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“Are these feelings new, Eddie, or are you finally letting yourself process said feelings?” Frank pointedly asks, raising an eyebrow. “You’ve known him for a long time, and from what you’ve told me there is a very special bond between the two of you.”
Burying his face in his hands, just to give himself a few seconds of respite, Eddie can’t help but let out a small sob. “I’m scared these feelings might have always been there.”
Eddie spirals as he realizes there's more going on between Buck and him than he'd allowed himself to process.
Childhood trauma and destructive behavior resurfaces.
Buckle up, everything will crash and burn.Bookmarked by actofcreation
22 Dec 2025
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Eddie's new apartment is small. The walls are too bright, the furniture too new. He misses his couch. He made up the one bedroom with Chris’s stuff, so Eddie’s own bed is the new couch he mechanically turns into his bed every night. He’s got a bedroom with no walls and in the middle of the night, as he stares up at the stark white ceiling, he considers painting it black so he doesn’t notice if his eyes are open. It feels oddly like staring up at the lid of his coffin.
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Eddie moves to Texas and pretends he's fine until he can't anymore. Inevitably, Buck follows.
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16 Dec 2025
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It's all fired up, you're all mine. Buck and Eddie's adventures in the omegaverse.
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08 Dec 2025
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Before Eddie can think of any more excuses, Buck bursts back through the surface of the water with Eddie’s body in his arms.
Eddie looks down at himself, still kneeling on the dock, and then at what is unmistakably also him in the water. Buck sucks in a great gasp of air, but the Eddie in the water doesn’t. His head slumps limp onto Buck’s shoulder, and the puzzle pieces of the last few minutes suddenly fall into place.
Finding himself back on the dock with no memory of how he got there. Buck unable to see or hear him. Eddie’s hand passing right through him.
Oh. He didn’t make it out of the water. He drowned.
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After an injury on a call, Eddie finds himself something he never expected to be...
A ghost.
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28 Nov 2025
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Buck and Eddie are roommates and it's fine, really.
Except for the fact Buck loves to bake and Eddie has a sweet tooth. And some body image issues.He goes to Church about it.
He's also desperately in love with his best friend.
And somehow it all started with muffins.
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24 Oct 2025
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Eddie's gravelly morning voice does things to Buck - it's one of Buck's favourites. He squeezes his eyes closed and tries to keep his heart rate under control. Eddie can probably feel his pulse jump from where his arm is laying on his chest.
“H- Uh… Hey.”
Smooth Buckley. He definitely didn’t notice your shameless thirsting over literally everything-
Bucks thoughts immediately stall when he feel’s Eddie huff a laugh into his skin and he drags his hand from his shoulder down to his sternum. His palm lies flat against his chest, exactly where you press when you do CPR, exactly where Eddie has pressed before, restarting his heart after 3 minutes and 17 seconds-
Eddies fingers start playing with his chest hair.
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5 times people realise that Eddie has no chill when he is in a relationship he actually cares about, and the one time he is overly chill, much to everyone's surprise
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11 Oct 2025
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Buck’s hair is gray at the temples, buzzed neatly on the sides and a bit longer and curlier on top than Chris remembers him wearing it, and there’s a new scar through one of his eyebrows. He looks good, like he’s living a happy life, and the only possible reason Chris can imagine for Buck to be here at Helena Diaz’s funeral in El Paso is that Chris’s father brought him.
“Why would you come?” Chris snaps at him.
Buck blinks. “Why wouldn’t I come?”
“She didn’t mean anything to you.”
“I’m not here for her,” Buck scoffs. “She is dead. I’m here for him.”
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Chris is forced to grapple with the choice he made eleven years ago when his father comes back for Helena’s funeral.
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29 Sep 2025
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“I am literally popping corn,” Buck says, “What more do you…” he trails off as he finally looks up and sees the man by the entrance that Taylor was eyeing. “Holy shit.”
In which Buck crushes on the hot firefighter dad that comes in for the $5 movie nights, and then they fall in love about it.
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29 Sep 2025
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Evan Buckley-Nash has been many things over his life. But in the beginning, he was born to be Daniel Buckley’s saviour. He's never really reckoned with that fact – until he has to deal with his birth parents for the first time in almost two decades.
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Or, Miscommunication abounds again when the Buckleys come to town as Maddie juggles the demands of both her blood and found family, Buck spirals as he is forced to confront his long-buried trauma regarding his brother’s death (while trying to keep the whole trauma thing a secret) and also insists the visit has to be kept a secret from his (adopted) dad, Hen, Chim and Eddie are trying desperately to be supportive while also attempting to understand the truth of the Buckley siblings’ past, Bobby is hopelessly confused about what in the world is happening with his son and his crew, and of course let’s not forget that Eddie still has that little black box hidden in the back of his sock drawer just waiting for the perfect moment…
In other words, things are definitely on course to blow up like a former-perfume factory on fire.
Oh, and there are flashbacks
(Or, to put it simply: it’s Evan Buckley-Nash Begins.)
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21 Sep 2025
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“I get used to it, I guess. Kind of. After a while,” Eddie says. Then, very quietly, “I’m just, uh, sensitive.”
“Oh,” Buck says. Eddie's just sensitive. Eddie, his best friend, who he has now seen when he comes. Who comes in under a minute if he isn’t getting some on the regs. This is – this is – interesting.
Love and premature ejaculation.
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05 Sep 2025
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“It’s not funny,” Eddie sighs, knocking the back of his head against the kitchen cabinet as he brings a hand up to pinch the bridge of his nose, shaking his head.
“Oh, come on—it’s a—it’s a little funny,” Buck argues, amusement thick in his voice as Eddie feels his hand curl around his own wrist. Eddie takes a breath, and drops his wrist to rest over his own knee as he turns to meet Buck’s eyes, arching his own eyebrow in question.
Or: Buck and Eddie have grand plans for their first time, it's just unfortunate that their bodies don't seem to be getting the message.
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04 Sep 2025
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“Cool, right? It’s pretty easy, you just…” Eddie continued talking, but all that Buck could hear was the sound of his pulse racing in his ears as he looked up at Eddie. Eddie, who had always been there for him, even while he had been living in another state. Eddie, who had never made him feel like he didn’t matter, and had always been there for him when he needed him. Eddie, who had trusted him with his son over anyone else, and who he would trust with his entire life, his entire person. And Eddie, whose arms were wrapped around Buck’s back, the only thing keeping him from falling on the ground.
Eddie brought him back up, but the feelings swimming in his head didn’t disperse, but only became stronger, as he was back within range of Eddie, to feel his breath on him, to study every feature of Eddie’s face. God, he wished he could stay there forever, memorizing every little detail.
I’m just a fool, a fool in love with you.
“Holy shit, I think I’m in love with you.”
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or, the one where eddie slow dances with buck and buck confesses hes in love with eddie
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02 Sep 2025
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"Relax, okay? It's just a blind date. If you really don't like the vibe, you can leave. Absolutely."
"I know... I know... I just..." He sighed, shaking his head as he looked away. "I want it to work." He bit his lip, heart aching a bit. "I-I want to like it..." Eddie looked back at Shannon, and she softened, smiling softly.
"I know, Eddie." She squeezed his hand. "You've got this, though, okay? I mean... I know you don't really know this Chimney guy outside of basketball, but he wouldn't set you up with an asshole, would he?"
"No... I uh... I set myself up with assholes..." Eddie laughed bitterly, turning to the table to grab his keys and wallet.
"Edmundo." Shannon scolded, expression hardening. "C'mon now... we talked about this. Tommy was not your fault. He's a narcissist, and he manipulated you into seeing what he wanted you to see, okay? It's not your fault."
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Or: Eddie goes on a blind date after a long term relationship gone bad based on Taylor Swift's Begin Again
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19 Aug 2025
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"I'm Buck."
"Buck," Eddie tests the name out. Buck. He likes that name. It sounds good, warm and safe and comfortingly familiar on his tongue. "You're my husband."
Buck's eyes widen, obviously surprised that Eddie remembered that. See, look? He's recovering remarkably quickly. He'll have his full memory back in no time.
"Your husband," Buck repeats and Chris, for some reason, starts giggling.
"My husband," Eddie agrees happily.
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Eddie suffers temporary amnesia after an injury at work and makes some assumptions about the nature of his and Buck's relationship.
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- Part 1 of (You Want To) Make a Memory
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15 Aug 2025
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Breathe — come on, Buck, breathe!
Buck doubles over, clutching at his chest, his lungs burning. Pain explodes across his sternum like he’s just been punched.
Don’t do this to me, please.
Finally, Buck manages to suck in a ragged breath. “I…I think I can hear Eddie,” he gasps, dazed. He glances over at the stairs, expecting to see Eddie appear at the top.
Bobby nods, his hands still on Buck’s shoulders. “You have to go back to him.”
Buck looks up at Bobby. “He isn’t here?”
Bobby’s eyes well with tears. “No, Buck. He isn’t here.”
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Hovering between life and death after the building collapse, Buck encounters Bobby while Eddie races to save him. Or, an alternate take on the season 8 finale.
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15 Aug 2025
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“Your safety is my priority right now. How long have you been thinking about this?” he repeats.
Eddie wants to tell him that it only happened yesterday, but then he thinks about quarantine, and when Shannon died, and when she left for LA after he was discharged, and when he found out Chris was diagnosed with cerebral palsy, and when Shannon told him she was pregnant, and when he was ten and his dad yelled at him for crashing his new truck because his mom was in labor and nobody was around to take her to the hospital. He thinks about how he wanted to disappear every time, wished for something to kill him so that he didn’t have to face his fears, deal with reality. It hits him like his dad’s truck hit the tree.
“Since I was in elementary school,” he admits breathlessly.
Also known as, the eddieravi bestie fic that quickly turned into a character study
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10 Aug 2025
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“Come on, you’re telling me you wouldn’t consider sneaking into a storage closet with me?”
“Obviously, I would!” Eddie was whisper-yelling now, and Buck wasn’t sure exactly what point he was trying to make, but he was enjoying every second of this. “But one of us is going to have to have restraint and it has to be the—the one with the most experience.”
Buck felt his mouth drop open in delight. “Eddie,” he admonished. “Are you calling me a whore?”
“No!” said Eddie, looking increasingly flustered. “I just mean—clearly you have the power to do—” he gestured at Buck, “that, so you have the—the responsibility to, like, use it. Responsibly.”
“Did you just quote Spiderman?”
Eddie propped his elbows on the table and dropped his head into his hands, groaning dramatically. “I’m going to die. The first date, and I’m going to die.”
“Been there, wouldn’t recommend it.”
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Buck and Eddie and the first date.
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09 Aug 2025
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“They just follow it around, copying it and helping it and bothering it so much that it's like, worn down into loving the duckling back and looking out for it.”
“So,” said Eddie, furrowing his brow. “In this scenario, you are—”
“A baby duckling, newly hatched into the world with no idea what’s going on.”
“And I am—”
“The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.”
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Eddie has no idea how to cope when a temporary case of amnesia causes the return of Buck 1.0. Buck has no clue why his future self hasn't made the moves on his hot best friend. It all goes pretty well, considering.
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- Part 1 of make way for Buckling
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09 Aug 2025
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It should've been a simple call. But when the "small fire in an apartment kitchen" turns into a collapse that traps Eddie as the fire continues to burn, Buck is forced to make an impossible choice to save the man he loves.
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08 Aug 2025
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Buck stops by Eddie's house unannounced after a long 24hr shift to find the Diaz household a little worse for wear.
Eddie has a migraine.
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06 Aug 2025