17 Bookmarks by Lyreslament
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“I think people underestimate how stupid the human brain really is. It’s all very simple, the way we work. Remarkably so, honestly. If something causes us pain, our brain tells us to avoid it. Fear is one of the most singularly powerful motivators for survival we possess.”
Cardboard bites into Naim's palm. Fingers open, then close, crumpling it smaller and smaller, the coffee soaking between his fingers where the bloated paper releases it.
"So what happens when someone betrays you so thoroughly? How does your brain decide to process that? You’re fighting back against your own base instinct.”
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Naim steps off the bus into a new life- but that doesn't garuntee it'll be easy.Bookmarked by Lyreslament
21 Aug 2026
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You Can Always Find Me Here by Desiree_Harding
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jul 2026
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Katya Rozanova is nine years old when she is told she will not see her Uncle Ilya again.
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Also known as: I read a fic about Ilya's niece, and then she consumed all of the remaining space in my brain, and now I'm thousands of words deep into a coming-of-age story about her, and about family, and about making a home for yourself in this big, terrifying world. With the help of several million Canadian dollars left to you by your estranged, gay uncle, of course.
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02 Aug 2026
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Child of the Sea, Savior of the Stars by chevsolo
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types
03 Aug 2026
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Percy Jackson was done being a pawn for the Gods, punished for simply existing, even after everything he'd done to protect Olympus. With the help of a sympathetic God, Percy Jackson sheds his old life for a new one. It was hard, adjusting to a mortal life and going back to mortal schools, but he pushed on. He struggled, he persevered, and his life took a turn he hadn't expected but, honestly, wasn't going to complain about (too much) after his temper cost him. He'd adapt, and he'd do the best he could.
Ryland Grace just wanted a normal life, even if it was hard fitting in. His Demigod life was behind him, but always hanging above his head. It was hard to relate to others or make friends, but who needed friends when he had his kids? Being a school teacher was, honestly, the most rewarding thing. Even if they liked pushing his buttons at times. Grace would do anything to be the teacher for them that he never had, someone who'd fight for them, believe in them, and help them be their best selves.
So, when he wakes up in space, with no memory of how he got there, Ryland Grace thinks it's to save his kids. Percy Jackson thinks the Gods decided to punish him again. Both agree that letting Earth die isn't an option.
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- Part 1 of Son of Earth, Star of Erid
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 155,509
- Chapters:
- 34/34
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- 660
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28 Jul 2026
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How Lucky Are We To Be Loved (Hollanov!Parents) by PSBwritesandreads
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Jul 2026
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- 174,605
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- 2
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- 65
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28 Jul 2026
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strike me up (and watch me burn) by violentfictionaldelights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jul 2026
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Sixteen years ago Shane Hollander disappeared from the limelight for an entire year, recovering from a serious knee injury. This was the story everyone was told, even Ilya. Especially Ilya. The truth was kept secret. But secrets never stay buried for too long and the truth comes knocking on Ilya’s doorstep in the form of a 15 year old girl with Shane’s warm, brown eyes and pretty freckles and his own curly hair and crooked smile.
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At 20, Ilya gets Shane pregnant. Sixteen years later they deal with the consequences. Could this be what brings them back together?
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- Part 5 of The HCU (Hollanov Cinematic Universe)
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- English
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- 22,726
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- 8/?
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24 Jul 2026
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Harry was sure he wouldn't survive the war. But he did. And everyone was moving on, even Malfoy. Except Harry's not okay, and when George, who is also very much not okay, offers a way to make it all better, Harry accepts.
And now Harry has a chance to see how his life would have been if his parents hadn't died in 1981.(A lot of family dynamics, depression and grief, feelings of guilt, too much drinking, light and fluffy moments too, working on trauma and growing up, friendships)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 181,863
- Chapters:
- 32/?
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- 19
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- 2,562
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22 Jul 2026
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The Importance of Strawberries by lostinpinerocklands (celiazwrites)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Mar 2026
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“I’m sorry I’m not him,” Shane says, looking away.
“Who?”
“Future me. Whoever you fell in love with.” What’s unsaid hangs in the air: whoever fell in love with you. Because this Shane – 2010 Shane – doesn’t love him. Is amused by their daily lessons, comforted by his presence, even grateful. But love?
“That’s the thing, Shane,” Ilya says. His eyes are shining. “You are, right now, exactly who I fell in love with.”
In 2031, Shane wakes up in the hospital certain that it's 2010. Ilya is there to remind him of the two decades he's missed and the life they've built along the way.
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- Part 1 of All the Smallest Things
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 40,790
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Comments:
- 964
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- 5,708
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19 Jul 2026
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“What did she look like?” asked Hollander.
“She was brunette,” said Ilya. Marleau’s eyes trailed along the hard lines of his traps, past the glint of his crucifix, the swells of his pectorals, towards the trail of hair disappearing into his shorts. They landed on the thickening outline of his cock. “Pretty little thing, with freckles. Big, brown dumb eyes, begging to be made to cry.”
Hollander’s breath hitched. Marleau realized, perhaps belatedly, that this was a game in which truth was incidental.
In 2014, Ilya and Marleau went to Paris on a girl to celebrate the Stanley Cup win. Ten years later, on a balmy evening spent in the Hollander-Rozanov Ottawa home, Marleau reminisces and, courtesy of Shane and Ilya, re-enacts.
It’s just a game of play pretend.
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- Part 1 of sports injuries
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,781
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 324
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- 5,066
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- 1,168
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19 Jul 2026
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I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”
“Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.
He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still.
Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.
shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.
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- English
- Words:
- 56,164
- Chapters:
- 10/11
- Comments:
- 894
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- 2,707
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19 Jul 2026
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Crossing the Last Blue Line by eluninar
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Aug 2026
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An accidentally sent text from Shane lands on Ilya’s phone two years after their breakup.
What follows is the story of how they got there, chronicling the slow collapse of their relationship during the COVID Pandemic because sometimes love isn’t enough.“Dressed for the Arctic blast, the freezing wind still cut into his cheeks as he made a couple of passes along the 7.8-kilometre Rideau Canal Skateway, thinking there was a bit of Ilya in the frozen water. The thought carried him like the wind carried the hollow scrapes of his blade across the canal as he scored thin lines of light in his wake, skating across the inverted sky that glared back up at the sun. Those fissures he carved out– hips low and open, skating so fast the world stood still– would disappear as the ice healed.”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 129,208
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Comments:
- 268
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- 334
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- 229
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18 Jul 2026
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“Oh, fuck you. Sorry I still want to win cups instead of smoking weed with my teammates between losses,” Shane argued.
The words seemed to drain the rest of the fight out of Ilya. He didn’t know what he was doing anymore, what they were fighting about anymore. All he knew was that it felt like the fears he’d spent the last few months convincing himself were unfounded were unfolding in front of him in real time.
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A look at how Ilya struggled with his move to Ottawa and an alternate ending to the Boxing Day fight.
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17 Jul 2026
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Something wrong with Rozanov by xxshmv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Jun 2026
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childhood, adolescence, youth, and love against trauma. a 160-page autopsy of ilya rozanov’s soul.
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17 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is excited for his future with Ilya Rozanov. The first two steps of their plan is finally in effect. Shane has come out to his team, and Ilya Rozanov has moved to Ottawa to lead the Centaurs. Only problem is, he's suddenly started receiving homophobic texts from unknown numbers. Also, the love of his life still thinks they're rivals. Rivals who occasionally have sex.
“We all get our bell rung eventually, right?”
When Ilya Rozanov wakes up in the hospital, he doesn’t know how he got there. He doesn’t know it’s 2019, his second season as captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. He doesn’t know he got hurt defending Shane Hollander's honor on the ice.
All he knows is that he must have hit his head really, really, hard, because when he wakes up, there are three Hollander's looking at him with love and concern.This is especially confusing since the last time Ilya Rozanov remembers seeing Shane Hollander was at the 2014 Winter Olympics.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 44,598
- Chapters:
- 16/?
- Comments:
- 235
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- 1,351
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- 402
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- 46,537
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11 Jul 2026
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Eddie Munson’s seen enough of Steve Harrington to last a lifetime. He’s rich, popular, mean for sport, and somehow manages to turn every house party into his own personal ego parade. Between that and the fact that Steve and his jock buddies have made Eddie’s life miserable since freshman year, Eddie’s got plenty of reasons to hate him. Then one night, Eddie finds Steve somewhere he never thought he’d be, and suddenly “King Steve” doesn’t look quite so untouchable.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 117,707
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 465
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- 955
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- 250
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18 Mar 2026
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Narcissa was a pureblood supremacist.
Narcissa had a Muggle friend.
These things were both true.Also:
It’s fifth year for Harry Potter, and Malfoy’s eleven-year-old cousin has just started at Hogwarts. When Harry begins to suspect that the girl is actually Muggleborn, he can’t rest until he finds out what Malfoy is really up to.
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Draco turns out to be a surprisingly good “big brother” and Harry can’t look away. This is a Hogwarts era slow burn with a spotlight on the complicated Malfoy family. Featuring joint detentions, tea parties, one detention tea party, and several very flawed Malfoys who still really love each other. The fic begins with childhood, but most of the story takes place at Hogwarts during Harry and Draco’s fifth and sixth years.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 81,407
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 582
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- 2,373
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- 629
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24 Jan 2025
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The Nightmare Club by Elle Gray (Elle_Gray) for RuArcher (Coriesocks)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
08 Dec 2018
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Hermione and Ron are going back to Hogwarts to do N.E.W.T.s, Ginny isn't. Harry hasn't decided, until he has, in front of the Wizengamot and now he's responsible for Malfoy as well. A tale of enemies who learn to get along, get it wrong and get it on. Everything is purple, some things are on fire and no-one is sleeping properly. But don't worry, there's tea!
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 85,072
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 1,414
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- 12,344
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- 3,452
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- 249,964
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20 Nov 2024
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"Are you going for the course?" Lovegood asked. "You have the NEWTs.”
“What course?” Draco said, then, “No, don’t be ridiculous,” when he realized she meant the notice pinned up on the board he’d been staring at: Applicants To The Introductory Mediwizard Course For The Coming Term Shall Present Themselves In The Chief Mediwizard’s Office By August 24th.
“Oh, I thought you might,” she said. “Well, goodbye.” And off she wandered again in her addled way.
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- Part 12 of Harry Potter works
- Part 3 of Astolat Sampler
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 46,905
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,703
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- 26,657
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- 9,859
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- 419,440
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06 Nov 2024