also that his balls were all kinds of fucked up. What a Tuesday.

    “He’s going to undersell what’s happening to him.” David said finally, glancing at Ilya. “You’ve seen them, obviously, right?”

    Yes, David Hollander. I’ve fondled your son’s balls and swallowed his cum like it was champagne. “Yes.” Ilya said instead.

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    22 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 39

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    Every first comes with a last already attached. That, Shane learns, is the unspoken contract of life. The trouble is that last times only reveal themselves with hindsight, and hindsight has a way of knocking the air out of you when it finally arrives.

    In his last season in Boston, Ilya falls at practice and doesn’t get back up. Confronted with a devastating diagnosis, Shane refuses to leave.

    Or: Shane and Ilya, on loving and letting go.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    "If this is it," Shane whispered, so quietly only Ilya could hear, "you won't face a single second of it alone."

    Ilya closed his eyes. His fingers tightened around Shane's hand with everything he had left.

    He saw the fear in Ilya’s eyes.

    Then he saw nothing.

    *******

    It was supposed to be an ordinary flight. Instead, it becomes the worst day of their lives.

    They were never meant to be on the same plane. Then the unthinkable happens. It goes down.

    As terrified passengers flee the wreckage, Shane refuses to abandon the man he loves, even as rescuers and survivors alike order him to get out. Trapped beneath twisted metal, Ilya is running out of time. And while they wait for help, the secret they've spent years protecting slips into the hands of strangers with phones.

    In an instant, the whole world is watching. Hockey can burn. The headlines can wait.

    Shane Hollander has exactly one job: keep Ilya alive.

    Because if they survive this, he'll have to protect more than Ilya's life. He'll have to protect everything they've built together against impossible odds.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.

    Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.

    They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer, 9:13pm: I choose you. Over hockey. Over everything. It’s always been you. I’m sorry we didn’t have more time together. I’m sorry I was so scared. Whatever happens, please try to be okay. For me. Tell my parents I love them. That I hope I made them proud.
    Я люблю тебя больше всего на свете, Илья. Я выбираю тебя.

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    The Voyageurs' plane goes down. During the days of waiting in the hospital, Ilya is forced to reckon with what that means, and what comes next.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    “We, uh, Brian and I, that is. We decided to open up the relationship.”

    “Okay?” Ilya says, voice flat. “What is that?”

    Hollander shrugs. His posture has gone stiff again. “It. It means we’re still together, but we can also like...see other people. Or not see, because we’re not dating anyone else but, uh. Fuck. Fuck other people.”

    Oh.

    “And this is why you texted me?” Ilya asks.

    In a way, it’s almost better. Hollander and his boyfriend breaking up and Ilya reaping the rewards would be enjoyable. Ilya having to work for that reward himself, getting the chance to fuck Hollander so good he forgets all about that loser who attached himself to him like a parasite before he was old enough to know better?

    Well. Ilya loves a challenge.

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    03 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 96

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    “Ilya, hey. I’m talking to you.” He squeezes his trap hard. “Get up, it’s time to go.” They’ll never get anywhere if he’s not firm like this. And, honestly, Ilya’s never had a seizure at the rink before. Shane doesn’t know how to deal with it here. He needs trainers. He needs Terry.

    “Hmm?” Ilya’s eyes are completely unfocused.

    “Stand up, Ilya. I’ll help you,” Shane gets a good hold under his arms and just fucking lifts. It’s harder than it should be. Ilya’s always dead weight when he gets close.

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    Ilya has his first seizure in three months. It is no fun for anyone.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    Shane.

    The only person who makes every scary moment better.

    Another bang. A crack. A weird huff of air sensation, feeling like something was blowing out. The plane, Ilya thought, dropping slowly, uncontrollably, falling out of the sky.

    “What the fuck?” The familiar voice of Wyatt Hayes, coming from the row in front of Ilya, tinges of fear and confusion. “Are we falling out of the fucking sky?”

     

    OR, the centaurs’ plane does crash.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    "This disease is like a storm. It starts out slow, then gets worse all of a sudden. It destroys everything in its path."

    Or,

    Ilya Rozanov has a year to live.

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    01 Aug 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 90

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    Ilya has never seen Shane sick. So when it finally happens, it’s Ilya who has to learn that no one should carry the scary things alone.

    OR Russians do not get sick and neither do Canadians (they definitely both do).

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    25 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 77

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    STILL SIMPLY THE BEST? ROZANOV’S ABSENCE RAISES QUESTIONS FOR OTTAWA

    By morning, the headline is everywhere.

    Ilya has announced he'll be out for the season and every theory under the sun has come up: injury, contract drama, attitude problems.

    Somehow, I wish any of those were true. It would be better than the truth.

    Instead, I am sitting in a locker room, 112 miles away from him, wondering how we are going to survive this - or worse, if he will.

    Or: Ilya gets diagnosed with cancer, shifting their lives off axis.

    This is not a fic about sickness so much as the life that gathers around it: the ugly parts, the funny parts, the people who stay, and the terrifying, ordinary miracle of still having something to love. This is about holding onto the best, even through the worst.

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    17 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 79

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    A devastating neck injury puts Shane's hockey career (and his life) on hold. While he fights through recovery, he and Ilya have to learn how to be together outside the rink, facing an uncertain future neither of them ever planned for.

    * Updated regularly!

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    15 Jul 2026

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    April 2017, Montreal. Shane is hit cleanly. Ilya drops his gloves, his stick, and his helmet; he is beside Shane before he has decided to be. He gets in the ambulance in his skates. He tells Hayden Pike why.

    The bloodwork comes back three days later. Cancer.

    What follows is the worst weather of their lives. They could crumble. They could run — they have both run before, they are good at it, and the year gives them a hundred reasons. Instead, they stand in it. They put their hands on each other and hold, and when one goes down, the other gets him up, and neither of them stays the strong one for long.

    Around them, holding too: a mother who will not sleep, a best friend who has to learn how to be a good one, a teammate who picks up the phone at three in the morning, a man down the hall in a red silk robe who has been loved, unafraid, and out for longer than Ilya has been alive.

    It takes a year. It costs them everything they thought they were.

    They come out the other side. Still chirping. Still each other's.

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    14 Jul 2026

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