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    sex, drugs, guns and money: all in a day's work for the head of MI6

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    King Arthur and his maidservant Merlin get to know each other via a mutual exploration of their bodies. Always-a-girl!Merlin.

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    What happens when a vampire and a werewolf fall in love? They have gratuitous amounts of sex, of course.

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    None of this bliss is ashamed.

    A collection of my Kinkalot entries for the 2021 competition.

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    Arthur's boyfriend Merlin is a dragonlord.

    This is their story.

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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    “It’s ugly,” Astarion breathed, eyes cast down toward his hands, clasped tight and folded in his lap. “It’s so ugly.”

    “Hush,” Gale chided softly. “Heat isn’t ugly, or pretty, or anything all that special. What heat is, is natural. This is what your body was built to do. It’s just biology. Not good, not bad, not ugly, not pretty. It’s just part of what it means to be alive, my love.”

    Fingers met sweat-damp curls, gently pressing them back behind a pointed ear as the electricity ignited within his fingers; fucking pathetic, how the mere brush of fingertips went straight to Astarion’s cock. The fever was setting in faster than he hoped, slowly eating away at his rationality, but he refused to surrender to it entirely, not yet. He wanted to cling to himself, to this moment, to these quiet exchanges of adoration, to this sudden fleeing of all his fear. Gale would show him all the reverence of a deity, bowing down to the only god that he had ever cared to worship, and Astarion would show him the same.

    “Besides,” Gale teased softly, drawing Astarion’s sweat-slicked forehead to his own, holding his gaze. “You’re always pretty.”

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    29 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is so fucking poetic and GOOD

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    The court treated it like a joke. His uncle told him it was a weakness. Laurent chose to listen to what Auguste had said it could be: an advantage.

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    10 Jul 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This fucking story is so good the enemies to lovers is so GOOD and I love that it’s OMEGAVERSE I’m FERAL FOR IT. Edit on reread: holy shit the SLOW BURN. And Damen is so in love from the start and so PATIENT with Laurent. I’m so unwell. Also I love the scent mechanics in this

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Tara seems to think tonight, Midwinter, is the perfect night to tell Gale the "big news." Astarion has no idea what in the world the longest night of the year could have to do with having a baby.

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    21 Dec 2024

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    the sweetest fluffiest omegaverse Christmassy fic I could ever ask for <333

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    Assassinating an archdevil is a daunting task, even for the heroes of Baldur's Gate. Some inside help from 'the devil they know' would be good, if not for the detail their last meeting ended with said devil dead in his own home.
    Or did it?

    [Within the ball you see Raphael, broken and bloody, dangling above the maw of the archdevil Mephistopheles who is preparing to devour him.]

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    29 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finally bookmarking this incredible fic. The best character study of Raphael in this fandom, hands down, not hearing anybody out. If you want an amazing post-game adventure following a good chunk of the original adventuring party, this is the fic for you. It deserves so many more readers and I will keep yelling about it until my final breath.

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Only: rebuilding a shattered Karsite relic — with nothing but the ciphered notes of an ancient Ur-Mage, a bomb with renewed hunger in his chest and a thoroughly disappointed tressym who refused to have anything to do with any of it — hasn’t proved exactly fruitful. Which is why Gale mostly spends his time in his darkened study, trying to spin together the frayed remains of forgotten magic into something that might resemble a fraction of the power he once had.

    “It’s complicated,” Gale says to Astarion, at length.

    “Oh, I’m sure,” Astarion says. “Must be terribly tricky, dealing with all those arcane powers beyond my comprehension. In your three-week-old pyjamas that smell of vinegar.”

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    23 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i finally bookmarked this bc i can't stop thinking about it and i clearly have no shame, just like gale footkink dekarios fuck my life