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  1. Public Bookmark 51

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    welcome to my alive gabriel goodman au!

    everything's pretty similar to the n2n canon (with the london cast in mind), except that gabe survives. diana and dan managed to find doctors that caught the obstruction in time to save gabe's life, but not quick enough to leave him entirely unscatched. gabe struggles with chronic illness symptoms daily, including extreme abdominal pain, low blood pressure, headaches and migraines, dizziness, shakiness, etc. which in turn leads to the canon of natalie being left out by her parents often.

    natalie is born, not to replace gabe this time, and they're the best siblings. henry is still your lovable stoner. dan still struggles with ignoring gabe sometimes and dealing with his son. diana still struggles with bipolar.

    this will mostly just be a bunch of oneshots surrounding the characters in this universe! hope you enjoy <3

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    13 Dec 2025

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    04 Mar 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    The world ended, he had ended it, and he had been killed to fix it, so when Jonathan Sims awoke in a dreadfully uncomfortable bed, surrounded by the rapid beeping of a heart monitor, painfully plain white walls, the company of a worried man, and the sickly smell of a hospital, he understood everything, and yet understood nothing.

    In which Jon wakes up from his s3/4 coma to see everything was a coma-induced nightmare (and also a sight into the future?) and has to navigate a world he barely trusts to be real-- after all, he's lived through this once before.

    CONTENT WARNINGS are in the beginning notes of every chapter! Do read them.

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    30 May 2021

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  5. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Jon, you’re not - you’re not a bother!” Martin scoots in closer, slowly wrapping both of his hands around one of Jon’s trembling ones. He doesn’t squeeze, but he begins to work his thumbs ever so carefully against Jon’s palm, gently soothing some of the tension there. “I know I can’t take it away, Jon, but I want to make it as bearable as I can. I want to help. Let me be with you.”
    Jon wakes to a fibromyalgia flare and receives care and affirmation from Martin.
    Set between Drawn to that Sort of Library Magic and Things That Make it Warm, but can be read as a standalone!

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    04 Jan 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Comfort fic that I keep revisiting