161 - 180 of 2,437 Bookmarked Items in Howling Commandos Members (Marvel)

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. *

    Words:
    319,028
    Works:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    1,649
  2. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Bucky is a monster, he is the child of a devil who grew up in a God-fearing orphanage, but Steve doesn’t seem to mind him, so he keeps his head down and loves Steve and tries not to care about the fact he’s going to hell. But then comes the war, and Zola, and all of his carefully hoarded secrets break loose and Steve will surely never love him the same way again.

    Then he falls, and winter comes.

    And then, much later, he remembers.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    61,438
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    84
    Kudos:
    962
    Bookmarks:
    285
    Hits:
    14,902
  3. *

    Summary

    Sometimes fate finds a way to bring people together in every universe.

    Words:
    377,278
    Works:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    121
  4. 18

    Tags
    Summary

    "If the world slowed its rotation when Rogers's 'Just a Kid' was released, Barnes's 'Who We Are' has stopped the world on its axis. Forget everything you think you know about domestic and international history." - New York Times Book Review

    "Sergeant and sniper turned world's longest prisoner of war, James Barnes can now add phenomenal writer to his tragic resume." - Publisher's Weekly

    "A comprehensive look into the life of one of history's most overlooked and misunderstood figures that leaves readers with the essential question: Who are you when everything you have and know is stripped away?" - Kirkus Review

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,915
    Chapters:
    4/12
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    59
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    927
  5. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Somewhere in the SHIELD archives, which eventually got released to the public, much to the amusement and joy of everyone who ever said "I SHIPPED IT!!!!!" is a List.

    The List was compiled by the long-suffering Colonel Phillips, who should have been more thankful that Steven Grant Rogers was the lone Super Soldier from Erskine's Project Rebirth. Add in Sgt. Bucky Barnes and the Howling Commandos and it was a sheer miracle that Phillips managed to make it through the war with his sanity relatively intact. Mostly. Sort of.

    He's still not going to accept a teddy bear as a Corporal in his own regiment. God damn it!

    (A collection of all the Tumblr fics I've ever written that involve Captain Barnes, Mrs. Rogers, the Howlies and Bucky Bear.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,141
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    130
    Kudos:
    1,802
    Bookmarks:
    523
    Hits:
    28,775
  6. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Stella steps out of the vitaray chamber. Cheers immediately die, and everyone in the room looks shocked. She steps off the platform, center of gravity all wrong. “H-how do you feel?” Peggy chokes out. “Bigger,” Stella says, and oh shit, that’s not her voice. She opens her eyes, looks down. Her breasts are gone. Those aren’t her feet. She strips off her shirt. That’s a man’s chest. She yanks the belt out of her trousers. Pulls them out a bit from, Christ, from her pecs to take a peek. That’s a. Oh my God. That’s a man’s johnson. She looks up at Dr. Erskine, terrified, who stares back, head shaking in disbelief. Everyone in the room looks shell shocked.

    Oh, God. Bucky. What is Bucky going to think?

    “My husband is going to kill me.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,409
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    198
    Kudos:
    1,479
    Bookmarks:
    286
    Hits:
    18,580
  7. *

    Tags
    Summary

    The list of reasons Stephanie Rogers couldn't enlist were long.
    She was small.
    She was frail.
    She was in poor health.

    She was female.

    The list of reasons for why she fully intended to ignore all that and do her best to enlist anyway was short.
    Bucky was going.
    Her best friend.
    Her only friend.
    The friend who'd been there her entire life, every time she'd needed him, every time she'd called.
    Always.
    And she'd be dammned if anyone was going to stop her from returning the favor.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    178,897
    Chapters:
    44/44
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    1,679
    Kudos:
    2,343
    Bookmarks:
    624
    Hits:
    62,962
  8. *

    Tags
    Summary

    All of Steve and Bucky’s friends are both the smartest people in the world, and the most oblivious. None of them seem to know that Steve and Bucky are together, or who Steve Rogers really is. The guys think it’s hysterical.

    After the 2016 election, Steve is asked to do an interview about the new (and horrible) President Elect. Chaos ensues.

    Featuring shamelessly and aggressively queer Steve and Bucky, Natalia being the smartest avenger, dumb Fox News interviewers, and Clint being tired of everyone’s shit.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,536
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    34
    Kudos:
    1,153
    Bookmarks:
    187
    Hits:
    9,036
  9. *

    Tags
    Summary

    It’s a Rogers family tradition, as his mother loves to remind him: Take your love to Ireland, propose to them in the motherland on the day of the Leap Year, and live happily ever after. His father had done it, his father before him, and his father before him. Steve had been hoping to be the end of the line, but if Tony’s going to string him and their four year relationship along, fine. He’ll take matters into his own hands.

    He’s getting engaged if it kills him, he's just got to survive a trip to Dublin in the company of James Barnes first.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    54,746
    Chapters:
    11/12
    Comments:
    341
    Kudos:
    1,530
    Bookmarks:
    461
    Hits:
    30,933
  10. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Steven Rogers, comic-book artist and former Captain in the US Army, is a True New Yorker through and through. But when his relationship falls apart, Steve is forced to move back to his hometown, where the inspirations for his comic books lie.

    Following the death of his father and then his mother two years afterwards, Bucky has been left raising his little sister Becca, and he is doing a damn fine job of it, thank you very much. He hasn't been distracted by cars or women since he took up his role as a guardian - in fact, he hadn't been distracted at all until a certain Steve Rogers appears on his doorstep.

    However, both of them have dramatically changed from the time they were best friends. Bucky doesn't know that Steve didn't come back from war unscathed. Steve doesn't know that Bucky has always been completely and utterly in love with him.

    In a tale that focuses on the loss of childhood innocence, the pressures of society and the stigmas associated with trauma, Steve and Bucky learn to trust again, and maybe fall in love along the way.

    (Thankfully, not aided by Clint Barton's Love Barn.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    131,676
    Chapters:
    24/24
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    310
    Kudos:
    824
    Bookmarks:
    282
    Hits:
    22,357
  11. 65

    Words:
    215,648
    Works:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    65
  12. 2

    Tags
    Summary

    They received the news before anyone else.

    When Winifred had opened the door, she knew immediately. The sharp gasp of horror alerted George, who had been in the living room, and Rebecca, who had been upstairs in her room. When the Barnes' had looked at the face of the man, in his dress greens, a dimness in his eyes, they knew: one of their boys was dead.

    - - -

    The Barnes family learns of the death of Steve and Bucky.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,770
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    108
  13. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rumlow actually smiles and crackles “our puppet, like you,” his voice so quiet and the words so distorted that Barnes just barely makes them out. He tells himself that they’re just words, and they’re just words designed to elicit an emotional response. It’s been just two months; there’s nothing HYDRA could have done by now, to make those words true. Right?

    A story of how far three people will go to bring Steve Rogers home -- and of how far HYDRA will go to bring home their Winter Soldier.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    148,078
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    434
    Kudos:
    724
    Bookmarks:
    320
    Hits:
    21,839
  14. *

    Tags
    Summary

    "What's happening to you has nothing to do with you being bad," Steve said. "Nothing. It has everything to do with Hydra using men like lab rats. You think all the men who didn't survive the experiments were evil?"

    "No," Bucky said. "I think they were lucky."

    "Aw, Buck." Steve put his arms around him, his chest to Bucky's back. "Don't say that. Please, don't say that. I'm so glad you're here. I'm so happy you survived. All of us are. I couldn't—" He cut himself off before he started bawling; Bucky didn't need Steve's problems on top of his own. "I love you," he whispered. "You're the finest man I've ever known."

    "Don't know if I'm a man anymore, Stevie," Bucky said.

    Based on this AvengerKink Prompt: The serum made Bucky physically monstrous. (Link to the full prompt is here.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,272
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    152
    Kudos:
    1,069
    Bookmarks:
    276
    Hits:
    16,719
  15. *

    Summary

    The Last Chance Diner sits squarely at the halfway point of old Highway 49, opening its doors at sunset and locking them again at sunrise. One man runs it and seems content to be there, stuck in the middle of nowhere. He tells himself he isn't lonely, and he may even have been right...but only because he didn't have anyone to be lonely for.

    Words:
    50,537
    Works:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    494
  16. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Vivian Lily Potter (fem Harry) just wanted a chance to rest from the final battle only to be witness to Hermione being killed by Ginny for attempting to stop Ginny from giving Vivian potions. Do to possessing the Time Turner from third year, the resurrection stone, the Eldar wand, and the invisibility cloak things don't go as planned...A 'bombarda maxima' changes so much and yet nothing at the same time. Sent through time and space Vivian wakes in a world similar to her old, where magic is still present and hidden the things that happened in the past of her world happen here, and different all at the same time for there are superheroes being made with experiments and a group of rogue Nazi's attempting to take over the whole world. Throw in a frustrated Mistress of Death who only wants to find love and have a family and Fate who's pissed at her siblings' actions...well Vivian is in for one hell of a time. Vivian is done being Fate's Bitch and Time and Death are all too willing to help Death's Mistress get the chance.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    85,131
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    142
    Kudos:
    1,338
    Bookmarks:
    528
    Hits:
    37,256
  17. *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I’m gonna ask you to leave,” Bucky began easily. “I don’t appreciate random Alphas breaking into my room uninvited.”

    Steve cocked an eyebrow, holding up his key that Bucky snapped his gaze towards it. “I didn’t break in, and you know damn well I’m not some random Alpha.”

    “Could’ve fooled me,” Bucky said, looking back at him. “What’re you supposed to be? Some imposter badly impersonating Steve Rogers? Because as far as I know, he didn’t have a beard and his Captain America suit doesn’t usually look like someone’s been walkin’ all over it.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    56,539
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    138
    Kudos:
    1,420
    Bookmarks:
    336
    Hits:
    34,371
  18. 75

    Tags
    Summary

    Hermione has - willingly, she might add - taken a break from her job at Shield to travel back in time to the past and meddle - fix, she might correct - the timeline of one Sergeant Barnes. She just hadn't expected to find herself stuck in the forties and joining one of the most elite combat units history has ever seen.

    “I feel like this is a trap.”

    The woman finally smiled, clasping her perfectly manicured hands and setting them on the table. “Imagine how we feel. Colonel Phillips has decided that we are to tentatively trust you, and that you would be a good fit with the Howling Commandos.”

    “I’d rather go home and everyone involved can pretend I never existed,” Hermione admitted.

    The woman hummed, nodding slightly, “While I agree with you, the Colonel thinks that your...skills could be put to good use in order to win the war.”

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,804
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    65
    Kudos:
    309
    Bookmarks:
    75
    Hits:
    6,805
  19. 15

    Tags
    Summary

    “Thanks for letting me do this. Come back home.”

    Bucky chuckles at his word choice. “You’re not a prisoner, you know.”

    Sam grunts, like he wants to argue, but instead he closes his eyes. Poor man’s probably exhausted, between falling asleep late last night, waking up early today, and having to deal with such a sudden life change. Sure, it's not his first rodeo. But it's not something to take for granted how well Sam is cooperating with all of them. Handsome, kind and trusting. Bucky can't take his eyes off him. Sam's practically laid out, all defenses down, almost relaxed in the presence of someone he barely knows.

    He admires Sam's strength and courage. He hopes to take a piece for himself. Maybe it’ll do him some good, after this is all over.

    “Take a picture, it'll last longer.” Sam opens one eye, but Bucky doesn't look away. He pushes past the flirt, knowing if he entertains it.

    Well.

    He's an opportunistic man, if anything.

     

    Or, Bucky's old life tracks him down to Chinatown, NYC, and Sam kind of throws a wrench into things.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    41,949
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    26
    Kudos:
    85
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    2,309
    • 15 Oct 2025

      Public Bookmark

      Bookmark Collections:
    • 24 Jul 2025

      Public Bookmark

    • 20 Jun 2025

      Rec

      Bookmark Notes:

      this fic is crazy lmao (complimentary complimentary complimentary)

    • 31 Mar 2025

      Public Bookmark

    • 12 Feb 2025

      Rec

      Bookmark Notes:

      ~~This was such a great slow burn! My Favorite Part's~~

      “I’ve been standing here for ten minutes trying to figure out the menu and you haven't said a word since I've stepped in here. No offer for a translated menu, or what would you like- nothing .”
      Bucky almost smiles at that. Somehow the lawyer looks even more attractive with some sass.
      “If you wanted my recommendation, you could've just asked-” The lawyer rolled his eyes in response, cute , “-But I’d pick the shrimp rice rolls. They’re our crowd favorite.”

      The man seems embarrassed, and Bucky's brain melts a little.

      Sam hands him thirty dollars with a wink. “For last time.”
      He takes the money tentatively, trying to smother the creeping blush

      Bucky grabs Sam's forearm again, but he yanks it away.
      “Bucky just stop.” Bucky halts in his awkward turn mid crouch. “Tell me why you're here.”
      He pales, not knowing what to say, or if anything he would say would even work to get Sam the fuck out. It's quickly approaching the meetup time and he's about two seconds from knocking Sam out and dragging him to the other side of Manhattan.
      “I-uh…military…business.”
      Sam raises an eyebrow, and he knows he failed the bullshitomer.
      “I'm a veteran too. Try again.”
      He groans quietly and moves closer to Sam. He has to remind himself not to get flustered at how close they are, Sam's lips look soft and plush-
      Barnes get a grip I swear-

      “Sam, Sam , hey,” Bucky claps and snaps in front of Sam's face, but he's unresponsive, so he tries shaking Sam's shoulders instead. “Sam, I need you to come back okay? Sammy, sweetheart-” The wildly inappropriate endearment just slips out, but it works thankfully as Sam's clouded vision finally clears and focuses on Bucky. He sighs with relief.

      He's serious, clasping Bucky's hands firmly to emphasize his point, but quiet tears run down his cheeks and Bucky feels his heart collapse.
      He pulls Sam into a hug, albeit a little awkward at first, but Sam gives in and buries his face into Bucky's neck. Bucky just sways them slightly as Sam cries quietly, hiccups stifled by his jacket. He feels his own tears well up, but they probably couldn't fall even if he wanted them too.

      She turns to him, inspecting him. “Nǐ zhèngzài yuēhuì, nǐ chuān zhège ma?”
      You're on a date and you wear this?
      Bucky looks down at himself. “Shénme? Wǒ yīzhí dōu chuān zhège!”
      What? I wear this all the time!
      Ms. Wei scoffs at him with disgust, then swipes at his boots with her broom. “Go, hǔ zǐ! Better not be late for dinner!” She turns to Sam, adorning a sweet smile, and reaches to pat his cheek lovingly. “Awe xiǎo bǎo, be careful. Oh don't forget, stop by Leah's bakery down the street, she give you free tau sar piah!”
      Sam laughs, “Okay thank you Ms. Wei.” He waves as Bucky hooks his arm and starts walking them down the sidewalk.

      Sam literally sounds like an angel, erotic and alluring. All Bucky wants to do is worship every sound he makes, and make him feel so damn good he feels 10 years younger. That plan kind of goes out the window when Sam leans down to grind his hips and suck on Buckys collar bone, inciting a drawn out, “Fuck, sweetheart-”
      Sam pauses, looking up at Bucky through those gorgeous eyelashes of his. Like a damn siren, he licks his lips nice and slow because he knows Buckys watching, and repositions himself on Buckys lap to connect every inch from their crotch to their chests. “God baby say that again-” The pet name sparks something deliriously possessive in him. Bucky flips Sam gently on his back on the couch, climbing on top of him smirking wolfishly.

      Sam thankfully doesn’t drop his coffee, but the beignets are forgotten with a splat against the brick. The man laughs, still grinning as he briskly closes the short distance, taking the coffee cup from Sam's hand while leaning down to pick up Sam's bag of desserts, and placing them on the fountain behind him.
      “You dropped this sweetheart, hope it's not your only meal since Tuesday.”

      Sam doesn’t let him finish as he grabs the lapel of Bucky's jacket and kisses him. Bucky's hands automatically find his waist, and Sam melts as Bucky lazily deepens it. It’s Sam that pulls away this time, panting heavily. “You have a lot more of those to give me if you want me to forgive you for disappearing.”
      Bucky grins mischievously, curling an arm around Sam's waist and pulling him in for another. This time, it’s passionate and hungry, his tongue curls around Sam like a devil's song that has Sam contemplating dragging Bucky off to the nearest bathroom. Bucky breaks it off as if he senses Sam’s horniness, much to his chagrin. “Doll, I got all the time in the world.”

  20. 27

    Tags
    Summary

    War creates invisible scars that never go away

     

    This story is part of a series but can be read by itself, it is self-contained.

    This is the story of Bucky's experiences from 1943 to 1945, from the Battle of Azzano and Krausberg in 1943 to falling off the train in 1945.

    This is a story about friendship, solidarity, brotherhood, secrets, betrayal and trauma.

    Bucky went through a lot more in World War 2 than Steve ever knew about, this is the story of what happened. So much trauma, and angst. And blackmail and military homophobia. Please check the tags.

     

    He never would have thought it possible for a person to be held hostage by their own brain, but that’s what it felt like now. Sheer force of will could only get you so far.

     

    He felt a horrible sense of inevitability and impending doom that there was only one way out of the dreadful situation he had managed to get himself into.

     

    And sometimes he felt such a deep desire and such a desperate longing to simply just not exist anymore.

     

    Completed

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    80,434
    Chapters:
    19/19
    Comments:
    90
    Kudos:
    156
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    5,934
    • 15 Oct 2025

      Public Bookmark

    • 03 Jul 2025

      Public Bookmark

    • 12 Jun 2025

      Rec

      Bookmark Notes:

      “She got married two months ago, you don’t know her husband. And then Thomas, from school, he got married before he shipped out last month. Oh,” Steve said remembering, “Your friend Jack, you know from the club you boxed in,” he said.

      Bucky’s head shot round.

      “What about him?” he asked, doing his best to sound casual, but he felt his heart speed up in his chest.

      “He got married,” Steve said. “Or he’s getting married. I can’t remember.”

      Bucky made an incredulous noise. “What?” he asked, bemused.

      “He turned up at your parent’s house saying he wanted to invite you to his wedding but it seemed you weren’t getting his letters. Of course you were in Krausberg but no-one knew that.” Steve then moved on to speak about some other people, completely oblivious to the chaos that his words had caused in Bucky’s head.

      Bucky was no longer paying attention to the stories of people he had no interest in. His head was reeling as he tried to make sense of what he had just been told. He felt it couldn’t be possible. Jack was getting married? Or perhaps he had already got married. That can’t be right. And so soon after Bucky had left.

      He thought back to the last day he and Jack had spent together – Jack had been talking about his parents who had reached out to him after the death of his brother. He had been excited at the possibility of mending bridges with them, emboldened by Bucky’s own recent reunification with his own family. Jack, like most men who liked men, had been cut off when his family had found out and he had been practically giddy by the prospect of being part of his parents’ lives again. Was that the price? Had they found Jack a nice, oblivious girl to get married to so they could pretend he was ‘normal’ and have a normal life? It had happened so quickly – Bucky had only left six months ago. He loved Jack; and thought Jack had loved him.

      Bucky was suddenly very aware that Steve was still walking next to him, still talking, and Bucky hadn’t taken in a single word. He glanced nervously up at Steve and was relieved to see that Steve had not noticed his state of shock. He took a few quick breaths and looked away again. He had to act normal.

      How do you act normal when your heart is shattering?

    • 20 May 2025

      Public Bookmark

    • 17 May 2025

      Public Bookmark

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation