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“Ah, John. There you are.”
His mother’s tone is the rubber band snap of a corporate manager closing a deal, and she barely throws him a glance as she adjusts the brooch on her cardigan, eyes glued instead to her own reflection. John half leans against the doorway, so many years of being forbidden from entering his parents’ room keeping him glued to the threshold.
“Are you ready for this evening?”
A gala. A real, extravagant gala with gallons of expensive alcohol that John can't drink with his meds, and hundreds of interrogative faces that scrunch in pity whenever he catches them staring.
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A week after John's released from the hospital, his parents throw a ball.
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07 Feb 2026
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The index finger at his sternum felt like the muzzle of a gun. Whitaker’ heart jumped further up his throat. He could feel his heartbeat burning on his tongue.
“Do you just do whatever people tell you?”
Whitaker fucks up. Then Robby fucks up worse.Bookmarked by anulumos
04 Feb 2026
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"Whatever this was, it wasn’t an emergency." - Michael Robinavitch, having a medical emergency.
"This fucking guy." - Jack Abbot, leaving his shift to go get him.
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02 Feb 2026
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“Sometimes I talk to Robby, and I understand him more than I understand myself,” Samira said.
She felt Jack nod. “That doesn’t surprise me,” he said, his voice muffled against her shirt.
“And then sometimes I don’t.”
“That doesn’t surprise me either.” Samira could tell he was smiling. “You two are a lot alike.”
“Is that why you’re with me?” she asked.
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24 Jan 2026
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The first time Samira calls him, it's an accident.
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23 Jan 2026
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Robby makes the end of an interminable work day a whole lot worse.
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23 Jan 2026
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Around six in the morning, Ellis expertly places a chest tube in a thirty-seven-year-old stabbing victim, and when Jack leans over to inspect it, he is staring straight into the jagged, bloody hole in Private Milton's ribcage. The lights in T2 flicker and Jack can hear the whip of heavy canvas walls as a brutal storm rips across the desert. Milton is the one Jack had no chance of putting back together but he still tried. Fifty-five minutes of rapid infusion and internal cardiac massage and then he had called it, Milton's flat, empty heart in his hand.
Jack doesn't flinch while looking into the abyss of flesh and bone but he does lie to Ellis. "Looks good. Monitor the output, grab me after CT or if he goes south."
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22 Jan 2026
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It is 0547 when 18-year-old Helen Watkins is rolled into Trauma One.
It is 0621 when Helen Watkins is declared dead.
It is 0653 when Dr. Jack Abbot is attacked by Helen Watkins' father, David.
It is 0702 when Dr. Michael Robinavitch arrives like a guardian angel.
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Jack Abbot is attacked at work by a grieving father. Mike Robinavitch is there for his recovery, physical and emotional.
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22 Jan 2026
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The black wedding ring on Jack’s finger is Robby’s, a remnant of their failed marriage. Though they’re no longer married, after PittFest, Jack recognizes Robby’s turmoil because he’d struggled similarly after losing his leg.
Scenes from Jack and Robby’s relationship— coming together, drifting apart, and finding their way back to each other again.
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22 Jan 2026
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it's not like that. jack mostly works nights, so it's normally a tag team situation. he'll toss him the keys over central as robby tosses him a nightload of blood and piss, and by the time jack's home robby's done the dishes and left the keys under the mat.
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some kind of domesticity
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- Part 1 of sensations of sex and surgery
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22 Jan 2026
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robby sighs - a heavy thing - and wrings his big hands together.
“listen, whitaker. we don’t want you to worry about this. there's always a student we have to keep a closer eye on in every cohort. and in light of the other week, i've been discussing your case with dr abbot.”
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it's time for dennis' routine physical. (a sequel to touch and touch and touch me)
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- Part 8 of sensations of sex and surgery
- Part 3 of pitt dreams
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20 Jan 2026
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Dennis Whitaker has a history of seizures but hasn’t had one in a while, so what happens when he has a seizure out of the blue during a shift?
Literally a fic of me writing Dennis to be me because when I suffer, he has to too!
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20 Jan 2026
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Night shift is always hard on Dennis. Working with Abbot is even harder. It's like working with a fucking psychic— somehow, Abbot always looks as if he can see right through him. If he thought Robby was bad, Abbot is ten times worse. Because he pushes. Where Robby pulls back, Abbot takes his place with a fucking battering ram.
It would almost be impressive how perceptive Abbot is if he weren’t so focused on using that ability to strip Dennis right down to the bone, then break those in half like the marrow holds words that Dennis might be hiding.
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Dennis has epilepsy and not enough medication. Rationing pills can't be that bad for you, right? Jack and Robby will understand. ...Right?
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07 Jan 2026
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Whitaker has about half a second to gloat in the fact that his hookup was waiting at the door for him—before several terrible realizations crash down onto him all at once.
Because Dr. Robby is the one that opened the door. And the number for the apartment is right next to his head (521) meaning Whitaker didn’t accidentally knock on the wrong unit. Which means that Dr. Robby is R, is his hookup, is the one who promised to fuck him, and called him a slut—and oh my god, Whitaker called him daddy.
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02 Jan 2026
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“Well.” Michael puts his glass down on his coaster. Taps the hobnailed glass with his fingertips, once, twice. Then, as casually as he’s said anything else that evening, “I had a really shitty day at work and I was hoping to work that frustration out by fucking some stranger.”
“I’m a stranger.” Dennis hears himself say.
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Dennis goes to a gay bar for the first time. He meets a handsome stranger called Michael. Smut ensues. Definitely no consequences will follow.Series
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29 Dec 2025
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After the kidney transplant, Peter Benton resolves not to let it go so long before he sees John Carter again.
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26 Dec 2025
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“Doctor Benton,” Carter whispers, terror rising. “You want me – you want me to perform a surgical procedure on myself? I can’t do that. That… that’s crazy.”
“Carter, you can and you will. I’m going to talk you through it. And then we’re going to get you out of there, and to the hospital, and then you’re going to be fine. But right now, we do not have a lot of time. So I need you to listen to me very carefully and do everything I say.”
Or: John Carter is trapped under a collapsed building and seriously injured. Peter Benton talks him through surgery... on himself.
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26 Dec 2025
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Trinity Santos isn't good at relationships. With women, with God, with her family... and she's content as she is, really. Touch-starved and repulsed all at once, avoiding anything that might bring her pleasure, quietly resenting everything she loves. When an encounter with a religious patient has her rethinking what religion can be, she begins to wonder if there's something more for her than the life of numbness and isolation she's built.
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23 Dec 2025
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you are someone else, I am still right here by maisiec33 for Evilsilence
Fandoms: ER (TV 1994)
07 Dec 2025
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The grip the nurse has around his shoulders tightens as he buckles slightly.
“Dr Carter? John? Hey, not too far to go now.”
He almost wants to laugh.
If only she knew how far it feels.
He sinks, and the only one there to catch him is a staff member he doesn't recognise.
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Carter deteriorates rapidly before they can find a donor in s15.
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11 Dec 2025
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After the stabbing, Carter's family gathers close.
It's foreign.
It's overwhelming.
It's the only place he's ever felt this safe.A collection of moments brief and long from Carter's journey toward recovery.
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07 Dec 2025