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At the Gates of Valhalla by paperstorm, TrishArgh
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Jun 2019
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The man has eyes the color of the sky. Hands that are bloodied from battle but might be gentle if they touched him. A voice that drags the ghosts of memories through the soldier’s fractured mind, and he can’t die. The soldier was sent to kill him. Ordered it, assigned it. And he didn’t, so he can’t go back. Not without completing a mission. Not again. He needs to run, to hide. To find some secret corner of the world where they’ll never find him.
If the man drowns, it will all be for nothing. The man has to live. Even if the soldier might be taken back and put permanently into the ice for disobeying.
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On the banks of the Potomac River, Steve wakes up to watch the Winter Soldier's back as he walks away. He can't let him go. Hydra might find him, and if they don't, SHIELD will, and Steve doesn't trust them either. Not when Bucky is buried in there somewhere. They have to run.- Language:
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12 May 2026
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The asset's orders at the end of The Winter Soldier weren't to kill Captain America, but to capture him, so that he could be wiped and turned into another asset. The asset has succeeded in that mission, capturing its target and taking him back to the Hydra base. But the Hydra soldiers are dead, captured, or fled, so there is no one there to give the asset new orders.
Alone with its captive, the asset has no instructions on how it is meant to act. But the more time it spends with its target, the more old protocols start to assert themselves, like the protocol that when that face is hurt and bleeding, the asset is supposed to clean away the blood.
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12 May 2026
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Boulangerie by orphan_account
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
28 Nov 2018
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In an effort to drive Captain America’s Alpha instincts to compromise his mission to take down Hydra, Alexander Pierce orders the Omega asset’s heat-suppressants to be cut off.
After decades of being on suppressants, the abrupt cessation forces the Winter Soldier into dire straits: facing a potentially lethal heat with little to no understanding of how to deal with it.
In near-crippling pain, panicked, and on the run after Hydra’s decimation, the Soldier’s time is quickly running out.
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- 20/20
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06 May 2026
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He was reincarnated into a stereotypical shoujo manga with magic and fantastical creatures— not as any of the main cast, but the villain's butler, a kindhearted but loyal to a fault beastkin who fought to his death to let his abusive master escape.
Unlike the original, however, he was not kind, nor was he loyal. He is not above killing, stealing, and lying, and he did not care if he was despised. To avoid a meaningless, pitiful death, he would even scheme his way to escape fate.
Upon meeting the young villain, however, there was a change of plans. In this second life of his, he'll bet everything on the villain, and fulfill what the original couldn't— he will help the villain find the happiness that was so cruelly taken from him- no matter what it takes.
Lmao this is my attempt to make a ‘not completely garbage’ work out of the reincarnation trope wish me luck :P
(Crossposted on Wattpad under same name)- Language:
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28 Apr 2026
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This is the Ghost Story by Taste_is_Sweet
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Captain America (Movies)
13 Sep 2017
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You can't have amnesia if you're not supposed to remember.
("I don't want to forget you," Bucky says wistfully.
Steve looks half-asleep, but he blinks and lifts his head. "What do you mean?" he asks. His smile is puzzled. "Why would you forget me?"
"After maintenance, when they'll wipe me and put me in Cryo," Bucky explains. "I'll forget you again, and I don't want to. You're the best handler I've ever had.")
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- Part 17 of You Make Me Feel Like I Am Home Again
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- 12/12
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13 Apr 2026
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sharpen your teeth (tell yourself that it’s just business) by voxofthevoid
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
09 Sep 2020
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Barnes knows what Rogers would like to hear.
I remember you.
He doesn’t. He has wisps of memory as insubstantial as everything else the chair took from his brain. They’re always accompanied by the taste of metal in his mouth.
He stays because it’s safe, because Hydra cannot get to him here, because Rogers—still waiting for his dead friend to claw his way out of the Winter Soldier’s broken psyche—will go to the ends of the earth to find him if they do. There’s a strange security in this knowledge, but Barnes knows it won’t last. Rogers will only wait for so long, and Barnes cannot tell him that his friend died screaming in the cold.
So he watches Rogers watch him, and Barnes doesn’t know what he’s looking for, but he knows he has found it the first time he sees Rogers’s eyes drop down to his lips and dart guiltily away.
Barnes pretends he doesn’t notice and unlike Rogers, he can act. The Red Room made him well, and the Americans could ruin only so much.
He changes his act, a few weeks in. He starts looking back.
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Bucky tries to play the long game.- Language:
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13 Apr 2026
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took my love, took it down by LaughsAtThunder
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
18 Dec 2014
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The problem, Bucky thinks now that he has most of his memories back, is that his whole entire world has always revolved around Steve Rogers. Steve has been always been half of Bucky’s identity. Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers’ best friend. Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers’ wingman. Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers’ teammate. And now, well, now Steve had other people to fill those positions. And of course, of course he’d always been a little bit in love with Steve. So when he overhears Steve telling Natasha that he’s finally found someone he’d like to date, someone with similar life experience, Bucky clings blindly to the hope that maybe, just maybe, Steve is talking about him.
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12 Apr 2026
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Tabitha Baxter was supposed to present as an Omega. She knows all the ins and outs of Omega behavior, she has been classically trained in the ways of a refined debutante, and she was intent on finding the perfect Alpha mate who could reasonably court the daughter of a Duke. Fate, nevertheless, had other plans--thrusting Tabitha into the role of the Alpha and sending her spiraling into an unknown world. One in which she is now a Marchioness who must somehow come to grips with her newfound role--that of the predator she has been taught to fear.
Dimitri Mavros has been hurt. Betrayed by a boy he loved, he has quit school and come to England with his father for business reasons and is content to wander through the forests studying the wild mushrooms that grow there. Willful and loud in both voice and fashion, the American has one favored pastime he simply cannot shake when he discovers the brooding and tiny Alpha who's come to join them all--he must seduce her. After all, who could resist setting temptation into the heart of a girl who resists it so deeply? The only thing he must keep wary not to do is fall in love.
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- Part 11 of Victorian A/B/O
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06 Apr 2026
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Captain Cassandra Wick has been sailing the seas for years and carefully developing a reputation as one of the most brutal and vicious Alpha pirates who has ever hoisted sail. It comes as a surprise to her as much as anyone else when the discovery of an exotic little Omega slave in the cargo hold of an enemy galleon forces her to strip away the layers of her jaded shell to expose the tenderness she'd forgotten she held. With care and time, the Omega's secrets begin to leak out, revealing a treasure like none Wick has ever stolen before.
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05 Apr 2026
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Shards of Glass Falling So Pale by Woodie_ish
Fandoms: Batman (Comics), Robin (Comics), Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics)
21 Mar 2026
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Jason Todd has a choice, either people are going to die and he will remain blind forever - or - he can lose a couple of memories and return in perfect physical condition and save everyone. When it comes down to it, it's not really a choice at all.
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- Part 10 of Emotion-controlled All Blades AU
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30 Mar 2026
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Stiles volunteers to be a companion for an isolated werewolf he's never met. He thought he knew way more about werewolves than it turns out he really does.
Derek didn't technically ask the Werewolf Conservation Committee for a companion human, but they insisted he have one for his mental and physical health.
Or: Derek has only had Stiles for a day, but if anything were to happen to him, he'd kill everyone in Beacon Hills and then himself.
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24 Mar 2026
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The Price of Deliverance by Omnia_Immortalis
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
20 Dec 2025
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Eternal Recurrence #3,400,236 concluded as all that came before, and as all would come after. And yet, there remains a shimmering memory of it, something that stands out in that broken brain of his.
“You're crying.”
Khaslana lifts his tired gaze from their hands, blinks against the salty vapors rising from where his waterline glimmers.
“I am.”
Mydei is cupping his face, holding him gently by the jaw, and Khaslana barely feels it.
“You're breaking.”
“Yeah.” It's hollow, his voice. Numb. “I know.”
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Khaslana's long, long journey toward true daybreak, and all those shimmering, bloodstained memories collected along the way.
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- Part 1 of Deliverance
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06 Mar 2026
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“Khaslana,” Mydei responds, his voice hesitant as his finger finally dips down to press over the injury Khaslana had previously been hiding.
Over the startling crack in his skin.
Oh.
Khaslana’s eyes widen, his arm shooting out to grip Mydei’s wrist. Mydei offers no protest, simply staring, frozen in shock.
“You’re…breaking,” Mydei mutters, so quietly.
Khaslana screws his eyes shut.
“You weren’t supposed to see.”
Or: Khaslana trudges through millions of cycles, stealing Coreflames and losing himself all while he clings to the memories from his original Flame-Chase Journey, and of his original Mydeimos.
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27 Feb 2026
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“Tell me what you really want, Phainon of Aedes Elysiae.”
Khaslana whines. He is no longer Phainon and Aedes Elysiae is nothing more than a pile of ash, but for Mydei, he can pretend. So he pushes past the renewed sting of loss, ignores his guilt, ignores everything except for the great, unending ocean that is his love for Mydei. He harnesses millennia of yearning and lust, sends a nonsensical prayer to the universe for forgiveness, and gives himself over to the waves.
Hesitation gone, Khaslana rolls on top of Mydei, hands on either side of his head and legs bracketing his hips. He pushes himself up just enough to see Mydei’s entire face.
“Everything,” he breathes, and he swears Mydei shivers at it. “I want everything you’ll give me and more.”
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In an early cycle of the Eternal Recurrence, Khaslana indulges. Pretending to be this cycle's Phainon, he takes a risk and seeks out Mydeimos. He knows he is selfish for doing this, for needing this, but it has been so long and he misses Mydei so much. If this is all he can have, he will do what he can to have Mydei for one more night.
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25 Feb 2026
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Draco Malfoy has been missing for three years. Harry is assigned the cold case and finds himself slowly falling in love with the memories he collects.
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- Part 1 of Running on Air
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- 74,880
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29 Jan 2026
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Phainon fails the trial of Strife. Mydei saves him. The next day, they sit in the baths until Phainon collapses.
Kremnoans use boiling water for their baths. It was a foolish challenge.
But Mydei indulges Phainon anyways.
The day after that, he coughs up petals.
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content warnings will be given for each chapter. here are some overall warnings:
blood, mild body horror (standard with hanahaki), racism, themes of war, resurrection, instrumentalization, themes of self-sacrifice, and disregard for one's own wellbeingBookmarked by bleach409
14 Jan 2026
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“Anaxa.”
“Anaxagoras,” he snarls, vicious enough to take the face off a man.
“Anaxa,” Aglaea’s emotionless voice says again, drawing through his mind like a blade. “You are in heat.”
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14 Jan 2026
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“Don’t worry, my dearest one,” Draco’s mother told him when he confided his worries to her. When he was old enough to feel the pangs of adolescent longing, but still too young to sense the storm gathering around them. “Magic will overcome any distance or obstacles to bring two soulmates together when the time is right. Circumstances will arise that steer them in the right direction; strange coincidences will make their paths cross again and again. Then the most wondrous moment arrives, when you both realize that your soulmate, your perfect match, stands before you, and from that day forward your hearts will be one.”
Ten years after that conversation, the idea of perfectly-matched soulmates feels more like a curse than a blessing to Draco. Who would want a soulmate who was a schoolyard bully, a Death Eater, and a convicted felon? Certainly not Harry Potter. And Draco is determined to take this secret to the grave.Series
- Part 1 of Knockturn Soulmates
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02 Jan 2026
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Zhongli sighed. “Surely the…Emperor, isn’t as bad as that to warrant you needing to flee in the night.”
“Oh, oh he is, no offence,” Ajax eyeballed him and his very obvious, very Liyuean clothing. “He’s– old!”
“Old.”
“Yeah, and fat. And ugly. That’s why he hasn’t shown himself to me! He knows what he is.”
Zhongli looked down at himself. “And how do you know this if you’ve never met him?”
“Oh, I know. So are you gonna help me or not?”
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After spotting him during a diplomatic trip abroad, Zhongli asks for the hand of the Tsaritsa's only son - Ajax - in marriage. He expects Ajax to be a fighter - indeed, it's what drew his eye in the first place - but he doesn't quite expect his...creativity and imagination.
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30 Dec 2025
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A Househusband's Guide to the Abyss by blakkatNwillow5
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
28 Feb 2026
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In which Ajax falls into the Abyss for three years instead of months. It spits him back out differently, with a taint in his heart and more battle experience than any mortal since the archon war. That’s the thing about the Abyss; it takes something from you when you enter.
And when you leave?
It gives something back.
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Everything you need to know about entering, living in and escaping the Abyss. Also includes how to make yourself a wanted criminal in your home country, how to take care of your family while running from said country, how to snag yourself a foreign archon for a husband, and more.
Note: Do not attempt at home.
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08 Dec 2025