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    04 Jul 2026

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    All parts after part 1 can be read separately or as part of the series!

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Hey! It’s a lot up here, okay? It’s a normal response to stress.” He rubs a hand over his face. “Okay, I cried a lot down there, too. But not in class! Not if I could help it. But having to say goodbye, gosh, I’ve never been good at that.” Grace laughs, but it sounds sad. His mouth is shut firmly, and he leans against my ball. He’s so soft, his body melds to the side of the xenonite with ease. “I can’t imagine what a mess I’ll be when—” he cuts himself off, but I know what was coming next.

    I’m not sure how I’ll be when we say goodbye either. It didn’t seem like it’d matter so much at first, after all, if we part ways, it means we succeeded. I’d be going back to Erid, to Adrian, to home. But I’d be leaving behind Grace. The thought of that is unpleasant. It sinks deep in me; the emotion is painfully familiar. It’s been a long time since I’ve had anyone to mourn losing anyone again. I don’t want to think about it, I’m not ready.

    or 5 times Rocky feels something for Grace. 1 time he does something about it.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    A comic re-posted from my Tumblr

    There's no reason Simon would wake up on the Hail Mary and act rationally after dying in a blood ocean.

    So, he doesn't

    Good luck to Grace and Rocky

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Rocky states his proposal as soon as Grace has one foot in the ladder, and Grace misses the next rung and almost cracks his head against the side of his bed in shock.

    There is no way Rocky had actually said what Grace thought he heard, just now. “You…you want to what? For science?!”

    Rocky tsks, like Grace has taken the implications way out of proportion. “Experiment,” he stresses. “Logical, methodical experiment. You make it sound… unreasonable.”

    Grace explodes. “Unreasonable! Unreasonable! You want to stick your hand up my ass!”

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    10 Jun 2026

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    To Grace's knowledge (i.e. the Hail Mary's database, i.e. all of human knowledge), there have never been any studies done to confirm whether ambrein (a derivative of sperm whale digestive secretions!) actually functions as an aphrodisiac in humans or not.

    Well, 15.8 light years from Earth, he's about to find out. Because the cytoplasm of Taumoeba consists in large parts of a triterpene alcohol that is startlingly similar to ambrein — and baby, he's all out of coma slurry.

    Or: The sex pollen amoeba fic you (never) asked for.


    Rocky utters a wordless little trill, half concerned and half curious. Always curious, and why would this be an exception? If anything, this is me conducting a pilot study on the unusual effects of Taumoeba on the human body, and oh is he ever morbidly fascinated by the many things my gross, leaky body does.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “...nope.” Grace pulled the quilt farther up on his shuddering body, then turned his back to him. “Nope- oh, no, no, absolutely not. Nope.”

    “For sci-encee,” Rocky whined, actually whined, practically pawing at the edge of the bed, and Grace whipped back to face him, eyes squinted in the dark.

    “I don't buy that, Rock.” Rocky wilted with the sentiment. God, he was pushy- and if Eridians could evolve to have puppy dog eyes, Grace was convinced Rocky would be at the forefront of that development. “Not for a second. Y’know, you’ve been-”

    “How will Rocky possibly know how to please, if no?”

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    Doctor Ryland Grace feels as if he's being hunted. Rocky is very aware of Doctor Ryland Grace's feelings.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “I guess, um,” I say, licking my lips as I stall. When did my mouth get so dry? “I don’t know why, don’t ask me why, but… you’re… obviously a lot stronger than me, and I guess that… activated some part of my brain that’s… into that, I guess.” I wring my hands, fussing with the arms of my jumpsuit tied around my waist- anything to avoid looking up at Rocky. “It’s just… been a long time since I’ve, uh. Mated with anyone, on Earth, and I think I’ve just been a bit- frustrated, so my body’s just reacting to whatever it can. Don't- don’t get me wrong, I know it probably doesn’t make a lot of sense, I mean- you could literally crush me if you wanted to, but- for some reason, I… I guess it was just… exciting. To me.” I finish lamely.

    Rocky stares at me, as much as a being with no eyes and 360 degrees of echolocation ability can stare. I am acutely aware that he can hear every beat of my heart, every hitched breath. He can probably sense the pinpricks of sweat that bead on my forehead. I swallow, my heart hammering in my chest at the silence.

    Rocky finally tilts his carapace ever so slightly. “You are aroused by strength in mate, question?”

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Ryland Grace is falling victim to the slow, painful demise that DuBois and the others had been so eager to circumvent. Erid is only a month away, so they decide to celebrate. Grace makes a comment that leads to a conversation about Erid mating customs. And then they find a moment for a stolen dance.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “It’s not good for humans to be alone,” Grace says. “But it’s even less good for people like me. Remember all that stuff I explained about human genders?”

    “Yes, yes,” Rocky grumbles. “Rocky cannot forget. Human design confusing. So many variant. Grace type that is worse to be alone.”

    “Yeah. Omega.”

    (the gracerocky mating mark au)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Ryland Grace and Rocky are on the way to Erid when… something happens. See end of work for the scorching hot art by tumblr user kiodja that inspired this fic. (There might be more.)

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Ryland Grace does not have a soul mark.

    That alone wouldn't be too unusual. Plenty of people don't have them or develop them later in life. If that was all it was he would be fine with it. Thrilled in fact!

    No, it wasn't that he didn't have a soul mark. It's what he had instead.

    On Ryland Grace's forearm, there was a patch of unpolished hematite where a patch of his soulmate's skin should be.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “I love you, Jayce.” The admission hits him like an arrow through the heart, his most hidden parts laid bare for Jayce. “And for everything but that, I am truly sorry.”

    Jayce chokes on a laugh, a single tear sliding down his perfect face. “I love you too, Vik.” He presses their foreheads together, the pressure around them growing into something too big to contain, something too powerful to withstand. “And I’m sorry for never saying it sooner.”

    Or: In Viktor’s final moments, he clings tightly to Jayce

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    27 Mar 2025

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    viktor wears a backless blouse to the distinguished innovators afterparty, and somehow it leads to them having sentimental sex on viktor’s couch (but in better, loftier words than that)

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    18 Mar 2025

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    Jayce was pondering something. Viktor approached him.

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    01 Mar 2025

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    It only takes a single word for Jayce to take a risk.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    Jayce touches Viktor all the time. Viktor carefully catalogues all the touches Jayce gives him.

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    31 Jan 2025

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    Will we ever come back home? Is a question akin to Damoclès’ sword. Neither of them knows. But Jayce selfishly lingers in this unknown, in this new home–a place Viktor never dared to call home.

    To Jayce, all is well, because everything he ever wanted is currently sleeping soundly in their shared bed.

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    31 Jan 2025

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    The rune chews them up and spits them out.

    Jayce takes Viktor and runs.

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    31 Jan 2025

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    Viktor pulled down the collar of his sweater.

    Jayce stopped laughing. “Did I…”

    Viktor fixed his collar back to hide the blotchy red skin.

    “Why didn’t you wake me?” Jayce exclaimed, reaching out to grab Viktor’s arm.

    Viktor didn’t shrug Jayce off entirely, but resumed his intense interest in the discarded prototypes, “I thought you were awake,” he said quietly. His ears had turned a ghastly shade of pink, nearly mirroring the myriad of bites on his neck.

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    27 Jan 2025

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