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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    29 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    Seungmin and Chan were the perfect couple until they weren't. In the face of tragedy, Chan turns to Minho to help him heal, and Seungmin realises that he has no choice but to accept Chan's new lifestyle if he wants Chan to remain in his life. When Seungmin's insecurities become too much to bear, he finds comfort in a new friend, Changbin, and soon, Seungmin finds himself faced with the possibility of falling in love again.

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    14 Sep 2025

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    OUCHIE THIS HURTS.

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    It was too soon. He wasn’t supposed to go into heat.

    Seungmin squeezed his eyes shut and tried to will it away. Not now. Not tonight. Not while Felix was already deep into his own heat. He didn’t want to be the reason everything shifted. Everyone was already doing so much. They were already taking care of someone. Felix needed them more than he did.

    If he took the suppressants now, his heat might not hit fully. He could go to work tomorrow, get through the week, and no one would ever have to know. It was the right thing to do.

    It was an easy choice to make.
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    or: felix and seungmin go into heat at the same time. felix tells everyone. seungmin tells no one. he also doesn't tell them he's sick.

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    10 Sep 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    chan maintains eye contact and hesitantly places his hands on minho’s hips. in his peripheral minho can see that changbin has risen from his relaxed position, now sitting cross-legged next to them and watching intently, expecting something.

    well, probably not just ‘something’, but specifically for them to kiss.

    and minho is certainly not against the idea.

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    24 May 2025

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    Seungmin closes his eyes. “Hyung, I think I’m gay.”

     

    Well. That’s not what Minho was expecting.

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    19 Apr 2025

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    Basil and camellia: success and perfection. It's a demand, not a compliment, Changbin knows.

    They're one of the best strike teams: loyal, powerful, effective. Sometimes, he'll wonder what his life would have been like had he not been chosen. But that's not something that matters, is it.

    "Smile and look pretty, darling;
    Soon this will all be a dream."

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    05 Mar 2023

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    Felix revels in the close contact until Chan buries his nose in Felix’s hair and takes the most dramatic, deep inhale. It’s like he’s trying to see if he can suck up Felix’s hair with his nose to tickle his brain.

    “Are you smelling me?”

    “You smell nice,” Chan says, taking another exaggerated sniff. Felix can’t really imagine how he’d smell nice, after a day out dancing followed by a restaurant visit. Felix pulls his sleeve to his face to see what Chan is talking about. He gets a nose full of smokey, meaty, fried cotton, under it lingers the scent of Chan’s detergent. “I smell like barbecue.”

    “Yeah, like I said,” He buries his nose in Felix’s shoulder. “Nice.”

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    aka the found family trope with werewolves and an oblivious Felix OR Felix unknowingly adopts a bunch of Werewolves.

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    06 Feb 2022

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    best a/b/o everrrr!!!

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    There will be no more lies in the world, they say. That is the reason for all of this, for destroying all of the art and the stories of the world, for silencing the music and the voices that spoke up. It’ll be better like this.

    Felix doesn’t know a life beyond the Eight Districts. They raised him, made him what he is, and now he kills for them. The worst part is that he’s good at it, at the killing, but he does what he’s told like a good little soldier. When he’s assigned to eliminate a group of insurgents calling themselves District Nine, his loyalty to everything he’s ever known is tested, and he begins to question the new world order and what it’s really suppressing.

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    21 Nov 2021

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    cafune; (n.); the act of running your fingers through the hair of someone you love.

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    08 Oct 2021

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    Jisung lives a peaceful life in a small conservative town, far away from the hostility between humans and mythical creatures. He spends a lot of time with his best friend, will start his job as a carpenter soon and is as good as engaged to a beautiful girl. What more could he want? But when he meets a handsome guy at work, Lee Minho, his oh so peaceful life suddenly becomes complicated.

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    16 Nov 2020

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  12. Public Bookmark 77

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    Chan and Jisung take Changbin camping for his birthday, where they do all the classic camping activities, like stargazing, roasting marshmallows, and not showering for a few days (ew).

    However, when Chan decides to follow the tradition of telling scary stories around the campfire, the three of them realize that his scary story is eerily similar to their current situation…

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    06 Aug 2020

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    Lee Felix is taken to Facility 9 at a young age. Like the others, he is forced to undergo harsh training and torture to one day prepare himself to kill. But it isn't just anybody he has to kill: he must go out into the world, find his soulmate, and end their life in a match to the death. Only one survivor is allowed.

    But what if Felix doesn't want to kill his soulmate, the person who was born just for him?
    What if Felix is not the only person who thinks this way?

    Or in short: this is a dystopian-like fic where everyone is born with another half, they all have supernatural powers, skz and others are pretty kickass, and yes, there will be violence since everyone is badass. oh and there's crack. lots of fluff and crack. yolo. nine or none bitches.
    Come shout out to me about anything kpop!
    @stayinmylane10

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    30 Jun 2020

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    It is said that a red camellia represents more than just love. It represents a union between two lovers. The delicately layered crimson petals are constantly surrounded and protected by the soft green leaves of the stem that holds it. The two components continue to be joined together, even after death.

    For the longest time, hatred has existed between creatures of the night and creatures of the day. But all of that is put on hold when the world starts falling apart, and a family of mythical beings from the night and a family from the day get thrown together into a quest to save it.

    Or in other words: this is an extreme fantasy au, all of stray kids are some kind of cliche mythical creature, im multifandom and other kpop idols will appear, and i like happy endings.

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    30 Jun 2020

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  15. Public Bookmark 7

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    "Look, just because we're Bonded partners doesn't mean we have to be friends, okay?"

    "Finally something we can agree on," Jisung grumbled, crossing his arms and glaring at the redhead across from him in the alley. Why, oh why, had the Fates cursed him with such an annoying and cocky partner?

    Their conversation was cut short by the sound of a low growl coming from the shadows, and the two Slayers wasted no time in unsheathing their katanas, the brilliant blue and crimson red blades glinting in the moonlight.

    "Try not to get in my way," Minho huffed, stepping towards the shadows with his weapon raised.

    "Touche."

    OR Stray Kids are badass demon slayers involved in a 400-year war, they all have magical powers and use swords, and Minsung hate each other's guts but are "cursed" to be partners. It's a wild ride to say the least.

    IN LIGHT OF RECENT EVENTS I will be putting this story on a temporary short hiatus so I can re work this story to be OT8. The plot I'd built for this was heavily reliant on OT9 pairings but I no longer want to include Woojin in this story. I'll be back soon <3 (This will mean me also kinda rewriting the already posted chapters)

    On indefinite hiatus

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    15 Jun 2020

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    12 Apr 2020

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