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    HOW IT STARTED: The first thing Ilya noticed about Shane Hollander was his body. And not in a gay way, of course. It was just that he, as someone who worked out a lot, could always spot another person who worked out a lot.

    HOW IT'S GOING: He didn’t know what was happening to him. Who the fuck he even was anymore. But Ilya was certain about one thing: He wanted Shane Hollander.

    Ilya and Shane are roommates, co workers, gym bros, friends. Shane is gay. Ilya is straight – or, at least, he thought he was straight.

    Until he met Shane Hollander.

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    06 Oct 2026

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    He was supposed to be straight, not wondering what it would be like to be in a relationship with a man. And Shane was his friend, he shouldn't be thinking about him as a potential lover or boyfriend.

    But Shane made it hard not to want him.

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    'Boy meets boy, boy falls in love with boy, boy falls out of love with boy, boy files for divorce, boy discovers rare and shocking pregnancy, boy gives birth two weeks after divorce is finalised, boy makes colour-coded custody schedule spreadsheet.'

    Not all love stories have happy endings.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    Shane found it hard, sometimes, to look at his body after what had happened. It had never failed him quite so egregiously before.The thing was, it was impossible to forget. Although logically it was the wrong time in their lives, he still felt as though he’d been cored like an apple, raw with pain and cold with grief. It had been so early. He scoured the internet: miscarriage happened in a third of pregnancies, and rates were higher for male bodies. How could something so normal be so devastating? His mom had had miscarriages, a lot of them, although he wasn’t sure exactly how many. It was probably the only thing she found quite as impossibly hard to talk about. She had told him when he was a teenager, when he’d asked offhand why he didn’t have any siblings, and then she’d been quiet and off for the rest of the day. He had never mentioned it again, although he’d thought of the ghosts of his brothers and sisters, floating away together somewhere, laughing and playing, while he was all by himself on earth.

    He found himself reticent to have sex. The fact that he hadn’t told Ilya had made it all worse: it loomed between them, and Ilya didn’t even know there was anything there. He was afraid to get pregnant again, afraid to ask Ilya to use a condom in case he asked why. Shane couldn’t say “Please come on my face” every single time, and they were still supposed to be trying for a baby. He took tests religiously, almost every day. He needed to take out shares in them. He wasn’t going to be blindsided like that again. He couldn’t be. Ilya seemed to be puzzled, to eye him in a way that Shane couldn’t quite interpret. He was too tired to think about it hard, anyway.

     “Oh my God. Are you okay? Is Ilya okay?”

    “Ilya doesn’t know,” he found himself saying.

    Her eyes widened. “What?”

    “Rose, you don’t, you don’t get it.” The words began to flood out of him. “It’s been so fucking bad. I couldn’t tell him. He’s been drinking so fucking much, at least I think it’s a lot, it seems like a lot to me, and he was hiding it. He was going to AA meetings but he hardly ever goes now. We decided to have a baby but it was like, I don’t even know, I fucking said that mostly so he’d agree to go to meetings. And I didn’t even know I was pregnant, it was so early, and we’d just had the most shitty fight, he’d left and I didn’t know where he was. I couldn’t tell him. I don’t know how he’d react. I don’t trust him to not start getting fucked up about it. And part of me is like – Rose, this sounds so horrible…” It was like lancing a boil, talking to her like this, an agonising relief. “But it’s kind of a relief. We can’t bring a baby into this. I don’t even know right now if I ever want to do it at all. I don’t even know who he is now, sometimes. He looks at me, and I’m like, who the fuck are you, do I even like you—”

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    After tuna melts and their first night actually sleeping together, Ilya asks Shane for more. Shane agrees, not knowing that this was Ilya's way of asking him out.

    Comination of written fic and texting fic.

    The text scrolls!

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    29 Sep 2026

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    Love it
    Not complete though

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    20 Sep 2026

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    Shane smiled, soft and bright and endlessly fond. “You want to get out of here?”

    He thought of the hotel room. Of essentially shared suitcases, his stuff always ending up mixed in with Shanes. He thought of sex, yes, but then he thought about brushing their teeth together, and Shane’s head on his chest while they caught their breath, the way Shane tended to trace lazy patterns in his skin just before they fell asleep. He thought of the plane ride the next day, when Shane would be horrifically hungover and Ilya wouldn’t be because he never was, and Shane would threaten to divorce him until Ilya scrounged up coffee and a greasy breakfast sandwich and all was forgiven. He thought about the plane ride, where he’d put on some crap movie and Shane would share his headphones and would still, somehow, fall asleep on Ilya’s shoulder halfway through, explosions be damned.

    He thought about the future. He thought about every day for the rest of his life.

    “Yes,” he said, pressing a kiss into Shane’s cheek. “Let’s get out of here.”

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    30 Aug 2026

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    When Shane got home that afternoon the coffee cups and grilled cheese pan had been washed and put away and when he went upstairs the bed was made with fresh sheets and every single pillow lined up at the top, as straight as soldiers. Last night’s sheets he found in the washing machine, its cycle already completed. Rozanov had clearly poked around the apartment to find both the linen closet and the laundry room. Before Shane could fully work out what he thought or felt about any of this, his phone buzzed with a text. 

    It was a picture of the apartment key, hanging from a Boston Raiders keychain. Shane snorted. 

    Asshole, he texted back. 

    Rozanov replied seconds later with a kissy-face emoji and at that Shane had to laugh. 

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    Shane is the antisocial heir to a Yakuza syndicate, their most efficient assassin and strategist.

    The Wakagashira.

    When the Irish demand an arranged marriage to secure a political alliance and his best friend is chosen as the groom, Shane fears the growing tensions in Vancouver will push the territory into war.

    Then, at the wedding, he locks eyes with Ilya Rozanov.

    In a single moment, Shane saves the Pakhan's life and changes the course of history.

    Because the Rozanovs carry a curse. A genetic obsession that turns love into fixation. Once they choose someone, they never let go.

    And Shane has just caught Ilya's attention.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    🫠😘😍

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    Heated Rivalry x Everything Everywhere All at Once

    Why choose one Alternative Universe when you can have Shane and Ilya find each other in every universe?

    Our story begins when Shane Hollander finds himself dropped into a life where he has been cast in his first movie alongside Rose fucking Landry and teenage soap star slash Hollywood bad boy Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane has no idea how he got here (Toronto in July 2010 specifically). All he does know is that his body apparently remembers Ilya Rozanov. Shane quickly settles into his new reality, but hazy memories of hotel room hookups and rooftop skylines leave him questioning what is real.

    And then just when Shane and Ilya seem to be on the top of the world, Shane finds himself being woken up by some dude named Hayden who keeps yammering about . . . .

    well, you will just have to find out for yourself. But be warned, the universe seems to seriously enjoy fucking with Shane Hollander.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    16 Aug 2026

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    Almost every decision I make in my life causes me anxiety. Everyone knows this about me. I overthink everything. The one thing that I am absolutely certain about, the thing that quiets all the noise, is being with you, Ilya

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    A (slightly AU) series of socmed/group chat fics following Shane, Ilya, and the Centaurs from the Hollanov outing through Shane’s first season with Ottawa

    These are technically all interconnected, and will include references to past events within this universe, but can absolutely be read as standalones

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    12 Aug 2026

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    4. If I was literally any other team in the league I would be burning MTL to the fucking ground rn. No one is gonna touch the fucking cup until Roz and Hollzy are retired. It's so fucking over.

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    With the Montreal Metros suddenly in need of a new head coach, General Manager Shane Hollander turns to the one person who might know as much about winning as he does: his fellow Hall of Famer and ex decade-long situationship, Ilya Rozanov.

    But what starts as a simple job offer soon becomes a life-altering sea change neither could have ever imagined.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    It was funny how quickly the universe’s limits could expand. It took one person being brave, whether accidentally or intentionally, for those boundaries to gain an inch, or mile. Suddenly the spectrum of possibility grew wider, and one could see in entirely new colors. In that moment, Ilya chose to find that fact heartwarming, and inspiring even, instead of what it could also be, which was bittersweet.

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    Shane is traded to Boston during the hookup era, and his attempts to act normal and professional around Rozanov are a little too successful: fans start shipping him with Marleau, instead.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Boston
    Montreal sucks as always

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    26 Jul 2026

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    The ceremony is so boring, and Ilya’s giddy with it. This is his life now: a boring Canadian life with his boring Canadian husband (who is currently openly sobbing next to Ilya, just out of view of the webcamera, curling into himself and burrowing his face into his own knees) and their matching, boring Canadian passports once his new passport finishes processing. His life will be full of delicious, boring stability (or rather, as much as one can get while still being an active and very well-known MLH player). He’ll finally experience boring border crossings between Canada and the United States that come with no surprises or additional interrogations, he will finally vote in boring elections, and maybe someday he will appear on a boring jury. He’ll continue to put down roots firmly into the soil of the incredibly boring city of Ottawa. Maybe someday, he’ll begin to raise a boring family with his boring husband. Tears flood into his eyes at the thought and slip down his cheeks when his husband’s hand reaches out to hold his own. 

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    Yuna's breath caught. "What did you say, baby?"

    "Please." Shane's forehead was still pressed to his knee. "Please, please, please—"

    Hayden shifted closer. "Please what? Tell me what you need, Shane.”

    Then, so faint that all three of them had to lean in just to catch it. "...I need him.”

    Yuna's hand found David's. "Who, sweetheart? Who do you need?"

    “Ilya."

     

    Or: It's been a month since the tuna melts. Shane's been getting closer to breaking every day, until he finally does, in front of his parents and the Pikes. In the middle of the panic, he blurts out the only thing he needs: Ilya. So they call him.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Immediately adopted Ilya by the twins (Hayden is OK here) and by Yuna and David

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    20 Jul 2026

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    "And is like I said, very easy to do. You just lay back and let someone else do work. Could do it in my sleep, would not be problem at all for me to come hands-free.”

    Hollander scowled, full competitive personality shining through. “Prove it.”

    “Fine, I will,” Ilya snapped back.

    Hollander's eyes went wide, and so did Ilya's when he realized what he had promised. His words hung in the air between them, suddenly heavy with implication.

    ---
    Ilya doesn't think switching with Hollander one time for the sake of settling a bet will change anything about their arrangement, and it certainly wouldn't make him discover anything about himself. Afterall, it would only be one time, right?

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    19 Jul 2026

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    This time they are meeting in a hotel room in Boston. When Hollander steps through the door, nervously glancing down the hallway as he does, his hair is still wet from his post-game shower and his sweater is the one Ilya has seen often before, in a way that makes him think it might be a favorite of Shane’s.

    He looks soft and clean, a thought that always made Ilya want to dirty him up and bring out the flaws in all that perfect. Deeper down, it also made him want to do criminal, idiotic things, like wrap his arms around him and press a kiss to his temple, see how warm that sweater was when it wasn't folded neatly far away from the bed. He focuses on the thoughts of making Hollander come instead.

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    Hayden wasn’t the type to invade someone’s privacy, but seeing Shane reduced to a ghost was wearing him down. He picked up the phone, his fingers trembling slightly as he searched for the contact “Lily.” The phone rang once, twice, three times.

    Then, the line clicked. But there was no "Hello?"

    “This is Ilya. I never check my voicemail.”

    Hayden pulled the phone away from his ear, staring at the screen as if it had just exploded. The name still read Lily. But the voice… the voice was low, gravelly, with that Russian accent he’d been hearing scream across the ice for years.

    “Rozanov?” Hayden whispered. “What the hell…”

     

    Set after Shane left Ilya's house in ep 4

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    15 Jul 2026

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    “Do you still want it?” The question came out in a whisper, as if he were afraid of the answer.

     

    “What do you think?” A sob broke Shane’s voice. The tears he had held back until that moment finally began to fall. “Everything has revolved around you since I was seventeen, and since then I’ve been angry with myself because I can’t stop wanting you. Because every time I try to distance myself from you, I end up looking for you again.” The tears were streaming down his face, and he no longer cared to stop them. “I built a life full of little traces of you and kept pretending they meant nothing. But they do. At least for me, they have for a long time.”

     

    Ilya felt his heart hammering in his chest. He felt every word from Shane like a punch and a balm at the same time. 

     

    “I didn’t want to be just Hollander anymore. I wanted to be yours in a way that you would never be mine.”

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Silly and funny

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Young bestfriends❤️

     

    Ilya rested a hand over his. “Sometimes I cannot believe this is all real.”

    He could see the emotion working behind those beautiful eyes. He could see a boy who once thought he wasn't allowed to be happy. Who was sometimes afraid that he still wasn't. Shane would do anything and everything to show him he was.

    “It's real.” His thumb stroked softly against Ilya's skin.

    “What did I do to deserve you?”

    Shane squeezed at his chest. “Ilya. You are the most caring person I've ever met. You're so sweet with me that sometimes I don't even know how to deal with it. You always have been. You're patient and you're kind and you deserve to be loved. I only hope I can give you the amount of love you deserve.”

    “Solnyshko. This-” He tapped where Shane's hand rested over his heart. “It beats for you only. Love you give me is all I want. Is all I need. I think my heart was made for you.”

    He felt his own heart tumble helplessly, as it so often did at Ilya's words. He felt the metal of the ring on Ilya's finger warm against his own hand. “We were made for each other.”

    “Da. You and me.”

    Shane knew for certain that their souls loved each other in every lifetime. Every universe. There was no version of Shane and Ilya that did not exist for each other. As best friends. As lovers. As husbands.

    They had the type of love that was unabashed. They never cared who saw them sitting too close or whispering in each other's ears or climbing onto each other's backs. They were never afraid to hold each other and expose all the things they were scared to say to anyone else. They never needed to explain it to anyone. Because it was only for them.

    Hooking their pinkies together, he let his lips brush Ilya's as he spoke.

    “You and me.”

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    05 Jul 2026

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    ❤️

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