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    It is an unremarkable, dreary March morning in Ottawa when Ilya Rozanov’s life swiftly burns to ashes around him. Ilya had intended to spend the rare morning off of training sleeping off the lingering exhaustion from the seemingly endless stretch of away games as long as Anya would allow.

    Instead, it is barely past six in the morning when armed agents pound on his front door.

    (Or, a remix of the FanMail incident.)

    completed fic, updates every thursday

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    28 Apr 2026

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    All Stars weekend 2017: Ilya is outed, Shane panics, and things get worse before they get better.

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    17/?
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    19 Apr 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    Chapters:
    21/21
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    19 Apr 2026

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    Ilya’s head snaps back, his back arching up and away from the ice. He’s convulsing, a choking sound escaping his throat. Strong arms pull Shane away as the medical team descends.

    He fights the hands on him. “Stop it,” Shane demands. He identifies Bood as his captor. “Bood, let me go. I mean it, let me go. I’ll stay out of the way.”

    “No, you won’t.” Bood tightens his grip. “Just give them a second to work. Roz needs them working on them more than he needs you blocking their way. You can see fine from here.”

    But Bood doesn’t understand. If Ilya is aware, if he can hear and feel and see everything happening around him, there is nothing and no one truly familiar.

    Or, Ilya gets his bell rung

    This author does not use AI <3

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    16 Apr 2026

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    Shane, Hayden, and David come down with norovirus, forcing Ilya, Yuna, Jackie, and the Pike children to shelter in Yuna and David's cottage.

    Ilya spends time around a non-abusive parent.

    Yuna spends time around neurotypical children.

    Jackie spends time around people who won't judge her for not having the energy to be strict with her four children.

    They bond.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
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    9,015

    14 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is eighteen, second overall draft pick, and quietly, a father. He's learned to carry both versions of himself with practiced ease.

    Then there's Ilya Rozanov: first overall, unbothered, and already taking up more space in Shane's head than he has any right to.

    Their rivalry is the story everyone wants to tell. Shane is starting to suspect the real one is something else entirely.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
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    61,645

    13 Apr 2026

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    13 Apr 2026

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    He reaches for Buck, their fingers intertwine

    And that’s when the whole car lurches.

    A violent yank hits his harness as Ravi and Chim’s line system reacts. Buck is ripped backward toward the surface, his hand losing Eddie’s.

    “No!”

    ...

    “There’s no tension!” Ravi yells. “Cap, there’s nothing on Eddie’s line!”

     

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    After a rescue call leaves Eddie critically injured, Buck finds himself holding together everything Eddie holds dear

    Waiting for Eddie to wake up might be the hardest rescue Buck has ever faced.

    Featuring Buck vs Eddie's parents in later chapters

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    Chapters:
    32/?
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    19 Mar 2026

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    Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.

    Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.

    Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.

    Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.

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    Chapters:
    4/5
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    15 Mar 2026

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    “I’m Bobby, by the way.” The man looked at him expectantly, waiting for Evan to answer. Bobby then raised an eyebrow, further trying to prompt an answer out of him. But instead of giving him his name Evan simply muttered “Doesn’t matter.”

    “Of course it matters.” Bobby told him, smiling kindly before the pair started walking.

    Evan shoved his hands in his pockets, “No, it really doesn’t.”

    “Well, is there a nickname I could use instead?”

    “Why do you care?” He huffed.

    “I need to call you something.”

    Evan frowned, no one had ever cared enough for that, but then again the only people he knew were his family and they didn’t care about him, at least not about him as a person. ‘Evan’ was the name of the thing they’d created to keep Daniel alive, and now ‘Evan’ wasn’t needed, he’d been discarded, so he might as well get rid of the name too.

    He hesitated for a second before saying “Buck, you can call me Buck.”

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    At 17 Buck's brother dies.

    At 17 Buck meets a man on a bridge.

    At 17 Buck moves to LA.

    At 17 Buck begins again.

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    5/?
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    02 Mar 2026

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    Several years into Rozanov’s career, ESPN hires a reporter fluent in Russian.

    Suddenly able to answer questions fluently and with a wide vocabulary, Rozanov’s interviews go viral. Hockey fans around the world get a new look at what they thought about Boston’s #81. This changes not only his public persona, but his whole life.

    Inspired by the look on NBA star Nikola Jokić’s face when he was asked a question in his native Serbian and my own struggles learning a new language.

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    11/?
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    27 Feb 2026

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    what if the bartender overheard Shane and Ilya's conversation at the 2017 all star game? and could relate to ilya on levels he didn't think possible?

    written from the pov of the bartender (original female character who happens to be a lesbian)

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    Chapters:
    2/5
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    26 Feb 2026

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    Ten-year-old Faina Rozanova has survived more than most children her age. She learned young how to dress herself, cook basic meals, and raise her baby brother, Grisha Rozanov. But when tragedy strikes, Faina's fragile world collapses. Suddenly orphaned, she and Grisha find themselves caught in the impersonal machinery of Russia's child protection system as they face an uncertain future in an unknown country with an Uncle who is a stranger.

    Still hiding their love from the world, Ilya and Shane must find the courage to reach across continents- and beyond their own fears- to rescue Ilya's niece and nephew and provide the pair with the understanding, love, and stability they need so desperately in a world that has otherwise demanded too much from them too soon.

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    3/?
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    23 Feb 2026

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    23 Feb 2026

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    Shane has always had a complicated relationship with his own body.

    It’s his biggest tool to success as a hockey player. He wouldn’t be where he is without the trust and care he puts into this own body. So he takes care of it as much as he can. He exercises regularly to keep himself fit and strong, fuels it with the best food and nutrients he can, does his best to listen to the cues his body gives him to rest. It’s a careful balancing act as a professional athlete, stretching his body to its limits while also caring for it deeply.

    Still, he can’t deny that he feels let down by it often.

    Some days it feels very unfair.

    And then some days something even worse happens and that already strained relationship he has with his own body gets even worse.

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    5/?
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    15 Feb 2026

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    It's Ilya Rozanov's first winter in retirement. He has some time and a heart to fill, the world's best in-laws, and a husband who will let nothing go wrong. Somewhere, there's a little kid that needs them.

    Or, Shane and Ilya become foster parents, meet a little girl with spina bifida, and have some adventures in the unfamiliar world of medical foster parenting and (eventually) sled/adaptive hockey.

    (Title from 'Beautiful Boy' by John Lennon)

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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
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    13 Feb 2026

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    12,151
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    13 Feb 2026

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    It's the first Ottawa vs Montreal game since Shane signed on with the Centaurs. Tensions are boiling over and it's ramping up to be an intense and brutal game.

    The Centaurs have a teammate to protect on the ice. Ilya has a husband to worry about. And Shane has something to prove to the old team that dropped him like he was nothing.

    When a hit is taken too far, no one can predict just how wrong things can go.

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    12,467
    Chapters:
    5/6
    Comments:
    59
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    1,041
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    407
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    23,407

    09 Feb 2026

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    Later, he’ll blame it all on a momentary lapse of judgement.

    He’ll blame it on the loneliness maybe—on the fact that, despite never having been physically closer to Shane this consistently in his entire life—that despite regularly getting dinner with Shane’s parents—that despite finally having found what he’d spend his entire life searching for he’s also, somehow, never felt more alone.

    He’ll blame it on Cliff not texting him back since he’d signed with Ottawa. He’ll blame it on Sveta, face pulled into a perpetual frown during every facetime call.

    Or maybe he’ll blame it on Anya—sweet, beautiful Anya—who’d been just a little too cute not to share.

    or: Ilya accidentally rehabilitates his image one puppy tiktok at a time

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    Chapters:
    11/13
    Collections:
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    1,209
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    55,182

    07 Feb 2026

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    It only took basically a decade but Shane finally has Ilya in every aspect. He should be celebrating and enjoying it, should be focused on slotting into his new team in Ottawa. Instead he's watching the news cycle with bated breath, waiting for the inevitable moment that his name pops up alongside words like "victim" and "Dallas Kent."

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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    602
    Kudos:
    3,098
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    1,165
    Hits:
    95,536

    02 Feb 2026

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