ImTryingMyBeskar
Fandoms
- The Mandalorian (TV) (20)
- Star Wars - All Media Types (14)
- The Mentalist (TV 2008) (11)
- The Great Wall (2017) (9)
- Prospect (2018) (9)
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Come Home by ImTryingMyBeskar
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
12 Mar 2025
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At the end of the world you have so few friends left. What will you do when you end up alone again?
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How you come to Jackson and fall into a complicated relationship with Joel Miller.
“You lost?”
That voice. That same low, languid, gravelly husk that you had heard the previous night, now with an edge of a challenge to it breaks into your thoughts and demands your undivided attention.
You whirl around again, look back in the direction of where you have just been walking and see him – tall, imposing and as broad as ever. Ruggedly Handsome is exiting the front yard of one of the houses, looking down at the cuffs of his coat and adjusting them, as if he has just put the garment on. The gesture itself is casual but you can see the coiled tension in his shoulders. If he doesn't like your answer, you can expect to be challenged on who you are and why you're here.
“Not lost. Just new,” you reply after gathering your composure.
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This was a Tumblr ask for my 1k follower celebration. I will never get tired of writing for these two! The prompt was “this feels better than I could have ever imagined”.
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- Part 5 of Starman
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Just a tiny wee drabble about morning time with a sleepy Francisco (though I deliberately left it vague - could be Marcus Pike, Marcus Moreno or any number of Pedro characters!) I just wanted to think about him tangled naked in sheets to be honest.
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Ezra's first Christmas.
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- Part 3 of Starman
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- English
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- 1,495
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🍄This contains spoilers for both TLOU 1 and 2🍄
Joel gets caught in an unexpected storm and battles his conscience.
Still he’d had worse nights than this. Nights of being cold and hungry. And miserable. Completely alone. In the dark and terrified. And-
He shook his head away from the simmering memories that threatened to invade and huddled closer against the back wall of the shack he had found.
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Fugitive by ImTryingMyBeskar
Fandom Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, The Mandalorian (TV)
15 Jun 2021
- Words:
- 142,249
- Works:
- 14
- Bookmarks:
- 37
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Limerence by Vince_ible
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Legends: Knights of the Old Republic (Video Games), Star Wars Legends: Knights of the Old Republic (Comic), Star Wars Legends - All Media Types
20 Jan 2026
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A slight twist of events in which the Council never captures Revan. Captain Onasi crashes alone while transporting a Jedi strike team. Unbeknownst to him, Darth Revan also makes planetfall and is searching personally for survivors.
Bookmarked by ImTryingMyBeskar
26 Jun 2025
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A Blunder, a Bluff, and a Bet with Fate by mossymountain
Fandoms: Stardew Valley (Video Game)
20 Aug 2023
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A simple enchantment descends into chaos when Rasmodius makes a critical error. Enlisting help from an unexpected source, you scramble to set things right before your complicated relationship with Harvey becomes permanently altered.
Bookmarked by ImTryingMyBeskar
01 Aug 2023
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Joel couldn’t say the real reason he needed Sarah to stay home that night. You were in a fucking sundress with a ribbon in your hair. A goddamn ribbon. And you’d been cooking, the whole house smelled like heaven and you were in a fucking sundress with a goddamn ribbon in your hair and now he was going to be home alone with you all night.
Not that anything was going to happen. Nothing was going to happen. Not a damn thing.***
You're a college student in Austin, Texas, who gets a summer job nannying Sarah Miller. It's not long before her dad sees you as more than a babysitter - or more than a friend. But life - and an apocalypse - have other plans.
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- Part 1 of Lavender
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- English
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- 253,601
- Chapters:
- 49/49
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- 2,327
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Bookmarked by ImTryingMyBeskar
16 Jul 2023
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Stories from Stardew Valley, in a universe where Milo Ridgecrest runs a very successful farm and a fancy Artisanal Winery for his range of Obscenely Expensive to Very Very Nice wines.
The relationships at present are:
Harvey x Milo
Elliott x Sam x Sebastian
Leah x Emily
Shane x Haley
Alex x AbigailGus x Willy (they don't have their own fic yet, but they're def casually in love and will gossip about anything that has ever happened in Pelican Town ever)
With a couple of flash backs and one shots of other hookups, ElliottxLeah, ElliottxMilo, Elliottx Shane, whoever I feel like that I can squeeze into canon lol Elliott has slept with most of Pelican Town, it's a meme
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Bookmarked by ImTryingMyBeskar
25 Jun 2023
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Harvey (35) has no self esteem because he's a lonely divorcee and Milo (32) has had a fierce crush on him for like 3 years and everyone in town knows except for Harvey, who is more like willfully in denial. Soft doctor man has a couple glasses of wine and is forced to listen to Shane explain why Milo is DTF, and then sex happens. It's a fun time.
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- Part 1 of Milo's Stardew Valley
Bookmarked by ImTryingMyBeskar
25 Jun 2023