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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    Eight years after his disappearance, Sonny suddenly comes back into Peter's life. He's traumatized, terrified, and in need of some help putting himself back together.

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    11 Jun 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 86

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    He doesn't like it when things get messy. He prefers clean breaks, and he deeply appreciates that this is the first moment that Sonny has even tiptoed over the line Rafael had drawn in the sand when he'd ended things between them. He doesn't want to encourage further intrusions, further boundary testing.

    Except.

    That's not really what this is, tonight. Even Rafael can see that. Sonny's so quiet, so withdrawn. He's hurt and hurting, and he came to Rafael because he didn't know where else to go.

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    12 Dec 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    Do you remember the death threats at the end of season 17? The one that showrunners and writers conveniently forgot. This is my take.

    Or...

    The squad starts investigating the threats. What they find isn't pretty. And it only gets worse.

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    02 Nov 2021

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    Rafael Barba needs a vacation. Instead, he goes to Cuba with his mother. (His nightmares follow him there.)

    Back in New York, Benson and the squad work to help a victim whose history of abuse isn’t entirely different from their ADA’s.

    Takes place after the S17 finale. Canon-level depictions of violence and abuse.

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    06 Oct 2021

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    All Rafael wants is one date with his boyfriend. Something always comes up.

    “You brought your gun?” Rafael said disbelievingly.

    “Of course I brought my gun,” Sonny answered, standing up. “I’m a cop. I don’t go anywhere without my gun.”

    “You bring your gun when you go on a grocery store run, then?”

    “Duh.”

    Sonny wasn’t really paying attention to the conversation, Rafael could tell, his eyes scanning the room. Other patrons were looking around, too, wondering what was going on. More noises from the kitchen, and Sonny made his decision, heading back towards it, drawing his gun as he went. Gasps from the other patrons, someone crying out, “Gun!”

    Sonny immediately smiled disarmingly. “No, it’s okay! NYPD!” He flashed his badge, which, Rafael noted with dismay, he also had with him. “I’m just going to go check it out, okay? Everyone stay calm.” He slid his badge back on his hip and took his phone out with his free hand.

    One date, that’s all he wanted, one quiet date with his boyfriend.

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    30 Sep 2021