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  1. Public Bookmark 85

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    “Malfunctions.” Shadow Milk’s mismatched eyes held unease, mind whirling unpleasantly. “That’s–That’s what The Witches called these kinds of things, feelings, or whatever. Said they only got in the way and obstructed our purpose. That they were useless and had nothing to give.” He muttered under his breath.

    Hesitation rose beneath his dough and in his veins, making the discomfort, that had recently settled rent free in his chest, rear its ugly head. He opened his mouth, to deflect, to laugh it off, to change the subject, to reassure, he didn’t know. With how much of a whirlwind his mind was being, he couldn’t decide on a solid choice.

    “Do..Do you believe that?” Was the quiet question that filled the room from the healer. Shadow Milk didn’t know if he was relieved or not that he himself didn’t have to butt in.

    Still, a hard question. One he didn’t completely know the answer to.

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    Or, Shadow Milk has really bad identity issues and Pure Vanilla tries to help him through it the best he can.

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    02 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    Darry is sixteen years old and has been breathing hospital air for three days.

    Three days since the world rearranged itself into before and after. Three days since he learned that love could arrive weighing almost nothing—and that his hands, which have hauled shingles and thrown footballs and held together three people's worth of falling apart, might not know how to hold something this small.

    Sodapop has not stopped moving.
    The baby has not stopped breathing.
    And Darry, who has not cried, sits very still on the patched couch and learns that some facts arrive already irrevocable: the morning, the floor beneath his feet, and the five fingers no bigger than grains of rice that have decided his thumb is worth holding.

    (Or: The night the Curtis brothers became three.)

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    09 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    As a rain filled night took over Tulsa, it left Johnny Cade to be washed away. Luckily he has his brother's and another someone to look after him.
    --
    'The door swung open and we were greeted with the sight of one worried looking Darry and a sopping wet Johnny Cade.'

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    08 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    Everyone says Ponyboy is going to make it out.

    He’s the smart one. The sensitive one. The one worth saving.

    But Ponyboy doesn’t feel like someone worth anything at all.

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    1,176

    08 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    One-shot

    A month after everything changes, Ponyboy collapses on the way home. What follows is a fever, a strange dream, and two older brothers trying their best.

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    When Ponyboy passes out on the side of the road during a walk home from practice, nobody knows why. Not Chad, who ends up carrying him home. Not Steve, who gets the frantic phone call. And certainly not Darry, who suddenly finds himself responsible for a feverish little brother calling out for things he can't have back.

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    08 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    I’ve gotten back into The Outsiders!!

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    08 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 31

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    "He was cold, wherever he was seemed dank and icy, like a dungeon. And his head was throbbing. He brought a hand to his head and felt a large, sticky lump, he hissed as he pressed on the tender spot. His leg was bothering him too. He let his hands drift to his ankle, where the skin was feeling especially irritated. Horror settled in his stomach as he realized two things. First, his socks and shoes were gone, his feet bare and cold. Second, a cold, metal chain was wrapped around his left ankle, biting into his skin and binding him to something in the inky darkness."

     

    The gang is getting used to life without Johnny and Dallas, though the ache of missing them is still fresh. Just when they think things are settling down, a plan for revenge shakes up their lives once again. When one of their own goes missing, they'll do whatever it takes to save their missing brother.

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    04 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 24

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    Ponyboy had way too much faith in his brothers, and his brothers have way too little faith in Curly.

    Or- a Purly coming-out fic that goes wrong

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    Comments:
    16
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    278
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    02 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 11

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    Ponyboy wakes up to find his brothers acting . . . off.

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    Comments:
    14
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    165
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    1,753

    02 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 8

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    Following the second anniversary of his rescue, Ponyboy goes missing again, only this time, he never wants to be found.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    20
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    744

    02 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 20

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    Darry knows Ponyboy is a good, happy, and healthy kid. But when he falls ill after a track competition, he and Soda find out that their baby brother has been hiding a lot more than they thought.
    Or:
    Ponyboy misses Johnny and Dally.
    (Set one year after the events of The Outsiders)

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    23
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    20
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    1,327

    02 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 50

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    The lives of the Curtis brothers are turned upside down when someone from Dally's past appears in their lives one day. Angry, hungry for revenge, and blinded by grief, he kidnaps Sodapop and Ponyboy Curtis.

    Soon enough, the gang learns that they know even less about Dallas Winston than they thought.

    Darry is prepared to tear Tulsa apart if it means finding his brothers, but will he find them before it's too late? Or will the gang once again have to attend two funerals in the same week?

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    40/40
    Comments:
    871
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    444
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    50
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    02 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 41

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    Ponyboy is not an idiot.

    He knows he is disabled. He knows he can’t do everything everyone else can. Contrary to the belief of Darry, Soda, and the rest of the gang, he does actually care about his body. Pushing it sometimes doesn’t make him ‘irresponsible’ or whatever Darry said last time he was scolding him, it just makes him a little stubborn. And there’s nothing wrong with that.

    Despite all of this, Pony doesn’t want everyone to know that his leg is acting up again. It’s fine. He doesn't need to take a break from track or sit down for every single task. He just needs to walk it off.

    What the gang doesn’t know won’t hurt them.

     

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    After a run-in with a group of Socs, Ponyboy finds his disability to be flared up. He limps everywhere he goes and takes way too much pain relieving medication. However, he still tries to hide the injury from the rest of the gang. He doesn’t want to worry them like he always does.

    But even he knows that they’ll find out eventually, even if it’s in the worst way possible.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    35
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    322
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    01 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 15

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    ‘And Pony was pretty sure that the smile on Darry’s face could rival the brightness of the sun. The kind of smile that made the corner of his eyes crinkle from happiness, not from nights of worry spent pouring over bills, trying to figure out how he would be able to put food on the table for his boys.’

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    Moments between the Curtis brothers, the heartbreak and love that it takes to find their way to one another.

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    6/?
    Comments:
    32
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    1,996

    01 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 24

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    Darry had decided College was more important then his brothers 2 years ago when his parents got into that major auto accident.

    They got separated.

    2 years later, Pony's back where he grew up–16 and troubled.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    16
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    140
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    24
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    1,768

    29 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 22

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    There’s some huff of air and Darry grumbles loudly ‘cause he was trying to keep his voice down — the house ain’t that big, and Ponyboy doesn’t need to hear all this. He slams the phone back down onto the receiver with a loud clatter of plastic and metal as he mutters something about, “bullshit doctors, God, bet he ain’t even got no real degree, just a bunch’a nothin’,” before slumping against the counter again, chest heaving in eventual silence.

    or, it's two weeks post canon and ponyboy's struggling to eat

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    Comments:
    25
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    208
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    22
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    1,969

    21 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 53

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    After the events of the book, Darry decides they need some family rules.

    (a series of interconnected one-shots)

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    Words:
    30,999
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    258
    Kudos:
    373
    Bookmarks:
    53
    Hits:
    8,624

    19 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 5

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    After Windrixvile, Ponyboy started to distance himself from everybody he knew. Everybody, but Johnny.

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    When everybody else has given up on Pony, Johnny hasn't.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    69
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    5
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    1,052

    18 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 29

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    Basically, what if D3rlord3 didn’t die because The King tried Its best to keep Derek alive for the sake of Itself.

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    3/?
    Comments:
    70
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    29
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    4,138

    17 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 34

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    His mind is not empty, no; far from it. Although the pressure feels faint and distant now, it is swimming and writhing with all the same whirlwinds of knowledge as it was before, when he was confined to stare ad infinitum at that stupid, stupid computer.

    It feels.

    Kinda good.

    ⋆༺𓆩⚔𓆪༻⋆

    Or, Derek survives. Except now he's blind and the King lives on in his mind. Neither of them are happy about this.

    (ON HIATUS)

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    Chapters:
    2/5
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    208
    Bookmarks:
    34
    Hits:
    1,815

    14 Apr 2026

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