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Armin undergoes gruelling training to master the power of the Colossal titan.
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Jean and Mikasa reconcile after an argument.
Prompt: growing old together
Sunlight streams through the front windows, the ruddy gold of a late summer evening, the sky over the mountains bright and the patchwork fields of the river valley green and gold with ripe wheat and corn and alfalfa and the bowing, browned heads of sunflowers past their prime. A breeze sends the curtains billowing into the room, rustles the goldenrod and roses in the vase on the table, brings the scent of fresh hay and sunshine in from the fields. The house is strangely quiet without Alex slamming doors and huffing noisily and tossing herself into chairs. Sometimes, horribly, Jean’s jealous of his own child, of her naivety and her unshakeable belief that life is all limitless possibility, her surety that good things will come. He’s afraid for her, too. Knows that life will grind her down, that someday she will know pain and tragedy and failure and there’s nothing he can do to protect her from it.
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I want to take you into my mouth
and taste you overripe and
salty-sweet
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The Queen's Guard by Varazserdo for itskindnessinfinite
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
26 Aug 2026
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It's been a year since the Rumbling ended in the Battle of Heaven and Earth. Mikasa has returned to Paradis and serves Historia as a bodyguard and lover. The queen shows her a new and marvellous device.
“Don't move. I’ll be back.”
Historia was a cruel mistress.
She returned with a sleek wooden box, which she set down on the carpet beside the bed.
“Close your eyes, Mikasa.”
There was a faint whirring sound of a mechanical motor. Something hard and vibrating touched her thigh, and she flinched away. Historia's hand came down to rest reassuringly on her knee.
“What is it, your majesty?”
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Sometimes by Varazserdo for itskindnessinfinite
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
22 Aug 2026
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Sometimes Krista wishes things could be different. Sometimes she imagines running away with Ymir and living happily ever after. Sometimes she believes in love.
A short, hopeful but angst-filled character and relationship study.
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The remnants of the Survey Corps are imprisoned in Fort Salta following the Battle of Heaven and Earth. Jean thinks about Mikasa and her chances of survival on the journey back to Paradis.
He’s always been drawn to her, admired her, entertained fantasies of her lips on his, her body underneath him, her eyes meeting him with an adoring gaze. He’s ashamed of these fantasies now, they're juvenile and base, objectifying. She's gone, and he’ll never see her again. Never fight by her side. Never watch her cheeks redden and her lips curl up in mirth, never speak to her again, never lose to her at hand-to-hand, never share another meal. He used to imagine he loved her, but real love recognises the beloved for who they are, not who they might be. He’ll never get to love her now. He hates himself a little bit that her death is the one to push him past the brink, that even now he's selfish and self-pitying, mourning a dream as much as a comrade.
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A poem about the slow creep of climate doom because what else am I going to do about it?
The apocalypse is a tease—
a slow burn until it isn't
It's 30 degrees in the Arctic
Fleeing forest fires, hundreds burn to death on the roads
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To Hold A Flame in the Palm of Your Hand by Varazserdo for ilejeshi
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
16 Aug 2026
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Ever since she walked into their shared room fresh from the Battle for Trost, already a veteran before she even joined the MPs, slight and pale and hard-edged and aloof, Hitch has wanted to crack Annie open and find out what's inside. Now she finally has her. She’s always been quiet and reserved, guarded. Once Hitch learnt she was a spy, it made sense. Suddenly she’s talkative. Her whole sad life story comes tumbling out.
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The Wonder Room by Varazserdo for LuccaBear
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
16 Aug 2026
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Kenny meets with Uri to report about a strange man who has appeared in Shiganshina. As always, Uri treats him like a curiosity to be examined.
The castle sits on a hill, veiled in mist, the spires and turrets rising out of the clouds. The nearest village is ten kilometres to the west, and the only road runs through dark forest, the pine and birch and larch trees crowding together, branches blotting out the sun. If Kenny were a man capable of fear, he would be afraid here, surrounded by wilderness, the eyes of the forest at his back. The road, wide enough for a coach or a waggon, paved and maintained twice a year by crews sent out from the village, slopes upwards, and his horse slows. The old mare is tired after the long journey from Mitras. At last the steep incline levels off and a horn blares, marking his approach. The high gates swing open, and a little man in blue livery bows low while a boy appears to take the horse.
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The Ymir Cycle by Varazserdo for BoneArena
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
16 Aug 2026
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Professor Hange Zoe visits a castle in the countryside to view a rare manuscript rumoured to contain the secrets of Old Eldia.
In the haste to disembark at the station, one of those small provincial stops where there’s only a platform in the middle of the wilderness with a splintery bench and a little kiosk with a grumpy station attendant where the train slows to a crawl but doesn’t precisely stop, Hange left the briefcase with their research notes and their letter of introduction from the university on the luggage rack, and so it was with a sour mood that they stalked out into the dark of the rural night in search of their contact.
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Annie and Hitch discover the extent of their connection while Annie is imprisoned in the crystal.
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My Love is a Fever, Longing Still by Varazserdo for itskindnessinfinite
Fandoms: Carmilla - J. Sheridan Le Fanu
16 Aug 2026
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Laura and Carmilla prepare for a garden party.
“I cannot risk one of you taking ill on the journey, and we mustn't spread whatever plague is haunting the valley to Graz,” he explained when he informed me of his decision.
I was deeply disappointed to miss out on the sights and entertainment of the city. My governesses consoled us with the promise of a garden party, just the four of us.
It was in preparation for this festive occasion that we found ourselves in my room, looking over my silk evening frocks and assisting each other in our toilet. Carmilla brushed out my hair, her clever fingers caressing my scalp and sending delightful jolts of pleasure down my spine that seemed to pool and settle between my legs.
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The city pulses. Crowds flow. Traffic starts and stops. Millions of human lives hum along, stacked on top of each other in their glass and concrete towers, squeezed in side by side on the metro, rushing and scrambling from place to place, moment to moment, each one inevitably hurtling towards death. Rem finds them vile; disgusting, selfish creatures; food for Shinigami. Food for worms. They fill their brief time with false meaning, obsessions, devotions, aspirations. And what's it for? In the end they all die, each and every one. They should be honoured to be her prey.
But there's one human she finds herself inexplicably drawn to: Amane Misa, so beautiful; even her name fills Rem with indescribable pleasure.
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One More Day by Varazserdo for itskindnessinfinite
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
16 Aug 2026
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Lovers Annie and Mikasa plot to take their revenge on Eren. Modern AU.
“What can I get you?” asks the bartender.
“Vodka soda.”
He whisks away Annie’s dirty glasses. Returns with Mikasa’s drink in a tall glass, bubbles fizzing and popping, a sad, floppy lemon wedge adoring the rim. She waits for him to retreat to the other end of the bar.
“I didn’t expect you to come,” Annie says, taunting. “I was sure you got cold feet.”
She stubs out the cigarette. Mikasa’s eyes are drawn to the red lipstick smudge on the filter.
“You know I’m desperate.”
“The plan is flawless. Follow my lead. We’ll be rid of him.”
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Strung Between the Stars by Varazserdo for redolentred
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
16 Aug 2026
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There are many things Hikaru imagined doing with Yoshiki, things ‘Hikaru’ would like to try, too, if Yoshiki will let him. They're things Hikaru saw in magazines and video clips and his own fevered imagination. Things that might feel good, the way eating and laughing and rubbing the soft petals of a flower against your cheek feel good. Things that made Hikaru's stomach flutter and his body feel hot and tight. ‘Hikaru’ enjoys the many varied sensations this human body affords. He would like to explore them all.
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Eren Yeager has been in love with his childhood best friend and sometimes lover, Armin Arlert, for years. After visiting him at his workplace, he decides to take a leap of faith and confess. Pure fluff with a little bit of smut and random facts about AUVs and Cape Cod ambiance.
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Wandering Dreams by Varazserdo for redolentred
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
16 Aug 2026
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Hikaru wishes, with his dying breath, for Yoshiki to have a companion. To never be alone. He offers his soul.
A soul is a delicate thing. It holds a life, the memories of the living, their emotions, their thoughts and deeds, and yet it is insubstantial as air, thin as the gossamer of a spider’s web. Souls, once consumed, disintegrate and vanish, become part of the entity. But souls pulse and grasp with many overlapping desires, and the entity wants nothing except to consume souls.
The entity encounters Hikaru and assumes his form.
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Palm to Palm is Holy Palmers’ Kiss by Varazserdo for string_of_hearts
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
12 Aug 2026
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Five times Reiner and Bertholdt held hands, and one time they didn’t.
Their last weekend home in Liberio, before the final intelligence briefing, before Magath’s stern words, more threat than encouragement (even Reiner had known Magath had opposed the mission vociferously and, beyond the point of professional prudence, had fought against dispatching four titans on an uncharted island without backup until he was threatened with a demotion), before the photo spread in The National Inquirer, and before the ticker-tape parade and the cheering crowds seeing them off, they had gone to a matinee at the cinema. The theatre in the internment zone was the old-fashioned kind, with a floor show and a band and a girl playing the piano in a sequined gown and a feather boa, and most of the films were old. They watched a silent film about a hypnotist who used a sleepwalker to commit heinous murders. Reiner and Bertholdt sat in the back, eating peanuts out of a striped paper bag and furtively holding hands in the dark, the first time they did it, pretending to be afraid of the fake blood and the crashing cymbals and ominous use of the zither.
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Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun by Varazserdo
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
01 Aug 2026
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Waiting to attack Shiganshina, Reiner indulges in a fantasy of homecoming.
In the morning, they bathe (hot water at last, by the nine). They eat, ravenous after five years subsisting off of cabbage and watery gruel and coarse bread. Bertholdt savours the tinned beef, the soft white bread with its chemical aftertaste, and the waxy ration kit chocolate bar like it’s a feast. Reiner passes him his foiled-wrapped packet. Presses it into his palm.
When they're home, he’ll buy a box of truffles and hand feed them to Bertholdt. Reiner will stand in line with all the real Marleyans, and nobody will be able to stop him. He’ll get a box with red and white stripes and the Di Bruno's Chocolatier logo in curling gold script, the chocolates nestled in tissue paper like tiny treasures. They'll stretch out on his little wooden bed in his mother's house, under the old film posters and the Warrior Programme propaganda he used to tack to the crumbling plaster walls back when he idolised the Warriors and becoming a titan holder was just a little boy's dream. He’ll pop the chocolate into Bertholdt's eager mouth.
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Anticipation crests,
pain and blood
(Agustine said we are all born between urine and faeces —
the filth of the body)
receding into memory
and now
this bud unfurls.Free verse poetry on the abjection of the human condition.