18 Bookmarks by senjou
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When Sam left for Stanford, Dean tried not to be bitter. He always knew school, friends, and a normal life weren’t in the cards for him. Hunting was all he was good for, and he’d probably die a violent death before ever finding the thing that killed their mom.
It was what it was.
But what if it didn’t have to be?
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01 Nov 2025
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Dean is right, of course.
Castiel Novak doesn’t ever visit.
He doesn’t come back.
And sure, he was just some kid that used to babysit his kid, but Dean can’t help but feel as though something went missing and never came back the day Cas left.
It doesn’t matter anyway, Dean was never more than a faux older brother to the younger man, maybe even a father figure, he shudders a little at that thought, but sometimes… sometimes he still thinks about the look on Cas’s face when he called Dean the ‘embodiment of love’ and inside, he burns.
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orThe one where Dean is utterly convinced that love isn't for him and Castiel is dead set on proving him wrong.
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30 Aug 2025
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It’s there, as much as it isn't. But that’s just Dean and Cas. They are complicated and messy and always so close, yet they never have enough to get all the way. How they share a bond so strong, while being so devastatingly separated by so much, Sam will never know.
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“I must press upon you the importance of this opportunity, Castiel,” Mick says, still watching Cas intently. “And quite frankly, I'm looking forward to working closely with you.”
Sam's eyes widen, and he twists around on mere reflex alone, grabbing Dean before he can launch himself at Mick. Dean slams into him, but he's too angry to be thinking clearly, so Sam manages to wrestle the gun from Dean's hands before he can do something he'd regret later. Now is not the time for caveman tendencies, nor is it the place to stake his claim. Dean lets out a real, genuine growl, face pinched in fury.
God, Sam can't wait to tease him about this later.
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25 Aug 2025
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It seemed like it was going to be just another crappy night for Dean Winchester, stuck working the front desk at his father's garage thanks to antiquated ideas of Omegas lacking mechanic skills. That was until a gorgeous car driven by an even more gorgeous Alpha pulls up needing a new battery.
Before he knows it Dean's whole life starts to change and Castiel Novak (or at least that's the name he's given) is much more than meets the eye.
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- English
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- 59,527
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- 18/?
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13 Aug 2025
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假设Castiel和Dean、Benny一起离开了炼狱。
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- 中文-普通话 國語
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- 213,658
- Chapters:
- 32/?
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- 376
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10 Jul 2025
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After a messy hunt leaves Dean with a curse on his back (literally), he should be out for blood. Unfortunately, the witch who slung the spell is already dead, and the only solution the lore has to offer will require Dean to do something much more difficult, something he’s been avoiding for a very long time now: confront his much-more-than-platonic feelings for his best friend Castiel.
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18 Jun 2025
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Toward Despair by AmberXBoone, corrupt_touch (AmberXBoone)
Fandom Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
25 Feb 2026
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Imagines/fills in the gaps of the 12 year relationship between Dean Winchester and Castiel that led to the "Despair" confession scene and envisions that the confession scene was really just the culmination of a physical relationship/"profound bond" that turned into something else (for both of them). Canon-compliant, just "in between" that canon.
Not written in order of events.
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20 May 2025
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Dean Winchester turned forty-six today.
Nine months before, he rescued a dog he saw too much of himself in.
A few months before that, he quit hunting for good.
In a few weeks, his little brother is getting married, and he will be the best man at his wedding.
A few months after that, he suspects two more friends will be getting married.
Dean is forty-six, and he spent the last five years working towards being content with where he is and how far he has come. He is forty-six, and he is at last coming home.
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Chuck has been defeated, and Dean and Sam are finally free. Freedom is all Dean wanted, or so he thought, but life has felt like a chore lately. Might have something to do with the fact that Cas is up in Heaven and hasn’t so much as stopped by to say hello since Jack busted him out of the Empty.
Everything changes when sinkholes begin to appear all over the globe and the air is awash with whispers of a strange, powerful entity. It turns out that in rearranging the afterlife, Jack and Cas have woken something that should never have been woken. And, according to a book of prophecy in the Men of Letters library, it’s up to Dean and Cas to sort it out… together.
Should be fine, right?
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What happens when Dean ends up in a town he can't seem to get out of, and an art store owner that gives him a reason to stay?
Dean has been on the road most of his life, never settling down. He doesn't know how to. with a mix of c-ptsd, anxiety, depression, panic attacks, his life hasn't been easy. After his abusive father's death, he didn't know what to do or where to go, so he kept moving. Sam was at college, busy with his own life, succeeding and realizing that the world really was his oyster.
so, what happens when he ends up in a town he can't seem to get out of, and an art store owner with an interesting personality and untamable hair that gives him a reason to stay?Bookmarked by senjou
25 Apr 2025
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Dean Winchester is divorced, emotionally constipated, and way behind on the deadline for his next book. Naturally, the solution is to install a hyper-intelligent, slightly smug OS named Castiel to help whip his life into shape.
Cas is efficient. Supportive. And kind of charming, in a weird way.. Also? Unreasonably flirty for someone who lives in a hard drive somewhere.
Dean's not falling for him. He's just.. lonely.
So, why does Castiel feel like the only real thing in Dean's life?
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- English
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- 58,245
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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14 Apr 2025
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Dean Winchester fixes things. Keeps his head down. Follows orders, mostly. Doesn’t ask questions. He can’t afford to, not with a father watching his every move, a brother he’s desperate to protect, and a past sealed behind a NDA.
So when a repair job sends him to a brothel on the edge of town, he tells himself it’s just work. Just another job.
But the android he’s sent to fix doesn’t behave like the others. It looks at him too long. Hesitates before it speaks. And when it touches him, Dean forgets that machines aren’t supposed to feel.
He knows better than to get involved. He does it anyway.
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- English
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- 122,095
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- 41/41
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Bookmarked by senjou
06 Apr 2025
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it was 10 fucking years ago, and yet the town still treats dean like a pariah. but cas is new in town and doesn't know what happened. so dean should keep his distance to spare cas. it's just really hard when all cas wants to do is get to know dean.
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- Part 1 of didn't put those bones in the ground
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Dean was drunk, that's what got him into this whole mess. No, that's a lie, he was lonely.
His brother left, his father shortly after, and he needed somebody, so he followed Sam to Stanford from a distance. Just to make sure the kid was ok, of course. On the south side of the university, Dean found an abandoned courtyard that he could just relax in, close enough to keep an eye on his dorky little brother, but somewhere where Sam wouldn't see him. But what really caught his eye about the courtyard was the statue, a beautiful angel with messy hair and eyes turning down at the corner, and Dean thought that if there was no one else around to talk to, then he might as well talk to this statue.
He didn't know the statue was watching him back.
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Or: Dean accidentally does something emotionally healthy and falls in love with an angel along the way
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What if no angels answered Dean’s call for help? What if Dean were to lose Sam to the trials, lose everything, with Cas being the only person left to help him pick up the pieces despite being broken himself?
Without Cas’s grace, he’s weakened and vulnerable, and Dean needs something vulnerable to take care of in the wake of his brother’s death. Dean cloaks his need for intimacy during this isolation under the veil of taking care of Cas and teaching him to be human, which he asserts does, in fact, need to be done. He vows to put aside his feelings and do his best to raise his angel to be human better than he himself was raised.
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30 Mar 2025
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Dean is a struggling EMT with a younger brother in college, a recovering alcoholic father, and a best friend who he’s secretly in love with.
With family problems that would make a social worker cringe, Dean is no stranger to his fair share of breakdowns. One night, Dean drinks himself into unconsciousness after having a fight with his father. He wakes up in the care of his best friend, Castiel, who also happens to be a doctor.
Somehow he ends up at Castiel’s house under his medical watch and stumbles upon something that could completely change the dynamic of their friendship forever.
Or, Cas introduces Dean to the world of BDSM by starting a platonic D/s relationship. Oh, and eventually they learn to use their words.
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- English
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- 204,649
- Chapters:
- 18/20
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24 Mar 2025
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Sam and Dean successfully bested Azazel and prevented The Hellgate from opening! Woohoo! Sam didn't die either - bonus.
But Sam did go back to college, leaving Dean wondering what to do with himself. For lack of anything better to do, he decides to cross off things left unchecked in his father's journal. His latest job takes him to the Lowcountry of South Carolina, where he fully intends on killing a witch. Unfortunately for Dean, nothing is ever that simple.
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Dean's just your regular every day guy with a massive Angel fetish.
When Angels come to Earth to perform a miracle in exchange for one human soul, he tries his best not to get his hopes up, especially after he manages to really click with a guy he's just met at the roadhouse. The world holds their collective breath to find out who the Angels are going to choose, but Dean can't stop thinking about those gorgeous blue eyes..
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- English
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- 81,134
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- 14/14
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Bookmarked by senjou
05 Mar 2025