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    I put all my soukoku relationship reveals in a series!!

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    “Open up!”
    “I'm naked!” He bit his tongue right away. He shouldn't have confirmed somebody was inside.
    “I don't give a shit! This is the Fire Department! There's a fucking fire in the building!”
    “I'm okay!” He tried. “I'll come out shortly! You go ahead!”
    “What the hell?!”
    “I promise!”
    “I can't believe it!” He heard noises outside, the same person cursing loudly. “Tachihara! The axe!”
    What the fuck?!

     

    (Or: Dazai has done everything he can to avoid meeting his soulmate. The Universe doesn't agree. Enter Chuuya, the fireman that saved him.)

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    “Can I help you?” Chuuya said, not moving from his position or even putting down his phone. (Just because he has to look over the store today doesn’t mean he has to be employee of the month).

     

    Dazai pursed his lips. “I .. had a hold on a Centennial copy of Ernest Hemingway’s The Sun Also Rises but I can’t find it in the back.”

     

    “The century copy of who now?”

     

    Dazai’s silent groan from earlier came back as an internal scream.

    Or, Yet Another Soukoku Bookshop College AU, But This Time It’s Written By An English Major

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  4. 38

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    Lovesickness- refers to the strong feelings that arise from being unable to be with your loved one physically or emotionally.

    This leads him here, waiting in a stuffy, cramped plane staring at his lock screen of Chuuya's pretty mismatched eyes with soft, curly, ginger locks, sticking up in different directions as if he just woke up. With cute bed hair and Chuuya’s right freckled shoulder peeking out, from wearing nothing but Dazai 's old worn out band t-shirt, that only reaches midway down his thighs.

    Well, fuck, he misses him already.

    Or: A Skk Long-distance AU

    Featuring~ Dazai and Chuuya as they navigate a relationship that takes a lot of work, communication, surprise visits, money, support from their peers and love to get them through it

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  5. 60

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    “The rib is the shell, and the heart is a yolk, and I just made a meal for us both to choke on.”

    Here you go, Dazai Nation.

    Osamu Dazai transferred to an elite private boarding-high-school after a suicide attempt. His roommate, the worst person imaginable—Chuuya Nakahara.

    Neither of them expected tutoring sessions, looney-bin visits, school plays, or sitting in silence in costume closets.

    No abilities, just pain.

    TITLE IS A FIONA APPLE SONG :D

    IF IK U IRL, PLS DON’T READ TS

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    Is there any value to this thing we call living?
    Why are we born into this world if only to die?

    Dazai left this world by choice but finds himself stuck as a ghost wandering the dusty corridors of an abandoned hospital with only the wind as friend, whispering sweet melodies to him every day that he would terribly like to no longer hear.
    Chuuya is looking for answers about his unclear past. To understand where he comes from and finally put an end to his years of incomprehension. His many searches lead him to an abandoned hospital.

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    Nikolai leaned in close, his breath ghosting against Fyodor’s ear, his voice barely more than a murmur, soft, taunting, yet laced with something dark and unshakable.

    "Run, Fyodor," he whispered, his lips just shy of brushing against Fyodor’s skin. "If I catch you..." A pause, deliberate and drawn out, as if savoring the moment. "I will destroy you."

    The words curled around Fyodor like smoke, creeping into his mind, settling deep in his bones. The weight of them wasn’t just a threat, it was a promise. And from the way Nikolai’s fingers briefly ghosted over his wrist before pulling away, Fyodor knew he meant it.

    (Serial killer Nikolai x Detective Fyodor)

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    "Why are you looking at me?"

    "...Because I want to."

    Or, the story of two boys, desperately trying to pull each other out of the darkness.

    RUSSIAN TRANSLATION NOW OUT! (HUGE thank you to youkh173_ on twitter for translating it!)

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    "Oda... before he died, he told me to save the weak. But really... they aren't the only ones that need saving."

    Or, seven times where Dazai is saved, plus one time where he can't be.

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    Dazai is barely pushing through life. His family is abusive. His fellow students bully him. He has no friends or social connections. He works a part-time job that keeps him on the edge of a panic attack at all times. And he doesn't know any healthy ways to cope with anything.
    Enter Chuuya, one of the most popular students in school, who unexpectedly confesses to Dazai and asks him out.
    And with Chuuya at his side, nudging him in the right direction, Dazai slowly learns how to live.

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    Severely mentally ill teen and his unexpected boyfriend get through high school together.

    A story about trauma, its consequences, and the rocky path of recovery.

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  11. 11

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    Soukoku, devastating rivals, a demon and a god, two bodies that share a singular soul, practically bound together by fate (maybe a little manipulation on Dazai's part). Dazai has never felt much of anything. Or rather, he doesn't know how to regulate, understand, or express his feelings, while Chuuya feels every one of his emotions 10 fold, never quite catching a break. His mood can switch up so fast that he himself cannot process what caused it. Neither of the two see humanity in themselves, for one reason or another, but that doesn't stop them from seeing humanity in each other. Chuuya is the most expressive person that Dazai has ever known, he radiates raw, human emotion and brings life to every room, at least from Dazai's perspective. It's no wonder that Dazai became so fixated so quickly on Chuuya, wanting nothing more than to provoke him, to drag out and experience that emotion through his partner, negatively or positively. Dazai does not realize that his obsession has turned into something more, something overwhelming, something uncontrollable. The feeling becomes so heavy in his chest that he is unable to ignore it any longer, and once he recognizes what it is, he is bombarded with another feeling--disgust.

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  12. 64

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    Mike’s mind is working so fast that he’s not sure if it’s working at all. Will’s voice is playing in his head over and over again. I don’t like girls. I… I had this crush. He was just my Tammy. Will was looking at Mike, at the beginning, and he was so pure that Mike couldn’t breathe. But then he turned away, a brutal reminder that this moment was bigger than them. Like it always is.

    Also, what the fuck is a Tammy.

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    It's summer break and Dazai is obligated to go to a four-month camp for mentally ill teenagers.

    Chuuya Nakahara got hotter.

    The last time Dazai saw him was middle school.

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    This was far from the first time Dazai spent time in a mental institution. The inpatient facility was more like a second home at this point. He wasn't expecting anything different from usual when he was admitted yet again. But a short redhead with anger issues had the potential to save Dazai from this monotonous torture.

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    Dazai Osamu is always prepared. Whether it be exams, tests, assignments, or whatever else life chucked his way, but what he wasn’t prepared for was wishing that a certain redhead liked him back. For all his life, Dazai Osamu wanted to die, but when he met a fiery-haired, brash, and oh-so beautiful Nakahara Chuuya, he thought he might as well give life a try.

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    An AU where Chuuya stumbles into Dazai in the halls of their university and stains a bit more than just the mackerel’s journal.

    (I suck toes at summaries, so sorry if it was wonky lmao)

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    Chuuya steals Dazai's diary and writes shit about him

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    Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
    Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
    Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.

    Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

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    “Chūya, dear, you punched him in the face.”
    “Yeah but—”
    “And choked him—”
    “It wasn’t that bad.”
    “Dr. Mori diagnosed them with a minor concussion on the spot.”
    Face red hot with embarrassing shame, “They started it.”

    --

    Or, two idiots meet in a waiting room.
    OR, an unlikely frenemy-ship.

    CWs in the tags with a fun little disclaimer in the author's notes!

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    “You’re a fucking Romeo,” Chuuya shakes his head, pushing Dazai in the shoulder but not enough to let him fall.
    Dazai looks at him with a smile in his eyes, whispering back:
    “You’re a fucking Juliet.”

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    Best friends is too simple a term to squash the entire dynamic of Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya within.

    Sure, they’ve known each other since they were children, and they’re each other’s #1 on their best friend lists on Snapchat, and Chuuya’s been seen one too many times in his hoodies. People have also noticed how Dazai’s main muse for his volunteer hobby of polaroid photographer is the redhead himself.

    But the pranks they pull on each other isn’t much of a ‘best friend’ thing to do.

    Especially when one of the pranks get pulled so far,

    That Chuuya is forbidden from seeing Dazai ever again.

    And though he sees no good coming from such a forced separation, the one thing that can enhance their futures together is propelled forward at a faster speed than either of them could have ever imagined:

    Coming to terms with their unusual feelings for each other.


     
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    Love from,
    Mil <3

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