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    “Storytime!” Ilya says in a sing-songy voice. There’s clapping and suggestive cat-calls, and Shane can already feel his cheeks heating up. Ilya looks at him expectantly, holding out his hand, and any optimism Shand had of getting out of this dies in the brightness of Ilya’s grin.

    Shane feels his body standing before he can think to stop it, helpless to do anything but answer the call of Ilya’s outstretched hand. The applause gets louder, and his blush deepens, but they had said they’d do this together, and everything just feels innately less terrible standing next to Ilya.

    A fact he’ll have to keep reminding himself of when this inevitably goes south.

    “What’s the story today, you two?” Evan Dykstra asks, putting his headphones around his neck, as Shane and Ilya take their spot at the front of the plane.

    “We thought we would go back a bit,” Ilya says. “To the time we did an ad campaign together.”

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    “Today,” he says loudly. “Today, I will tell you about the time Shane got jealous because Tro–”

    “NO, Ilya,” Shane interrupts him, and Ilya greatly enjoys watching Troy’s head snap towards Shane, who glows like a freshly picked tomato. 

    And that’s fine, really. Being Shane Hollander’s husband means he has so much material to work with. 

    “Okay, well, what about the time you bought us a sex building?” he asks, and barely gets the sentence out before Zane Boodram makes a loud exclamation. 

    “A what now?” he asks, as the eyes of everyone on the plane flit back and forth from Shane to Ilya. 

    “Definitely not,” Shane snaps, and Ilya grins.

    “What about the time you panicked so much you got into a relationship with Rose Landry because I said your first name?”

    There’s an audible intake of breath, and Ilya watches as a number of emotions cross Shane’s face before it finally settles into something that looks resigned. 

    “Fine,” Shane says with a roll of his eyes, and the team cheers as Ilya’s smile grows so wide he knows his cheeks will start to hurt soon.

    Ilya claps his hands in front of him. “It all started with tuna melts.”

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    “Hey, Hollander, it’s your turn to tell the story,” Wyatt Hayes interrupts from the row behind them. 

    “The what?” Shane questions, looking to Ilya, who only manages to give him a sort of sympathetic look. “Is this some kind of hazing thing you didn’t tell me about?”

    Troy Barrett’s head pops up from the row in front of him. “It’s something we do every flight. Harris told the story about his sister and a skunk on that first flight after the incident in Tampa, and it kinda became a thing. Helps to calm everyone’s nerves.”

    “Oh,” Shane says, feeling nervous and kind of annoyed already. “Just like…any story?”

    “Usually it’s something funny. Pretty simple stuff,” Nick Chouinard tells him. “But you’ve got to stand in the aisle and project so we can all hear you.” 

    “Oh, but I don’t have that loud of a voice,” he tries to say, but it doesn’t seem like anyone is listening, an excited rumble moving through the team. 

    Fucking great.

    “So, the first time Ilya met my parents was so bad.”

    “How bad was it?” Hayes deadpans, and everyone laughs again.

    Shane swallows. "I'm so glad you asked."

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    [The Ottawa Centaurs are scattered around their locker room after practice in various states of undress. The camera walks up to Coach Brandon Wiebe, a hand extending with a cup that holds multiple pieces of paper. Wiebe smiles at the camera and reaches in to pull out a slip, he looks at it, and then reads.]

    Wiebe: Shake the hand of the player that is the baby of the team.

    [Wiebe's smiles grows, his eyes traveling across the room as he begins to walk toward Luca Haas. He holds out his hand and Luca's already flushed face grows even more read as he reluctantly shakes his coach's hand back.]

    Luca: Seriously, Coach? Not you, too. I'm almost twenty two for fuck's sake.

    [Next to Luca, Zane Boodram grins and pats Luca on the back and Ilya Rozanov calls from nearby.]

    Ilya: You are not old enough to say fuck until you can explain what it means!

    Wiebe: You might be the baby of the family, but that doesn't mean you're not great at what you do. You score lots of goals and you remind Ilya that he's supposed to act like an adult at least occasionally.

    Shane: Trust me, that's a very important job.

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    “It’s not fooling around. It hasn’t been that for a long time. We’re… in a relationship. I love him, Mom.”

    Yuna’s eyes flitted between the two men, back and forth, until they rested on Ilya’s. His heart was racing but he was determined to make Shane proud in that moment. “And you love my son?”

    “More than anything,” Ilya replied honestly, feeling Shane tangle their fingers together between them. “I did not mean for you to see that.”

    “I know, I think we all wish that, Rozanov,” Yuna said with a wry smile.

    ******

    5 times Shane and Ilya are caught out by unsuspecting people around them.

    And the 1 time they're caught and don't give a shit.

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    14 Oct 2026

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    “Oh fuck,” Hayden cursed, looking at the mess within the case. Most of the clothes weren’t folded nicely, just flung inside, and it looked like a mess. “What the hell?” Hayden reached in and picked up a floral shirt, frowning at it. It didn’t look like one of Shane’s. Shane was not a floral shirt kind of guy.

    Unable to stop himself, Hayden started to pick up and fold some of the clothes within, absolutely certain by now that this wasn’t Shane’s case. He wasn’t sure if it belonged to someone else on the team or if there had been a mix up at the airport or what, but he knew Shane was going to be pissed when he found out. When the top layer of clothes were out of the way, everything suddenly became horrifyingly clear. Yellow text on black fabric that Hayden would know anywhere, that left little doubt in Hayden’s mind who this suitcase belonged to.

    “Holy shit.”

    *****

    When his best friend Shane is injured on the ice, Hayden jumps into action to support him.

    When he's asked to fetch some of Shane's things to bring to the hospital, he agrees easily.

    What he doesn't expect is to find out some startling truths...

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    Shane and Ilya return from a date in Montreal to find Shane's apartment has been broken into.

    Shane calls for help, but doesn't realise that ultimately means people finding out who he's been spending his free time with...

    And of course, Ilya never leaves his side.

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    Shane swallowed heavily. “We should talk, I-”

    “Go. Leave, Hollander. You did it before. So go.”

    “Rozanov…”

    “You got what you wanted. Now you can go.”

    Ilya didn’t even look at him as he delivered his final words, his voice cold and devoid of any emotion. Shane waited for a few silent seconds before he gave up, realising Ilya wasn’t going to change his mind. He pulled open the door, hovering in the doorway, waiting for words that never came. His feet refused to move, his heart half hoping Ilya would call his name. But there was only silence. And now that the silence was turned on him, he had no right to hate how much it hurt.

    This was exactly what he’d done months ago - turned away, shut down, left Ilya sitting there alone, confused... hurt. Back then, Shane had told himself it was easier this way. Cleaner.

    Now he knew what it felt like to be the one left behind.

    *****

    Shane walked away from Ilya after the tuna melt incident.

    But what if Shane never turned up at the All Stars Game in Tampa?

    What if that moment had never existed?

    Would it have been easier if they’d never become anything at all?

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    “Why is he dating when he has me?”

    “I mean… you’re not with him,” Cliff said carefully, and Ilya sat up, glaring at his best friend. “Oh come on, Roz, you know that’s true. Maybe you’re friends now or whatever, but he’s not agreed to be with you or anything.”

    Ilya sniffed, his eyes welling up in that way they only tended to after too many drinks. “I… I would be perfect for him, Marly. I would treat him soooo good, I would kiss his little freckles, and fuck his pretty little hole-”

    “Okay, that’s enough,” Cliff said, cutting Ilya off in his prime.

    Shane Hollander is tired of men who can't keep up with what he needs without being taught how.

    So, one drunken night, he sends a tweet into the void:
    I’m done with training men to be what I need. Where can I find a man who doesn’t need instructions?

    Ilya Rozanov sees it and decides this is finally his chance. Because if Shane wants a real man - someone confident, someone capable, someone who can give Shane exactly what he wants - then Ilya is more than happy to volunteer.

    All he has to do is prove to Shane that the man he's been looking for has been right in front of him all along.

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    "If this is it," Shane whispered, so quietly only Ilya could hear, "you won't face a single second of it alone."

    Ilya closed his eyes. His fingers tightened around Shane's hand with everything he had left.

    He saw the fear in Ilya’s eyes.

    Then he saw nothing.

    *******

    It was supposed to be an ordinary flight. Instead, it becomes the worst day of their lives.

    They were never meant to be on the same plane. Then the unthinkable happens. It goes down.

    As terrified passengers flee the wreckage, Shane refuses to abandon the man he loves, even as rescuers and survivors alike order him to get out. Trapped beneath twisted metal, Ilya is running out of time. And while they wait for help, the secret they've spent years protecting slips into the hands of strangers with phones.

    In an instant, the whole world is watching. Hockey can burn. The headlines can wait.

    Shane Hollander has exactly one job: keep Ilya alive.

    Because if they survive this, he'll have to protect more than Ilya's life. He'll have to protect everything they've built together against impossible odds.

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    13 Oct 2026

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    “I want your cum in me, Rozanov.” He groaned, head falling onto the blond’s shoulder who panted as he thrust up into his ass.

    “Yeah? want me filling you and breeding you, baby?”

    Shane’s stomach tightened, the mental image of Ilya's cum dripping out of his hole was painted in his mind.

    “Please.” he moaned louder and louder, using all the strength in his thighs until he started to falter. They could both feel how his movements started to lose rhythm—how he lost focus.

    “Rozanov-”

    It was all Ilya needed to flip them around, Shane’s back on the couch, legs pushed up near his ears.

    Or 4 times Shane massages Ilya and 2 times where it leads to Ilya’s dick in his ass.

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    “This fast enough for you?” Ilya had one hand holding both Shane’s wrists, pulling his body back onto his cock every time he thrust back in. The other hand reached to Shane’s nipple, twisting and pinching on the sensitive buds.

    “Your hole is hugging me so well, rookie,” Ilya groaned, listening to the lewd squelch of his dick sliding in and out.

    “Fuck you,” Shane spat. “Your condom is hugging you well.”

    “Noo, baby,” his tone was light and teasing. “You’re so warm and wet,” he grunted.

    “It's like a pussy.” He angled his thrust towards Shane’s prostate at the word, a high moan escaping his husband as he tightened around him.

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    Kinktober Day 1!

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    “Who will be lucky enough to fuck my husband, hmm? You need to draw lots? Rock paper scissors?”

    Harris and Troy looked at one another in silent negotiation, but an image was emerging in Troy’s mind. He loved how Harris looked on his cock. And he loved watching Harris top. There was a perfect solution.

    “Harris,” he said. “I think you can fuck him like he needs.”

    “Really? You don’t mind?” Harris pecked Troy's cheek, happy to oblige.

    Ilya crawled on the bed to sit in front of Shane, as Harris rolled on a condom and slicked himself up. Troy kept his hand busy on his own dick, eyes hazy and glued to Shane’s asshole.

    Harris thumbed Shane’s hole, which flared and clenched. He pushed in his thumb and felt that Shane took him easily.

    “Did you guys prep him before dinner?” Harris looked up at Ilya in amazement.

    “We came prepared.” Ilya winked.

    “Oh my god.” Harris laughed and Troy groaned.

    OR: The Hollanovs go to dinner. Shane and Harris get fucked, and everyone comes.

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    Ilya sauntered down the hall to the home gym and watched from the doorway as Shane completed a set on the bench press. He said nothing as he walked over and pulled Shane up by the collar of his shirt, kissing him deeply.

    Then he roughly turned Shane and pushed him until his hands were on the bench, the outline of his sweaty muscles still wet on the leather. He pulled Shane’s shorts and briefs down to his ankles, and reached in his pocket for the packet of lube he’d brought with him, squirting its contents directly onto Shane’s hole. Still, he didn’t say a word, just slid into Shane’s warm ass, fucking into him quickly and ruthlessly until he came. Then he pulled Shane’s pants back up over his dripping hole, swatted his ass cheek once, and left the room.

    OR: Shane and Ilya try free use.

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    “I want a mark. I want something on my body that shows us and everyone that I belong to you.”

    “Shane, is what ring is for. I don’t want to do anything to your perfect skin.” Ilya grabbed one of Shane’s feet.

    “No, I know, and I’m not going to make you do anything you don’t want to do. So I thought of something else, maybe, and I think you’ll like it a lot.”

    Ilya rolled his eyes, but he was sure Shane was probably right. “What do you want me to do?”

    “Well, you don’t have to do it yourself. I don’t think you’d like that, it would make you too nervous, but I want you to be there.”

    “Shane, you want me to watch somebody else mark you permanently? What is wrong with you? Terrible idea.” He squeezed Shane’s foot for emphasis.

    “Ilya, you have tattoos.”

    “Yes, I have tattoos.”

    “And you already have a tattoo for me. I want a tattoo for you.”

    Ilya considered. “Okay, is maybe not a terrible idea. What do you want?”

    “Your name.”

    “Shane, this is so boring. Just my name?” Ilya rolled his eyes again.

    “On the inside of my lip.” Shane smirked a bit. Because Ilya’s dick jerked below his feet.

    OR: Shane gets his first tattoo and it drives Ilya crazy.

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    “How old are you, pretty boy?”

    Shane drifts closer, both because it’s part of the plan to trap this hot old man into sex and also because the wild noise of the club makes it hard to hear. “I’m 24,” he says. Rozanov licks his lips, leans forward.

    This rich, hot old man is going to fuck him. Shane’s going to dazzle him with his tight, young hole and eager willingness to be adventurous in bed and be rewarded with abusing his credit card, hard.

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    Kinktober Day 11: Age Gap

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    He could wear lingerie, like this. He could drop his trousers, or better yet, a skirt, and show Ilya his pussy. He could guide Ilya’s hand to his crotch and let him feel the smoothness of him, get him to beg to eat Shane’s cunt, bend over and push his panties to the side and let Ilya slide into the warm wetness of his hole.

    So. He needs to start sprinkling in some hints to his husband that will lead him to the conclusion that Shane would like to be fucked like he’s a girl. He starts by saying, “I want you to fuck me like I’m a girl,” while they’re both stretching on mats in their home gym, mid cool-down.

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    Kinktober Day 6: Feminization

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    13 Oct 2026

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    Shane, Ilya, Scott, Kip, Troy, Harris, Luca and Marleau go to Vegas for the weekend and what entails is why what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas.

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    13 Oct 2026

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    Scott is away at an away game and misses Kip. Kip is at Scott's apartment waiting for him to come home in a couple of days. Tonight they decide to get a little bit dirty over the phone.

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    13 Oct 2026

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    Set in an alternate universe where Shane and Ilya were only outed to the Montreal Metros but are not out to anyone else. Shane still moves to Ottawa (because fuck Montreal) and joins the Centaurs, but they don't tell anyone about their relationship... Until now!

    If you have read my fic Never Tell Me The Odds, this was a part of the original first draft for chapters 6 and 7 but I changed things as I felt the tone was a little too crack-filled to fit with the rest of that story. Other than the context above, you don't need to have read Never Tell Me The Odds to get this!

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