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    Therapy is a lot harder than Sam had let on, Steve thinks. Talking about things he’s never talked about, revealing things he’s never revealed. And to someone who’d started out a perfect stranger. It goes against every instinct in himself, all of which tell him to keep these things to himself, to let it all out only in the physical violence of a fist against a punching bag.

    It’s been a month now since Bucky—Jigsaw—came back of his own volition after the auction debacle and his escape from the Tower. Since they first pissed off the FBI by ruining a handful of raids against Clint’s “tracksuit mafia.” Since they raided that bank vault and found everything waiting there inside it that Jigsaw had said would be there. Waiting, perhaps, to be used.

    It’s been a month, but it feels so much longer.

    (Or: The one where the Avengers have successfully brought the asset in after his murder sprees, and the therapy (and relationships) can begin in earnest. A direct sequel to Blue-Eyed Matador.)

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    30 Jun 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Been reading this story Inc 1st one since 2019/2020 now 2024 epic and amazing

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    The world's already over and they're already dead. All they're doing now is marking time until the end.

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    11/11
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    30 Jun 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    To read

  3. Public Bookmark 86

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    This series started out as a place to stash prequel ficlets that were intended to be brief flashbacks/asides in a sprawling, unposted, in-progress Bucky recovery fic. But then the recovery fic's backstory got overly complicated and grew a narrative of its own. I cut the narrative off, but two more took its place. Go figure.

    (And the ficlets... all turned out to be stories. Again, go figure.)

    There are definitely tie-in/continuation shenanigans throughout this series, and the individual stories will be referenced by the aforementioned WIP, but each story of the series should largely be readable on its own. Pieces will be posted as they are polished up, probably out of chronological order. Each one will have at least one timestamp inside, though, and often several.

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    17 Jul 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Excellent sp loved the widow programme one

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    It’s a small hunting cabin. It’s unlikely to have heat or electricity, and it looks uninhabited, but it’s shelter, and Clint is beyond relieved to have managed to make it within striking distance. Just a little longer … a little farther …

    It takes him long enough that he would be ashamed under any other circumstances, but eventually he gets the lock open and swings the door wide.

    “Fuck me.”

    It’s a small one-room cabin, dark and dusty, and notable primarily for the fact that the fucking Winter Soldier is inside, straightening up from where he was hunched by the fireplace, drawing his knife.

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    10/10
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    18 Jun 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Lovely

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    Clint and Bucky try to let go of the past and start thinking about the future. They also celebrate the holidays, juggle knives, assemble furniture, see a musical, adopt a few strays, and rescue each other repeatedly.

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    Chapters:
    20/20
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    6
    Comments:
    660
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    14 May 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    great

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    Bucky really likes having long hair. Unfortunately, this fact doesn't escape the group of HYDRA agents that take him prisoner.

    (or: the 100% non-canonical reason why Bucky has short hair during The Falcon and the Winter Soldier.)

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    4/4
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    08 Feb 2022

  7. Public Bookmark 74

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    15 Jan 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    to read

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    “You’ve got, like.” The witch taps his own chest, center mass, with the slice of pizza. “An infection, kinda. In your soul, I guess. Whatever you want to call it. Nobody wants to call it magic.”

    “I don’t have any magic,” Bucky says, immediately. He’s not a witch.

    “Sure,” the witch says. “Well, that thing you have that connects you to Steve, the part of you that can form bonds to other people. That part of you. It’s fucked.”

    “Fucked,” Bucky repeats. He wonders if that’s a medical or magical diagnosis.

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    10 Jan 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Lovely and angst too, magic involved

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    Psychic-but-traumatized Bucky, SHIELD peacekeeper Steve, pumpkin-spice lattes, knitted Captain America blankets, a mysterious mission, and True Love.

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    29 Oct 2021

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    At a pivotal point in his recovery, Bucky is abducted and forced to act as the Winter Soldier for a SHIELD that is spiraling into the dark side. This won't stop him from pursuing his goal: in the year 2016, times finally being what they are, Bucky has a very important question he wants to ask Steve...

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    27 Oct 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Can't believe I have only discovered this now, very sweet and angsty

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    Bucky has a list of assassinations to complete, and it's not his problem if Tony Stark is on the top of that list.

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    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
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    28 Aug 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    very good

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    Months after Bucky accidentally found Loki trapped in hellish isolation underground, Wakanda remains a place that has allowed them to slowly claw their way up into unsteady healing.

    But Asgard and Earth aren't done with them yet. The past comes calling, whether they're ready or not.

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    Chapters:
    26/26
    Comments:
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    22 Aug 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Both stories in this series are excellent, so well written. Poss another one to come in the series, but even if there isn't, these are ones to keep and reread.

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    14 Aug 2021

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    to read

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    “There’s a body in the garden.”

    The words were spoken calmly, while Bucky kept his eyes locked onto the gangly form prostrate in the dirt outside. When he’d spotted it in a casual pass of the window, he’d experienced shock for all of half a second before he’d quickly transitioned into acceptance and wariness.

    He stepped back from the window as Steve rushed up, a damp blue dish towel in his hands. Steve’s eyes immediately narrowed in on the form that was face down by the tomato plants. It was a good sign that Bucky wasn’t hallucinating, and a bad sign in that it meant the corpse in the garden was real.

    Steve gave Bucky a look, the corners of his mouth sternly downturned.

    “I didn’t put it there,” Bucky said, just in case that was in question.

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    A mostly-dead Loki shows up face-planted in Bucky’s garden one day while Steve’s over for lunch. (Throws Infinity War/Endgame deaths and other parts of canon out the window.)

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    01 Aug 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Latest update chap 16
    Just excellent. :-)

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    The asset is programmed not to strike a handler. Not to struggle no matter who is doing what to it. And it complies. The asset is programmed not to shy away when technicians approach torch-first to take it apart and put it back together in the name of science, research, progress. And it complies. The asset is programmed not to object to the mouth guard, the restraints, the chair. Not to beg or plead when it is left empty and hungry in its cryo tube. And it complies. The asset is programmed not to so much as consider harming an operator, the highest of all members of the organization. And...

    And if the silent, liquid fury in the asset’s eyes is any indicator, the asset does not comply.

    (Or: The one where the asset is thawed out during the Chitauri attack on New York, escapes, and goes hunting for revenge with the Avengers hot on the trail.)

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    25 Jul 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Up to chap 50 as its WIP. Very good , can't wait to see how the rest goes...eeek

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    A piece of rebar to the heart wasn't really the way Dean had planned to go out, but these things happen. It's over now; everything's over, and now he's in Heaven. It's a beautiful Heavenly day, on a beautiful Heavenly road, and there's even a Heavenly cassette tape playing a perfect Heavenly song. The last war is over; they won it all, victorious at last, and now all Dean wants to do is drive.

    The song plays, and Dean drives.

    At last he's at peace.

    Or is he?

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    13/?
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    06 Jul 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    :-) alt ending

  17. Public Bookmark 51

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    Bucky's moved to Louisiana with Sam and his family. He has his first appointment with his new therapist, and it all goes wrong. After a series of mishaps, Bucky feels like he is a burden on the Wilsons.
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    This is a follow up to The Dark I Know Well– the previous entry in this series. HOWEVER, it is written so it can be read independently if you so chose!

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    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
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    20 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Very good, well written, wip at mo.

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    There was a tapping noise coming from their right and both looked back up to the barista. Bucky’s smile faltered. The man was shorter than him, although not as short as Steve. He had the sweetest of smiles on his perfect lips and happy wrinkles in the corners of his perfect hazelnut eyes. His hair, which looked perfect to comb with his fingers was a dark brown, almost black, depending on the lightning. Bucky gulped dryly.

    He was wearing an orange polo shirt, which was probably the store’s uniform, underneath a black apron. The color worked wonders with his brown-ish skin. He held up a notepad to their faces.

    ‘Welcome to Star Cakes. My name is Tony, I’m mute. I’ll be communicating with you through the notepad. How may I help you?’ was written down, in an exemplary cursive.

    ———
    Or where a cute little bartender named Tony meets a hot and very flirty couple. Some angst entailed, but lots of love too.

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    Words:
    18,489
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    226
    Kudos:
    2,230
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    372
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    34,097

    11 Sep 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Too read looks good

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    01 Aug 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    :-)

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    30 Jun 2020

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