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  1. Rec 85

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    Alcohol is Kaeya's medicine. When he's feel down, alcohol washes that feeling away. Any negative thought Kaeya has usually is fixed by a having a couple of drinks.

    Usually.

    But for some reason his thoughts are being particularly loud tonight. That's fine because Kaeya can just up the dosage. No one will be here to judge him. Kaeya is completely alone. He knows that for sure.

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    11 Oct 2026

  2. Rec 67

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    "It wasn't supposed to be a-well, a you know"
    "What? A suicide attempt?"
    "Exactly!"
    When Kaeya Alberich is found almost drowned on the banks of Starfell Lake, Jean and Diluc assume the worst.
    And they might be right.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Henry surprises Alex with a coffee at work, because he mentioned the coffee at his new work place is disgusting. He also brings him a care package. Alex makes him a list to show how much he appreciates this gesture.

    Or Alex isn't used to people going out and beyond to express their love to him. He isn't used to people listening to every little detail he mentions, since he talks a lot.
    And Henry isn't used to people other then his father actually realizing and appreciating the little things he does for the people he loves.

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    11 Oct 2026

  4. Rec 23

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    03 Oct 2026

  5. Rec 23

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    "You're worse than he is right now," she muttered, reaching over the worn leather seatback to press two fingers firmly against Dazai's carotid. "Christ. I've got two completely overloaded minds to stabilize now."

    After a case goes wrong in all the ways that matter, Yosano finds herself responsible for an overstimulated detective and whatever the hell Dazai has going on.

    Or:
    Dazai attempts emotional repression. Ranpo attempts existing. Yosano attempts not to commit homicide. None of them are particularly successful.

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    14 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Allow me to give you a hand.”

    Ororon nods slowly. His eyes track the offering before his body gets with the program. With little fanfare, he drops his weak noodle of an arm on top of the Captain’s.

    At the same time, the pain drops lower.

    And Ororon nearly goes with it, but the Captain is quick to strengthen his hold and keep him steady.

    “Ororon?”

    “Hurts.” The urge to grab his crotch is strong. He resists just barely, grasping tight onto the Captain instead.

    “What hurts?”

    Cramping in his abdomen and pulsating between his legs. In the back of his mind, he’s aware that the Captain is talking to him but he can’t focus on any of it.

    “Talk to me, Ororon.”

    “I-I…” It dies in his throat.

    He feels himself leak into his pants.

    An excursion into a forgotten domain turns deadly when Ororon finds himself trapped inside with the Captain, and the domain takes interest in his damaged soul.

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    31 Aug 2026

  7. Rec 99

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    Cyno pets Tighnari’s ears and plays with his tail.

    Tighnari is adorable <3

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Soon, he’ll be dead. He’ll be dead, because he’s not good enough to be loved. Good enough to be distrusted and thrown aside by his own brother, but not good enough to be loved and cared for by people he considers friends.

    He wishes he could be killed by something else—anything else.

    Why does he have to die from the fact that he is unloved?

    Feeling unloved by those he considers dear, Kaeya develops a case of Hanahaki. Of course, the most logical course of action is to hide that fact from everyone.

    He has five days left.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Lohen returns from the Nod-Krai expedition expecting nothing more eventful than mail runs and mischief. Instead, a routine errand outside Mondstadt ends with him vanishing, dragged into the hands of Il Dottore for reasons that have nothing to do with mercy and everything to do with curiosity.

    Six months pass. The Knights of Favonius never stop looking.

    When they finally find him, he's alive. That's the only mercy they get.

    The reckless, teasing vice captain who filled every room with noise is gone.

    OR

    Il Dottore kidnaps Lohen and Lohen gets traumatized.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    Xie Lian and Feng Xin leave Mu Qing and Hua Cheng together. Alone, and unsupervised. Shenanigans ensue.

    Hua Cheng was expecting Mu Qing to make an obligatory rude remark about his demonic handwriting, and that he would say something suitably snippy back and that would be the end of it. But instead Mu Qing says, “Have you ever tried writing with your left hand?”

    Hua Cheng’s expression changed, “What?”

    Mu Qing pointed at the scribbles adorning the page, “Have you ever tried writing with your left hand?”

    Hua Cheng eyed him calmly, “No.”

    Mu Qing smiled at him smugly, “Do you want to impress Xie Lian?”

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    21 Jul 2026

  11. Rec 35

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    At a monthly conference meeting in the Heavens, someone decides to insult Hua Cheng in front of Xie Lian. It doesn’t go well for them.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    A spell designed to destroy spiritual weapons locks E-Ming and Ruoye in mortal bodies. But anyone (especially Xie Lian) could have told you that those were no ordinary weapons.

    With E-Ming and Ruoye both doing their best in their strange, new bodies, Xie Lian and Hua Cheng find some unpleasant reminders of the past rearing their heads...

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    21 Jul 2026

  13. Rec 7

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    Jester teleports you to a new area that she definitely did not create for you!

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    29 Jun 2026

  14. Rec 3

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    Jester is feeling lonely and wants your company.

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    29 Jun 2026

  15. Rec 43

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    In 2008, a group of real estate agents examine an C&A building. Naturally, when one of the agents falls unconscious and doesn't recover, she's placed on life support.

    Nine years later, the Circus is destroying itself without Caine and Kinger thinks he might be able to give them a way out. But Ragatha's not so sure her friends know what they're getting into by agreeing to be her mother's daughter.

    Or: Ragatha wakes up with the rest of the circus in her head. She does her best not to let her home life bother them
    (not related to the rest of the works in this series)

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    23 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch3 not read

  16. Rec *

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    The truth is, Jax had always known if she was coming back, she would come back with her shattered pieces on display.

    or: what if the other jaxes in her mind were alters, and they all had terrible coping mechanisms?

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    23 Jun 2026

  17. Rec *

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    Jax had seemed off when they all got back to the circus, Kinger noticed. He had an oblivious stare, almost like he was dead to the world. Kind of like a robot, or a marionette being controlled by a puppeteer. He had gone to hide in a dark corner in the character room hallway of the circus, somewhere where Kinger would have enough awareness to comfort him. Caine had seemingly turned off the lights. He hadn’t checked in on Jax in a while!

     

    Had anyone?

    .-*-.

    TLDR: Kinger being parental towards Jax <3

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    22 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Havent read ch 14

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    “It's… he pulled them,” Jax blurts.

    Pomni blinks up at him, uncomprehending.

    “Your… ears?”

    Jax nods, swallowing back the bile building in his throat.

    “Pulling them hurts?” Pomni guesses.

    “You… he pulled them until I–” he sucks in a breath, letting it out in a shaky exhale. “I'm not… It's like a costume, Pomni. He tore it off.”

    Jax grapples with the aftermath of the torment nexus.

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    17 Jun 2026

  19. Rec 18

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    Jax has been having a hard time in the circus lately, and that night- he thinks of Ribbit, his long term friend a̶n̶d̶ b̶o̶y̶f̶r̶i̶e̶n̶d̶, before falling asleep.

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    06 Jun 2026

  20. Rec *

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    Or - "If you knew the truth you'd probably hate me"

    As Jax recovers from his panic attack at the Awards Show he discovers an undesired reminder of his emotional turmoil in the form of a multi-colored eye staring right back at him, reminding him of his failure to upkeep the mask he assigned himself. And to make everything worse, Pomni enters the scene.

    Language:
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    Comments:
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    18 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Read until ch 8

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