16 Bookmarks by deedee_grace18

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    "Oh, it looks like you’re doing better! With those scores, I guess we won’t have to meet as often anymore." Shane was beaming, proudly looking down at the transcript. Ilya’s smile immediately dropped.

    Needless to say, he scored 20 points lower on the next midterm.

    In which popular hockey fuckboy Ilya Rozanov falls madly in love with the university's golden boy Shane Hollander. Somehow, they go from being the talk on campus to becoming that couple.

    Alternatively, my take on the Jock!Ilya x Nerd!Shane trope bc it is desperately underrepresented.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn't get his bell wrung. Ilya ends things. Months later, Shane meets Mark. Things get much, much worse before they get better. AKA Sweet beautiful boy Shane gets into an abusive relationship, and struggles to escape. Here comes Ilya.

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    Mark’s hands were curling around his waist and his warmth is at Shane’s back and for the first time he can really identify, he doesn’t want this. It’d been building for a while, months actually, but he knows definitively now - he doesn’t want it at all anymore.

    “Just let me know, next time. I worry about you, you know?”

    And the rules only build from there.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.

    Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.

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    24 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 31

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    The Ealdor Public Library, where Merlin works as a librarian, is struggling amidst budget cuts and declining patron visits. As a last ditch effort, Library Manager Gaius calls in a favour from his friend Uther Pendragon, CEO of Camelot's top consulting firm, The Pendragon Group.

    Uther sends his son Arthur to lead the project in Ealdor and work closely with Merlin. The two have a rocky start, but as they spend more time together they come to understand that they might just be perfect for each other after all.
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    “I’m taking these sweatpants,” Merlin declared, admiring himself in the standing mirror in Arthur’s bedroom. Arthur stepped up behind him, hands resting on Merlin’s hips, and pressed a kiss behind Merlin’s ear that sent a shiver down Merlin’s body.

    He can take and keep whatever he wants, Arthur thought, watching the two of them in the mirror, perfectly slotted together. He’s already taken my heart.

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    Or, Arthur falls in love with sexy librarian Merlin.

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    04 Apr 2025

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    What if… instead of summoning the Fomorroh, Morgana kept Merlin prisoner? Just so that he could finally answer all her questions. At knifepoint. Until Merlin admits a truth he should have kept to himself…

    In doing so, Morgana planned to show Arthur all that he was, except… what if he didn’t experience the disgust she expected? What if Arthur realised all that he had missed?

    What if… Merlin suffered only for everything to change upon his rescue?

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    02 Apr 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 66

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    When Hockey star Jesper Fahey is knocked unconscious during a game, he is out for weeks. Once back on the ice, his coach Kaz Brekker teams up with figure skating coach Inej Ghafa to bring him and figure skating talent Wylan van Eck together, because he'd come back from a very bad injury before, and they think these two can learn from each other. What neither of them know is what happened between them a few months back at a Charity Gala. Or, well, nearly happened.
    Misunderstandings are pretty much inevitable, especially because they don't really talk to each other properly. What is undeniable, though, is the attraction between them. Will they be professional enough to ignore this, or will the sparks between them begin to melt the ice more and more? And of course, there is also Jan van Eck, hockey legend, praised by many, but hardly anybody knows what it really was like for Wylan to grow up in the van Eck mansion - and what his father did to him even after he moved out.

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    28 Sep 2024

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    15-year-old Louis spends a month in France as part of a student exchange and stays with the Lioncourt family. He and Lestat immediately become friends, then best friends, and then more than friends.

    When something unexpected happens, they start talking less and less and eventually go back to strangers. That is until Louis finds out that Lestat is moving to the US for college. There’s no chance that they both end up living and studying in San Francisco.

    But that’s exactly what happens, against all odds.

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    08 Sep 2024

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    Spencer Reid Whump Collection (close to canon)

    In here you can find the collection of my ‘more angsty versions of most canon episodes’ where boy genius gets hurt! :)
    list of episodes can be seen in the beginning of each chapter.

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    10 Feb 2024

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    "How am I going to explain this to the school psychologist? I purposefully avoid talking to her about Kaz, and now I’m going to have to tell her that he’s my boyfriend.
    My fake boyfriend, but she can’t know that."

    This is a Crows-at-University chatfic, with letters, emails, and journal entries thrown in for good measure. Wylan receives mysterious mail, Inej is forced to deal with her demons in an unusual way, Nina is plagued with guilt over what happened with Matthias last semester, Jesper is hyper-focused on his roommate (and his floundering love life), and someone is looking for Kaz...

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    11 Dec 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 22

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    Wylan has trouble making ends meet, so Kuwei and Jesper invite him into their home for a place to sleep at night. As the time goes by, Wylan gets closer and closer to the couple and starts to feel like he's infiltrating their relationship.

    With the Kerch National Day Festival fast approaching, Wylan struggles to keep himself separated from Kuwei and Jesper while grappling with his growing feelings for them, while the couple tries their best to show that being more than friends is exactly what they've always wanted.

    Written from 12 October 2020-14 November 2023

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    25 Nov 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 35

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    Wylan Van Eck just wants to enjoy his last week as a camp counsellor before returning home to his father's house for another dreary year of being a lonely disappointment. When he's assigned to share a cabin with Jesper Fahey, his least favorite co-worker, he thinks that his last week at camp is ruined. But Jesper is more than he appears, and Wylan has secrets he doesn't want to share, and they soon find out that there's more to one another than just "annoying" and "snob".

    *This fic is fully written! I 'll update it once a week, on either saturday or sunday*

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    24 Nov 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 81

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    The first-day nerves Wylan had felt earlier that week had worn off and, as the days progressed, he’d settled into his new role; slowly learning everyone’s names, discovering the quirks of the new IT system and sending both thanks and silent, bitter resentment to the office manager, or whoever it was, who had assigned him this desk.

    This desk.

    The one with the view.

    The view that was – without a doubt – going to get Wylan fired.

    * * * * *

    Or: Five times Jesper made Wylan blush... and one time Jesper was the one getting hot under the collar.

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    23 Nov 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 86

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    Wylan Van Eck ran away from home and was left with no choice. He finds himself living in a shitty apartment with Kaz Brekker. Unsurprisingly, navigating public school, hiding from his father, fleeting romances, and new friends is hard. Though, a certain gray-eyed insufferable flirt that leaves Wylan flustered and pining makes his new life all the more bearable. And maybe even a little hopeful.

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    12 Nov 2023

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    21 Enola Holmes is horrified to find an engagement announcement in the newspaper announcing her 'engagement' to Lord Tewkesbury. Upon realizing there have been a series of dead brides at a popular wedding destination however, she realizes that , as her brother says, a game is afoot. Sherlock needs Enola to pose as a young bride to solve a particularly difficult case. And Tewkesbury just happens to be the perfect candidate to play her fiancé. But in between the murder and bloodshed, will the two be able to remember its only for show and not their actual wedding day?

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    22 Oct 2023

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