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    Shane looked up at him. “I’m fine, Ilya. Just tired.”

    “Okay. It’s fine if you’re not okay, though. We can handle that.”

    He doubted that Ilya, Anya, Harris, Coach Wiebe, his parents, The Irina Foundation, Rose, or even the gas station attendant down the road from their house could handle the idea of Shane looking at the black hole in his mind. It would swallow him. Everything would get out of control again.

     

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    Graphic depictions of self harm and discussions of trauma and dissociation. Deals with hazing and the ways the institution of hockey hurts anyone who doesn't fit the white, conservative mold.

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    6/?
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    06 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 90

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    Shane was tired.

    It had only been two months since he joined the Centaurs, he shows up to practice and it's like a switch turns on where he just pretends. 

    Pretends he likes Boodram's ideas for Shane-inclusive barbecue food, which just makes him feel different and needy because he's the only one in their team who's this rigid. Pretends that he likes Hayes’ teasing about his awkward habits in front of everyone else, which pisses him off, coming from the guy who brings up Green Lantern comics every other practice. Pretends he likes Harris asking him excited questions about his relationship with Ilya, if the topic doesn't still make him want to rip off his skin. Pretends his life and career weren't uprooted exactly how he feared— leaving him in a shitty team. 

    Or: Shane wasn't prepared for every aspect of his life to be uprooted the moment his relationship with Ilya went public. He is happy, he thinks, but adjusting to team dynamics, moving away from Montreal, living with Ilya and Anya is prove to be perfect storm for burnout.

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    Chapters:
    2/4
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    275
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    05 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    Shane Hollander does not feel old--but everyone is telling him he is.

    After a long career, he and his husband, Ilya Rozanov, have decided to retire in order to spend more time with their three kids. After years of hockey being such a major part of their lives, Shane and Ilya learn how to live without hockey, and how to build their relationship stronger in the process.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    218
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    28 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov spend their honeymoon in the Maldives, where they enjoy relaxation and each other. Their trip is full of playful banter, romance, and plenty of chaos along the way. A fun and steamy look at two rivals turned husbands completely obsessed with one another.

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    The plot is just sex and fluff, no real conflict. Very peaceful.

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    87,640
    Chapters:
    11/14
    Comments:
    109
    Kudos:
    461
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    21,117

    21 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.

    Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.

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    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

    A slice of life.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    1,099
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    13,104
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    302,144

    16 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is being an annoying, horny Snapchat menace.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    13 Apr 2026

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    Ilya and Shane decide to do an anonymous group chat for queer hockey players.

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    Chapters:
    58/?
    Comments:
    4,998
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    3,280
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    722
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    121,923

    03 Apr 2026

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    Ilya and Shane have been married for four years, the Ottawa centaurs are projected to win the Stanley cup for the third year in a row, the foundation is doing good, and they happily play the part of “best and most fun Uncles” to the small, but steadily growing, group of baby centaurs. Now, Shane and Ilya face a new heartbreaking challenge - trying to become parents themselves.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    192
    Kudos:
    483
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    162
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    15,388

    28 Mar 2026

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    “I felt…bad. It felt bad. I had missed you so much and then I finally saw you again and you -” Shane cut himself off. “I know you didn’t mean to,” he started again. “I know you weren’t trying to be… I don’t know. You didn’t mean to.”

    “I didn’t mean to what?” Ilya’s pulse quickened. Shane wouldn’t meet his eye.

    Shane took a deep breath. “You didn’t mean to hurt me.”

    Ilya felt the words like a sucker punch to the stomach. He swallowed hard, fighting to keep his voice level. “I hurt you?”
    ___________

    An offhand comment from Yuna triggers a conversation between Shane and Ilya about that night in Ilya's Vegas penthouse after the MLH awards. Ilya knew he had fucked up, but maybe not how much. Maybe now he can make up for it.

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    Chapters:
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    18 Mar 2026

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    Shane joins Ilya on a quick trip to Moscow, which soon transforms into a nightmare. Ilya is arrested and targeted so harshly that he's not sure Russia will let him go this time.
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    Shane witnesses Ilya's family.
    Alexei and Ilya's relationship is explored.
    Yuna flies to Russia.
    Lots of Svetlana.
    Healing journey fluff afterwards.

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    127,413
    Chapters:
    20/21
    Comments:
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    4,408
    Bookmarks:
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    17 Mar 2026

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    Shane felt a rushing in his ears as everything in him dropped. Ilya was hurt.

    The world tilted, lurched sideways, and he grabbed onto the sink for balance as his phone went clattering to the tiled floor.

    He couldn’t breathe. Something vice-like had clamped around his lungs and was compressing the air out of his body, closing up his throat. Someone somewhere was gasping, an ugly wet and rattling kind of sound that echoed in the high-ceiling room.

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    Ilya gets jumped outside the ep. 4 nightclub and Shane is Ilya's emergency contact. He doesn't handle it well. They both have a lot of feelings.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    264
    Kudos:
    3,362
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    15 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ilya Rozanov is brutally knocked off his feet, a similar injury to his Boyfriend's Injury years prior. Shane must navigate his emotions whilst trying to keep a now dwindling secret.

    Or;

    Shane sees Ilya almost die and panics

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Kudos:
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    3,054

    09 Mar 2026

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    When Rose asks to come over the second week they are in the cottage, Shane and Ilya have no idea how much their lives are going to change. For better or for worse... that's for them to decide.

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    “You said both times were terrible.” Here, Ilya side-eyes Rose, “No offence.”

    She snorts, “None taken.”

    “Then how did you say… make baby?”

    They both look at Shane, who fidgets under their gazes. He splutters. He sighs. He runs his hand through his hair. Then, he sighs again.

    “The first time when I managed… to…” He talks to the cushion in his lap as he says this, “I was thinking of Ilya. It worked too well, I guess.”

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    Chapters:
    12/13
    Comments:
    116
    Kudos:
    800
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    19,305

    08 Mar 2026

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    They've done it before and they are back at it again. After over a decade of keeping their relationship secret, Ilya Rozanov is ready to start a new chapter with his boyfriend, and supposedly arch-rival, Shane Hollander. Leaving his former ice hockey team behind in Boston, Ilya starts a new season of his career in Ottawa. Closer to aforementioned boyfriend, and unfortunately, on the starting line-up of a rather bad team. But things are good when you are only a couple of hours away by car from the love of your life, right?

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    Chapters:
    46/46
    Comments:
    53
    Kudos:
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    30,471

    06 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 34

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    Ilya can't pick a new hobby despite the recommendation of his therapist, until he notices one that might allow him to help Shane with his sensory processing disorder.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    203
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    34
    Hits:
    2,426

    26 Feb 2026

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    1. Harris Drover
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    "Does anyone know how long they've been together? Apparently they first hooked up in June, but what year?"

    "I don't think they've ever actually told anyone," Troy shrugged.

    "Well, what do you think, Troy?" Harris asked, pulling away from his embrace so he could bend down to pet Chiron again.

    Troy wrinkled his nose. "I don't really want to speculate about my teammates' relationship."

    Harris scoffed. "Ugh, you're no fun, Barrett."

    In response, Troy licked his bottom lip and kept his eyes focused on Harris. "I like to think I'm plenty fun, Drover."

    And oh, Harris loved it when Troy used that sexy tone.

    His dick loved it, too. Probably more than he did.

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    or: 5 times the Ottawa Centaurs tried to guess the official Hollanov timeline + the 1 time they finally found out

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
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    24 Feb 2026

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    Shane didn't hate being one of the girls as much as he thought he would.

    Ilya was going to regret giving them his number.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    219
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    Hits:
    32,778

    23 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 13

    Mystery Work

    Part of rewriting
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    21 Feb 2026

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    “Do not make me do work. I just retired.”

    “You did. You’ve had an amazing career and you’re an amazing husband and, as my WAG, it’s my job to keep you happy. So I’ll make it happen. I’ll get you a baby. But, we’ve got to figure out logistics to get one.”

    “We just do it the easy way.”

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    20 Feb 2026

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    Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.

    The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.

    The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.

    *****

    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

    Language:
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    Words:
    56,411
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    2,355
    Kudos:
    14,110
    Bookmarks:
    4,594
    Hits:
    372,618

    18 Feb 2026

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