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    Shane at only twenty-five was already a high-earning businessman. He worked hard as second in command for one of the largest tech cooperations in Amercia and in a few years, he was to become the CEO.

    That was until a deal turned bad and left the company on the cusp of bankruptcy. Enter Ilya Rozanov, his biggest competition and soon to be boss.

    or,

    Shane had everything taken from him, Ilya Rozanov didn't expect to fall for his cute little trophy.

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    22 Oct 2026

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    Shane Hollander used to be hockey’s favorite beta—until someone exposed him as an omega and ended his career.

    Years later, Shane has built a quiet life in Los Angeles helping omegas escape controlling alphas. It’s useful, predictable, and safely plain. Exactly what he wants.

    Or so he tells himself.

    Then a dangerously feral alpha checks into the center under the confidential name Mr. R.

    The patient is Ilya Rozanov: Shane’s former rival, first lover, and the only person he trusted with the secret that destroyed his life.

    Now Ilya can barely speak. His suppressants aren’t working, Shane’s blockers are wearing thin, and the center believes Shane may be the only person who can reach him.

    The problem? Shane still doesn’t know whether Ilya is the man who betrayed him.

    Or: Shane built a life proving omegas don’t need alphas. Then his body recognized the one alpha he never stopped wanting.

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    21 Oct 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been best friends since they were twelve. They were attached at the hip, as much as two straight guys could be.
    Everyone accepted that Shane and Ilya were just being Shane and Ilya.

    Or: Shane and Ilya think they know where to draw the line between straight best friends and whatever the hell they keep doing.

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    21 Oct 2026

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    Shane Hollander takes care of an injured wolf in the Sochi forest during the Winter Olympics.

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    In unrelated news, newcomer Ilya Rozanov joins the Montreal Metros two weeks after the Winter Olympics.

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    20 Oct 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is the star college hockey player at Boston University. He's in his sophomore year, has just been announced as the Captain for the upcoming 2008-2009 season -- life is great.

    Shane Hollander is a freshman, living in a dorm room with Hayden Pike and going to all of his classes. He studies at the library, listens to Hayden's ramblings about his fraternity, gets coffee with his childhood best friend Rose, and signs up to be a tutor for the hockey team.

    Love persists in all their universes.

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    “I don’t think you’re supposed to smoke on campus.” Shane mutters, glancing up at the cigarette, then back at the guy’s eyes.

    The guy snorts.

    “Da. Good thing we are not on campus. I am Ilya.” He holds out his hand.

    Shane eyes it, then slowly reaches out with his own. He could smell vodka? on the guy’s breath. Some sort of alcohol, at least. He wasn’t super familiar with the assortments.

    But, he doesn't want to be rude. That was one thing he wasn’t.

    “Il-ya,” he says, “My name is Shane.”

    “Shane.” Ilya repeats.

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    19 Oct 2026

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    “They are so pretty. Pretty freckles on pretty boy and I want….”

    Shane can’t breathe. Holy fuck he can’t breathe, every fucking fantasy he’s had since he was seventeen is right in front of him and he doesn’t know what to do.

    “What…” licks his lips and watches as Rozanov leans forward, like he can’t help but try to be closer, “What do you want?”

    A smile, slow and wicked, sharp canines that Shane wants at his throat.

    “I told you, to be boyfriend.”

    Or: In a world where there was no CCM hookup and they're just rivals, Shane has come out as gay, and Ilya isn't going to let that opportunity pass him by, leading Shane to a journey of discovering self-worth, fighting shitty team dynamics, gunning for the Stanley Cup, autistic meltdowns and maybe even leaving Montreal.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    It had been YEARS since they'd spoken off the ice. Years since Rozanov had broken it off with him with a litany of reasons why they could never be together. YEARS since he'd texted to beg Rozanov to try again, and had found out he was blocked. Why the fuck now?

    "It's Svetlana," came a breathy, almost desperate voice on the other end of the line.

    Shane instantly sat up. "Is he ok?" He couldn't imagine any other reason why she'd be calling. It wasn't like they had ever spoken before. Hell, he'd only found out she and Rozanov were married from a press release.

    "No," she said with another long breath. "He's not."

     

    **

     

    Ilya wakes in a universe where Scott Hunter never found the courage to kiss Kip on the ice. It may be more than he can handle.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    For about a year, up until the Boxing Day fight, Shane started to feel like Ilya no longer actually likes him. Between his temper, trying to get Shane to sleep with other people and Threatening to cheat on him with Troy Barrett, Shane doesn’t know what to do or think anymore.

    Then, the Boxing Day fight happens and Shane decides he needs to end it for the both of them. Maybe love isn’t enough.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    Maybe Ilya was right. He really is too afraid.

    Shane feels a tear streak down his face, and he lifts his numb fingers, pressing his cold fingers to his equally cold cheek, and then smiles to himself. He can’t stop the laugh from leaving his mouth, even though it makes his lungs hurt, even though it makes his chest feel like it’s about to cave in.

    His entire life has been spent on the ice. His entire life has been cold, and so maybe it’s fitting that he dies in the cold, too. To let his body be reclaimed by the elements, and then the world is left wondering just where Shane Hollander disappeared to.

    At least the sun is somewhat warm as it basks on his face, and Shane manages one little smile, thinking about the sunlight that would stream into the cottage, and illuminate his boyfriend’s face.

    It’s the last thing he thinks about before he succumbs to unconsciousness.

    Or: The Boxing Day fight goes horribly wrong, leaving Shane and Ilya to reevaluate their lives, relationship, and careers. A story of loss, bargaining, and reconciliation.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    After spending several incredible months together, Ilya breaks up with Shane with no real, believable, explanation. Several weeks go by, and Shane gets his answer: a paparazzi photo of Ilya and a woman, who Shane recognizes from photos as Svetlana, leaving a five-star restaurant in Boston. The ring is blinding.

    Devastated, Shane pours every fiber of his being into forgetting Ilya (even though he missed him more than he thought possible) and being the best captain that Montreal deserves. Until he meets Daniel, a cardiothoracic surgeon, who never leaves Shane wondering how he feels.

    But no matter how kind, loving, and fantastic in bed Daniel is, Shane can't forget about Ilya. Or his betrayal.

     

    OR, everything that happens Heated Rivalry happens. Ilya goes to the cottage. They come up with the plan for the Irina Foundation. Shane's dad discovers them. They plan for the future. Until Ilya breaks up with Shane.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya's place doesn't almost crash and Shane doesn't propose. Instead, he turns to self harm to cope with the self hatred feels as a result of the Metro's hostility, Ilya's inability to communicate, and his belief that he's the reason for everything wrong in their relationship and the team dynamic.

    What starts as a self proclaimed unhealthy coping mechanism comes to a head when Ilya finds out and realizes just how much he underestimated the degree to Shane was struggling and the impact hiding had on him.

    Will they find their way back to each other or will Shane let his depression eat him alive, leaving everything he ever loved, including hockey, to the past.

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    I really want to explore a story where Shane struggles deeply with his mental health. I find it hard to imagine that everything didn't take more of a toll on him. It's dark but there is light at the end of the tunnel. This is pretty heavy so if self harm or eating disorders are triggering for you pls don't read!

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    15 Oct 2026

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    Now that Shane has started his sophomore year at Boston University, he wants nothing but to focus on his classes, play hockey, and forget about The Incident that happened at the end of his freshman year. Of course that would be easier without Ilya Rozanov, who lives in the same frat house as him, reminding him of it every three seconds.

    Ilya wants to finish his studies and go pro. His father is paying for him to be here on the condition that he passes all his classes before signing a contract. He should be focusing on that rather than thinking about the boy two doors down from his bedroom.

    And what's the best way to get over someone you can't stop thinking about? Get under them of course.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    "I'm okay. I'm right here."

    "You have not been. You have not been okay, and you have not been right here, and I did not know—"

    "Nobody knew. I disappeared, Ilya, I wanted to. I needed to."

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    it's been years since ilya saw shane hollander. he's different now.

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    14 Oct 2026

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    For years, Ilya thought Shane would always be waiting in the wings until he was ready. He thought losing him was impossible because Shane had never demanded proof of love. He never realized that was exactly why he could lose him.

    Because Shane had finally learned how to stop waiting

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    Shane realizes he deserves better after Vegas. Ilya spirals.

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    13 Oct 2026

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    Ilya is so wrapped up in thoughts that he hasn’t noticed Hayden stopped talking to him to look behind him down the hall.

    “Shane, man,” Hayden says “Get your beauty sleep in, huh?”

    “You could say that,” a voice that sends a chill down Ilya’s spin says. Not because it’s unpleasant, quite the opposite. But because it sounds oddly familiar.

    Ilya turns and is frozen in place. Mentally rubbing his eyes like a cartoon character.

    A guy looking conspicuously like the one Ilya fucked last night is walking out of a bedroom and into the kitchen.

    Ilya braces himself for the inevitable. Awkward small talk and pleasantries. Followed by fucking heart eyes.

    "Hey,” Shane nods at Ilya and extends a hand, “Shane, you must be Ilya. Nice to meet you.”

    The fuck!?

    Why is Shane behaving like they didn’t spend a beautiful, extremely mutually gratifying night together?

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    If only Ilya can get a peek under Shane's shirt he'll get to the bottom of why his new roomie is pretending they don't know each other. ITS EXTREMELY RATIONAL! Don't question it!

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    13 Oct 2026

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    “You.” He snapped. “Remove the chains.”

    The handler hesitated. “The policy states that I'm not supposed to take them off until-”

    “What is your name?”

    The handler’s face paled. “Jarrod.”

    Mr. Rozanov sneered. “Jarrod then. Do me favor. Look at my face. What do you see?”

    “Uh...”

    “Do you see any fucks? No? This is because I do not have them, understand? I do not give a fuck about your policies or rules. I have enough money to buy this building and everyone in it. I think maybe I will. I will buy it and burn everything and everyone inside to the ground. Then I collect insurance money and burn all of that too, because I can.”

    Jarrod’s eyes widened.

    “Or maybe,” Rozanov continued, “Maybe you do what I fucking ask, and I leave peacefully with my purchase.”

     

    *OR*

     

    What if Vampire Ilya Rozanov buys Shane Hollander at an auction to keep as a live in blood donor?

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    13 Oct 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane, who sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    13 Oct 2026

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    Shane Hollander’s Dad died when he was a Baby. The man his Mother chose to remarry was far from ideal. At fourteen years old, his Stepfather dies, but not before leaving him behind with a carousel full of emotional baggage.

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    Shane Hollander is an anxious kitten with the emotional intelligence of a turnip, and the only person capable of penetrating through his walls (figuratively and literally) is a brash, cocky, six foot three Russian menace. Shane stands absolutely no chance whatsoever.

    Loosely based on my life, except I don't play hockey and my dad isn't dead, he just ghosted me.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Shane returns home from Canada's loss to Russia in Saskatchewan at the International Prospect Cup. He finds out his soon-to-be ex-girlfriend is pregnant, and the baby is his. But he has no memory of ever being intimate with her. It doesn’t help that before he even left, he had caught her cheating on him with his best friend. Shane decides that if the child is his, he will step up and be a dad, but he wants nothing to do with his ex-girlfriend after what she did to him.

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    11 Oct 2026

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