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    With the Montreal Metros suddenly in need of a new head coach, General Manager Shane Hollander turns to the one person who might know as much about winning as he does: his fellow Hall of Famer and ex decade-long situationship, Ilya Rozanov.

    But what starts as a simple job offer soon becomes a life-altering sea change neither could have ever imagined.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 81

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    20 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Dean tries to put Sam’s clothes in the dresser at the first motel. Dad catches him and barks, “Stop that. We’re not staying here.”

    Two weeks later, there’s a new motel. A month later, another. Every new place smells strange, every burger tastes a little different, the blankets are never quite the same, though almost every motel has the same yellowish brown fuzzy blanket, sometimes complete with burnt holes where people dropped cigarettes. Everything is different all the time and at night, in the bed across from John, Dean bites his lip and tries not to cry.

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    Scenes from Dean's childhood and how he learns to stay alive.

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    15 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 72

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    “I think I want to build a house.”

    Cas looks up from his book, surprised: probably both that Dean spoke, and by the words that he said. “What about the bunker?”

    “Not enough windows.” Dean shifts, hospital gown crinkling. His jello cup sits half-eaten on the white tray in front of him. “Now that there’s no Devil or God or cosmic threat—I want windows.”

    Shutting his book, laying it on his lap, Cas asks, “Do you have a property in mind?”

    “Yeah.” Dean picks up the jello cup again, spooning the red, wobbly stuff into his mouth. “Yeah, I know a place."

    ----

    Cas is human. Dean doesn't die on the rebar. Together, they rebuild.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    07 Apr 2026

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    25 Mar 2026

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    “I want you to remember how you felt earlier, downstairs, before it was too much,” Ilya pumps his fingers in and out now. “Remember how needy you were, yes?”

    “M’not–”

    “Yes, you are, Shane. Is good. Is so good. I love when you are needy. Because I love giving you what you need.”

    “Yes,” Shane starts panting and grinding into the mattress as he rides the pleasure Ilya’s providing.

    “Feel needy and give it all to me, Shane. Let it out. You are safe. I’m right here.” Ilya goes to kiss Shane’s cheek again but Shane turns, taking him by the lips instead.

    “Fucking kiss me,” he exhales desperately right up against Ilya’s mouth.

     

    OR; shane gets overwhelmed and ilya gives him exactly what he needs, bottom prep included

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Ilya loses a bet with Shane. They both get what they want, in the end.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Alexei Rozanov dies at 37. Ilya goes home for the funeral.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Dean Winchester hates everything except writing, and after five extremely unfortunate bestselling Vatican-approved Catholic erotica novels, he's starting to hate that. After a couple of lawsuits and one North American book tour, he stops for the summer in Absofuckinglutely Nowhere, Newfoundland on a 6-month visa to try and pump out a final book in the series, and try to find a little room to breathe.

    Father Thursday, by contrast, doesn't hate anything; not even really God anymore.

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    24 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 19

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    Dean Winchester bleeds out in a barn. This is how it ends. This also how it begins.

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    18 Oct 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    The bunker hides many mysteries. And that includes weird pollen.

     

    kinktober day 15 - sex pollen

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    18 Oct 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 24

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    Dean is forty-two years old. He’s strong enough to beat up monsters. He’s killed— more times than he wants to think about. But now, here, he’s spread out and whimpering and circling the inevitability that he’s definitely going to wet himself.

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    18 Oct 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 15

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    Castiel slips Dean an edible and gets him a heavily poured drink before they head out to the car to smoke even more. What could possibly go wrong?

    aka
    Castiel gets Dean incredibly fucked up and then teases him about it in the car while they grind against each other's laps.

     

    also - I decided to unprivate this fic but if we can't behave it will go back under lock okay love u don't feed my work to ai (or repost/steal it at all, for that matter)
    but please do enjoy and yap w me in the comments (:

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    14 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 18

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    "How sacred the nature of this sin feels, stripped from his core, tethered directly to Dean's heart."

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    08 Oct 2025

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    Castiel looks at the trees in wonder. They have all been burned with the same pattern, identical branching forks, lightning-like, from base to top.

    “Did we do this?”

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    06 Oct 2025

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    “Take me,” Dean says. He doesn’t have to think about it. “Take me as your vessel, Cas.”

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    or: Cas is cursed into an endless sleep. Dean offers himself up as his vessel while they try to break it.

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    06 Oct 2025

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    After John's death, Dean must travel to California to find his estranged brother and deliver the bad news. He takes Castiel with him, despite the newness of their relationship, and finds himself falling in love while staying in a series of little motels. What he discovers after arriving at Stanford is enough to destroy what's left of him, but Dean isn't willing to give up what they have together that easily.

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    Comments:
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    50,109

    08 Jul 2025

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