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    Shane Hollander wants to date Rose. But he is 18 and has never even kissed a girl.
    Rose thinks he should practice first. She practices with her best friend, Daisy.

    Shane wants to be a good boyfriend.
    Which means learning to kiss.
    Which means practice.
    Which means asking the person he trusts most.
    Ilya Rozanov has never said no to him before. He doesn’t start now.

    It’s practical.
    It’s actually smart.

    They already spend all their time together.
    They already share a bed.
    It’s just practice.
    Even if it happens every night.
    Even if it keeps.. escalating.

    As Shane and Rose continue their relationship, it makes sense to practice each step.
    With people they trust.
    (Even if those people don’t have the correct body parts for it to make sense.)

    This is normal.
    They are absolutely not gay.
    This is just practice.
    Ilya is exactly where he wants to be.

    Or:

    Shane Hollander practices kissing with his childhood best friend to be a better boyfriend.
    It works so well that they keep practicing.
    Every new step.
    Every base.
    Shane and Rose think this is a normal system.
    Ilya and Daisy do not correct them.

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    15 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a nightmare and his husband takes that as a personal mission.

    They are happy and in love but sometimes Ilya misses his mama and the girls notice.

    Shane and his babies plot a surprise for their papa and make it into the best Christmas gift that Ilya has ever received.

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    Or Shane and Ilya are grossly in love and their little family is perfect. New family traditions are made and Shane takes care of his man.

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    10 May 2026

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    Three times Ilya can't resist marking what's his, and one time Shane decides to return the favor.

    Or: Shane and Ilya's first season together on the Centaurs. Includes teasing teammates, introspection, therapy, personal growth, lots of sex and an attempt to bring home the Stanley Cup.

    (Also: A story about learning how to accept your true self and all the joy that can come from that.)

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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    10 May 2026

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    Shane has been missing for a long, long time.

    Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    08 May 2026

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    thread rec quote "Something about finding a fic that’s essentially a literary thesis and also destroying me emotionally.
    Ishiguro and Dostoevsky inspired."

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    Tampa, Florida. Room 1217.

    In between fade out and fade in, Ilya Rozanov lets the fire burn and Shane Hollander lets the storm surge.

    A few hours in a hotel room can change you.

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    1/1
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    07 May 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    931
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    06 May 2026

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    Shane, an aspiring model, accepts a private contract that brings him to Ilya. The tips are good, but Ilya’s attention lingers longer than it should. And Shane finds himself returning anyway.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
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    05 May 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Collections:
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    05 May 2026

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    Shane and Ilya know each other vaguely from the kink scene, seeing each other at munches, play parties, in clubs. they have friends in common. Ilya is a well known Dom and Kink Photographer, and Shane is the prettiest sub that Ilya has ever seen.

    Ilya is obsessed with Shane, the only problem is Shane hates Ilya. Ilya is too loud, too handsome, has too many different subs on his arm every week. And Shane isn't shy to let his best friends Rose and Hayden know just how annoying Ilya is.

    In an effort to shut them both up Rose conspires with Svetlana to have Shane model for a photoshoot involving cane marks, and if she doesn't tell Shane that Ilya is the photographer then that must have just slipped her mind.

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    Or the one where Ilya marks Shane with a cane and falls in love through a camera, while Shane falls in love in front of its lens.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
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    04 May 2026

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    When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

    Or

    Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
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    04 May 2026

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    Hollander’s eyes slid past him, stopped, came back and held, his eyes widening. Ilya smiled, a mocking curve of his mouth, and raised his cup in acknowledgment. Number one, he mouthed, and while he couldn’t be certain in the dim light of the bar, he thought he saw Hollander flush.

    Then his chin lifted, challenging, and Ilya felt something hook behind his ribs, a sharp tug, like a fish on a line.

     

    Or: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander make a deal - whichever of them debuts as a #1 NYT bestseller owes the other a blowjob

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    47,370
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
    2,661
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    04 May 2026

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    Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"

    Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.

    Not hurt. Alive.

    “Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”

    --

    or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    04 May 2026

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    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    04 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander works at a coffee shop, plays hockey, keeps his head down, and doesn’t ask questions he doesn’t need the answers to.

    So when a new regular starts showing up—quiet, watchful, Russian-accented, and conducting invitation-only meetings in the back—Shane notices. When that same man takes an unsettling interest in Shane’s closing shifts, his routines, and his safety, Shane does what feels sensible: he adjusts his behavior and keeps his mouth shut.

    Ilya Rozanov orders an Americano. He reads, but only in Russian. He worries when people work late alone.

    They are operating with very different definitions of danger.

    If he didn’t ask questions, he couldn’t be lied to.

    The rules were simple.

    1. Do not ask questions you don’t need the answer to.
    2. Do not share personal information freely.
    3. Do not be alone with Ilya Rozanov.
    4. Do not give him a reason to think you’re afraid.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    1,591
    Kudos:
    7,706
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    206,545

    04 May 2026

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    “Is there something that you want, or are you just looking?”

    Shane practically jumped out of his skin; he was so startled, his eyes snapped up to meet Ilya’s. “What? No!”

    He could feel the tempo of his heart speed up as he watched Ilya reach over to place his phone face down on the coffee table and sit up.

    “Shane.”

    The heat of a deep blush spread over Shane’s cheeks as he lifted his book back up, trying desperately to return his attention to the words on the page.

    “Hey!” Shane squawked in protest as his book was ripped from his hands and tossed onto the table haphazardly.

    And suddenly, Ilya was standing over him with a gentle hand cupping Shane’s chin, forcing him to look up.

    They had discussed Shane using his words to ask for what he wants before, but clearly the lesson didn't stick. Ilya is prepared to reteach this masterclass as many times as necessary.

    Featuring Ilya's effortless dominance, Shane being the subbiest sub to ever sub while keeping his bratty streak, Ilya realizing he screwed up, an impulsive millionaire late-night shopping, and a deeply embarrassed Shane Googling sex terms.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    110
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    1,689
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    34,474

    03 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander just wants junior year to be simple...win hockey games and maintain his gpa. Maybe finally try to date someone. When a mysterious invitation shows up in his apartment, and Ilya Rozanov shows up across the hall, all his plans go out the window.

    Or…Shane and Ilya are contentious college hockey teammates who end up living across the hall from each other and things get mysterious and *very* horny.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    51
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    2,785

    03 May 2026

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    A video of Ilya Rozanov goes insanely viral one weekend. It’s him stopped on a red light, riding one of his bright sportscar, windows down with loud music, singing and bobbing along to Bad Bunny songs, an unlit cig between his lips, blissfully aware smoking (pun intended) hot he looks.

    Few days later, he gets modelling/brand offers he gladly accepts to cure his boredom while Shane is out doing his own brand deals. To get Ilya into the mood, directors let him play his own playlists and do his own thing.

    It breaks the internet.

     

    If there’s one thing that Hayden accidentally outing them Shane is thankful for, it’s the fact that he can now stake his claim on Ilya. He just did not expect it’ll be against most of the internet and a quarter of the league.
    (Greatly inspired by those videos of Connor Storrie dancing during his photoshoots that have not left my mind since I watched them.)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    204
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    6,645
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    1,144
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    58,681

    03 May 2026

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    “Need a bet to get laid, Rozanov? You’re really that desperate these days?”

    “Nostalgic, maybe.”

    “Wow. Big word.”

    “Shut up, Hollander.”

    Shane shuts up.

    “When I win,” Rozanov continues. “I get you for…twenty-four hours.”

    or

    Shane and Ilya are in rival frats in their senior year and it's time for the annual Greek Olympiad. A bet is made.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    2,037
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    306,096

    03 May 2026

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    Shane makes a list: reasons to Come Out on one side and to Stay Safe on the other. It's definitely not meant to accidentally star in the background of his mom's Instagram post for fans to find.

    But now that the world knows, maybe Shane can finally let himself have everything he's wanted.

    If only Ilya didn't go out and get engaged the next day. Which is fine! Rozanov was settling down? Shane could settle down, too. He would find himself a nice man.

    Language:
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    Words:
    10,779
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    675
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    15,816
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    2,994
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    93,760

    03 May 2026

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

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    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    Words:
    47,304
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    4,707
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    13,623
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    4,366
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    196,269

    03 May 2026

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