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  1. 76

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    ‘i want to breathe you in like you're vapor,
    i want to be the one you remember
    i want to feel your love like the weather;
    all over me, all over me'

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    When Erling Haaland first met Jude Bellingham, only one of them had presented. It was not Jude. The team were all relieved to ‘get it over with’ that same winter simply in order for speculation and attention on the topic to cease. Only afterwards were they informed that Jude’s secondary gender was omega and that he would remain missing from practice for another couple of days to get everything sorted - and cleared by a doctor - before returning to the field, and Erling remembers the sting of his lip as he bit himself bloody.

    He’d never had an omega teammate before.

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    Faced with an upcoming debutante, the menace, unruly, rebellious, and unstoppable omega in the name of Jude Bellingham ran away.

    He wished to go far through sea, to seek new horizons, to find chance and stability. However fate says otherwise, putting him as a stowaway at a Viking’s ship.

    Why does it seem as if the world is out to get him?

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  5. 16

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    “Thank you.”, he repeats, his heart swelling with joy at the simple gestures. “No problem.”, he mumbles between two bites, shrugging like it wasn’t a big deal. But they both knew better. It always was. It was more, Jamal felt it, and he knew the other felt it too. It was always there, but subtle, natural, hard to put into words, hard to grasp in the first place.

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    When being there isn't just about being friends anymore.

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  6. 32

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    Jude knew it was just a haircut. The problem was that Erling with short hair brought out thoughts that definitely had nothing to do with the word “just.”

    Or: Haaland cuts his hair, Jude loses his mind, and old memories come rushing back.

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  7. 85

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    Michael asks Jamal to join his family on their trip to Algeria. Chaos ensues.

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  8. 36

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    Artist Jude, enthralled with Erling Haaland, becomes said footballer's personal chef overnight. While elated, his only real qualm is that he doesn't know shit about the job he's been hired for. But fret not, for he is good at pretending and stalling the inevitable if it means being beside the one he loves.

    That, and Erling Haaland may or may not know a lot more about Jude than he lets on. Innocent-eyed and soft-smiling, all while watching with a barely concealed desire of his own.

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  9. 31

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    Erling Haaland always thought he was ready to wait for Jude to choose him. Until a few months before leaving from Manchester City he spotted a mating mark on Jude. At the prospect of Jude already being mated and him leaving he is faced with a difficult choice.

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    Or when after a misunderstanding Erling Haaland bites and mates Jude Bellingham for fear of losing him. Jude couldn’t be happier.

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  10. 16

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    “I said, you fucking weirdos.” Both Erling and Jude laughs. “Come join us when you’re done!”

    “Done with what?” Jude shouts after him.

    Marco turns around, walking backwards and stopping in the doorway to the locker room. “Whatever it is you’re about to do. Kiss, fuck, fight, I don’t fucking care. Just come join us when you’re done!”

    or, a win finally pushes Erling and Jude over the line of strictly friendship.

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  11. 38

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    They fuck. A lot. And they stopped caring who saw.

    After every big game Jude grinds himself stupid on Erling’s thigh in front of the whole squad, then drags him somewhere private under the worst excuse imaginable. Erling just watches him get loud and desperate… until the hotel door locks and he finally takes what’s his.
    Hard. Deep. Exactly how they both need it.

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  12. 33

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    In a world divided by four realms, the golden empire of Aureum believes it has the right to bring civilization to those it considers lesser. When war breaks out between Aureum and Ferreum, Prince Jude finds himself standing at the center of a conflict far greater than himself. On the other side of the battlefield stands Haaland, the feared Alpha Chief of Ferreum. But their story only begins in the aftermath of the war.

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  13. 43

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    «Okay, what's your deal, mate?» Jude sighed, sounding resigned, like someone who'd just been caught red-handed. He let himself fall back against the leather seat.

    «Nothing. Just saying,» Erling teased, looking away but still smiling.

    Jude sighed. «Okay, so what now? We getting another drink, or are you planning on keeping me sat here for the whole date?» he joked, pretending to get up.

    Erling raised an eyebrow. «Date?»

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  14. 89

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    Please, pretty please, don’t let his mother find out, he prayed again. I’ll be good the rest of my life.

    “Yes, you’re normal for god’s sake,” Erling said. “You’re just weird now, you won’t be weird later.”

    “Do you really think I want to be weird now?!” Jude shouted back flashing his canines.

    This is the only chance I’ll ever get, he thought to himself. Erling wasn’t about to let this go.

    Erling Haaland had been pining hard for another alpha, his insticts take over more than once.

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  15. 93

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    Four messages greeted him on the screen. Jude read them twice. No jokes. No insults. Not even a smug remark about the state Erling had left him in. Erling had never worried about waking him before, particularly when he wanted another round in the middle of the night. Apparently, saying goodbye was where consideration of Jude’s sleep schedule became important.

    Or regret was.

    Fine. Jude regretted it too.

    Not Erling. The timing. The bruises. The fact that now, in three days’ time they were supposed to stand on opposite sides of a World Cup quarter-final and pretend neither of them knew what the other sounded like with his face pressed into a hotel pillow. When had understanding Erling become this difficult? At Dortmund, Erling had filled every available space, and Jude had never needed to search for hidden meaning in anything he said or did.

    Now, Jude had four messages and no idea what any of them meant.

    At least they had no punctuation. That felt reassuringly normal.

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    Erling sneaks into Jude's hotel and they have extremely competitive sex, leaving Jude unable to run three days before the World Cup quarter final. Everybody handles this badly, not least Thomas Tuchel.

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  18. 89

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    He knew it was normal to talk and imagine that kind of stuff, especially at their age, and for a long time, Jude tried to jump into the conversation. For a long time, he tried to pretend he was more interested in omegas than he really was, but the truth was, he couldn't feel the desire. The idea didn't interest him, the scent of an omega didn't turn him on, and not to mention the more explicit stuff.

    Because while Declan and Jordan imagined holding a delicate, sweet omega in their arms, marking their neck, or doing whatever else could happen, Jude imagined the same thing, except the target of those fantasies was usually another alpha.

    Between his parents' divorce, his difficult relationship with his younger brother, and his relentless grind to get to Challenger, Jude meets Erling in his second-to-last year of boarding school and finds out that life might be more than just football and online games. 

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  19. 70

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    Michael Olise is not a goalkeeper. He cannot anchor a match ill-fated, nor can he hold onto a love born to always slip away.

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  20. 83

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    Jude’s job in advertising gets interesting when he’s offered a position as a model.
    Erling’s life gets ruined when Jude accepts.

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