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    "Do you want children?"

    It should have been a simple question, a yes or no answer, and Shane knew that Ilya wanted children, because he did, too. they talked about it before they got married and briefly after they got married. But as their heat and rut approaches, something they have never shared before, Shane wonders if it might be time to talk about the next part of their relationship. But when Shane gets an answer he's not expecting, he starts going down a rabbit hole to confirm that this is actually what he wants.

    Occurs after the Long Game. Canon divergence and is set in Omegaverse. Mix of TV and book elements.

    Will be updated every 3-4 days. Last update: May 5th

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    02 May 2026

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    "In sickness and in health," were the wedding vows that Ilya and Shane exchanged almost a year ago, surrounded by the people who loved them. Sooner than they imagined, that promise was put to the test when an accident changed the trajectory of the players' lives.

    Shane is forced to retire early. The player sees his world crumble as he loses what he loved most in life, and Ilya is by his side, ready to lift him up, ready to make Shane understand that not all is lost.

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    01 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    Shane doesn't realise he's pregnant until he's already lost the baby unknowingly conceived during the night he and Rozanov spent together before the Olympics - the night that he chose to trust Rozanov with the most vulnerable, secret parts of himself, a trust that was shattered by Rozanov's cold, callous treatment of him in the months that followed.

    Ilya doesn't realise he's fallen in love until he's faced with losing Shane to the six months of his unanswered texts, the incidental cruelty of Ilya’s desperate, last-ditch attempt to protect and distance himself unknowingly compounded for Shane by the secret grief at his loss of a baby nobody but he even knows existed.

    By the time Ilya realises that there's something very wrong with Shane, he's terrified that it's too late - not just to save any possibility of a relationship between them, but to save Shane's life.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Ilya did the right thing, calling things off with Shane. But why did it hurt so much? Meanwhile Shane was struggling and felt his life spiraling after Ilya had told them they were done.

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    30 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    In a locker room where jokes come easy and consequences feel far away, Ilya laughs along when Shane becomes the punchline—never realizing Shane is standing just outside the door, hearing every word. That moment quietly fractures something in Shane, sending him into a slow, isolating spiral where silence replaces food, rest, and connection.

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    30 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 22

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    His brain struggled to catch up with what he was seeing.

    Scott Hunter had his hands on someone’s face, someone not in uniform. Someone in street clothes. A man. He kissed him. Not quick. Not subtle. Full on the mouth.

    Holy shit.
    Holy. Shit

    Shane stared, his thoughts stalling completely.

    His phone rang. Breaking the shocked silent trance he was in.

    The sound tore through the room. He grabbed it instantly.

    “Mom! finally, where have you-”

    “Hello… may I speak with Shane Hollander, please?”

    His voice caught.

    “…Yeah. This is him. Who is this?”

    “My name is Jade. I’m calling from emergency services. I’m calling about David and Yuna Hollander. Is now a good time to talk?”

    Everything inside him went still.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Time travel? ✅
    Trauma? ✅
    Cloud thinking his mission is to stop Sephiroth? ✅
    Three inhuman powerhouses with control issues and frankly unreasonable assets? 😐
    Said powerhouses determined to drag Cloud to his knees and introduce kink? 😱
    Cloud is hiding in a closet. 🫣
    And it doesn't fucking WORK. 💀
    Now he’s dodging dick, divine attention, and daddy issues. In that order.

    Warning: Incest does not take place until after chapter 215.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane woke up alone, in pain and confused. He remembered the hit, Marlow had sent him down to the ice. He remembered Ilya visting before anyone else. He doesn't undertand what is wrong, why are more tests being ordered. The C test. The test for being a rare Male Carrier.

    He hadnt thought about Carriers since he was in school. Why would he. His mother had done the test when he was a child. It had been negative. So why was he hurting in places he shouldn't. Why was a nice nurse telling him they needed to take him somwhere else for some specialised testing.

    When Shane Hollander took a nasty hit on the ice against Boston, he is woken up to a very serious, very shocking discovery. To something he hadn't believed was possible. He now has to deal with the fallout, decisions have to be made as well as life altering choices. But first he has to work out how to tell his years long situationship - who he is completely and totally in love with - that he managed to get him pregnant, when neither of them was aware it was possible. Shane is terrified, confused and furious all at the same time. All he wants is Ilya, but is Ilya going to still want him now.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    3 times Rozanov and Hollander destroy Montreal + their not so secret language

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    24 Apr 2026

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    So many feelings, so much smut.

    Shane & Ilya navigates through new kinks as they grow into their sexual life together.

    Which might have a thing or two to do with Shane's newly aquired hot 'dad' bod.

    They're so raw, so vulnerable and so in love with each other.

    ⥼✦ ♡ ✦⥽

    This story is all about feeling safe and secure in a relationship.
    About growth & healing

    "Feels in a smut shaped box"
    This comment won my heart.

    I hope you enjoy!

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    20 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 17

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    Age difference AU where Shane is an experienced captain and Ilya is a rookie, Shane knows he’s gay and has embraced his sexuality and Ilya has deep rooted internal homophobia and doesn't know being bisexual is an option.

    (Ilya is 18 and one of the MHL’s youngest rookies and Shane is 26 and one of the MHL’s youngest captains.)

    "Hollander was the now captain of the Metros. That had been one of the biggest announcements of Ilya’s life right behind the news that Hollander would be Ilya’s captain. The poster above Ilya's bed was from Shane’s rookie season; it was gifted to him by his mom, Irina, for his tenth birthday. She died two short years later, by accident. That poster was one of the hardest things for Ilya to look at for years, a thoughtful gift from his mom and the last thing he saw as he fell asleep."

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    20 Apr 2026

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    It wasn’t his first hockey fight, not by far. After decades of playing, it was impossible to avoid the occasional scrum. It just wasn’t something that Shane purposefully tried to get involved in. He wasn’t like Ilya, he didn’t find joy in pushing and prodding at the other team until one of them snapped and threw a punch. When a scrum did break out, he hardly ever joined the fray, preferring instead to focus on managing the refs and trying to get his team out of the fight with as few penalties as possible. 

    When Shane’s fist connected with Comeau’s cheekbone, Shane grinned. 

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    Or, the moment Shane realized he played his last game as a Montreal Metro and has to come to terms with everything that means after. Featuring Shane realizing he's not as okay as he seems, and Ilya trying to figure out how he can help.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Galina makes it a point to remind Ilya that people aren’t mind readers, and unfortunately, if there’s something wrong, he has to actually communicate this. He's aware of this. He is. Even though it's always been so much easier said than done, even on a good day.

    But when the unthinkable happens, Shane ends up seriously injured, and Ilya can't bring himself to reckon with his role in it all, or how they'll move forward.

    Now it's all the more impossible to communicate the weight of his guilt, the feelings of inadequacy, and the all-consuming fear that Shane might not survive.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Shane receives a life-altering diagnosis.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    “Did we win the game? Why is Il— Rozanov here?” Shane croaks, confusion written plainly on his face. One of his arms is in a sling. He shifts and winces, his good hand hovering idly over his stomach, then pressing into his eyes. He’s aching all over, this sudden feeling of wrong, wrong, wrong engulfing his entire body.

    “What happened?” he asks, more alert now, “Where am I?”

    Hayden just looks at him, shock and heartbreak written all over his face.

    Or, post-marleau’s hit, shane ends up in the hospital. he ends up with a broken collarbone, concussion and a devastating loss he’d never anticipated.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Cassie:

    btw jane now that ilya is captain this means you’re officially Head WAG 💁🏻‍♀️

    Jane:

    what?

    oh nononono that's not necessary

    Selena:

    sorry girl it's not really a choice

    Or, Ilya tells the Ottawa Centaurs about Jane

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    09 Apr 2026

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    The second Shane hit the ice, Ilya knew something was wrong. Bood didn’t mean to hit him, it was a clean play and an even cleaner hit. A regular hockey hit. But the way Shane landed and slid into the boards, seeing the blood but not knowing where it was coming from, had Ilya’s heart stopping. Even now, almost three hours later, it didn’t feel like his heart had started again. He could hear Bood in the bed next to him asking him something, but all he could do was refresh the tab ‘shane hollander injury update’ and hope some news article somehow leaked information. He knew he didn’t actually want that to happen because Shane deserved privacy, but he was dying inside not knowing if his boyfriend was okay.

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    All Shane knew was he was in pain, the medication wasn’t masking it, and he needed Ilya. His parents were both in the room, as was Hayden, doing their best to figure out how to get ‘ily to the hospital.

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    what if instead of montreal/boston shane got hurt in ottawa/montreal but no one knows they’re together & Irina foundation doesn’t exist yet & what if the injury was just a little bit worse? (not entirely canon timeline)

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    08 Apr 2026

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    So now they were heading to see Roz. Bood couldn’t lie and say he hadn’t pulled the A card for this hospital trip mostly to get to come and see Roz. No, not just Roz. Roz and his boyfriend. Roz and the honest-to-god motherfucking boyfriend that none of them had known that he’d had. Roz and the boyfriend he all but definitely moved to Ottawa for. Bood was over the fucking moon. There was no way in hell Rozanov was ever missing another barbecue.

     

    A short sequel of sorts to 'Crashing' in which Bood and Dykstra make a trip to the hospital the day after Shane drives down to be with Ilya after the plane crash. Revelations, tenderness, and humour ensue.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    “Oh shit.”

    Shane looked up, turned his head to where J.J. was sat across the aisle. The blue glow of his phone lit up the too-wide whites of his eyes staring down intently at whatever was on his screen. Shane’s stomach lurched again, anticipating a sudden stop his body hadn’t quite caught up to yet.

    “The Centaurs’ plane crashed in Tampa.”

    There was a moment where everything was still moving, where Shane and the world were still spinning at the same speed they both always had, and then it all came crashing down. Shane wasn’t sure whether it was him that had stopped, or the world around him, but either way, in a matter of seconds the distance between himself and the bus he had only a moment ago been sitting in became staggeringly, dizzyingly vast.

     

    The Centaur's emergency landing plays out a little bit worse, and Shane is left with the harsh reality of the cost of loving Ilya in secret.

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    Chapters:
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    04 Apr 2026

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