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Out For The Count by sevenofsorrow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Apr 2026
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He moved to swing his legs out from under the blankets, only to feel one of them get snagged on something: Ilya’s ankle was wrapped around his own, knee pressing into Shane’s thigh. When he tried to wriggle it free, his boyfriend resisted and pulled his leg in closer. A taut arm reached out and sleepily tugged Shane back down onto the mattress. He gave in easily.
“I thought you were asleep.” Shane whispered, tersely.
He felt a small stab of irritation too. Once again, Ilya had gotten in the way of his workout routine and — even though he wasn’t doing it on purpose — it was hard not to be frustrated about it. Shane needed this. The only way he had been able to soothe his racing thoughts about flunking out of the NHL next season was by reminding himself of his plan to work out early in the morning. Now, his anxiety soared, but it felt like annoyance. Why didn’t Ilya understand that he needed to stay in shape? Didn’t he see how hard Shane had to work to keep up with everyone else?
“I woke up.” Ilya’s voice was husky with sleep, “Come back to bed, moya lyubov.”
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Five times Shane Hollander should've asked for help.
And one time he actually did.
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12 Apr 2026
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all around you, all the time by peculiarblue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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“I am out for the season?”
“Probably."
“Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”
“Ilya.”
“Yes? No?”
“It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.
or, you know what they say about the best laid plans
ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike
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10 Mar 2026
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10 Jul 2025
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Buck went to Bobby and told him, “He- he touches me,” and Bobby’s eyebrows rose.
“No, not like that,” Buck said.
But what if it was?
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06 Jul 2025
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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.—
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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- Part 1 of SAOW
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06 Jul 2025
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Stubborn until the very end, Aaron Hotchner isn't going to go down without a fight. It's just getting hard to tell the difference between fighting them and fighting the cancer.
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18 Mar 2025
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No one, it turns out, really knows one another.
(OR: all it takes is a summer-long holiday in Italy, James Potter's teetering mental stability, a secret relationship, friends with benefits, Marlene’s secret, and enough stupidity and insecurity to go around for everything to come crashing down around them.)
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14 Mar 2025
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Sequel to "With a Friend in the Dark.”
It's been weeks since Buck's cancer diagnosis, and in most ways, things are looking up. The idea of resuming chemo still frightens him, but not nearly as much as it did last time. This time, he has people on his side. But Buck is about to learn that treatment is just the first challenge. Money troubles, identity crises, learning what real love means for the first time at twenty-seven... who knew cancer would be so complicated?
Eddie, meanwhile, is still wrestling with his guilt and anger over how he handled things the first time. Being there for Buck? That's a given. Figuring out what it means to be Buck's friend through his cancer treatments, in the wake of all that's happened between them? That seems a lot trickier. Even more so when Eddie starts to realize that anger and guilt might not be the only feelings he's having.
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- Part 2 of Love is a Place
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Bookmarked by BellaEmmaAdams
09 Jan 2025
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Regulus has always known he's destined to drown. He feels it deep in his chest, past his rib cage, nestled somewhere behind his organs. He feels it in his arm when his mother squeezes it a little harder than a mother should. He felt it, the water rising in his throat, when his brother slipped out the window and into the night. He often wonders if it'd be easier to just let himself sink.
He often wonders if he has a choice.
Regulus gets sent back to school with a mission from the Dark Lord himself— find the “beast in the chamber” and claim its fangs without killing it. But when a certain curly-haired bespectacled boy asks for a rather large favor, everything suddenly gets a lot more complicated.
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04 Jan 2025
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It works well enough for Wooyoung, continuing to just exist, live his day simply going through it without much thought. It’s easy.
It’s like he’s living life on automatic, not truly taking anything in. Life passes quickly when you aren’t truly present.
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Something happens.
Wooyoung keeps going.
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07 Jul 2024
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Jaemin is injured and out for an indefinite amount of time. His members treat him like he's broken- Jisung cries whenever he sees him, Chenle is avoiding him, Renjun looks at him like he's dying and Jeno doesn't know how to talk to him anymore. He just wants them to treat him normally because he's FINE!
Taeyong reminds him that he's not fine. He needs to admit that he's not okay and learn how to ask for help when he needs it. Only then will his friends stop fussing.
But admitting that he's not okay and making himself vulnerable might actually be harder than coping with his injury in the first place.Canon compliant. Based on Jaemin's 2017 back injury.
Lots of crying, fussing and cuddling featuring bickering hyungs, a ransom letter and a gyoza making session.Bookmarked by BellaEmmaAdams
01 Jul 2024
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“I-it’s okay.” Seungcheol assured the three. “Mingyu has already experienced this, it’s nothing new.”
“It is exactly because I’ve already experienced this that I’m more worried for you.” Mingyu said.
Seungcheol tried to smile. “Don’t worry and go back to sleep now. We’ll just have to request again tighter security around……. me…”
The last word was weird. He has never been a target of stalkers before; at least, not that he knows of. He would always demand to Pledis more security for a certain member, but not for himself.
This is new… and he's not sure what to feel.
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Bookmarked by BellaEmmaAdams
21 Oct 2023
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Louis knows about beauty; the combination of qualities that pleases the aesthetic senses. He creates that combination every day in the garments he designs while studying fashion at uni. The cut of the design, the color of the fabric, the intricacy of the stitching; it all comes together to create something beautiful. When the science student with the long legs and dimpled smile agrees to model for him, Louis decides he’s found beauty personified. Harry just thinks Louis needs someone to show him how beautiful he is.
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- 32/32
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Bookmarked by BellaEmmaAdams
10 Sep 2023
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Bobby threw himself into action, he bolted out the door and across the hall barrelling into the restroom and the nearest cubicle. His knees hit the floor with a sickening crack that reverberated up his spine as the contents of his stomach finally made its way to the surface. He retched and heaved until he had nothing left to give then collapsed against the wall beside him resting his head against the cold tile.
His chest heaved and his heart hurt and in a room, somewhere down the hall, a ventilator beeped rhythmically as the man occupying the bed slept.
Story title from Flares by The Script
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- Part 1 of Breathe verse
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- 52/52
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Bookmarked by BellaEmmaAdams
17 Mar 2023
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Han Jisung develops an eating disorder.
He didn't mean to, but maybe a part of him had always been like this.
Trigger warning : please check the tags before reading !
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06 Nov 2022
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During a spontaneous Chan's Room livestream, Chan reacts to All Too Well: A Short Film. He just hadn't expected it to hit as hard as it did.
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Or how Chris made a mistake in who he chose to love and the mess it proceeded to make of his life.
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- Part 3 of still astray
Bookmarked by BellaEmmaAdams
26 May 2022
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John struggles to cope after losing Sherlock, pushing himself to the breaking point just to carry on. When Sherlock returns from the dead, it becomes clear he never really coped at all.
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12 Feb 2022
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Xiaojun isn't feeling well during practice, but his friends take care of him.
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Bookmarked by BellaEmmaAdams
09 Jan 2022
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I said I know there's gonna be better days for you
So let me be, your guiding light
In a new world with new problems, hold on tight
'Cause no storm lasts forever (ain't that a truth)
We'll get through this together
I got you, so don't lose you, you're special, runs through you
We lost our old lives
But I swear you'll find a brand new you
We'll rise up from the madness
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31 Dec 2021
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22 Dec 2021