1 - 20 of 59 Bookmarks by boycbeans
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
Dennis always loved sunrises. He loved them in Nebraska on his family farm and he loved them now, on top of a bridge in Pittsburgh.
Dennis can't remember the last time he felt secure, safe, loved, but when he was watching the sunrise over the water, everything else seemed to melt away.
Until somebody thought he was going to jump. Then he found himself thrust into the messiest 72 hours of his life with some doctors who seem to care about each other a little too much.
Not that Dennis can judge.
He just wanted to know what was waiting for him beyond the mornings on that bridge.-no AI, don't let that shit touch my fic-
Bookmarked by boycbeans
17 May 2026
-
- Words:
- 10,715
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 231
Bookmarked by boycbeans
06 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Come here, kid.” One of Robby’s hands catches Dennis’s and lands against his sternum, trapping his arm against his chest, while the other stays in his hair, fingers winding into damp curls. Dennis’s attention is everywhere and panicked. He catches a flash of Perlah readying the needle and a desperate sound punches out of him.
“Nope, don’t look at that,” Robby says, using the hand in his hair to force his head back, angling his vision away from the commotion and up towards him. Dennis’s eyes lock onto his, pupils blown wide. “Look at me. Yep, good. I’m right here. You’re doing so good, honey. Just keep those eyes on me.”
The IV tourniquet snaps into place and panic flashes anew in Dennis’s face. ”Robby—”
“I know. It’s just Dana and Perlah. We’re just pushing some fluids, no more drugs. You’re safe.” Out of the corner of his eye, Robby can see Perlah speeding through what has to be the fastest IV placement of her career, Dana keeping her grip on Dennis’s hand to stop him from jerking away. Dana shoots him a glance of warning and Robby tightens his hold. “Okay, quick poke now. Still just us. Deep breath, Dennis. I've got you."
***
Dennis gets drugged by a patient and has a bad trip.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 57,634
- Chapters:
- 10/?
- Comments:
- 1,286
- Kudos:
- 4,556
- Bookmarks:
- 1,154
- Hits:
- 77,201
Bookmarked by boycbeans
03 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
He needed to calm down.
He knew this.
But the jerking movements were all he could focus on, making them become more vicious, his head colliding with the brick wall behind him over and over again. His eyes were rolling around; his lids being forced open the shut repeatedly, the view of the roof coming in and out of focus.
—
or Dennis has a tic attack at work and rabbot are there to help himBookmarked by boycbeans
02 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
"Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned greatly..." It had been much too long since his last confession.
Every Hail Mary felt like a poorly placed suture. Just another temporary fix for a wound that was always meant to become infected, just like the rest of Dennis Whitaker.
No one was ever able to get rid of his sickness, no matter how hard they tried.
Bookmarked by boycbeans
02 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Dennis is struggling to keep his trauma at bay through all of the chaos that envelops his life. The two most unsuspecting men in his life become his most sacred life line.
Their relationship is loosely based off of "Wasteland, Baby" by Hozier (which is also where the title is from)
Bookmarked by boycbeans
02 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“No, wait,” Trinity held up her hands. “Let’s start from the beginning. You somehow charmed your way into the network-wide holiday party, became friends with the CEO of the entire network which, might I add, owns some of the best hospitals on the East Coast, and you got yourself invited to his holiday vacation cabin.”
“That pretty much sums it up, yeah,” Dennis nodded as he turned away from the desk and headed towards south three and the patient in there waiting on some burn care.
“Right,” Trinity nodded, following him. “So you’re going to be sharing your location with me and texting me regular wellness checks.”
Bookmarked by boycbeans
02 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Okay, so they both like each other. We need to get them together.”
“How? Lando’s too freaked out to think straight and Oscar is the human embodiment of the standing man emoji.”
Charles purses his lips for a moment before he snatches his boyfriend’s phone up from the other side of the table.
“What are you doing?”
“Initiating Mission Landoscar.”
“Did you just make that up?”
Charles waves at him dismissively as he begins texting, and Max lays his head down on the coffee table and prays for strength.
***
In which Max tries to prove to an oblivious Charles how glaringly obvious it is that Lando is head over heels in love with Oscar. When Charles finally gets with the program, Lestappen go on A Mission™ to get the two idiots to admit their feelings for each-other, but it’s easier said than done.
Series
- Part 1 of The Mission Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,715
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 366
- Kudos:
- 4,987
- Bookmarks:
- 721
- Hits:
- 97,684
Bookmarked by boycbeans
13 Jan 2026
-
What About Your Friends, Don't You Love Them Enough To Stay? by Kolakube9
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Aug 2024
Tags
Summary
The lawsuit had been Buck’s worst decision. His most rash and stupid and it had been completely fuelled by hurt and desperation. So in comparison, calling up Dean Winchester hadn’t seemed like such a terrible idea.
-
Buck had planned on leaving his life of hunting behind him forever. But after the lawsuit has torn his family apart and he feels more isolated than ever, a desperate call to Dean Winchester throws him right back into demon hunting- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 52,717
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 177
- Kudos:
- 2,119
- Bookmarks:
- 584
- Hits:
- 48,546
Bookmarked by boycbeans
13 Jan 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Ever since the incident in college that forced him to drop out, Buck has been lost. Life has become one party after the other, one job after the other, one relationship after the other. But a chance encounter with firefighter Eddie Diaz irrevocably changes the course of his life forever.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 95,531
- Chapters:
- 11/13
- Comments:
- 302
- Kudos:
- 751
- Bookmarks:
- 306
- Hits:
- 34,528
Bookmarked by boycbeans
13 Jan 2026
-
Tags
Summary
By seven, Denny discovers a secret: if you’re clever enough, you can turn intelligence into currency.
(Or, Whitaker is an MS4 at sixteen years old.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 77,399
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 652
- Kudos:
- 3,796
- Bookmarks:
- 860
- Hits:
- 61,813
Bookmarked by boycbeans
13 Jan 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Dennis Whitaker tried to find answers in God. When that didn't work, he turned to medicine.
And when that didn't work, he turned to the two married attendings.
Or I heard we were making Dennis Whitaker have religious trauma and I decided to help out.
Series
- Part 1 of i retract and repent in dust and ashes
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 201,264
- Chapters:
- 35/35
- Comments:
- 2,535
- Kudos:
- 8,516
- Bookmarks:
- 2,441
- Hits:
- 245,726
Bookmarked by boycbeans
01 Jan 2026
-
Tags
Summary
While renting himself out to pay for med school, twenty-four year old Dennis Whitaker meets fifty-four year old Michael Robinavitch. A quiet, unassuming doctor, so unlike his other patrons. What began as an agreement of simple convenience- Dennis's companionship for Robby's support- develops into something real as Robby becomes more than a client and their relationship becomes more than a simple contract.
Series
- Part 1 of Nebraska Dreaming
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 176,350
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Comments:
- 898
- Kudos:
- 4,155
- Bookmarks:
- 1,284
- Hits:
- 129,638
Bookmarked by boycbeans
06 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
On tumblr I made a post of wanting rabbot to go fucking feral for Dennis
This is my attempt, I take criticism, but I cry from feelingsDennis was having a decent shift, until one patient came in sounding familiar. And when he locked eyes with the man, and the actions that came with the eye contact, Dennis thought he was dead for.
Bookmarked by boycbeans
26 Nov 2025
-
children shouldn’t play with dead things by microbiologistmusings
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
21 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
The first thing Dennis hears every morning is the sound of the grease trap hissing in the shop below, then feels his four-year-old son wriggling deeper into his ribs, like he wants to crawl back into Dennis’ shriveled old sack of a uterus.
He’s not sure which one wakes him first.
(Or, Whitaker is a struggling single dad, an MS4 who is about to graduate and crushing on two old men).
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 28,271
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Comments:
- 503
- Kudos:
- 3,054
- Bookmarks:
- 763
- Hits:
- 41,988
Bookmarked by boycbeans
24 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Dennis makes a split-second (bad) decision, and it blows up in his face. It's a hard lesson to learn as he navigates life and figures out what is going to happen to him now that he's stuck on recovery and Trinity won't be home- but they won't release him without someone to be with him just in case.
An opportunity presents itself, and Rabbot jump on it.Series
- Part 1 of It Will Get Better
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 129,014
- Chapters:
- 23/24
- Comments:
- 596
- Kudos:
- 2,078
- Bookmarks:
- 541
- Hits:
- 72,530
Bookmarked by boycbeans
10 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
"OW,” Jake yelped, jerking his hand back. “Oh my god. I think I just saw God.”
The exclamation echoed louder than he intended, drawing a few confused glances from nearby students. Jake blinked at his hand, then at the desk, then at the ceiling like it might provide answers.
Bradley startled at first, head whipping toward him, but then, unexpectedly, he laughed. Not a scoff. Not a condescending huff. A real, genuine laugh. Full-bodied and surprised, like he hadn’t meant to let it slip.
Jake froze.
He stared at Bradley as though witnessing a rare animal in the wild. “You laugh,” he said slowly, eyes wide. “You actually laugh.”
Bradley immediately sobered, though a ghost of a smile still lingered on his face. “I laugh when people get electrocuted.”
“Good to know your love language is mild electrocution,” Jake said, rubbing his fingers dramatically.
Bradley raised an eyebrow, recovering his deadpan. “Only for you.”
aka a Hangster College AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,533
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 26
- Kudos:
- 249
- Bookmarks:
- 38
- Hits:
- 2,611
Bookmarked by boycbeans
04 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
“Wanna dance?” Eddie asks, leaning only slightly away to look at Buck. He’s smirking now, eyes traveling all over Buck’s face, taking in his expression and the color blooming on his cheeks.
There’s a look in Eddie’s eyes now, one that Buck hadn’t quite seen before this trip. Or had he? Did it just not mean to him then what he realizes, or thinks, it means now? Regardless, it confirms a thought that has been niggling at the back of his mind all night.
Flirting. Eddie was flirting with him.
or, Buck visits Eddie in Texas a few months after he leaves LA. They road trip to Austin with Adriana to stay with Sophia, who has planned a night out on the town that none of them will soon forget - especially Buck and Eddie.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,366
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 253
- Kudos:
- 2,417
- Bookmarks:
- 757
- Hits:
- 28,497
Bookmarked by boycbeans
01 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
“I’m not leaving you, Buck.” Eddie says with a tired sigh, like he’s struggling with the weight of the world and Buck’s the one who put it there. “Just switching jobs, that’s all.”
That’s all?, Buck wants to scream, because every relationship he has is tied to the job in some way, and first Maddie left, and then it was Chimney, and now it’s Eddie. But he doesn’t scream, because that would be a little bit too tragic, even for him, and nods instead. Bites his tongue. Pretends that he isn't falling apart where he's stood.
***
Or, set post season 5A, where Buck is alone, and angry, and exhausted, but mostly terrified that everyone he loves is slowly slipping away from him.
**rated mature for heavy themes**
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 53,697
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 350
- Kudos:
- 4,189
- Bookmarks:
- 1,285
- Hits:
- 81,960
Bookmarked by boycbeans
25 Oct 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Irritated, Eddie clenched his fists, starting to turn around. "Why would Buck be eating with us - "
The words died in his throat along with the shatter of the mug against the floor. But Eddie barely noticed he dropped it, his mouth slightly agape as he stared at Buck, took in the bruises, and the blood, and general brokenness of the man before him.
***
Or: After the Lawsuit, Buck is starting to think his team will never forgive him and is feeling lonelier than ever, when his dad shows up, looking for money that Buck doesn't have. Now, his ribs are broken and his face has been pummelled into one big bruise. All he wants to do is retreat to his empty apartment and wallow in his own self-pity, but before that he needs to get his keys, which he'd left at the station the previous night.
Everyone else is on shift, so he's hoping he can sneak into the locker room and be gone before anyone notices he was there, but this is Buck, so of course, nothing goes to plan.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,965
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 213
- Kudos:
- 9,484
- Bookmarks:
- 1,848
- Hits:
- 189,401
Bookmarked by boycbeans
25 Oct 2025