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in the middle of the darkest night (in the middle of the hardest fight) by GatheringBlue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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“Ilya,” he clarified, wincing as he swallowed, his throat feeling like he’d eaten a fistful of glass. “I need to call Ilya.”
He fumbled around for his phone, desperately needing to hear his fiance’s voice. Together, they could figure this out. They’d make a plan. Ilya could drive with his parents from Ottawa and–
But Ilya wasn’t in Ottawa. He was in Russia.
No.
No.
They’d kill Ilya in Russia. They’d kill him, or arrest him, or– or–
Oh god, they’d kill him.
__________________________________________________________________________A family emergency means Ilya is in Russia when Hayden's FanMail video ends up on Twitter, outing them to the entire world. It, predictably, ends horribly.
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- Part 2 of heated rivalry fics
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04 Jan 2026
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cause it's on again, off again (love you like oxygen) by GatheringBlue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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“Y-Yeah, totally,” Shane replied. “D-Do you uh– do you know who that kid with Rozanov is?”
Scott laughed a little, tilting his head in confusion.
“Probably Rozanov’s kid,” he informed Shane, causing his brain to stall completely.
“You didn’t hear?” Scott asked, and Shane blinked, trying to reboot his mind from the crash that Scott had just caused. “It’s why he took time off,” Hunter informed him. “Found out he had a kid, I guess. Or something like that, I didn’t really get the details.”
Of all the reasons he’d thought of for Ilya disappearing for the past month, this had never crossed his mind. A million different thoughts raced through Shane’s mind. How the hell was Ilya a dad, and why hadn’t he told Shane and how the fuck did Scott Hunter of all people find out before him and—
And what the fuck was Shane supposed to do now?
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After the tuna melt situation, Ilya suddenly disappears from hockey for six weeks, claiming some sort of family emergency. Shane showed up to the All-Star game ready to try and fix things, only to be shocked to find a little girl at Ilya's side with remarkably familiar blue eyes.
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- Part 1 of heated rivalry fics
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- 20,178
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- 9/?
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04 Jan 2026
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Public Bookmark 349
Mystery Work
Part of Hollanov
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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03 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”
Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
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02 Jan 2026
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When The Ice Breaks by LeviosaWitch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Shane hides a career ending injury from Ilya for months, terrified of disappointment and loss. When his body gives out, so does his carefully constructed facade.
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Shane is stubborn and doesn't want Ilya to worry.
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01 Jan 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice tiny.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
In Juniors, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are set up as hockey's biggest rivals. There's just one problem - after Shane unexpectedly drops out of the 2009 draft, they both end up being signed by the Boston Raiders. And, as it turns out, it's a lot harder to avoid your feelings for someone when you see them every single day.
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- English
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- 52,607
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- 10/25
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31 Dec 2025
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
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- English
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- 29,475
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- 2/2
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29 Dec 2025
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Don't Poke the Bear by meetmebythelilactree
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2025
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After Shane and Ilya are outed in the events of The Long Game, Montréal and Ottawa play seven games against each other in the Eastern Conference.
The Centaurs still love their captain, of course. The Voyageurs, however, are not so united.
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A.K.A - Five times Shane’s team was an asshole to him, the one time Ilya got to do something about it, and the obvious humiliation ritual that is the Centaurs playing a game against a post-Hollander era Voyageurs.
PS: Prompt is related to the events of The Long Game, so there will be spoilers for the plot of that book!
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- 7/7
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24 Dec 2025
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"It was nothing, Ilya. Don't worry about it."
"Ah," Ilya said, and something like understanding crossed his face. "Was about us, then."
Shane pressed his forehead to Ilya's neck. Of course Shane couldn't just slip this by, of course he would be figured out. He wrapped Ilya up in a hug and moved his hand up and down his back, in a way that he hoped said it doesn't matter.
"He just–after he checked me, I called him a dick, and then he said I'd need my big scary Russian husband to protect me. And then he called you a name, and…"
Shane didn't know how to finish that sentence, so he let it trail off. And it felt so unfair. And I got more angry than I had any reason to. And I hate that I can't go one game without my sex life being brought up in some way. And it's happened a million other times, so why should I have cared on this one specific occasion?
Over the course of the first half of his fifth season on the Centaurs, Shane considers retirement, homophobia, his public life, family, and his legacy. He also gets a tooth knocked out, visits the beach, and is repeatedly pissed off by how hot his husband is.
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- Part 4 of they say that the world was built for two
- Part 2 of Broc's Hollanov Oneshots
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,730
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 147
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22 Dec 2025
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when the world sees (we run toward each other) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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One security camera. One leaked video. One choice that changes everything.
Ilya Rozanov loses his country, his team, and his shot at Olympic gold in a single night. But he doesn’t lose Shane, and that makes all the difference.
A story about finding home in a person, not a place. About choosing love over legacy. And about winning the medal you never knew you needed, standing next to the one person who matters most.
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- English
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- 26,873
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 364
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- 7,294
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22 Dec 2025
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Fanning the Flames by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)
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- 21,185
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- 3/3
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- 12
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- 1,632
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22 Dec 2025
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I Think I'll Regret This by joonslittle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Shane drops.
and drops.
and drops
or: Shane drops after the infamous "we didn't even kiss" text, and it spirals deeper than he could have ever expected.
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16 Dec 2025
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The only life that Vinh has ever known is that of being a lowly vampire slave, forced to fight for the entertainment of the all-powerful Demons that rule his world. But an enigmatic new Master and the unwanted attention of a sadistic Demon lord will send Vinh on a dangerous journey to discover the truth about the world of Demons, vampires, and humans that he inhabits.
[INCLUDES ILLUSTRATIONS, SOME NSFW AND/OR VIOLENT]
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- Part 1 of Antipathy
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- 42/?
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05 Apr 2025
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The only way to get Baron von Steuben to agree to assist in the training of Continental troops is to convince him that Washington shares his inclinations toward pretty young men. Hamilton agrees to play the part of Washington's pretty young man in their ruse.
Or: noted pervert Ben Franklin demands a fake relationship plot. Diplomacy!
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- English
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- 29,455
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- 8/8
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18 Jan 2025
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This story is on an indefinite hiatus.
Buck knew returning to work after the lawsuit wouldn't be easy, but he didn't expect it to hurt so much. He's left behind, abandoned by his family, and alone—completely alone.
The silence is suffocating, the looks are torture, and he can't do it anymore. He hurt the people he cared about and he could never forgive himself for that.
Looking for a fresh start, Buck transfers out of the 118, but no matter how hard he tries, he just can't escape his past.
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12 Dec 2024
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The end and a new beginning or the beginning of the end by Roxanette5598
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
24 Feb 2025
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Buck lives alone, has almost no friends, hasn't spoken to his family in eight years, and doesn't get along well with his colleagues and the commander at station 133. Until one day, Buck disobeys an order, which has consequences. As punishment, he is transferred to station 118.
It could be his new beginning, but his past haunts him. The first meeting with Captain Robert Nahs, his deputy Tommy Kinard, and colleagues Hen, Eddie, and Chimney does not go well at all. Even worse is the reunion with his sister Maddie, whom he hasn't spoken to in eight years.
Buck suffers at work and outside of it. He finds himself in a spiral from which he cannot escape, and he deals with it in the worst possible way.Will Buck be able to start over? Or is everything heading towards an irreversible end?
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10 Dec 2024
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“He’s joining us earlier than we anticipated.”
“He’s a flight risk. This way there should be no more risk of him getting away from you. I’ve killed his mother. He belongs to you.”
“Six years old and already training in the Raven’s nest. He will be a player that won’t be rivaled.”
Nathaniel lives a hard life in the ravens nest, choosing Jean and Kevin's safety and happiness over his own constantly. Like the martyr he is. Then one day he is given a chance. It's a fools bet, and Nathaniel is unlikely to win it.
But he has one season to take the Foxes to championships and win.
If he doesn't, well.. he doesn't like the other options.
So he makes his own. Win or die.
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- Part 1 of DFDF
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 200,180
- Chapters:
- 55/55
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23 Nov 2024
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Project Imekari by GnedTheGnome
Fandoms: Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age - All Media Types
14 Jul 2018
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Modern AU in which Blackwall is a Pro-Dom, The Iron Bull is part of a secret Nevarran military breeding program, and Dorian is... well, Dorian, with all his usual issues. But, instead of selling his birthright, he sells himself into sexual slavery for a year.
Some of the smut probably violates the laws of physics. Some of it definitely violates the laws of biology. As Varric would say, this shit is weird. That being said, I can't seem to write without throwing a bit of angst and fluff around, so what starts as straight-up porn devolves into actual plot. Weird, kinky plot. You've been warned.
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- English
- Words:
- 135,426
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- 34/34
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02 Nov 2024
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Every warlock has a soulmate. 98% of the time it’s another warlock, but sometimes it’s a mundane, a seelie, or even a Shadowhunter. Until their name appears on the warlock’s chest (and their corresponding soulmate’s), there’s no way to know.
Enter Alec Lightwood, who wakes up at fourteen with a warlock’s name on his chest. Horrified at what it means, he keeps it hidden. But five years later, Magnus Bane is captured by a team of Shadowhunters, and it’s only a matter of time before someone sees Alec’s name on his chest.
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- 43,869
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- 11/11
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31 Oct 2024
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Stiles has been pushed to the fringes of the pack--he's known this since he escaped the Argent's torture basement all by himself. He goes to the only person he can trust to do what needs to be done, the only one who might miss him when he's gone, and the only one he can really say is pack: Peter Hale. Then, an unexpected arrival opens up a whole new world of possibility--assuming they can survive and escape Beacon Hills. Beyond the borders, however, a larger conspiracy awaits, and they might need some help to face it.
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A pack consisting of one former alpha werewolf, one Spark mage and one mage-not-otherwise-specified find family, healing and take on the world.
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- 43,951
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- 12/?
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- 134
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30 Oct 2024