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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    It's 2004. Oil is high, the dollar is cheap. The country is entering an era of abundance. A new store selling trendy European furniture has opened in Kazan, Russia. Wow! A hardened businessman and aspiring politician Enver Gortashev goes to IKEA to buy some new, modern furniture. He's accompanied by his best friend (or maybe more than that; criminal penalties for homosexuality have long been abolished; it's time for people to be more open!) and the leader of the burgeoning Absolut cult, Adam Bhaalov.

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    29 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    “I died today.”

    Enver narrows his eyes. “I’m afraid I don’t follow.”

    She tells him the whole tale, about Orin and Bhaal and Withers, discovering along the way that she wants to confide in him...

     

    Anya, the Dark Urge, must decide what to do about Archduke Gortash.

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    26 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    Reborn and unbound, The Dark Urge steps into a world that fears her legacy and questions her choices. Her powers have shifted, entwined with the cycles of life and death, as she embraces a new path that both terrifies and empowers her.

    Guided by allies like the cunning Astarion and the steadfast Wyll, she learns that redemption is not given - it is earned. As she navigates moral labyrinths, confronts the Netherbrain, and faces Gortash once more, she must decide whether compassion, vengeance, or domination will shape her destiny.

    In the ashes of the past, a new self must grow - and choose.

    This is the second part of my series Shadows of Creation. It is not necessary to read the first part, but please consider checking it out if you like The Dark Urge/Gortash dynamic.

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    22 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Kressa Bonedaughter finds a tiefling corpse in the oubliette, and becomes obsessed with finding out how he works. Experimenting with pain has surprising results.

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    16 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    KOBOLD DAILY EXCLUSIVE

    Look, we've all had good days. But has your day ever been THIS good?
    Popper—Purveyor of Treats and Trinkets, licensed Entrepreneur, and Senior Shiny Correspondent—had the BEST day in the history of days. We're talking: premium grave loot, successful mystery box sales, head scritches from the Big Horned Lady, only stepping in ONE of his own traps, and the sale of a definitely-not-haunted glass eye named Gregory.

    For business inquiries, please leave a shiny object under the third rock from the left near Dribbles' tent.

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    05 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    Reader begs the Archduke to own and use them as he pleases.

    Would Enver Gortash make the perfect daddy dom? I don’t know but let’s find out together!

    Evil god worship? - check
    Under-negotiated kink & dub con? - obligatory
    Excessive blood and violence? - goes without saying

    Check chapter summaries for specific warnings.

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    27 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 53

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    Detective Astarion Ancunin knows three things about The Collector: she's calculated, untouchable, and has been making his life hell for three years with her flawless heists and taunting calling cards. What he doesn't know is her real name, or why she kissed him like she meant it before vanishing into the night with a stolen necklace.

    Octavia Fallguard knows three things about Detective Ancunin: he's relentless, devastatingly clever, and the biggest threat to the life she's made stealing for the crime syndicate that owns her debt. What she doesn't know is that the immunity papers he's offering are fake, or that the job requiring her to share the same space is about to become the most dangerous con of her life.

    In the shadow-soaked streets of 1950s New York, two masters of deception are about to discover that the person they've been hunting—and running from—might be exactly what they've been searching for. But when you're built from lies and surviving on borrowed time, falling in love is the most reckless thing you can do.

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    23 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    A collection of 100 word drabbles for the Schlocktober prompts, adding 1 per day through October.

    Every single piece is not to be taken too seriously however if there are any pieces/ideas that people would like to see expanded into a longer piece, I have been known to cave to peer pressure before so feel free~ Index is in the end notes!

    Pairings as voted for on google forms for ideas then votes were on Tumblr through September - thank you to everyone who cast votes, hope you had fun with it!

    NOTE - Anyone inspired to take the ideas/pairings and continue or develop them please feel free to do so! I wish I had the time and energy to writer all of these as full serious pieces, but it's just too much to commit to all of them right now~

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    17 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 4

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    Bhaal's Scion makes a reckless bet with their enemy-turned-ally, Enver Gortash. Soon, they're caught in a treacherous, intoxicating game, as he tests their limits and draws out their appetite for violence. Buried truths begin to surface, forcing them both to confront their respective traumas - and rethink their relationships to power and control.

    (Or, Durge and Gortash make a bet to mess with each other, then end up processing their traumas through some slow-burn kink).

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    14 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 2

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    "And then he was silent, head turned, eyes closed, parted lips bleeding slightly. He sighed, grabbed her still raised hand. And then he pressed it over his heart. 'Fine. I'll stop talking.'

    She tried to pull her hand back but he gripped it tighter. When she tried to yank it free he jerked back and pulled her into his arms. "Enver this is—" But then he pressed his bloodied lips to her own and locked them tight and what might have been a protest was transformed into a soft hum as her body melded into him, relaxing, softening. Sedated."

     

    After a demanding Bhaalist ritual leaves The Dark Urge reeling, she seeks comfort in her ally-turned-lover.

    A "porn with plot" extra/alternate scene from my "Haunted One" story. Can be read without reading "Haunted One - Personify Me."

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    14 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 13

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    Korrilla Hearthflame needs a new job. But to get the career she wants, she's going to have to make a few changes.

    This is a prequel story about what it takes to earn a place in the House of Hope.

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    14 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 3

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    Bhaal created The Urge, took everything he gave her after she rejected him, and in the moment before being plucked from the afterlife, she saw her most vivid memories flash before her eyes:

    A violent childhood.

    A lustful yet troubled relationship with Orin the Red.

    And the priest of Loviatar who brought her clarity.

    Murder forged her chains, but pain will break them

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    06 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 12

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    In Moonrise Towers, just hours before Orin’s betrayal, the Dark Urge prays to Bhaal for forgiveness. Looking back on her life, she feels only shame, not so certain she is to blame for every dark desire she has ever chased.

    “Do you feel it?” she whispered, voice shredded. “Every time I breathe you in, He rots me more. Every time you touch me, I think maybe I’m alive, and then He reminds me I’m not. I’m dead, Enver. I’m fucking dead.”

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    20 Sep 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 12

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    When Scylla returned to Baldur's Gate, she had nothing but scars and fractured memories from the life she lived before. From the first footstep onto the paved street, she felt as though a tuning fork inside her had finally struck the right note. The reverberations of her quiet footfall on stone, the scent of the river insinuating itself into each breath… They were the keys to the cipher that her mind had become.

    When the cipher led to Enver Gortash and a partnership that had changed the course of their lives, Scylla found herself forced to decide how far she would go to keep the love that had nearly destroyed her. Woven between her perspective of the events of Act III are Gortash's memories of the paths that led them to ruin - and the road that might lead them back out again.

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    18 Sep 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    In the blood-soaked depths beneath Baldur's Gate, two chosen of allied Gods collide in a dance of desire and dominion.

    Nelithral, the Daughter of Murder, has been Bhaal's perfect weapon-beautiful, deadly, and utterly alone. When Enver Gortash offers her something her father never has-choice and partnership-she dares to hope for freedom from the dark urges consuming her.

    But Gortash's hunger for her is more than ambition; it burns with obsessive passion. In Nelithral, he sees his equal, his perfect match. Yet when he seeks Bane's blessing to claim her as his consort, his god reveals a different game entirely. Desire is twisted into a trial of faith and loyalty, and the blessing becomes a battle.

    As Gods and mortals vie for power, Orin the Red watches from the shadows, her jealous devotion threatening to unravel everything.

    What begins as alliance becomes deadly possession. Can two souls find salvation in each other's darkness, or will they be devoured by it?

    ***This is a prequel to my completed Fan Fic, "The Dark of the Moon"***

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    23 Aug 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 3

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    In a loosely-imagined AU similar to the Sopranos, wherein Gortash has a different therapist every time he goes through a mental crisis, we’ll finally discover: Will he ever win at therapy?

    (no, he will not, and also, there is not enough therapy in Faerun to fix Gortash)

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    20 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 7

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    Enver Gortash has recently been meeting with Durge after many years apart, but they are struggling to find peace in their mind, to find any of the memories they shared beneath that. They're clearly still interested in him, but this isn't a problem that can be solved alone.

    Durge recalls a priest of Loviatar, Abdirak, and how he helped them before - pain and punishment had brought about a sense of peace that they longed for, one that Enver knew in his heart should be possible by his hand alone. He agrees to pay the dark cleric for his services, and so the three find themselves in Gortash's chambers with an array of tools and a whole night to find a way through the shroud over Durge's memory.

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    ...I made it sound nice in the summary, this is pure BDSM smut, mind those tags and don't be too surprised by the aftertaste of emotion~

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    20 Aug 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 63

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    It's March of 2020. With the pandemic locking down people all over the world, Astarion Ancunin has a problem. It's awfully hard to charm people into sharing a bite when you can't get within six feet of a stranger. Luckily, he's thought of a solution - hire a live-in blood donor.

    Things are going swimmingly. He does a few interviews and finds a perfectly suitable candidate. And then she walks through his door.

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    13 Aug 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    If the desperation in his eyes and the heartbreak on his face hadn’t already been enough to break you, the tremble in his voice would have done it. And even without all that, how could you ever say no to this man? He who stood beside you as you discovered your lost self. He who remained beside you when you learned your cursed history. He who bound the knots of your restraints and stroked your hair through the night, even as you writhed and fought to end his life. He helped you gain your freedom from the damnation of your birth. How could you possibly deny helping him with his own freedom?

    But, says a voice in your head, seven thousand souls.

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    A story in which we discover just how damned an ascended vampire can be, and just how far you will go to save the elf you loved.

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    04 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ruin and Minthara’s long-planned invasion of Menzoberranzan has been interrupted with news from the stars: a battered and broken Lae’zel has arrived with a dire warning: Vlaakith is hunting any who had opposed her.

    It’s not the only problem: Gortash, under the physical strain of becoming Bane’s Exarch, has begun showing signs of instability.

    Will Gortash and Ruin be able to hold it all together? Or will a vengeful Elminster finally topple their reign?

    Post-canon, endgame plot fic. If you like drow politics, liches, worldbuilding, and a plot that involves deities (oh, and Ascended Astarion descending into madness) this might be the one for you.

    Updates Mondays, 3x month

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    28 May 2025

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